th!nspø again

Hii guys!!

My account got terminated. AGAIN. for the SECOND time.

Anyways my account was @breakmycollarboness

If you could reblog this that would be so helpfull, love you skinnies!! ♡♡

on tuesday i consumed 500 calories, on wednesday i consumed 350 calories, i decided to go out and consume a large amount of alcohol that night, i’m now lying in bed awake at 7:30 a.m. feeling nothing but guilt and a growling stomach, my boyfriend’s friends insisted i ordered fast food with them once we left the bar but i politely declined, i haven’t eaten food in well over 12 hours, but going out resulted in consuming a lot of liquid calories, i don’t even want to think about how much i consumed, hopefully the fact that they were technically “liquid calories” will mean that taking laxatives will help to clear things out faster (i know i still consumed the calories, please don’t comment on how laxatives are harmful/how they work, i’ve been using laxatives for 10+ years) my boyfriend tells me i’m “small” but i’ve seen the girls he talked to while we weren’t together and they’re noticeably thinner than i am, he claims that he doesn’t like “extremely skinny” girls, but he’s talked to many of them romantically/sexually on multiple occasions :( i hate being in that “in between” phase, it feels so bad, it ruins the way i view myself + i know that most “normal” people would view me on the “smaller” side, but i know people in this community would consider me as a larger person, i want to reach the “sick” look that’s right around the corner, the side that will make everyone care and treat me softly, i just want to reach that before 2024 so i don’t have to dedicate my new year to “losing weight”, i’ve stayed strong the past two days, staying under 500 calories, other than what i consumed while i was drinking tonight, but i won’t be too hard on myself about it, i just miss the comments i got when i first started losing weight, i miss the concern on their faces when someone hadn’t seen me in a couple of weeks, i just have to continue working hard, the hunger pains, + nausea, + passing out/feeling light headed are so worth it, i just want the people in my life to be concerned, i miss the comments on my weight loss so much, i’ll weigh myself after i take laxatives in the morning and post my weight <3

This 😭😭 like that's just the society's way of calling fat people attractive at this point because they have ass and thighs 😭

I just find it fasinating how people can think that calling me ''curvy'' is a f*cking compliment.

Heyy I wanted to join your server but the link is expired 😔

Here you go! 🥰

isabella_gray via instagram 

i hate my body because i have to carry it everywhere i go on this earth, there's no way to hide from it, it's part of me

who’s still active on edblr november 2023? rb so i can follow you!! ❄️

Anna buddy

Idk how tall u are but we have the same starting weight and same gw hit me up if ur interested in being Ana buddies

Hello,

I was hoping to join your discord but clicking the link or searching the name didn't come up with anything:(

Thanks!

https://discord.com/invite/acmdxfRm

🥰🥰✨

One of the worst feelinge ever is when you finish eating something you shouldnt, and you enter on tumblr, i feel so guilty

Reblog if you're an active 3d blog in November 2023 and are 18+ please !

When your fasting and you get to the point where your not hungry anymore… 💕

Lately I’ve been having a lot of problems, and my fucking traumatized and Ed brain can’t stop thinking that if I was smaller everything would be better

End me.