I'm sad that I hurt you. I wish I could bring back your trust. You know I love you. I'm so sorry. Sorry for the way I reacted in many situations. Sorry for making you feel like you couldn't be you. I promise, you can. I promise, I care. I just want to show you I can be better for you. Je t'aime. Te amo. Te iubesc. I love you.

Baby, the truth is

I took your feelings for granted during fits of anger. 😞 The truth is, I'm wrong for understanding how crippling anxiety can be and not addressing yours the way that I should. The truth is, I say things I dont mean sometimes, and I regret it after. The truth is, from the bottom of my heart, I'm sorry for not being considerate with my words. For speaking in ways that made you feel inadequate. I'm sorry for the times I made you feel less than you truly are. For not embracing my patience like I should. I'm sorry for not embracing you more often. I'm sorry reacting to things that you are truly worried about healthwise or in general, and downplaying them. I get so frustrated when I see others do that to you in a joking manner, and I'm a hypocrite for doing the same thing. I NEED to be there for you when you're worried. I'm sorry for being stubborn during my anger, and not having a softer heart to address you. I'm sorry for holding onto my pride in situations for the sake of getting the last word in. I'm sorry for taking what you believe in and speaking in ways that made you feel judged. I'm sorry for telling you "I don't need your help" while im making videos in the bathroom. I'm sorry for any and every time I have made you feel like you couldn't speak out of fear. I am sorry for making you fear speaking about things. I'm sorry for not expressing my love to you in the way that you need it, when I know that many times, I can. I'm sorry for not shutting up, when I should be holding your hand and cuddling you. I'm sorry for always trying to have a solution rather than just listen to your words or your silence. Baby, I am so sorry for all of this, and more than that I'm wrong. I'm so, so sorry.

"If you're not happy with me, you'll never be." and "We have different morals and values."

😞Baby, It's not true. It's a lie. Please, don't believe it. These are words of anger from me and frustration, coming from a place they shouldn't. They were said, just to be mean... and I'm sorry. Im so sorry. Stuff was getting better in areas for a couple months, and other areas will take work from me. I promise, on everything, I'm still putting in effort. Baby, I love you so much. I've never wanted to be better for another person like I have for you. You have every right to be concerned about things like my taxes, my credit, my savings plan, my career, the way I drive, ANY situation I'm in that you see fit. I know you worry about me, and I recognize that it's because you care. I recognize my shortcomings in the relationship. I won't keep saying I don't want to be with you. You know I don't mean it, and I'm sorry that I have hurt you again and that I lost your trust by saying something so hurtful. I'm sorry you feel like you have had to chase my love. I hate myself for making you feel that way. I promise you, there is no chasing my love. I promise, my love is true for you. I promise, I'm here. Who you are right now, is so much more than enough. I know I get upset, and I even have a therapist to help me get to the bottom of it now. I know I have said it before, but I'll say it again; You not wanting to change your last name, you not wanting kids, your beliefs in anything, none of that disappoints me. I'm not asking for anything like that to change. A future together with you is more important to me than any of the variables mentioned above. I'm not trying to change you, I promise Baby. I just want to love you the way you should be loved, the way you want to be loved. I love you so much, and you love me. I just want an opportunity to show you more. Things will change, I promise. I will try harder. I 100% look at you as my soulmate. You're my bestfriend in the entire world. I don't want to lay next to anyone at night except for you. You're the only person in the world I want to physically embrace. You're the only one who I want to touch lips with. I don't want anyone else's hand. I don't want to wake up to anyone's smell. I don't want anyone's cold feet under my body heat. I don't want to turn the lights off with stupid clap on/clap off sound effects for anyone else. I don't want to be there for anyone else when they're worried. I promise I can make our relationships future something to look forward to. I promise with all my will, I will support you and help you in ANY way that I can and be there right next to you as your partner. I don't want to give my love to anyone else. I believe in myself so much, please believe in me too: I know I can be better for you. I NEED to be better for you. Baby, I love you with every last bit of who I am. I want you to be my lover, my bestfriend and partner forever. The truth is, I want to try and be better than you can imagine, for the rest of my life. The truth is we will both grow. The truth is, I will love you how you should be loved. The truth is, I love you, with every last bit of who I am babe.