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incomprehensible | xiao

kinktober day two | overstimulation

summary | lightning is such a common fear but you need a distraction and xiao is perfect company

pairing | xiao x fem!reader

warnings | ptsd, scar mentions, swearing, smut, overstimulation, oral (f ⇾ m), dacryphilia, creampie, slight breading if you really squint, cum swallowing, masturbation, dub (just to be safe), just a slightly messy and whimper-y xiao

wc | 3.9k

a/n | don’t come at me for the wc >.< also this was supposed to be out yesterday but tags were being shitty :(

your travels to inazuma had finally come to an end, although, you would miss the people you had met along the way. you were still happy to be able to have some time to relax before your next journey began and maybe…maybe you missed a certain brooding but secretly soft and handsome adeptus. you had found yourself spending most of your sleepless nights in inazuma thinking of him. much like tonight, most of those sleepless nights were because of the thunder storms that frequented the inazuman skies.

you hated to admit it, but…thanks to ei, you found yourself with a new fear of lightning. you bore no ill will onto the lost archon, you knew she was only doing what she thought was right. however, you couldn’t help but flinch every time you saw lightning flash and paint a purple streak across the dark skies, felt the low rumble as the air seemed to shake, and heard the deafening boom travel across the land. it chilled you to your bone and you often found yourself wanting to call out his name.

he had offered, of course, to come when you called out his name. he told you he would be listening for your voice. but you had a hard time accepting that he would drop everything for you. he must have better things to do than tend to you, he must have meant to only call out for him when it was a dire situation.

a string of lightning flashes through the window of your room in the kamisato clan grounds. both siblings were gone for business, even thoma was sent out for dealings. it was just you in the sizely estate, left in the glow of the dark and electric skies, the crackling of thunder leaving behind echoes through the empty space. tonight was particularly rough. the storm being especially unforgiving and unrelenting at this hour. the current attack causes you to jolt up and a noise of displeasure build in your throat. you take in a shuttered breath, draw your knees to your chest so you can wrap your arms around your legs, then drop your head to rest your forehead on your knees.

your eyes are squeezed shut. the only thing you can hear is the blustering storm outside. that’s why when a voice reaches your ears, your head shoots up in its direction. there, standing before your window and staring out as the lightning illuminated him in an ethereal violet glow, stood the very adeptus whose company you had been craving. xiao, conqueror of demons, the general alatus, and the vigilant yaksha guardian.

surely you were seeing things? how would he know where to find you? why would he seek you out?

you look up at him in question as he speaks. “many mortals fear lightning… incomprehensible. fear of something so common.” he’s speaking softly, almost as if he was thinking out loud.

“xiao…?” you’re too stunned to form a proper response. but as you sit there, letting the initial shock of his presence distinguish, what he had said sinks in. you frown at his words and look away in shame.

xiao finally turns his gaze to you and studies your expression. his brow draws together and he fists his hands. he knew instantly that he had said something wrong. you further prove his conclusion by gasping in shock as another violent thunder rumbles through the land and shakes your living quarters. you fist the sheets below you and screw your eyes shut.

you were trembling. you could feel it deep within your core. how pathetic, you thought. utterly pitiful. you had battled dragons, defeated ruin devices and taken down other various beasts and monsters. why was the lightning affecting you so deeply? and why did xiao have to be here, to witness your weakness. it was obvious, by his previous statement, that he thought the same. you wanted to sink into yourself and hide away for eternity. ironic, considering what you had just achieved in the nation of eternity.

xiao hesitates, he feels as though he’s frozen in place as you visibly perspire and pale. your breath becomes rapid with a jagged force. even then xiao wavers, he has always been wary of getting too close to mortals, but for some reason you were different. he didn’t understand the reaction he had when you were around. but he knew that whenever you were around, he wanted to be around you, he wanted to be as close to you as you would allow, he wanted to be there to fight your demons for you. after all, that was his job as demon conqueror, general alatus.

of course, that was easier said than done, especially since most of your demons seemed to be internal. xiao curses under his breath as you let out a whimper, your body now twitching with how forceful your trembles have become. your senses have become dull, limbs feeling heavy and mind shrouded in mist as you tried but just couldn’t bring yourself to focus on calming your violently beating heart. you were vaguely aware of the obvious panic that had settled in, but xiao was acutely aware.

the golden-winged king couldn’t stand it any longer. he approached you cautiously, not wanting to startle you in your already frightened state. xiao was famously awkward with people, even he himself was aware of that, but this was something he was used to. when the other yaksha began to succumb to madness, one by one, he would often help them through similar episodes such as the one you were going through at this very moment. it hurt him to see you like this, memories of his loved ones floating up to the surface of his mind. he took a deep breath before drowning them once more. now was not the time to think about his painful past. he needed to focus on you.

xiao stopped by your bedside and crouches down so he can look at your downcast face. you were pale and had sweat beading down the side of your face. his heart sinks at the terror in your features is apparent. he was deeply regretting his previous words. the shocks in your eyes when he appeared before you made it clear you hadn’t even realized that you were the one to call out for him.

the yaksha reaches out for you but halts before he can actually touch your hand. he’s not sure if you realized how close he was to you and didn’t want to startle you further by suddenly making physical contact. so he decides to speak softly first.

“i’m sorry, yn, i didn’t realize…” xiao’s fingers are barely brushing your own when your hand shoots out and suddenly you have your arms wrapped tightly around the adeptus’ neck, your body twisted and halfway hanging off the mattress.

xiao lets out a surprised grunt but returns your embrace. his breath catches in his throat when you bury your head into his neck and your warm breath fans over the sensitive are. goosebumps rise on his skin but he ignores the strange feeling that bubbles in him. he had to focus on your right now, he could ponder these strange reactions later. your breathing has slowed and is almost regular now that you’ve anchored yourself to xiao. he relaxes a bit at this notion, knowing you find solace in his presence brings a soft smile to his face.

the former general holds onto you tightly as he rises to his feet, he shuffles onto the bed and settles you in his lap. you make a noise that’s something between a hum and a whimper. it’s shown through xiao’s actions that he wasn’t repelled by your common fear, despite his previous statement. the notion was enough to clear the fog that was swirling in your mind. you take a few deep and steady breaths before softly speaking.

“how did you… why are you here? how did you know where to find me?” your voice is muffled but xiao understands you all the same.

as he suspected, you hadn’t even realized what you had done. “you called out for me, crystalfly.”

the name he called you caused your heart to flutter and heat rise to your face. you hadn’t even realized it, but in your fear, you must have said the guardian’s name out loud. you feel a blush rise to your face, how embarrassing for you to have subconsciously called out for him. yet another reason for him to think you weak.

you move your hands to fist the thin and tight material of xiao’s top. “‘m sorry…didn’t realize i said it out loud…”

xiao furrows his brow, what brought someone as brave as you to a state of terror like this. you hadn’t always been scared of thunder storms had you? xiao recalls spending stormy days with you and that made him realize this reaction was new. you hadn’t been scared of storms, which means something happened to you in inazuma.

xiao takes hold of your jaw and gently lifts your face so that you have no choice but to look at him. “what happened.”

you try to break free of the yaksha’s grasp. you felt pathetic and didn’t want to look him in the eye while being filled with so much shame. he doesn’t loosen his grip, he stays firm and waits patiently for your answer. it wasn’t a request, he was expecting you to explain. you had no choice in the matter.

you sigh and let go of his shirt to gingerly pull the collar of the robe you’re wearing to expose your shoulder. cracks of scar tissue traveled from the base of your neck to the dimples in your back. it was like the lightning had etched itself into your skin. a permanent reminder of the traumatic pain you experience.

xiao watches intently, resisting the urge to look away for your sake as you pull away the cloth. his eyes travel along the markings that hadn’t been there the last time he’d been with you. a flash of hot rage shoots through his body and his grip tightens around you. his breathing becomes uneven and his eyes wild. he was furious, that much was obvious, even to you.

you quickly move to cover yourself up, but xiao is quicker. he stops you, and instead of scolding you he simply traces the tender lines with his fingers. his eyes are unfocused, obviously clouded with rage filled thoughts. a storm of its own brewing in those yellow-green irises.

his voice is low and rasped when he speaks. “ who did this to you?”

you took a deep breath, not having had to tell this tale out loud yourself yet. you recount the first battle you had with the electro archon. how you fought with everything you had and still lost so easily. how you were struck down and just barely made it out with your life. if it hadn’t been for thoma, you don’t think the goddess of eternity would have let you live.

xiao is standing up in an instant, his face set in a cold sneer. but his eyes were still burning with an unfamiliar fire behind them. you expected this reaction so you were fast to capture his arm before he could get too far. you quickly explain the rest of your journey.

“it was resolved.” you plead. not wanting to cause ei anymore trouble.

“what?” xiao looks at you with a conflicted look, almost as if he didn’t believe you but wanted to.

“the raiden shogun, she ended the vision hunt decree after she conceded during our last battle. she’s not my enemy. she was misguided. please don’t go. i need you here.” you practically beg with your eyes, desperate for his company.

xiao’s expression softens immediately, his need to fulfill your plea stronger than his need for vengeance. “okay… what do you need from me?”

“just need you, please, stay with me? need you to distract me.” your voice comes out as a plea again and xiao can’t help the way the hair on the back of his neck stands on their ends at what you say. he knew now was not the time but his body clearly didn’t care. your words, the way you said them, made his body react.

the adeptus couldn't help it, he’d always had an unspoken and deep attraction towards you. he didn’t understand it, he’d never felt so deeply about someone before. sure he’s had relations with others, he was thousands of years old, but nothing quite like what he had with you. it was bothersome at first, day in and day out his only thoughts were of you. he’d find himself distracted by thoughts of your voice, your smile, your embrace, even during his battles.

he wanted you and frankly it scared him. he’d never wanted in all his life, knowing well that wasn’t a luxury he could afford. but recently he had been reminded by an old friend that he wasn’t expected to continue to protect a nation that could protect itself. so, maybe, he could let himself selfishly want something for once in his life.

even in your anxious and still slightly panicked state, you could sense something bothering xiao. he was hesitating, having a battle with his own thoughts. then your mind clears and you realize what you had said and how it sounded. a blush rises to your features, you’re ready to apologize when something occurs to you. he wouldn’t be having an inner battle with himself if he didn’t want you too.

you know xiao means well, but sometimes you wish he wasn’t so considerate of you. so you make the decision for him. you pull him out of his thoughts almost literally by tugging him down and crashing your mouth to his. xiao almost pulls back but clumsily falls into you and deepens the kiss. your eyes are screwed shut and you don’t dare to move.

xiao’s initial shock melts away as he lets out a soft whimper. his eyes slowly shut and his mouth moves to fit yours. that’s when you let yourself relax. his noises give you the confidence to wrap your arms around his neck and lose yourself in him. xiao has made sure to steady himself above you, his legs staggered in between yours, so you can anchor yourself to him with ease.

his mouth moves cautiously at first. he wants to let you lead, but the moment you let out a whimper of your own, that’s when xiao let’s go of all his inhibitions. the kiss deepens, xiao expertly moving his mouth against yours, almost guiding you. you're thankful for it, not sure you’d be able to keep your wits without it. something deep inside you ignites and spreads like wildfire with just the touch of his lips on yours. it makes you want to know how more of his skin would feel on yours. you needed it, becoming quickly addicted to his touch, to his sounds, *to him*.

xiao felt it too, the sudden and powerful addiction to you. he needed more and took it without problem. his teeth sunk gently into your lower lip and you let out a gasp when he sucks on your lip. his tongue is quick to dart out and entangle with your own. you would have never guessed it, but xiao becomes quite vocal when he indulges himself. the noises he’s making are like little melodies that intoxicate you much like a siren’s song would.

you start you feel overwhelmed by the feeling and your fingers rake through xiao’s hair and tug mercilessly. a deep rumble spreads through xiao’s chest in approval of your actions. xiao reluctantly releases your mouth from his. he let’s out a few pants before speaking breathlessly.

“please tell me… tell me you want more and i won’t stop. i just need you to say it and i’ll give you everything you want.”

“want you, xiao… want all of you, please, don’t stop- don’t want you to…” you desperately cling to him, lips parted as ragged breaths escape from them and your eyes beg, plead for him to continue.

that’s all xiao needed to hear because as soon as the words leave your swollen lips, his own are attached to your jaw and leaving a wet trail up then moving down your neck. the former general shifts so his body is placed between your legs. he spends his time leaving wet and tender kisses on your body, being extra soft when he reaches an area that is marked by your scars. it leaves a warmth in your chest that he could be so gentle.

when xiao makes his way to the rope of your robes he peers up at you, silently asking as he kisses the exposed skin right above it. you bite at your lip and gently not in permission. the adeptus wastes no time and nimbly unties the ropes and disrobes you. his eyes wander your now bare body, drinking you in. his voice is hushed but words clear.

“you are so beautiful…”

you’re overcome with a embarrassment and resist the urge to cover yourself. you’re not used to being treated so tenderly, so gently. you feel far more exposed than you should being undressed in front of your new lover. it wasn’t just physically, you felt as if he was looking at your bare soul. it terrified you and thrilled you all at once.

you reach out and clutch the material of xiao’s shirt once again. “your turn. please…”

the yaksha disrobes with a light blush dusting his cheeks, ears and shoulders. xiao has never been fond of feeling vulnerable, but with you he felt safe enough to try. you reach out once he’s removed his last piece of clothing and place your hands on his chest, directly where his heart lies within. you then let your touch lightly travel down his torso. once you reach his hips you steel yourself and glance at his length, it’s standing up and glistens slightly at the slit.

xiao’s breath hitches when you ghost your thumb over his now leaking slit. pleased with his reaction you slowly run your thumb over the opening and spread his precum around the tip of his cock. your movements are slow and calculated. you make sure to touch every centimeter of his head before dipping down to kitten lick at his tip. xiao instantly grips at your locks and let’s out a startled whimper.

“w-what are you…” he trails off with another whimper when you slide your wet lips over his tip. your tongue darts out to circle around his shaft then you hollow your cheeks and start to bob your head.

any words are knocked out of xiao the moment you start massaging his balls. the added sensation renders him useless, he’s become putty in your hands. whimpers and moans spilling from his mouth with ease. every noise he makes eggs you on. your thighs rubbing together aren’t enough so you snake your hand down your body and start toying with your clit. you take more of him until your nose is flush with his pelvis. you moan at your own ministrations on yourself and swallow around him a few times, the action causing the adeptus to throw his head back and moan loudly.

xiao’s fingers in your hair desperately grasp at your hair and his breathing becomes erratic. “s-stop- stop ‘m gonna cum, s’close… can’t-“

you don’t listen to him. instead you squeeze his balls a little harder and bob your head, making sure the head of his cock hits the back of your throat each time. the noises being made from above you become increasingly louder. xiao is babbling and chanting your name when his grip tightens further and barely has time to croak out a ‘cummin’ before his warm seed is sliding down your throat. you gladly drink him up before letting him go with a pop.

your fingers have now become as useful as rubbing your thighs were. you push xiao onto his knees and climb on top of him. your lips attach to his neck as you tease your entrance with the tip of his cock. xiao whimpers out, “w-wait! t’much, already came, m’so sensitive-“

you cut him off by sinking down on his length. xiao’s hips stutter and his still hard length twitches inside of you. his eyes prick with tears from the overwhelming sensation and pleasure. you coo at him and kiss the corners of his eyes. you give him a moment to adjust before you start to grind your hips into his.

you have your arms wrapped around xiao’s neck and he holds you close, hands spread across your back. your pants turn into soft whines. you want more but you don’t want to overwhelm xiao further. the former general notices and takes things into his hands. his hips buck into yours and it practically knocks all sense out of you. your back arches so your chest is pressing into his. your head drops back and you let out a high pitched moan.

xiao’s grip on himself is also thinning, his nails digging into your back as he feels his second high quickly approaching. “s’good, feel s’good. s’tight and warm- gonna- gonna cum again, yn-“

you hum with a drunk smile resting on your lips. “go on, xiao, cum inside. want you to fill me up, please~”

xiao drops his head onto your chest and lets out a yelp as he releases his second load into your wet cunt. the feeling of his seed spilling inside of you and the throbbing of his cock along with your continued grinding sends you over the edge as well.

when xiao comes down his breath stutters at your continued stimulation but he doesn’t want it to stop. the anemo user grips your waste and helps you with your movements. you whimper this time and xiao revels in the noises that fill the room. he places his forehead against yours and watches as you struggle to focus on keeping any type of eye contact.

“focus on me, crystalfly. need you to only look at me. gonna do this one more time, think you can handle that, hm?” his smile is tender but there’s a flash of mischief in his hazel eyes.

it takes every ounce of focus you have left in you to maintain eye contact as you stutter out a ‘yes’. this time it’s slow, xiao takes his time. his touch is soft, as is his gaze. you feel a different kind of warmth spread through your entire being. your breaths are labored and the noises you make come out barely above a whisper. xiao’s whimpers have quieted too. due to both of you being overstimulated, it doesn’t take long for either one of you to tip over the edge.

in an instant your both crashing together for the last time. when you come to, you’re completely spent. the last thing on your mind was the raging thunderstorm still alive outside. xiao holds you in his arms as you both finally fall asleep.

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