Its really fucking annoying when friendships are one sided and people don't compromise.

Even worse when you care way to damn much..

#spreadthelove #lifechangingexperience

"So baby pull me closer in the back seat of your Rover" 🎤🎵🎶 #lastweekofsummer #lovingshorthair #changeisgood #diggingmyhairandmakeup #adventuretime

I debated posting this for a really long time because I'm not yet where I want to be. But I'm finally in a really good place in my life so I why not? The picture on the left was taken in November 2015, and the right was taken 2 weeks ago. I was in a pretty rough and dark place. After lots of time alone, reflecting, and being surrounded by so many people who love and support me, I slowly started to find my way again. I started to change the way I thought, my perspective, and the way I ate. I finally became selfish and started to focus on myself and did what made me happy. I'm continuing to work on myself and that's something I'm more than okay with. Things are finally falling into place for me and I couldn't be happier, only I know that I can be! So to anyone who's struggling right now, I feel you. Please keep your head up and keep pushing and striving for your dreams and goals. Don't let anyone get in your way. And remember that you are your own worst critic. Also that it's okay to be selfish and that I love you for you! Only change for yourself. 😊😙💕💘 #transformationtuesday #workinprogress #alwayslearning #alwaysgrinding #keeppushing #dontchangeforanyone #butyourself #memyselfandi #noedit #nofilter

It's still so crazy to me that I graduated yesterday. I've done so much growing up in these past 5 years. I've learned so much about myself and the world around me. It's true what they say, you appreciate everything so much more when you go away for college. I just want to say that I truly and genuinely thank and appreciate everyone who's been there for me these past 5 years. I couldn't have done it with out you guys either! 😙❤🎓 #toomanypeopletotag # your owwhoyouare #itsreallyover #calstatelagrad #childdevelopment #nextstopgradschool #futuretherapist #ontothenextdegree (at California State University, Los Angeles)

Who would've thought that after 18 years of living in different regions of California, we'd end up in the same program at the same college? And then graduate at the exact same time. So blessed and thankful to have had you by my side through it all. I love you bk! 😊😙💘 #9moredays #calstalagrad #childdevelopment #mamawemadeit #donewithourundergrad #est1993

Today was definitely a good day! Was reunited with my business friends and my girls ❤ Thank you @gedaaboo and @kam.mira for coming!! 😘 #csulaco2016 #deanslist #mamawemadeit #gobigorgohome (at California State University, Los Angeles)

The best siblings trip ever! #familyovereverything #2016HawaiiTLC #paradisecove #imcomingback #dontwanttoleave (at Paradise Cove Oahu Hawaii)

✌out California!! 😃🙌🌺🌸#2016HawaiiTLC #Hawaiiherewecome (at San Jose International Airport (SJC))

Pisces hold relationships to a certain standard, all kinds of relationships. They feel too strongly to be in an unhappy or unfulfilled space with ANYONE.

Because it feels so good to genuinely feel content with myself and to see everything coming together before my eyes. #2016hasbeengoodtome #ihopeitcontinues #newchapterofmylife #happy #feelingmyselftoday

The long wait is finally overrr!!!! I am so happy and excited to announce that I will be attending grad school for School Based Family Counseling under the Marriage and Family Therapy option!!! #goals #thewaitisover #ididit #ontothenextchapterofmylife #imsohappy #ontobiggerandbetterthings #yourfuturetherapist #myhardworkjustpaidoff (at California State University, Los Angeles)

Its been a while

I’m finally in the mood to blog again and have the time to do it! I’m hoping I keep this up.. Ive missed being able to just write how I feel. It definitely feels good.

I’m officially a College Graduate! YAY lol it only took 4.5 years! But I did the dam thing! That’s all that matters! I also fell out of love and am now learning to fall in love with myself again. As well as just focusing on me and doing what I want to. Life works in such a weird way... I’ve reconnected with someone from high school and its crazy that 8 years later we’re closer than before and genuinely loving each other’s company. I’m also currently waiting to hear back from grad school.. I’m telling myself that what ever happens is meant to be and that I will just take it one day at a time and live my life. I’ll figure out my future when it happens.. lol very nerve racking honestly.

For once in my life, I feel so free. I’m not worrying about a lot of things, and am truly just enjoying life. Living each day and just being me. It honestly feels so good. And I’m so glad that I’m finally enjoying life and what it has to offer. I’m loving this new outlook and how content I’ve been. I feel like I’m finally content with my life and how things are going. But I also know that it can all vanish and change in the blink of an eye. I just hope that I keep living my life like this and keep taking chances and doing what I want and making myself happy. Regardless if I go to grad school this next year or not.

I’ve come a long way these past couple months, and it feels great to finally feel good and content on a daily basis. To just let go of all the hurt, anger, and sadness and just live my life again. I feel like I’m finally back to normal and it feels so damn good. It’s been a good year so far. And I hope it continues because a new year means new opportunities!! Knowing that there’s a possibility that I’m moving back home definitely changes a lot of things and makes you want to live life a different way and just spend so much more time with everyone. I just hate that I didn’t do this before I realized that.. but everything happens for a reason and I know that everything will be okay.

The only two important things in life are real love and being at peace with yourself.

Jonathan Carroll, Sleeping in Flame (via purplebuddhaproject)

And here’s to the future, because I’m done with the past. 

Sometimes you meet someone, and it’s so clear that the two of you, on some level belong together. As lovers, or as friends, or as family, or as something entirely different. You just work, whether you understand one another or you’re in love or you’re partners in crime. You meet these people throughout your life, out of nowhere, under the strangest circumstances, and they help you feel alive. I don’t know if that makes me believe in coincidence, or fate, or sheer blind luck, but it definitely makes me believe in something.

unknown (via bl-ossomed)