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getting it done is better than trying to get it perfect and never finishing it
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Oh Boethiah, He-Who-Destroys and She-Who-Erases...
My heart is full of purpose, and my life is full of deeds.
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repeat after me:
on the other side of fear, there is relief.
on the other side of fear, there is success.
on the other side of fear, there is love.
on the other side of fear, there is joy.
on the other side of fear, there is contentment.
on the other side of fear, there is result.
i decide that my fear is not an ocean; it is a line.
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Hunger
Concept art for The Elder Scrolls IV: Oblivion
Shivering Isles DLC
Art by Adam Adamowicz
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The College Of Whispers Community Bulletin Board
Last updated: January 29 2023
This masterpost compiles the most up-to-date version of older posts, including posts that have been remade as completely separate posts. As such, some links may change with different updates.
From The College Of Whispers Library
Interviews With the College of Whispers Staff
Interviews With the College of Whispers Scholars
College of Whispers Bulletin #1 from the desk of Master Wizard Leslan Khur'kern
A Study of Harpies: Bird Women of the Iliac Bay by Viviri Corvius
Daedra, Divine, and Undeath by Palel Jorian and Fasti Silver-Tongue
The Nature of Alteration by Telonil Kaeire
Bestiary
Ash Guardians
Atronachs || Quick Notes on the Less Common Atronachs
Dragons
Divinities, Daedric and Aedric
Alduin
Astronomy
Hogithum
How I Would Work with the Tribunal
Kynareth
Molag Bal
Peryite
What the Fuck Happened to Jyggalag: A History of the Prince of Order
Ingredients
Briar Hearts
Deathbell
Dragon's Tongue
Fire Salts
Frost Salts
Glow Dust
Lavender
Moon Sugar
Mountain Flower
Nightshade
Thistle
Tundra Cotton
Vampire Dust
Void Salts
Magical Practices
Enchanting Things
Necromancy
Witches in the Elder Scrolls Universe
Spells
Transmasc & Transfem Body Dysphoria Relief Shouts
Other
Ore & Ingot Correspondences
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Want to learn something new in 2022??
Absolute beginner adult ballet series (fabulous beginning teacher)
40 piano lessons for beginners (some of the best explanations for piano I’ve ever seen)
Excellent basic crochet video series
Basic knitting (probably the best how to knit video out there)
Pre-Free Figure Skate Levels A-D guides and practice activities (each video builds up with exercises to the actual moves!)
How to draw character faces video (very funny, surprisingly instructive?)
Another drawing character faces video
Literally my favorite art pose hack
Tutorial of how to make a whole ass Stardew Valley esque farming game in Gamemaker Studios 2??
Introduction to flying small aircrafts
French/Dutch/Fishtail braiding
Playing the guitar for beginners (well paced and excellent instructor)
Playing the violin for beginners (really good practical tips mixed in)
Color theory in digital art (not of the children’s hospital variety)
Retake classes you hated but now there’s zero stakes:
Calculus 1 (full semester class)
Learn basic statistics (free textbook)
Introduction to college physics (free textbook)
Introduction to accounting (free textbook)
Learn a language:
Ancient Greek
Latin
Spanish
German
Japanese (grammar guide) (for dummies)
French
Russian (pretty good cyrillic guide!)
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You don't need to prove yourself to anybody.
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Alright so
Boethiah “the font of inspiration” who calls upon mortals to leave their mark upon the world no matter the form.
Hircine “who is half the conscience of men” meaning the half of mortal minds that follows instinct and the drive for survival.
Malacath “who speaks all languages sideways” meaning he is a universal entity whose name and purpose has become distorted over time. Alternatively, he twists words to inspire rage.
Mehrunes Dagon “whose mistress is the blazing sun” meaning he was created by and serves the will of the Magna Ge who brought him forth.
Sheogorath “the comforter of men” meaning he who facilitates dissociation or a break from reality; taking mortals away from the pains of the world via madness. It’s a comfort to be free of reality but the side effects vary.
Molag Bal “whose breath is most foul” meaning the commands he speaks upon the mortal realm are palpable yet undesirable; a domineering root of suffering.
Namira “whose works works endure forever” meaning her design for existence is inescapable and inevitable aka entropy and decay.
Mephala “who threads the needle with the hair of wives” meaning she manipulates the bonds of loyalty to her ends.
Clavicus Vile “who always answers” meaning he’ll make a deal with anyone but the terms won’t necessarily be fair.
Nocturnal “whose touch is mink” meaning her blessing is soft, concealing, and expensive to attain.
Peryite “who’s foundation is falling rock” meaning his power is based in the same forces that move erosion and the passage of time. Incremental but nonetheless potent.
Azura “the rim of all holes” meaning her power is what facilitates transformation and dramatic change on a singular level. The movement of an object or being to dramatically different circumstances. A goddess of exodus and transmutation.
Meridia “who contains the plenum” meaning her sphere is one of wholeness and abundance. Something she offers at a high price.
Hermaeus Mora “who holds the paper to the light” meaning he reveals the hidden truths beneath the surface.
Sanguine “who tastes the shaven fruit” meaning he consumes mortals at their most vulnerable; when they’re inebriated or at the height of their pleasure.
Vaermina “weaver of the panoply” meaning she designs mortal delusions; the fantastical fears we react upon in reality.
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There is a very fine line between pushing yourself to increase your limits and bettering yourself, and ignoring your pain for no reason. To honor Lord Boethiah you need to know where that line is.
In other words, if you're hurt don't stubbornly keep forcing yourself through the pain. Take a fuckin' breather, man.
#stars.txt#yea yea i know a lotta people cant bc of the Horrors (capitalism ableism etc)#but at least Acknowledge when ur wrongfully pushing yourself#tes pagan#this is me talking out my ass#fuck you Lord Boethiah fight me abt it
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Ooough snakes !! :}
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Once again reminded I'm no use to Lord Boethiah dead from exhaustion or burn out. I GET IT my Lord, geez.....
#stars.txt#tes pagan#i asked my tarot deck what i need to hear and pulled 4 of swords.....#suddenly after a month of not really focusing much on my connection to Them im like.....#idk how to describe it but they got into my mind as i was thinking over the card.#and god damn ok i get the MESSAGE.....#affectionately. but my Lord leave me ALONE im WORKING ON IT;;;;#<-this is in fact a lie and they know it. sorry#i will Try.
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this is going to be difficult -> i am capable of doing difficult things -> i have done everything prior to this moment -> this difficulty will soon be proof of capability
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Processes trauma cutely in the name of my Lord Boethiah
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#stars.txt#they arent exactly a Trauma Recovery deity#but idk. i outlived my trauma. i didnt let it kill me. im confronting it. im killing it so it doesnt kill me.#and ill be okay and it wont be and ill keep living and it wont be and one day it wont hurt me anymore
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Fucking loses 5 pounds because I didn't think I was worth the time and money it takes to eat
"I will eat to keep myself healthy because I care about myself as Lord Boethiah wants me to" <- proceeds to eat a microwaved hot dog on an empty stomach, something that has Always made me feel Vaguely I'll afterwards
#stars.txt#disordered eating tw#weight tw#I WILL RECOVER FROM THIS BUT I WILL NOT FORGET THAT RECOVERY ISN'T LINEAR OR EASY!!!!#IT IS OKAY IF I STRUGGLE. NOT EVERY BATTLE CAN BE IMMEDIATELY WON. WHAT MATTERS IS I TRY AND THAT I CARE FOR MYSELF ALONG THE WAY.#also i remember that im epic and sexy ok goodnight
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