It’s crazy, isn’t it?

How life just moves on whether or not you do as well.

No summer ever came back, and no two summers were ever alike. Times change, and people change..

I did everything to find you, and in the process not only did I lose you in the end but I lost myself as well..

I’ve been thinking a lot lately

a lot about past relationships, friendships, the places I would go to and all the stupid things my friends and I use to get into.

It’s weird driving around town and seeing all the spots that my friends and I would hangout at, spots where my ex girlfriends and I would go to get away from people, or where I’d just ride around with music blasting or being quiet so I could think about life.

I can remember so many days from my past. what I was wearing, who I was with, what we were doing, what I was listening to, the things I believed in, I even remember the smell of the air at the time.

And now, 3-10 years later everything is different, honestly nothings the same and I think that’s just a part of growing up, and that’s ok, but just every once in a while the past just comes back to me. All of the good the bad and ugly. It just slaps me right in the face and I gladly take it. Sometimes I wish I could go back, not to redo things but just to live through it twice, really sit down and embrace those moments. The moments when I was by myself, with friends, family or past relationships. The moments that really mattered yanno? Really be able to pay attention to the small things and extra details.

Honestly I’m not sure why I wrote this, but I did and maybe some people out there can relate to this in some way and they’ll like what I wrote and maybe you can write something like this in the comments and share a part of yourself

sure do miss that guy

“Even though you’re having a good time, you can’t help but to stop and think about how much you miss the old times”

two things that I’ll never forget:

The way you looked at me for the first time, and the way you looked at me for the last time

what’s scary is you didn’t even care, then you turned it around and made me look like the bad person..

I act like I don’t care anymore, but in reality, I sometimes wanna go back to when you first told me your name and everything was fine between us.

I hope we meet again..

All of that just to become strangers again..

Out of all my books you were my favorite, and I’m sure I’ll read it over and over again throughout life..

I really miss the way you were before..

I did everything to find you, and in the process not only did I lose you in the end but I lost myself as well..

what’s scary is you didn’t even care, then you turned it around and made me look like the bad person..

how’re you gonna talk bad about me when you did me worse than I did you