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Well I believed I had said enough but I guess not. Well I forgot to mention stuff again or I want to bring up more great points or important things again. I am great with simple words of course. I am a great communicator using simple effective communication. Again I am simple, real, and smart but again there is a lot to talk about life or my life and I have been meaning to or I want to bring up so much great points or important things but this is really too much it’s overwhelming but I still wanna say what I want to. I encourage people if they care to and have the time to read my previous posts or all my posts about everything’s always been old school. Again these great points or things to say I have been thinking about or meaning to say since last month January 2023. I care or I am interested to talk about life or my life such as like I said before in previous messages from last year or before I turned 28 that me being a virgin forever and sex isn’t everything everybody has cheating thoughts and my theory that females are based off males or the female body is just simply the male body modified. So it’s my free will again to let’s say be interested in talking about life or my life but this is like I am writing a college essay or even worse an Ivy League essay paper or writing a terms agreement paper ay yay yay. I have never read a harry potter book in my life but those books or any book that is super long how do people read or make copies of long books is beyond me and will take forever. My last name is Reid and I am not much of a reader now but would have been more of a reader reading analog stuff as a kid if I knew everything’s always been old school life fact but I do like to read maybe I will read a Harry Potter book but again people have free will so maybe I won’t. Obviously there are people who never use digital stuff in their entire life forever and there’s nothing wrong with that of course and I wish I never used digital stuff in my entire life forever if I knew everything’s always been old school and Alan turing. I am not the only one who prefers analog stuff again. Again nothing wrong with using digital stuff or it’s not entirely bad but the more people know everything’s always been old school and Alan turing the more people use analog we can have billions well maybe not billions but hundreds of millions of people using analog. Again not forcing people to use digital cause that’s free will. touch or read a book in their life because no education or school or they don’t want to read dislike to read or some people dislike other forms of entertainment like sports or music never listened to music never was interested in sports. I have typed so much and again this has to be the most I have ever written or typed in my life geez this is frustrating I keep writing more and more I though what I said was enough. Again I rather use analog stuff or spread my message in person but since this is a digital world for now then I will use digital stuff. I don’t even know why I am doing this using digital stuff to spread my message and why even bother since there are people who don’t care what I have to say then I obviously have free will just like other people to not care or not be interested in what you have to say. Whether people talk in person analog or digitally ,which I prefer analog again, so whether people talk in real life or analog I won’t care what you have to say unless you agree or talk about everything’s always been old school life fact and Alan turing then I’m interested. Again I am embarrassed that I didn’t know this life fact and I said before that the life fact is subconscious in our brains perhaps. I was angry that people didn’t care about me being real or what I had to say in my online videos or posts ,but what do you expect and I say this to my younger self when I was a kid or younger adult so now that I know this life fact I wish I could tell my younger self the life fact and tell myself what did you expect because everything’s always been old school life fact, and before I knew everything’s always been old school I was angry of all the evil or negativity in the world angry at the world same negativity another year so I blocked people I even blocked real people taking it out on others when I was an idiot just like other people for continuing to believe over and over that being positive or being real or positive things such as computers or digital stuff can change the world for the better or stop evil or negative things forever which it never has, it is impossible never will happen because again of the life fact. I am sorry for those I blocked but I feel sorry for myself that I didn’t know everything’s always been old school and I wouldn’t use digital stuff at all in the 1st place. I am angry at myself for not knowing this life fact when I was younger as kid. Again I wish I knew it then so I could help people obviously. Again this life fact helped me and I know it helps people understand life better or how life works. So I took it out on people that doesn’t mean I am fake or I am evil. Again just because real people take it out on others doesn’t men they are fake or evil. I am not evil or fake obviously. Again I am real, I am simple, I am smart etc. I am not perfect humans are not perfect again. So again real people do lie but its not a lie to hurt or take advantage of people then it’s ok again because again we all are imperfect humans. I hope real people give me second chances. I am all for giving real people or real friends second chances in life but fake people or fake friends no second chances. I don’t give evil or fake people such as pedophiles or murders second chances obviously. Murderers or people who intentionally killed people who didn’t deserve to be killed deserve to be killed. Real people don’t deserve to be killed obviously. 2pac for instance he did an awful thing raping people which I won’t give him a second chance but did he deserve to die no. My free will how I feel or believe is if you are a murderer evil person like a swatter etc you deserve to die face the death penalty or be in prison jail for l a long time or for life. 9/11 for instance was scary and again it’s not always about mental health so people were traumatized. Also generalizing people or stereotypes is not right but people have free will again or are idiots. Not all muslims are evil and fake obviously. I wish I could kill fake or evil people like osama bin laden or terrorists or mass shooters or the Austin bomber of course these pieces of human garbage seek negative attention make me want to kill for punch them and these pieces of human garbage must have had a bad upbringing in their home life oh well but many people including real people have bad upbringings in their home life but they know right for wrong. Again fake people such as my mom and fake people in my autism care team division of developmental disabilities whatever your names are farah and sarah it’s mainly Sarah she is the higher up person but these fake people seek negative attention and are ruining my home life I still won’t kill people or take it out on others but hey that is your free will again. I wish evil or negative things never existed in life but of course that is not possible because of the life fact again. I didn’t have a tough upbringing in my home life never was abused thankfully but I did experience negative moments or drama in my home life just like everybody else nobody’s home life is perfect either obviously. I also have to deal with my fake mom so my home life was not great because of that and no wonder my dad divorced my mom .Again I have explained what my mom and other fake people have done to me in my previous messages If you care to read them. I respect my cool relatives like my cool real dad with his cool gold chain and my dad jokingly calls people including his kids chumps lol I call him a chump as well so does my bro. My dadeo is a chump lol. So unlike my uncool fake mom. She along with other fake people don’t care what I have to say about the life fact and Alan turing and are dumb lack common sense like my mom. Again everybody makes idiotic mistakes especially when you are young a kid or young adult. The younger you are the dumber you are I care to say. I never brought this incident up before in my previous messages but now I wanna bring it up so in summer of 2022 I made a stupid mistake when I was undressing outside on my nana’s porch I was changing my clothes outside because my nana didn’t let me in she was sleeping and I got to her house really late at night because I got on the wrong bus again twice , my nana lives near philly by the way, so I climbed on her porch and slept on the porch furniture. I changed my clothes really early in the morning and her porch is not visible to the public it’s a backyard porch so I’m like how can people see me but I was wrong because my nana saw me completely naked somehow I wasn’t paying attention and she wakes up early sometimes to garden I didn’t think about that so that was really uncomfortable for my nana obviously. So she didn’t want to see me understandably but I still wanted to see her and I was concerned about nana since she wasn’t answering the phone and I decided to call the police. The police in this area are state police for some reason. So I called the police to check on my nana but at the time I didn’t have a phone so how I made phone calls was I used other peoples phones which of course are digital and I had no choice whenever I had to make a phone call like when I was in a convince store I used a digital phone because I had no choice and I needed to make a phone call. So I asked this lady who was an idiot because I know she heard me but didn’t listen to me when I said my nana is not hurt it’s not an emergency and I just need the police only to check on her since nana won’t talk to me. So the ambulance showed up of course and the state police officer long shows up and nana was upset the ambulance showed up but I was trying to tell her it wasn’t my fault so she was upset or angry I guess and told the officer to get me off her property never to go to her property for a long time and the officer warned me and then I cried there on the spot I collapsed to the ground I didn’t deserve this. I was also going to use my analog phone that I brought with me since you know me I prefer analog stuff again and of corse I ruined my chances with that I blew it. The whole day I was crying I cried on the way home multiple times. Nana I wanna say I am sorry of course I am real this is a sincere genuine apology. My real friend frank from the ymca had a tough upbringing in his home life. Again things don’t bother me as much because of the life fact aka everything’s always been old school so it is what it is and life is difficult or unfair again. The human frank from the ymca. This is the human life of frank from the ymca. Again if I had known the life fact when I was a kid I am sure I would have met real people like frank from the ymca or Charlie wills somehow. Charlie Wills has autism or Aspergers like me by the way. So does Simon Richards he has autism. Also Charlie wills told me making the peace sign can be offensive to some people in other countries. I don’t mean to offend people obviously. Charlie wills is a smart man. Age usually comes with wisdom or being smarter. Some people don’t care to know anything or experience life do nothing with their life waste away because of free will again. But Frank from the ymca my real friend again and Ashley Bernard my other real friend again they are over 5 years older than me and they have more life experience and I respect that. So we are both young adults or adults here. Again keeping my females based off males theory in mind. Females can be as smart as males. We are all human again. Fake and evil people who say degrading things like dumb b**ch or dumb s**t again you keep my theory in mind and you calling them degrading names is like calling males s**ts and that is also a double standard. Males can be s**ts too. So whether you are 18 or 21 some countries say 21 is the legal adult age but anyway any age you can be a minor I again don’t age discriminate. You can be 18 or 21 and know more than I do. Not always the older you are the more you know. But again obviously I don’t know everything nobody does. They say the oldest siblings are at higher chance of getting autism for some weird reason a bad weird I guess. Again autism is a blessing and a curse. I am little bothered or embarrassed that I have autism and me being the oldest sibling of 3 at the same time and my younger bro and younger sister have more life experience from let’s say getting a job and going to school and traveling when I haven’t done much traveling and never had a job in my life and dropped out of college. Again if I knew what I know now about everything’s always been old school I would have gone to school graduated gotten a job etc by now. I also wouldn’t care what people think so much and not do what society says like be an adult and not live in your parents house. I would have still lived in my parents house if I knew everything’s always been old school again. I would live there until my 30’s or as long as I could obviously nobody lives forever can’t live in your parents house forever. It’s difficult for everybody to accept everything’s always been old school and death again. Again I met frank through the ymca mentor program but an organization called Monmouth cares the guy from Monmouth cares mark crescent referred me to frank from the ymca in 2015. Again it’s not always about mental health but the reason why I got cares is because of the mental health crap but cares isn’t all about mental health so perhaps I still would have met mark. I still would have met Charlie wills if I had never gotten ddd. I met Charlie wills through ddd and I regret having ddd obviously but my fake mom of course got me involved with ddd. I wish I had met Charlie wills a different way.

I can go for months without watching porn so again I am not addicted but those porn images and videos are stuck in my head forever. Sometimes I did masturbate remembering the porn in my memory so I can masturbate without watching porn. Analog porn I never got a hold of but again if I knew the life fact I would have never watched porn and not cared about soles of peoples feet. Again sex isn’t everything so just because you mention a body part doesn’t mean it’s about sex. So again everybody is different or weird in a good or bad way. Every Human has different personalities like either a real personality or fake personality and I dislike fake or evil people obviously again. So just like personality persons foot or soles are different. Some people have wrinkled soles or a whole lot of wrinkle soles and some don’t have any at all. A human not soles can tell a lot about a humans personality they say. So what is too hot about let’s say acne or moles or the human nose again? I found acne or freckles birth marks attractive it’ a good weird the human body is weird again in a good and bad way. I uses to have a big mole on my neck and my dad cut It off when I was 9 years old but somehow I remember that but can’t remember other things like certain peoples names or events. The human brain memory is weird in good and bad way. Boogers of peoples noses lol like soles of peoples feet anyway I did find noses attractive sure but again whatever floats your boat. If people are into plus size people or obese people then that’s your preference. I was turned on by curvy coke bottle pear shaped females with cellulite or no cellulite but I loved seeing cellulite. Or again females wearing skimpy clothing or tight clothing like jeans. Ah man I keep my theory in mind yes always remember females are based off males the female body is just the male body modified and is a big possibility or theory. So females who wear clothing like that can do it intentionally and be inappropriate so sex isn’t everything again or they wear it for fashion which again sex isn’t everything and makes males turned on by that and even though you wear clothes like that for fashion it’s inappropriate like high shorts high skirts or tank tops not jeans ripped jeans not too ripped or dresses. Again I feel disgusted being attracted to females when I think of the theory now. So it’s like wearing clothes like that around kids well teens I guess it depends how old you are or legal age. Teaching gay sex education to little kids is not the appropriate age. So anyway even skinny females can have cellulite and that turned me on as well. Again even males can have cellulite. I have seen cellulite in real life and in digital porn. Ah keeping my theory in mind about females being based off males. Now I feel disgusted again. So when I watch porn I feel disgusted afterwards thinking of my theory and this is how most humans operate or it’s human nature to most humans to be attracted to a human that is based off of you females being based off males yuck. In other words again the female body is just the male body modified yuck and again this theory shows females are not special yet we are all human at the same time. Females have the same ass same mouth same tongue same whatever as us males and I used to think dirty seeing a female stick their tongue out now I’m like yuck. I look at my own soles of feet for instance and think of the theory and I am disgusted and I recently today licked my own feet and hands saying to myself this is the same body part as females and again why are feet so attractive to some people. Hands are similar to feet. Are hands attractive? Male wrinkled soles of course are the same as females.This theory or being turned on by females is weird in a good way but gross bad weird at the same time. I used to get turned on by a female high voice but again the theory the female body is the male body modified. Also any human can be moody and females and males can have mood swings not just females. By the way I don’t believe in this theory because of religion or spiritual stuff obviously. So It’s like females are like the male version of you with long hair modified body. A female I know for instance a pornstar named lusty pink you can tell right away she looks like a male with long hair and shaved face whatever. Same with my real friend Ashley bernard she looks like a male with long hair and shaved face as well. So again simply that is my theory. Also there are people that look a like out there which is weird in a good way. Some straight males look feminine because they shave their face. Shaving your face or having a fully shaved face is feminine or looks feminine. Sometimes when I see a straight male with long hair or a ponytail or bun I thought they were female. Again maybe my other theory males are based off females is correct but again we will never know for sure which theory is correct. I wish I had long hair like my real fried frank from the ymca or nelson my real friend even though it looks feminine but it looks cool at the same time. I have free will to impress people but who cares what people think especially fake people. You can’t impress everybody or please everybody obviously. Everybody isn’t your real friend again or everybody isn’t going to like you that’s free will again and I accept that and I always remember and accept the life fact aka everything’s always been old school again as well. Be your real self again be original not fake and you can be influenced or inspired by something positive or negative but still be your real self. Be unique or weird in a good way I care to say but it’s your free will again. Fake people will judge you for whatever like fake people will judge me for having autism or only being in rep classes and taking speech therapy. Again if I knew the life fact when I was younger my life would be different or better like me being in regular classes or honor classes to get into Princeton. Fake people take advantage of people with autism or Down syndrome. If you are not high functioning then you can be taken advantage of like taking money or worse being molested or raped or being raped by a pedophile. I am sure of course whether I was neurotypical or autistic I was was around pedophiles or evil and fake people without realizing it. Thankfully I never got raped. Sorry to those who have. Again I am very high functioning or smart thankfully so real people like me won’t be taken advantage of so easily. Low functioning people don’t know how to give consent obviously. Obviously Low functioning people young or old can’t help wasting their life away and it doesn’t bother me now because again what do you expect because everything’s always been old school. Do I necessarily need home care staff people or help with chores? No I am capable very high functioning with autism but I am lazy sometimes. Again free will some people high functioning or neurotypical are lazy or don’t like doing chores. Most people dislike chores in home life and so do I of course. Some people are not great at doing chores but I know I am but again I can be lazy. Again if I knew everything’s always been old school when I was younger I would have not gotten distracted by digital stuff and done my chores. Again anything can be distracting or addicting like analog stuff. Again life is unfair or difficult and this shows how life is difficult or unfair as well I can go on and on and it’s common sense and being born with down syndrome or autism or adhd or physical disabilities paralyzed sera palsy or vision issues like nearsightedness pr cancer or anything negative is difficult or unfair. Also by the way analog stuff like tv screens can cause dry eyes not just digital stuff. Nearsightedness or farsightedness can happen to any age and vision is genetic so it’s not just analog or digital stuff worsening kids vision and analog stuff again can be addicting and can keep kids inside no sunshine. Anyway Is life all bad? of course not but life is not all great obviously and because everything’s always been old school and life is difficult or unfair it makes you think or say life is awful or life is a bitch. Consent with anything like food. Again food is life but everybody has different preferences or is not always hungry or thirsty. So you can’t force people to drink or eat something if they don’t want it or dislike it. It’s really simple but agin you have free will to be evil and not care about consent. I feel it’s too little too late even though I am young not super young like 18 when I am near 30 years old. Again I would have done so much in my life by now if I knew everything’s always been old school like being a parent of adopted kids by now at like in my early 20’s. I see myself being a parent of adopted kids but my free will again to do nothing with my life. I can see myself doing x y z free will to do the right or wrong thing free will to live a productive life or not. A productive life like working in the corrupt system or simply keeping busy somehow whatever people wanna do it’s your free will again. Live and let live is same as free will of the people. I am not special out of 8 billion humans on earth. 8 billion again is mind boggling and the more humans pro create the more the population grows and I think about humans living in parts of the planet were there are natural disasters like earthquakes or tornadoes etc and wish they could live somewhere where there is no natural disasters. Obviously if you live near as shore tsunamis or hurricanes can happen like living in New Jersey. Again life is unfair or difficult. Again real people come and go in life and recently more and more people have come and gone but I hope I get to see real people again but sometimes you don’t ever see them again whether it’s strangers or real friends or acquaintances. Before I knew the life fact everything’s always been old school I was afraid to pro create because I feared my kid would have autism like me or worse not high functioning autism and I still have that fear now but again that’s not why I won’t pro create you already know why. Raising adopted kids or having kids is a big responsibility of course and parenting is difficult. Parenting while you are in school or college whether you are a kid teen or adult is difficult. life is difficult or unfair again. I will try to raise my adopted kids to keep their real friends so they don’t come and go. I made that mistake again not knowing everything’s always been old school and got distracted by digital stuff and didn’t have a social life. Again you can even get distracted by analog stuff or anything addicting. I want my adopted kids to know how to pick real friends and it’s their free will again if they want to have real friends or how many real friends they want or the lose touch with real friends. I will again raise my adopted kids with physical discipline and they will be embarrassed if they get disciplined in front of real friends or people. I got embarrassed in public or wherever. I won’t stop my kids from doing bestiality. I will give them a pet and I won’t be a hypocrite telling them not to do what I did which was sort of like bestiality.

So anyway who am I out of 8 billion humans? Who are you out of 8 billion humans? I know I am not the only one to ask this simple question. I think about the meaning of life again. I feel like I am a waste of space. Also who am I as a person of color and having autism 2 whammys. So before I knew the life fact aka everything’s always been old school I used to think I was special being born in 1995 and any year after 1995 was great and now that I know the life fact I am like come on seriously I say to my younger self. My younger self had no idea. I say great going to my younger self sarcastically of course for not knowing the life fact. I was selfish and I only cared about myself obviously I wasn’t the only human born in 1995 or it’s not all about me. Again years are old school. I seeked positive or negative attention by caring about mental health when I was a kid teen or young adult 18 19. I dropped out of college not just because I was distracted by digital stuff but again analog stuff can be distracting or addicting of course, but I dropped out because I cared about mental health saying I was depressed crap but again I don’t have mental health issues I pretended to have mental health issue. I have only had autism and have had autism my whole life and autism is a life long disorder obviously. Anybody can pretend to have mental health issues like people pretending to have mental health issues so that they can get into a psych hospital because they have no where else to live or sleep nothing to eat. I liked having attention and that was selfish I thought it was all about me and again I thought I was special being born in 1995. Again I look back on my life and I really blew it not knowing the life fact everything’s always been old school and again not knowing the life fact everything’s always been old school has bitten me in the ass. So real and fake people again can take it out on other people seek negative attention but that doesn’t always mean you are fake. So in real life or analog style you can take it out on other people or ban or dismiss block people obviously before digital existed. You can still do whatever before digital existed I can go on and on. The corrupt system is corrupt because people are miserable with their life because of their crappy job working long hours or late night hours and of course that would make people take it out on others. Working long hours or late night jobs that are physically demanding is difficult or unfair. Some people dislike working at a physically demanding job but sometimes people have no choice. Or jobs that are stressful or not physically demanding like being an anestiseaoligist like my dad or a brain surgeon or police officer or etc. It’s all about the money in the corrupt system oh well. By the way being a police officer involves politics of course and they enforce the law and also help people and protect and serve people. That’s why obviously they are called the police like policy like politics. So again because of free will of the people some police officers don’t care to help people or care about other roles or duties and are fake and abuse their power and are fake or mean. Of course nobody is above the law including police officers obviously. I have dealt with some police officers like this sadly oh well. Anyway again there is a lot to think about or say about life or my life again either way if I said all that I have been saying or typing in a video it would be over an hour long it would take forever in an analog video. It’s easier to speak in a video than writing or texting whether analog or digitally. That way you don’t lose context but I am great with simple words and I try to not lose context when I write or type. Again I wish I didnt have to use digital stuff at all in the 1st place. Of course It makes me unhappy feeling forced in a digital world using digital stuff to spread my important message about the life fact everything’s always been old school and Alan turing. But I am real again of course and I mean what I say of course and I look away from online videos or digital or computer stuff like I mentioned in my everything’s always been old school videos. I explain why people look away from anything like online videos while in the middle of the video playing or whenever. So I of course practice what I preach I am not a hypocrite. So even though I dislike going back to using digital stuff when I was avoiding using digital stuff for some time in 2022 ever since I knew the life fact and threw all my digital stuff away in 2022. So even though I dislike using digital stuff at least I am looking away from it like I look away while I am actually playing a video game. Of course again entertainment or media or videos have been computerized. Live videos have been computerized and livestreamers even look away while they are playing video games etc. I have broken digital stuff and thrown away digital stuff in the past before I knew everything’s always been old school. Again perhaps the life fact is subconscious. I was angry and used curse words or vulgar words. When you get angry sometimes it slips out. Also why I posted the everything’s always been old school videos until December 16, 2022 when I recorded them originally on November 30th, 2022 is because I was yet again put in a psych hospital in nj by fake people for 2 weeks. Don’t worry fake people because again I will sue you I don’t have mental health issues again but you don’t listen. All the crap you have put me through including my fake mom again wanting me in psych hospitals and put on psych med crap and I went through hell so much that I again I mentioned before I escaped the psych hospital and in the process climbing the fence I cut my hand and ripped my shirt. The 3 medical professionals that I mentioned before in previous posts understand what I have been saying that everything’s always been old school and they are real people not fake people taking advantage of me and said I don’t have mental health issues. These fake people won’t listen to me when I say everythng’s always been old school and when I say I used to care about health not anymore just all that I have been saying to everybody. If I am not able to get a lawyer on my own aclu can help me out thanks to real people for referring me to aclu. Also I will sue my fake mom for not paying for the hostel when I had enough money the whole time while I was in dc. Again my mom is my payee for my ssi for my autism no mental health issues. This payee issue will be fixed. This payee issue is nightmare and so is the guardianship. I gotta fix both issues aclu can help me. I got the payee crap before the guardianship crap in 2022. Then I got guardianship. Anyway I feel why I didn’t simply think of the life fact when I was younger a kid or younger adult is because I didn’t want to think or accept the way life is or how life works and life fact everything’s always been old school is difficult especially for my younger self or other people kids or adult to accept again. Analog engineers who are gifted so smart that they can invent something without going to school is impressive or cool. I am not sure I am that smart to invent analog things without going to school. Analog stuff like analog cell phones have less hiccups or errors glitches than digital stuff. Again nothing is perfect but again phones are a need but they don’t need to be digital or computerized but that is my free will how I think. So much is computerized like wireless signals or radiation being computerized. I will admit another positive of this digital world thanks to Alan turing or whoever in world war 2 is everything is at your finger tips. But could be negative because minors can have access to anything that is inappropriate like porn or the dark web or pedophilles and you don’t have to show your id like you do in real life analog style. Even minors or kids can lie about their age in real life or digitally. Some people look their age and some don’t and that’s aging well like me that’s a good thing. I wish I wasn’t 25 or 26 or 27 or 28 or near 30 so looking like I’m 19 is good to me. Of course accepting aging and death and everything’s always been old school is difficult or unfair again that’s life sadly. The older people get the older other people get obviously and it’s scary the flies again. So many people said when I was a kid or young adult that I look really young not my age. Again some minors look mature for their age females can look 18 or like an adult or males can have a beard at 16 17. Puberty is weird in a good way. Growing facial hair on you face is weird in a good way. So that’s why again age restrict or monitor what your kids are doing in real life or with analog or digital stuff but again your free will how you want to parent. Again that’s why I say phones don’t need to be digital or computers. Kids old enough to understand how to use an analog phone can have a analog phone.They say the internet is like a computerized library. Man computers are old school again and computerize or digitize almost everything when everything’s always been old school like old school things like a library. But again if I knew the life fact everything’s always been old school when I was a kid I obviously would also know or learn things from analog stuff or an analog library instead of learning things from digital stuff or digital videos. So I wish everything I know or learned from digital stuff I learn analog style.

Anyway Again nobody asked to be born especially being born into this everything’s always been old school world life.A lot of times people wish they wern’t born including myself. Pro creating is a tough decision for many people. Again You have to pro create to keep the human species alive and politicians want you too pro create obviously to keep the corrupt system alive as well and at the same time you are bringing kids in this difficult life cold world everything’s always been old school life. So it’s a tough decision. Again life is difficult or unfair no wonder people distract themselves with whatever sports or entertainment and don’t want to think about life and there is so much to think about life again good or bad. Again you can’t always be positive or you can’t always distract yourself and that’s being real keeping it real. I am real with myself and everybody obviously. Anyway so again people have free will to not pro create. Again I won’t pro create and this is exactly why I won’t pro create again. Some people pro create and don’t care to think about how the kid will feel in this everything’s always been old school cold world life. Some people are a mistake or an oops or a surprise. My baby sister or sis Lauren was a surprise. So most humans have sex because it feels good obviously or they want kids or want a family or want to pro create. But keeping my theory in mind again that females being based off males or the female body is just simply the male body modified. Females are not special so because of this theory you feel disgusted It doesn’t feel great being attracted to females or masturbating to females or having sex with females. But sex or masturbating does feel great in the moment. But because of this theory is it still worth it? I still watch porn and I feel disgusted thinking of the theory. But it still feels great I love the feeling of masturbating and I still again regret caring to pro create or caring for having sex with females or any human I regret caring to be a stud or regret masturbating to humans before I knew everything’s always been old school. Sex isn’t everything again and since everything’s always been old school I don’t care for sex it’s not the end all be all again just like digital or computer stuff. I feel embarrassed I tried to impress females or people with digital or computer stuff thinking I was the next Alan turing a computer engineer but of course didn’t know everything’s always been old school or Alan turing back then. Again digital or computers are cool but it’s not the end all be all especially since again it’s old school same algorithm or digital tech since world war 2. Again who cares what society says. Society says for instance you have to get a job in the corrupt system. You don’t have to work in the corrupt system and you don’t have to lets say speak a certain language you could make up your own language or words you don’t have to care or use everything or every man made thing like math if you care to because again free will of the people. Some say math is not man made which is interesting but anyway you can say whatever you want again free will it can be good weird or bad weird or good or bad again and I like to kill or punch more fake and evil people beat them to a pulp like swatter whatever your names are Brandon wilson and murderer lewis daynes. I am calling out idiots or fake and evil people again even kids or minors who swat or kill I will punch kick or kill them but bullying can cause this. Simply people who kill intentionally People who bully don’t deserve to die unless they are murderers. Adults can bully too of course just like racism and racism is a form of bullying obviously for instance and again racist people say people of color look like poop and asians eyes look weird. Racist people or Fake People think you’re better than me just because you have different skin tone is idiotic. Yes again we are all different but we are all human at the same time. So again because of free will everybody has different perspectives whether it’s good or bad so understanding people’s differences or perspectives or good weirdness or bad weirdness. My grandma on my dad’s side who passed away said in a digital video recording by my dad and again if only I told real people like my grandma before they died about everything’s always been old school life fact and Alan turing but of course I didn’t tell them and I say great going to my younger self, oh well. Too little too late and it bothers me. Again who knows what the after life is like and it’s scary to everybody well to most people maybe you aren’t but everybody is scared of death I mean come on how are you human if you are not afraid of death or have no fear? So it’s scary to me too of course and I am not tough or cocky with ego fake people like some people are saying oh I’m not scared of death but hey that’s your free will to be that way. Although I am and will be a tough guy to stand up for people and stand up to bullies or fake people and evil people. So anyway the after life is a mystery and I will never ever be able to tell them the life fact and again controversial stuff religious or spiritual aside. So my grandma said racism can be taught or raised in kids and she was right. My grandma was smart and her free will to get her ged for high school yet she never went to college I believe but you can still be smart of course without going to school. So I am embarrassed I witnessed evil and negative things and yet like other people I turned around and still cared about positive things like digital or computers and over and over again myself and other people kept expecting being positive or being real or expecting positive things to change the world for the better and stop evil and negative things forever when it never has and never will. How did I and other people expect positive things like a movie or digital or computer stuff like toy story to stop evil and negative things change the world for the better. I was again was an idiot just like other people. Also anybody can be dumb or naive or not understand how life works and not understand the life fact everything’s always been old school but I am sure people everybody will understand especially by now. But if you have autism like me you can not understand the cold world or how life works or not understand everything’s always been old school. Even though I am very high functioning high functioning people can still be idiots I am still an idiot everybody is an idiot again or humans make mistake again and again that is being real and imperfect. These pieces of human garbage people such as Brandon Wilson and lewis Haynes seem to be my age born in 1995. These idiots fake people are cowards and think they are tough just because they are anonymous behind a digital screen. Again not surprising anybody can be pieces of human garbage or fake obviously including female or a female kid or adult. Again Keeping my theory in mind again and females are not special again. Even a fan of toy story buzz lightyear or rayman etc can be fake and evil obviously. Of course this is also a problem with pro creating is that you can potentially pro create a pice of human garbage and I wish evil people never were born of course but fake people I wish were real people but not possible of course free will again and everything’s always been old school what do you expect again. If fake people die I won’t feel sad for them but if only they were real. Of course won’t feel sorry for evil pieces of human garbage who are dead. Evil and fake people don’t care that they ruin ives and kill people young or old. They don’t care to let young people live their life and they cut their life short. These pieces of human garbage got a chance to live life into adulthood and they are selfish and kill young people and they don’t get a chance to get into adulthood. People making threats saying threatening things will get you in prison jail. See people have free will it’s good and bad again. Fake People who take advantage of people or kidnap or abuse hold somebody hostage captive in their home don’t deserve to die unless again you are a murderer and do deserve to be in prison jail for a long time. If you are distracted drive by analog stuff or digital stuff and kill somebody intentionally knowing it’s wrong like drunk driving or looking at analog or digital stuff you deserve to die or go to prison for a long time. But if it’s by mistake you do deserve fines or tickets or some kind of punishment maybe not prison. Of course before knowing everything’s always been old school life fact I cared about digital stuff or got caught up in digital stuff and got distracted while driving and didn’t kill anybody thankfully but did get into a hit and run hitting a persons car never hurt anybody while driving thankfully. But for less serious stuff like weed or drug charges obviously that doesn’t mean you are a fake person and evil. Perhaps fines are deserved for drugs and not prison jail time unless it’s multiple offenses but you don’t deserve to be in jail for a long time. But hey I am not a politician or judge but maybe I will be a politician or judge no just kidding it is not a masculine or tough physically demanding job and it involves controversial stuff like politics of course. Of course Politics even involve religion or spirituality saying god bless america. Weird things people do good weird or bad weird and weird things in life good weird or bad weird like I always wondered why Kansas City is in Missouri? It’s a good weird but I don’t know why I care about kansas city in Missouri but that’s my free will I am sure I am not alone wondering that or anything else that is mysterious or weird good or bad in life. I don’t understand that for the life of me but I still love the usa again and again not a perfect country.

I appreciate down to earth or real people like me of course and I like talking about my real life story being real. I do have my whole life ahead of me I am young but I have free will to waste my youth or waste my teens and late teens waste my early 20s. Again Life is unfair or difficult some people don’t make it to a certain age. Not all young people make it to let’s say 18 etc. Even though the life fact that everything’s always been old school and life is difficult unfair I am again still grateful care to be grateful that for instance I made it to a certain age. There are so many ways to say things or free will of choice of words. So do what makes you happy live you life how you want to or need to whether it’s positive or negative and that is your free will again and simply understanding peoples differences or perspectives. You totally can get peoples perspectives but sometimes you can’t but hey again we all think different or free will to think how you want to again. Evil and negative things have been around forever or it’s old school and has existed before digital stuff of course and no surprising fake people and evil people kid or adult use digital stuff to do evil or negative things like trolling or swatting because everything’s always been old school life fact and again if Alan turing were alive he would know the life fact and understand why this negativity happens. I got caught up in digital stuff when I was a kid and not knowing the life fact aka everyhing’s always been old school and not knowing Alan turing. My parents or adults or people gave me digital stuff like my grandpa aka poppy and they didn’t know the life fact everything’s always been old school or Alan turing of course oh well so as a kid I was raised with digital stuff and they wanted me to get into the digital field which now I dislike of course. Kids in the 1970’s grew up with digital stuff like video games and of course digital stuff has been around since world war 2. Digital stuff became popular at a certain point I think in the 1970’s. Again of course I don’t care who invented digital stuff in ww2 all I care about or know is digital or modern computers was invented in world war 2. People who already knew Alan turing before I did as a kid the people who knew Alan turing still didn’t realize everything’s always been old school and of course I was just like those people when I 1st found the maryville school website when I was 26 and again I found out the life fact the difficult way. I overlooked Alan turing at first and digital tech being old school and then I realized eventually everything’s always been old school. I wish I could smack my younger self my idiot self and make myself wake up and realize everything’s always been old school. I smack my younger self for caring about health or mental health not knowing everything’s always been old school and not realizing that’s why people have free will so I wouldn’t care for health or mental health again and again you can’t force people when people have free will so I am like why should I care about health or mental health. I am thinking of taking steroids but they are illegal but since I don’t care for health I could see myself taking steroids. So I don’t care to be muscular in a health way. Again I care to be strong but I could take steroids and care to be muscular in an unhealthy way. People who have mental health issues are not being weird in a good way because of their mental health issue it’s because it’s not always about mental health again obviously again. All humans do weird things in a good or bad way again. It’s not always about x y z. this or that I can go on and on. They say things happen for a reason in life which I don’t always think that is the case. I wasn’t meant to know this life fact everything’s always been old school near 30 years old and waste time and life away getting caught up in digital stuff. Since I have autism or very high functioning autism it can be easy for people with autism or anybody neurotypicals to get caught up in anything analog or digital stuff and depend on it be attached to it. I feel dumb getting caught up in digital stuff not knowing the life fact. Well this is all I have to say for now. Thanks again for caring to read this and you made it this far. This took me days to type and I have more great points or important things to type. Again I think of so much to say about life and my life I gotta take a break. This has to be enough for now. Alright hope all is well in your life but again I don’t expect much because everything’s always been old school.

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People who don’t care what I have to say will just have to find out or learn everything’s always been old school the difficult way like I did when I was 26-27. Again when I was 26 in late 2021 I found this maryville school website article talking about Alan turing and that’s how I found out that everything’s always been old school aka the life fact. But I didn’t start spreading the life fact that everything’s always been old school until early 2022. If people don’t care what I have to say that is your free will again and I know what I am talking about again. Again I have good intentions or I am real obviously and not fake or not taking advantage of people. At this point if you still don’t get what I am saying like me talking about digital or computer stuff being around since world war 2 or the 1940’s and it’s the same algorithm or digital tech since the 1940’s or ww2 and that it’s old school obviously then you are just dumb I am not sorry for saying that or you just don’t care what I have to say or you lack common sense. Why do I even have to bring up the simple examples of algorithms or watching looking away from online videos. This life fact is not obvious to some people of course. As of now It’s frustrating that many people don’t know this life fact obviously. But I did hope that everybody will have know this life fact by now before 2023. At this point if people still don’t get what I am saying then I feel like giving up and as frustrating as it is but I still won’t give up. If people don’t care what I have to say or won’t help me with getting a job or going to Princeton etc like I asked before then I guess I will do nothing with my life and that is my free will. I guess for instance I won’t even get dreads I just won’t do anything for myself or for my life. It’s also frustrating that yet another forum banned me, anandtech forums banned me saying I am not a good fit for the forum when all I was simply doing was talking about the life fact that everything’s always been old school spreading this life fact and all that I have been saying. I did nothing wrong and I didn’t deserve this ban. These forums or websites or people that ban me better unban me I am tired of this or again I outta sue them. These people banning me are annoying me now this is negative attention seeking at this point. It’s always something. It’s so annoying. This is not funny. It seems hopeless some people will never know tis life fact. Again most people understand what I mean by everything’s always been old school and all I have been simply saying. Obviously my real friend Elliott Peyton who filed my videos gets what I am saying. A guy in my comments on my YouTube gets what I am saying. I will just simply say I was an idiot just like the people who don’t get what I am saying in the sense that I was ignorant or dumb but I believe idiot also can mean being a douchebag and again words or languages are old school, I like the word idiot obviously but maybe I like it too much I said shut up idiots so many times when I was younger before I knew this life fact but anyway I was an idiot like other people for not seeing this life fact everything’s always been old school or aka the life fact for short again when I was a kid.

I bring up many great points or important things about life etc or talking about life and my life sharing my life story that real people can relate to. I am sure real people are like thank you ken for bringing that up I can totally relate to this. So again that is why I care to be simple, real, and smart and again I am simple and smart and real and that’s why I bring up great points. I encourage people or I would appreciate it if people read all my messages whether you care to read them on my Facebook or Tumblr or on my YouTube videos brief summary in the youtube description box or in the comments. Even though most of my messages are very long but it’s your free will again whether my messages are long or short which some are short so people have free will in life to let’s say not care for what people have to say. They say you have so many thoughts good or bad in your brain in 1 day I forget the exact number but anyway I talk about a ton of great points or things such as me turning 28 almost 30 years old in 2023 time flies and 30 years isn’t a long time but it’s a long time if were talking about let’s say a 30 year old car. Again modernizing or evolving or generations is old school. Nothing is new school. Everything has always been old school or retro or antique or vintage etc. Again In other words the idea of something like the idea of modernizing or evolving is old school or has been around a very long time obviously. The idea of entertainment or music has been around a very long time or is old school. The modern computer or digital or computers were invented in world war 2 or in the 1940’s. 50 years for instance is a pretty long time it rounds to 100 years or a century simple math. I was born in 1995 and life is short, the closer I get to 30 the older I get and realize I will be 40 before I know it or 50 before I know it and its only 10 or 20 years away and goes by quick, life is weird, life is difficult etc but I am still young but they say age is just a number but we all age and aging or dying is a part of life and of course it’s scary and again controversial stuff spiritual or religion aside there is no proven fact what the after life is like. Is it a dark void you feel nothing? Again it’s your free will to even believe in what you want to believe in. Again we do know you can’t bring anything with you when you die like nothing you learned like languages and it’s sad your life is cut short like if you are an infant or kid. But since I haven’t done much in my life like never had a job I feel old or it’s too old to for instance get your first job ever at 25,26,27,28,29 because that is damn near 30 if you round and care to do simple math again and wishing if I knew what I know now about everything’s always been old school or the life fact for short my life would be different in a better way to me and again I would have done more stuff in my life by now like travel across the Usa outside the Usa like Greece or live in cities like Chicago or LA I’ve never been to these places in my life yet or I would of gotten a 1st job ever in my life and buy my 1st truck or motorcycle or muscle car analog stuff of course again and me still being a virgin forever is no big deal.

Again Sex isn’t everything and my theory is females are based off males. In other words females are not special and yet we are all human at the same time. Again if I knew the life fact everything’s always been old school when I was a kid I wouldn’t have cared to have sex and stay a virgin forever or not care to be a stud. Why are us males turned on by females when they could be based off males? Their ass and feet for instance is the same as males. Sex is weird in a good and bad way. STDs or STIs are no fun. Everybody except asexuals has cheating thoughts . I will remain a virgin forever, No born again virgin bs again and never kissed any humans mouth either and I talk about people having free will to let’s say not pro create and me not wanting to pro create or stay a virgin forever and adopt kids because everything’s always been old school aka life fact again or in other words life is difficult so I’m like why should I bring kids in this world? I talk about life purpose or meaning of life and you only live once 1 life and again controversial stuff aside but again people have free will to do nothing or something with their life, etc just so many great points or things I talk about. I appreciate it if people care to read my posts and take their time out of their day. So again please read all my messages if you care to. So for the past couple of weeks or for a while I have been meaning to say so much and there is still so much I wanna say or I have many great points I wanna say that I forgot to mention certain things. Most of what I wanna say now I have been thinking of for a couple weeks or the past year. I made some spelling mistakes in my long messages such as misspelling the word hostels when I typed hostiles. Some names like waneda were misspelled to just waned because of the annoying auto correct again. Damn you Alan turing for this digital world again lol. Again I am human what else can I say. So instead of updating the long messages over and over again I will just make a new post like this. Again If you care to read my long messages you can use the find on page feature to find where I talk about let’s say my theory of females being based off males. I encourage you to read my entire messages obviously but it’s your free will again but I’m simply saying if you can’t remember where I typed something you can use the find feature. Well again I will say thanks to Alan turing 1 positive of this digital world is it makes things easier to use like this find feature compared to analog stuff. But again nothing is perfect and there are negatives with digital stuff that would make you wanna use analog stuff. I don’t know why I though updating the same 20 paragraph long messages was a good idea. People don’t have time to read 20 paragraphs over and over again. I am an idiot for that I apologize and I am human what else can I say. So These messages right here are shorter tan the 20 paragraph messages and I simply made them into short paragraphs only like 11 short paragraphs so again no verbal diarrhea or no nonsense no rambling like some people call it for whatever reason. Also if I repeat the same things or repeat myself I can do that by mistake or intentionally because I just simply want to reiterate or make sure my great point gets across or that you remember what or I say better understand me. I won’t mention every single thing I have said in my 20 paragraph long messages so again if you care to read them please do so I encourage you to read them. I like to simply summarize what I have been saying. So here we go,

So one of the things I want to mention is this,

Anyway here are other things I want to mention such as that it’s not humanly possible to let’s say to have sex with 8 billion people earth population or let’s say be real friends with billions of people. 1st of all There are too many real people and of course everybody is not your real friend. Again I believe there are more real people than fake and evil people. Again 8 billion is an unbelievable number mind boggling, overpopulation much? How people are able to count that many people is beyond me. You must be really great at math. I mentioned my novel before and in my novel I wrote about cartoon characters or video game character rayman or gayman as I call him and he has sex with billions of people since he is immortal lol and it will take him forever to do it.

Anyway It is possible to spread the life fact that everything’s always been old school. Shoutouts to more real people like waneda or is it Juanita, sorry if I misspell it. Shoutouts to Ms.Maria and her family from my childhood neighborhood where I lived in my parents big house. I realized I do have asian real friends from my past such as ms. Maria and her family her sons Tristian I believe his name is. Again I wish I knew everything’s always been old school aka the life fact again when I was a kid I would of had more of a social life and not care to use or be addicted to digital or computer stuff and socialize more. Again I lost touch with a lot of real friends or real people and real people come and go in life , oh well. I would know how to make real friends and know who is a fake friend. I would have not gotten lazy or by distracted by computers or digital stuff and done my school work or homework and gotten better grades. Again anything can be distracting or addicting including analog stuff you can be lazy from analog stuff. Again I would have gone into Princeton by now if I knew the life fact and again nobody is perfect but I can still simply get into Princeton. Shoutouts to Benjamin a real friend from high school he and other kids who got me into biggie smalls music. I feel embarrassed that I slapped kids in school but at the same time I don’t regret that happening because it was funny and weird in a good way. But I apologize to Chris Hodges for ratting him out telling the principal he started the slapping game. See I was afraid I was gonna get in trouble and I was embarrassed I slapped kids in the face. I was afraid it was going to ruin my reputation like getting into a school like Princeton. Again we are all imperfect humans we all got something to hide and if Princeton people want to judge me that is their free will just know you are imperfect or got something to hide yourself. People even have free will to be rats but I regret being a rat in my life obviously. Again I plan to raise my adopted kids with physical discipline and take them to public school so that they can socialize and make sure they respect or listen to me and make sure they do their homework. Private school can be expensive so I don’t know about that. But again my free will. See again as kids you can have free will to not listen but kids or teens don’t have as much free will as adults. Kids have no free will or choice when it comes to going to the flawed school system or you could home school them but again it’s you free will as parents. But you have no free will as a kid to choose not to do anything or not do some kind of school or home school work. Kids gotta be educated but again free will of parents so some kids never get educated. Again I will remain a virgin forever and adopt kids raise them with physical discipline and again not bring kids in this world because again of the life fact aka everything’s always been old school. Shoutouts to more real people such as mrs. Romeo my elementary school teacher. Shoutouts to Mrs.Fontana my teacher and peer leader group teacher from high school. I remember seeing ms. Fontana outside of high school at golden corral when I was like 19-20. Again food is life I care to say. Shoutouts to Katy I think that’s your name my student tutor from freehold township high school in my junior year. Again Not great with names sorry. Shoutouts to mr. Cooper my business teacher senior year. Now obviously if I knew the life fact when I was younger I wouldn’t take classes that involve digital or Computer stuff and not use computers to type but again by then If I knew the life fact as a kid we would be living in a world with analog and digital stuff. I again will still associate with real people who care about digital or computer stuff even though I am not interested in it and if only I met or known real friends or real people like rich masucci or marques brownlee or mr. beast or simon richards in person when I was younger like a kid without using digital stuff. Of course looking at an online video does not mean you are using digital stuff. As long as you don’t use or touch it. Other masculine stuff or physically demanding stuff I wanna do is be a firefighter etc. Again I thank those who serve or cate to contribute to society or work hard in the corrupt system like firefighters. Money keeps the corrupt system going round and round. I understand why some people don’t wanna work because they don’t like the corrupt system and I understand where they are coming from and that is their free will. Some people can’t work because they can’t physically work and they can’t get ssd or social security. Billy my real friend last time I heard he had difficult time getting ssd. Hopefully he has it now but I won’t be surprised if he still doesn’t have it. I will be surprised that people have free will to do good and again I don’t expect much because of the life fact. Again life is unfair or difficult or won’t aways go your way life is imperfect. It’s always something in life or some problem but what do ya expect again because of the life fact aka everything’s always been old school. Again I wanna do so much in my life but I can only do so much or what is humanely possible. Other analog things that have become computerized or digital such as toys, audio like speakers, batteries, electricity or electric outlets, lamps or homes becoming smart etc. The Chick fil a founder was anti gay and I don’t support people or businesses who I dislike obviously. No chick fil a for me ever. Shoutouts to my real friends xavia, Kesha, Nicole all are from dc or the dmv area. Shoutouts to my real friend Xavier from middle school. Shoutouts to mike and Joshua Samuel. A lot of my real friends or other real people have better beards than me. I still got no beard game. Again My beard game is wack and patchy. Again whatever is cool to people it’s your free will but I love using slang words. It can be funny when myself or other real people say the n word n**ga sometimes. Don’t worry again I censor swear or offensive words so to the idiots who are still offended when I censored the words please don’t be offended I censored the words simply and I am not really saying the word but hey it’s your free will again but it does not make sense. Also again I don’t understand for the life of me for instance why people think the words crap or damn or hell etc are offensive or bad words. But again it’s your free will. Anyway Shoutouts to Nate my gay real friend.

Again I have been spreading the life fact since 2022 and ever since then or since I posted my messages or videos online in 2022 about this life fact it has not gotten a whole lot of recognition or awareness compared to less important things like mr. beast or t series ninja pewdiepie etc. I like that name mr.beast it’s a simple name great name cool name I guess that is also why he is so popular and simplicity or simplifying things is great I am simple again. The earth keeps spinning same thing another day or night or year. Life is the same or old school again. Again it’s the same thing another year which is mostly negative because the same negativity and evil always happens. Before I knew the life fact Myself and other people continued to think or actually thought positive things such as digital or computer stuff can change the world for the better or stop evil or negative things once and for all. Man I am embarrassed and I am sure other people are as well. I am an idiot again just like other people. Myself and other people saw evil or negative things happen and continued to believe positive things or being positive can change the world for the better or stop evil or negative things. Myself and other people still cared about digital or computer stuff or positive things . I even saw for instance trolls or haters bullies etc disliking or dislike bombing videos like toy story videos. I feel selfish that I didn’t realize this life fact when I was younger and that I didn’t care to see the life fact or big picture didn’t care to help people. Again you can’t always be positive in life obviously that is people being real not fake. I was hoping for 2022 to have more so much recognition and I don’t care about New Years or resolutions. Again people have free will to care what they wanna or need to do or free will to let’s say change for the better or do resolutions or have free will to be the same no change for the better you change for the worse. Years are old school again or resolutions are old school. Holidays are old school and I can go on and on again.

So anyway I am disappointed and frustrated obviously and I was hoping to get a whole lot of recognition by now like before 2023 or before my 28th birthday February 6th like mr.beast’s video that has 400 million views that is plenty of people to spread the word or life fact. Again I am angry or dislike that I feel forced to spread my message digitally instead of analog. I obviously don’t care about subs or likes whatever. If only my viewership or recognition was analog. I just simply care that people watch my videos if they care to with their free will and spread the message or share the video. If I can get views like that that would be really great and it would be enough to spread the word to the 8 billion people on earth. Again obviously people have free will and the more and more people know this life fact more and more people will use analog stuff but again not telling or forcing people to use analog stuff. It’s your free will again if you want to use digital or computer stuff. But again I know there are real people like me or a whole lot of people young or old who only use analog stuff. Digital and analog stuff is meant for all ages kid or adult obviously and everything’s always been old school again or the life fact for short again. Again people have free will with let’s say use whatever analog stuff you wanna use like tapes or you wanna use records instead. I rather use analog audio speakers that sound just as good or better than let’s say a digital or computerized phone with great speakers such as the htc one m8 which I have used digital stuff like the m8 before I knew the life fact of course oh well. Again evolving or modernizing is old school so people say in computer years something can be old like the htc one m8 in computer years is old but again evolving is old school. Years or math is old school and remember the life fact everything’s always been old school and remember or think simply of the fun fact again that digital or modern computers were invented in world war 2 or in the 1940’s.

So people have free will with even using digital stuff however they want to or whatever digital stuff you wanna use it can be using a htc one m8 or a lg watch style or iPhone 3g or blackberry from 2008 or an iPad Pro 2016 or linux or Ubuntu or MacBook Pro 2012 or windows or Chromebook etc. Which the htc one m8 for instance is still a modern computer like modern computers being around since ww2 again and the htc one m8 is not that slow, these companies want your money in the corrupt system and purposely slow down your computer or digital device or it’s poorly optimized. Analog stuff can be slowed down or be purposely made to break easily. Of course since everything’s always been old school money is even involved in computers or digital stuff and you see what money makes people do it is the root of all evil again. The htc one m8 is not that old well not in computer years but again years are old school ya da ya da ya da or you wanna use an old or a slow computer from 1995 or use older digital stuff like an old tablet or old desktop or old laptop or old tv or old gaming system from 1970. So you don’t even have to go to certain website for instance like eBay. People don’t even have to engage in watching rich masucci aka rich of review digital tech when everything’s always been old school usa as I call him lol whatever again I prefer to review analog tech. Even the idea of reviewing is old school. Reviewing food or drinks or edibles is old school. Food is old school. Ideas are old school or Inventing is old school. Again I can go on and on. Shoutouts to rich again by the way. Anyway It’s interesting how the weirdest videos whether a good weird or bad weird get more popularity or recognition than more important things like my videos or messages. Well again all of us humans are weird creatures in a good or bad way. We are interested in good or bad weird things. This life fact is important again obviously. Again I do prefer sharing my messages analog style or in person and I feel forced to use digital stuff when I dislike that and I know digital stuff is easier to reach more people. I prefer using analog stuff simple stuff such as analog note taking or reminders or journaling to helps with time management and my memory obviously, analog calendars, or analog white boards, which I do currently have and I have yet to get an analog alarm clock etc.

Is everything a joke to fake people like trolls ? Trolls haters fake people bullies etc have too much time on their hands but hey that’s their free will to do nothing with their life or what they wanna do with their life or time. I care to say that you can take life seriously but not too seriously. People making sexual humor or vulgar humor is funny to me even though I am not interested in having sex. But again sex isn’t everything and you can make those jokes or talk vulgar when appropriate so for instance teens and adults are usually mature enough to understand a sexual joke. Rich masucci makes gay jokes or talks about men or he likes to say the word man a lot he is funny and weird in a good way again. He says man or men in a funny or weird way in a good way. Rich is not gay by the way but maybe he is not making gay jokes again because sex isn’t everything because everything’s always been old school and he is just saying that a man such as Gabe Newell is good looking and has a beard and says that is a man right there no homo. Nothing wrong with being gay and again gay people understand my theory of females being based off females I am sure. I was exposed to vulgar stuff like vulgar media or movies etc when I was 12-13. Is 12 years old too young to date or have sex or know about sex well I guess so but how I will raise my adopted kids is I will be a cool dad and I will protect my son and daughter from associating or dating fake or evil people and again keeping my theory of females being based off males. I will let my kids date in middle school when they are 12-13 sure and by then puberty has started for them so it’s a great time for them to have sex or do it. Again people have free will to let’s say raise their kids how they want to. Again I want a boy and a girl and I want adopted kids to be infants not adopt kids that are older. Obviously just because myself or other people laugh or like sexual humor doesn’t mean you care or want to have sex. If people care to be the next Alan turing that is their free will again but again I don’t care to be the next Alan turing or I don’t care to be a computer or digital guy anymore and I don’t care to work in the digital field or IT field. Any job that involves using digital stuff I dislike that but this is a digital world for now but pretty soon again we can have analog and digital in the same world. If Alan turing was alive today well most likely he would’t be alive in the 2010s but if he were alive today I wish he knew the life fact or maybe it was obvious to him and he will see how his digital world has changed the world for the better or for worse and all the negativity and evil still happening and again will always happen because again everything’s always been old school or aka the life fact for short again. Evil people or fake people or people that do negative things are aware of the life fact or aware of Alan turing and they see digital or computer stuff is old school and continue to do evil and negative stuff. Real people or non fake non evil people like myself see that cool stuff like digital or computer stuff being invented in world war 2 is old school. There is 1 person who claims to have already known the life fact before I talked about it so to the people who already knew this life fact why didn’t you share it to the world like I am doing? That is selfish. It would have helped me greatly when I was a kid. Again I know the life fact helps people understand life better simply. I care to help people obviously, but just because real people care to help other people doesn’t mean they care to change the world for the better. You can just care to help people in little ways like helping hungry or homeless people in your local area not big ways like the whole world or stoping evil or negative things once and for all which again is impossible because of the life fact. Some people even have free will to be homeless or hungry. Again I won’t make the big effort to change the world for the better anymore like I used to make vlogs or mature life videos as I called them trying to change the world for the better and again because everything’s always been old school or the life fact again for short it’s impossible to change the world for the better. So again I blew it not knowing the fact when I was a kid. If I was 10 years old or old enough to understand the life fact and knew this fact I would get more recognition. The younger the better. Again there is no life handbook or instruction manual so I had to find out the life fact the difficult way. If I was in my early 20’s like 22 then that would beget still really young. If only I knew the fact when I was let’s say in my early mid 20’s like 23 but of course since I didn’t know the life fact when I was 23-24 in 2018 2019 I posted rambling stuff or stuff that made no sense and obsessed with Disney hunchback movie. Don’t get me wrong great movie if you care to see it again your free will but I was so obsessed with it in a good weird way and bad weird way. I had too much time on my hands. Again I just wasted time and my life not knowing or talking about the life fact. I I had known the life fact when I was younger I for instance would obviously still have ssi or supplemental security income for my autism only and no mental health issues and again most people like the 3 medical professionals say I don’t have mental health issues. You can obviously get ssi for other things not just mental health. So I care to be grateful again and I am grateful but again I dislike having autism and I wish I was taller and didn’t have autism again. I wish to be tall like 6”4 not too tall. I wish I had 20/20 vision again and I look dweeby or I just feel I don’t look the same or as great with glasses on. The stereotypes of geeks or nerds or dweebs dorks whatever. Not all dweebs are into digital or computer stuff obviously like me. Not all dweebs wear glasses or teeth braces or dress wack either. I am an analog dweeb. But again whatever is cool or swag to you it’s your free will. I care to be smart, simple, and real again. I am smart, real, and simple again and I like to use simple words for instance not fancy words all the time. Having autism is again good and bad. It’s a blessing and a curse and some people will hate you for being different whether it’s a good weird or bad weird. Again If I were neurotypical I would still discover and talk about everything’s always been old school obviously. Obviously autistic people and neurotypical people understand what I mean by everything’s always been old school. It’s also not always about autism. Some people just don’t like to socialize or people are introverts doesn’t mean they have autism. Shoutouts to Debra Vines with her autism program the answer inc. Again I am very high function so I don’t necessarily need to go to an autism program but I am sure I can benefit from it somehow learn something new about autism. Again I am 5”8 and that is not short but it’s not tall either. When I get older I will shrink and I will be short again like 5”6 5”5 and people say average height is 5”7 for males and 5”4 for females I believe maybe I am wrong. By the way keeping my theory in mind again about females being based off males. I used to think when I was younger like 16 17 that females were just like us males or we are all human. But I didn’t simply think of the theory again that the female body is just the male body modified. So for instance my fake mom is not special obviously. I respect my real dad more than my fake mom after all she has done to me as I mentioned before in my long messages and shows she is a fake mom. So again Frank from the ymca my real friend and his fund raiser if only it were an analog fund raiser and my real friend Ashley’s and her dad’s online carpet business called value carpet online which if only it were analog. Frank told me about the hostel and he went to a hostel and airbnb because of his cancer losing his job so he has a fund raiser so if you care to help him please do so. This is the life of frank from the ymca.

My mom wouldn’t pay for a hostel for me since she is my payee for my ssi which is a problem. I got the payee crap because they felt I had mental health issues and thought I can’t handle my own money. Again I will be my own payee and I am very high function with autism and I am smart I know how to budget or handle be responsible with money. shoutouts to a plumber I met when I was 22 who exposed me to Dave Matthews band. Shoutouts to my brother Tyler’s real friends Chris and nick. I like anime cartoons or manga as a person of color. Shoutouts to josh my real friend from dc we watched avengers movie together hanging out. Shoutouts to Danny a real friend I met from dc twin station. Shoutouts to a cool dude noah summers representing the dmv area. Shoutouts to the trans male person I can’t remember your name who said I look like Sidney poitier. One thing I wanna say is Noah smacked punched the living hell out of this same trans male guy in the face for talking s**t or talking when not necessary. What I am simply trying to say is just because people talk when not necessary or talk s**t or take it out on somebody does not always mean you are a fake person or mean or a bully or hater etc. Maybe simply a person is having a bad day and you say mean things or talk s**t or not In a great mood so you take it out on somebody. Again we are imperfect as humans we make mistakes. Also Criticizing people does not always mean you are fake or mean as well. You like to just simply give positive feedback or negative feedback or you care to be real. Shoutouts to real people from the dmv area such as Mac, Michelle rechon, ms.zeda, and war veteran I met at dc police station I think your name is mike. shoutouts to a guy his name is louisiana representing dc and silo representing philly. Shoutouts to Jake macwhorter from high school. Shoutouts to mike the new owner of my parents big house. Shoutouts to Kevin yet another real friendly guy I lost touch with who got me into metal hate breed music and me being a person of color I like metal. Again I dislike stereotypes. I again don’t care for health or mental health. Again to the idiots who care about mental health or think I have mental health issues or think I ramble or always think it’s about mental health which again you are totally wrong and it is annoying but again it’s your free will to think how you want to. I again don’t care about mental health now that I know the life fact. Again it’s not always about health or mental health. I can go on and on but let’s say for instance venting or journaling or coloring or relaxing or being moody or sad or talking about life or your life or motivating yourself etc is not always about mental health or therapy obviously. I eat apples or drink water but that does not mean I care for health obviously. I like the taste of apples and if water was the only drink around I would drink it because I am simply thirsty. I don’t care for a healthy routine obviously. So I brush my sort of bestiality mouth when I feel like it or shower when I feel like it or if I smell bad or my breath stinks and that obviously doesn’t have to do with health I just simply want to smell better. Yes I sort of did bestiality when I was a kid as I talked about in my long messages. It’s my darkest dirty little secret and of course dirty little secrets can be anything not just sex, again sex isn’t everything in life. Again don’t expect much because everything’s always been old school or don’t think having sex or dating or pro creating or being positive or caring about let’s say digital stuff or mental health or health is going to change the world for the better because again people have free will to do anything like free will to do evil or negative things and everything’s always been old school. Free will again is good and bad obviously. In other words simply life is difficult because everything’s always been old school or people do evil or negative things or because everything’s always been old school. People can do whatever they want to do as long as it’s not hurting yourself or others but again people have free will to do negative things and evil things. Again you can’t beg or force people to do what they don’t wanna do but you can have free will to force or beg people but still you can’t force or beg people. In other words as I have said before people have consent or free will but sadly people have free will do to evil and not care about consent. You can simply say no or no thank you no I am not interested don’t care for it but sadly sometimes that doesn’t work. Again keeping my theory in mind that females being based off males again. No human deserves to be taken advantage of. It’s just like forcing gay people or asexuals to pro create. Some gay people or asexuals pro create like some lesbians or bi sexuals trans etc. But most gay people don’t pro create. But I am sure some gay people do wish they could pro create but again your free will if you want to simply pro create. Also sadly miscarriages or some people can’t pro create at all like my aunt Nicole. Again keeping my theory of females based off males in mind.

Please don’t say kenny come on man sex is where it’s at and Kenny you gotta pro create to keep the human species alive. Oh Kenny you gotta care about health. Again people have free will so I will simply say no to all of that. Don’t force me to do anything with any human like don’t force me to kiss any humans mouth or don’t force me to have sex or pro create or don’t force digital or computers or don’t force health or mental health on me please. If people talk about health or mental health or digital tech I won’t care for it just like an online video or tv ads or analog media on my analog tv talking about health or mental health or digital tech I will not watch it or turn it off but ever since I am using digital stuff now to spread this message I have been watching digital stuff or online videos and of course I have been looking away from the video while it’s playing as I have explained why people look away from online videos while It’s playing whether you are relaxing watching a video obviously I explained this in my online videos on YouTube etc titled everything’s always been old school videos if you care to watch them. So even though again I don’t like being forced to use digital stuff and I prefer analog stuff. I again prefer analog stuff simply because of the life fact aka everything’s always been old school obviously. Again phones are a need but phones don’t need to be digital or computerized but that is how I feel because of the life fact. Also again you can say people have free will or in other words that everybody is different yet we are all human at the same time interesting weird in a good way or bad way. We all prefer something different. Obviously everybody doesn’t have to be interested or like something or everybody doesn’t have to do what you do or say what you say or or think how you think or people don’t have to like or be interested in something that you like such as sports or certain sports like basketball. I can go on and on about free will. Everything’s always been old school and free will it’s that simple. I again care to say don’t be afraid to be a good weird or be a good different and again who cares what society says again and again what is normal? Again all of us humans are weird creatures in a good weird or bad weird or in other words again the human body is weird in a good and bad way. Even if you are not blood or a real friend I care to say you are just like family. Shoutouts to Abdoula again Abdoula will save the day as my uncle chuck says that makes me smile shoutouts to you again. Shoutouts to Abdul’s sister in law Fabatu I believe that’s how you spell it and his family. Again I don’t regret meeting Abdul or Abdoul I misspelled his name before sorry But I don’t regret meeting Abdoul and the supervision he provides in my apartment doesn’t bother me anymore and again things don’t bother me as much or not at all now that I know the life fact and that life is unfair etc. What does bother me though as I said before is I have too much supervision or too many hours. Shoutouts to Avery from jack and Jill and his family. Shoutouts to all my real family members such as my younger cousins Clarence and Melia and aunt Melinda or my step relatives Ryan and Megan and not the fake relatives of course. I can do so many more shoutouts but again that would take forever, it’s a little overwhelming for me there are so many real people in this world again. I need a break. I need the time to reflect or look back at my life and again I wish I knew this life fact when I was a kid and again I am embarrassed that I didn’t know the life fact and I dedicated my life or cared about something old school such as digital or computer stuff. Hopefully this will be the last time I have to post because I have been typing or saying so much. I believe I have said enough now.

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as of february 5, 2023 2:38am eastern time I updated this post again, If you care to read my messages please do so & please share the videos or spread the message if you care to watch. I want everybody & I mean everybody or in other words obviously the 8 billion humans on this planet to know this important thing or fact of life that everything’s always been old school since I discovered this fact in 2022 & I went an ideal place the ww2 memorial in dc in 2022 to talk about this fact & the ww2 hero Alan turing. 8 billion is mind boggling an extremely tremendous amount. How much can the earth hold? Is it overpopulated? So to people who don’t speak English can translate the fact and all I am saying please. Or if people are deaf or blind or dyslexic can help them out. Some people can’t understand because they are low functioning or have severe autism or down syndrome. So not all the 8 billion humans can understand what I am saying but most can. But to other people who normal functioning most people understand what I am saying. For whatever reason some people who don’t understand that everything’s always been old school or anything I say, that is your issue. It doesn’t necessarily mean a person is mean or fake or dumb just because they don’t understand everything’s always been old school or the fact for short. Anyway I obviously know this fact will help people as knowing this fact helped me greatly in my life. Again I feel embarrassed that I didn’t know this fact when I was a kid. Maybe the fact is in our subconscious. Before I knew this fact I didn’t understand life as well as I do now. So again negative things or evil will never go away in life because everything’s always been old school or the fact for short. So of course even real or genuine people or positive things can never stop evil or negative things once and for all because again everything’s always been old school or people have free will to do negative things or evil. So positive things that I used to care about or dedicate my life to before I knew this fact such as Toy Story or Buzz Lightyear, eBay, yahoo, craigslist, of course fake people or haters or killers or bullys ruin the internet on eBay or craigslist and people get killed from let’s say a bomb or gun shot over let’s say buzz lightyear or rayman which does or can happen and I won’t be surprised if the creator of rayman or creator of toy story or Tim Allen gets swatted etc or even worse because of all that I have been saying everything’s always been old school, java, Rayman aka limbless mario but still cool he is limbless, Starbucks frapachino, this is how we do it song, Friday movie, scatman, opera browser, I cared about other people being born in 95 such as Austin Malone or post malone and Logan Paul and Leafyishere or Calvin, poppy or Moriah or kehlani etc. I cared about so many things about 1995. Windows 95 obviously doesn’t count for instance as windows was first invented in the 1980’s. Same for let’s say goosebumps or a goofy movie, goofy was created way before 95 and goosebumps existed before 95 to. Again I am an idiot for not knowing this fact or not seeing that positive things will never stop evil or negative things. How did this not occur to me? How I didn’t see it Is beyond me, For the life of me I just, yeah again I am an idiot. So the idea of entertainment is old school obviously. Entertainment has been computerized or digital. I can’t think of people born in 1995 who have nothing to do with digital or computer stuff or online popularity. I cared about the year 1995 because I was born in 1995 & I cared about 1995 being so great and everything that was created in 1995 was cool. So computers or digital stuff were not invented or established in 1995. The modern computer as we know it today was invented in world war 2. Some say Alan turing was not the only one to invent the computer but I believe and so do many people including people at Princeton that he is the 1 guy or the main guy who invented the computer. The idea of computers is old school or has been around a very long time. Precursors to computers or modern computers like analog stuff or calculators before they became computers such as the abacus. Other precursors analog stuff like punch cards or the typewriter is like a keyboard. So how real people view the fact and view or think of digital or computer stuff is old school is obviously like they say or think wow digital or computer stuff is old school and it’s been around since world war 2 or the 1940’s. How fake people or mean people or evil people or trolls or haters or bullies racist idiots etc. view or think of this is obviously like this wow computers or digital stuff are old school and have been around since world war 2 or the 1940’s ok I am going to do evil or negative stuff now like kill somebody or have a sick twisted sense of humor and create a toy story video of buzz and woody crashing into the World Trade Center and there are actually videos like this online I am not making this up. It is not funny at all you can say it is dark humor but I don’t find it funny at all and most people will agree with me. There are more videos like that not just with buzz or woody. I saw a thumbnail of one recently with rich masucci saying skip bidibop mm dada and crash into the wtc. I didn’t actually watch it obviously and if I did watch it I would genuinely dislike the video obviously. To the fake people trolls haters etc who create those videos you again seek negative attention you are not the kind of person I wanna associate with or be real friends with. Not saying you are evil or piece of human garbage I never met you or I don’t know you I don’t know what goes on in your home life or life but you have to create a video like this because I guess you are miserable or hate your life. But you did a really negative thing. So people don’t have to care about something old school like computers or digital stuff. They are like why should I care about this old school stuff such as computers or digital stuff?

So the idea of inventing or the idea of tech or science is old school. Inventing can make life easier or better but life still will always be difficult and many other things obviously. Also So by the way video games have always been digital or a computer obviously. Obviously digital or computer are the same thing. Games started to get computerized in the 1970’s I believe. So when you simply think about it games are computerized. Non computerized games would be board games or chess checkers or card games for instance. I prefer analog games of course like chess or poker. I have yet to go to a casino in my life. I have never been to Las Vegas. I have been to Atlantic City but never went to trump plaza hotel. But of course since I didn’t know the fact when I was younger I cared about computer or digital stuff and was distracted or addicted by it almost made my mom and my siblings miss the flight to Las Vegas in 2016. I was 21 so I was old enough to go to the casino but of course I missed my opportunity. They went to Las Vegas without me. So instead of going to Las Vegas they took me to a summer camp for people with physical and developmental disabilities. Things don’t bother me as much or not at all or It doesn’t bother me anymore that I went to this camp because everything’s always been old school or the fact for short. There were kids or people there or adults that have severe autism or Down syndrome or not high functioning or physically handicapped and make loud noises not speaking English. That doesn’t bother me as much. Same thing happened when they went to my uncle chuck on my moms side in Georgia in 2015. I almost made them miss the flight then. I didn’t go to Georgia. Again If I knew the fact when I was younger my life would be different in a good way and I would not have cared for computers or digital stuff and I would have gone to Las Vegas and to Georgia and still would have gone to the autism camp as well another time. I like chess and card games. It tests your brain. Whatever is good for your intelligence or knowledge base I care to say like reading articles , news papers, or books or comic books reading anything that interests you or that you care about. I prefer to read analog stuff obviously. Well maybe not wikipedia since wikipedia is usually inaccurate. Ah Alan turing again thanks to you this is also why this digital world is imperfect I can go on and on. I have free will to have a knowledge base or care to be smart and it’s you free will to be ignorant or an idiot or douchebag, idiot or douchebag or ignorant are the same thing by the way I care to say that is my free will. Computerized or digital games would be of course video games or virtual reality. Movies became digital or computerized sometime in the 1970’s as well I believe same with music etc. CD discs, DVD discs and blu ray discs are all digital. Tapes or record players are analog. Appliances like a conventional oven or microwave are digital or computerized. Shopping is digital or computerized it’s convenient but if I want something right a way I can just simply go in store. Maps are digital or computerized aka gps. I will admit another positive of this digital world is it’s easier to travel thanks to gps. But we survived without digital or computerized stuff and we traveled by analog maps just fine. Again this digital world thanks to Alan turing is obviously not perfect. Computers or digital stuff fail or make mistakes like gps. Robots are computerized as well. Robots or auto correct can be annoying sometimes and type with great grammar. That’s how you know I am human. I type with imperfect grammar. I again prefer analog like analog typing or messaging or hand writing or postcards like hand writing journaling or taking notes. I sent out a Washington DC postcard to a real friend Ashley Bernard and my nana recently in 2022. I prefer a phone or flip phone that is analog. Before phones became digital we had analog cell phones like the ones in the 90’s some were bulky but some were mobile or small. But I don’t think you could text on those analog cell phones which I don’t understand why. Again I wanna be an analog engineer go to school for analog or something. So I would like to engineer an analog cell phone that is small mobile and can text and even have an analog camera for analog video chat or analog selfies etc. I prefer analog video chat. Of course whether you hand write analog or type analog or type or text digitally, you can lose context. That is why people prefer talking in person or phone calling instead of texting. But again I care to be simple so I make sure people understand what I am writing or typing as best as I can. So you don’t take it out of context. Abreviations are old school. Like lol or lmfao. In 2022, I was writing about the fact or I wrote a non fiction/fiction piece about everything’s always been old school. I mention real genuine people and people who exist in real life in the story and I included the cartoon characters such as rayman buzz and woody being racist or rayman buzz lightyear woody and Sid being gay. Rayman aka Gayman lol. I know they are to really cartoon characters they are movie or video game characters but since they are fantasy I call them cartoons. I get silly with these cartoons like gayman rayman being able to balance off his strong penis lol. Most of what I say or type is what I wrote in my piece. Like talking about analog engineering I already talked about in my piece. The robots at chuck e cheese in the 1970’s I am sure were analog I am pretty sure. Even let’s say calculators are digital or a computer. So many things are digital or computerized I can go on and on. Some things may look analog but are actually digital like this Sony walkman tv tuner device and it said it has a digital tuner or certain corded land line phones look analog like a vtech so don’t be fooled. So if I were a great analog engineer again I would create something like analog wireless earphones or headphones and have great sound quality. I like audio technica ath m50 headphones and those are wired analog headphones. Even a stereo system or tv cable box that has analog ports like component or composite may look analog but has dolby digital or digital ports. If I were an analog engineer I can create a completely analog hd cable box with component or a completely analog stereo system with component. Some things have analog and digital stuff like teslas for instance. Nintendo for instance is a company that started out analog. So many things or almost everything is digital or computerized and that it’s good and bad. Does everything have to be computerized or digital such as a toilet seriously? Ah Alan Turing what have ya done? lol.

If you despise fake people or trolls or haters or spam you can thank Alan Turing for that and him creating this digital world with a lot of trolls, haters or spam etc. I dislike reading the comments on videos or posts because of trolls etc ruining the internet. Fake people or trolls or haters or bullys or spam bots etc dislike videos or dislike bomb videos. I understand why YouTube got rid of the dislikes but at the same time it wasn’t the greatest idea. People have free will to be fake. You obviously can’t force people because everybody has free will. Even laws of course can’t stop people because of free will. So even people have free will to use digital or computer stuff however they want to or what computer or digital stuff they want to use or what they wanna do with it. So obviously people have free will to not ever watch online videos or not go on YouTube. Obviously everybody does not use digital stuff. People have free will with whatever or care to do what they want with free will, free will with anything I can go on and on. Free will with using what analog stuff you wanna use. People have free will to think how they want to. For instance you have free will to think what is serious or not funny to you. Making jokes or dark humor of something serious like 9/11 or cancer or diabetes or the Oklahoma City bombing. Sadly people like Pete Davidson had lost a loved one in 9/11. I have yet to watch Pete Davidson’s comedy. Symbols are old school. Making a hashtag with something serious is not a totally negative thing. People do that to get their posts or content recognized. Also before I knew the fact when I was 23-24 years old I posted nonsense online like on Facebook twitter that made no sense. Since I didn’t know the fact back then I was bothered a lot by the news or negative or evil awful things like the Austin bomber and it got to me a lot and I cared about mental health back then so I was pretending to be depressed pretending to lose my mind pretending to be mentally ill from negative things or evil. I know the news is not all. Negative but it is mostly negative. I was typing or posting nonsense. It can be a good weird or funny when you or somebody makes no sense but man it is a bad weird that I posted nonsense. Or If for instance you think what is a good weird or bad weird is your opinion or free will. But most people will agree that for instance the human body being weird in a good and bad way is a fact and most people will agree that life is weird in a good way and bad way and difficult and many other things. Not surprising life is difficult and many other things because everything’s always been old school aka the fact for short. But hey it’s your free will again if you disagree but just know you are wrong and that’s your opinion. Anyway Digital stuff or computers are a want not a need they are a luxury. Again phones are a need but they don’t need to be digital or computerized. Again I prefer analog stuff and I would like to remake anything into analog like video games like kingdom hearts or movies like Toy Story or Old school. I have yet to see old school. My uncle mike told me about the movie old school in 2015 and he said it’s funny. I like will ferell and Vince vaughn. 2 of the greatest or funniest actors ever. I like Also I saw lightyear in 2022 and I know people love it or hate it. Most people dislike the movie but I like the movie. The movie wasn’t that bad. Yes it has issues no spoilers but it was a good movie not a great movie. Pixar can do better. I still recommend seeing it. But it’s your free will again if you wanna see it or not. Everybody has Free will to engage in whatever entertainment you wanna consume or engage in music, games, radio or podcasts, tv shows, news shows, books, comic books, magazines, broadway or opera etc. There is so much great entertainment out there. Whatever is great to you because again it’s your free will. But most people will say for instance impratical jokers is a great and funny tv show or the Jonas brothers or ludacris are great musicians and one of the greatest of all time. I like Jonas song only human. Great message and catchy. I like ludas song diamond in the back it’s a catchy song to me. I like him in fast and furious as well. I have yet to see the great ones. Most people will say Some of the fast and furious movies like some of the newer ones are mediocre. It’s ludacris that the newer movies are garbage haha get it? Rip Paul walker.

I even have free will to have many real friends of course. People don’t have to be real friends or associate with you and just be acquaintances or only have a few real friends. People have free will to not be real friends with you even if you are real. Keeping a small circle. Or people have free will to have many real friends. Shoutouts to more real friends or real or genuine people such as the Amtrak police of dc and Amtrak police of willimington Delaware such as officer Juan from dc I believe. I am not great with names. My memory is weird in a good and bad way, especially with names. I can remember something really well but can’t remember something else that well. I hope all my real friends or real people are doing well obviously. Shoutouts to Audrey and Marty the employee at the usps store. Shoutouts to Jatise Oates my genuine friend. I hope you are doing well. Jatise is a cool and funny sounding name weird in a good way. Jatise has a nice ring to it as well. Same with Jahkim similar sounding name. Certain names are not as common or popular like Jatise. Anyway Jatise has great taste in music too like my other real friend Frank from the ymca. Jatise introduced me to these songs in 2017 when I was 22. Jatise likes the songs pogo by digitlalism, breathe by telepopmusik, walking on a dream by empire of the sun, my baby by chief keef, smiling by hi Rez, early 20 rager by lil uzi vert. This lil uzi song is funny or weird in a good way. A lot of my real friends have great taste in music like Charles Moorse or Nelson. Charles likes Bruce Springsteen sone Tougher than the rest or Tracey chapman give me one reason. Nelson likes ac dc it’s a long way to the top if you wanna rock and roll. I also like thunderstruck, the singers voice Brian Johnson sounds weird or funny to me in a good way in thunderstruck. I first smoked weed with Jatise when I was 22 in 2017. I also smoked weed with other real friends like Dave. Dave, Jatise, and I smoked weed together just the 3 of us. Again I do idiotic stuff especially when I was younger and smoking weed was illegal so I did an idiotic thing although I just wanted to have fun. You definitely do dumb stuff when you are younger. Young dumb and broke lol get the reference? Like when myself and other kids slapped each other in this slapping game in high school when I was 17 junior year. The kids called me little bill because I was a shrimp in school and I looked liked little bill. I despise bill cosby now because of what he has done. The slapping videos are online if you care to watch them. I wish I used analog camera to record them. It’s embarrassing of course but still funny. Shoutout to those kids in the slapping game including frank buchel and Chris Hodges, Brian dunshee, frank mckinight, Jorge Salinas, Jon Marin, Justin miller, Joe Faenza. Kyle goodman, Joe Golding, Dave olesky, so many kids. Of course you do idiotic stuff at any age that’s being human or imperfect again. Anyway Shoutouts to Jack Feola, Ryan Shemitz, Alex Salzman from little league baseball, Jon Smith, Dan Fox, Salvador, JP Powers, Andrew my genuine friends from middle school or elementary school. Shoutouts to Dominic a real friendly person from Wawa. Shoutouts to the people who helped me get a cab or uber to my nana like Johnny. Shoutouts to real friendly cab drivers like kristen I believe your name is kristen you know who you are and to another real friendly cab driver named Anthony I believe from patsy’s cab service as well. I smoked weed with this cab driver Anthony in 2022 when weed finally became legal in jersey. I first smoked weed when I was 22. I wish weed was legal when I was younger like a teenager. I wanna do mushrooms as well. Never had mushrooms. I haven’t said the fact to everybody that I shouted out. Some of these real people that I have shouted out such as Juan or the windmill people or Brian silva and his real friend I have told them the fact and they totally get what I mean by the fact everything’s always been old school. Shoutouts to the real people I met at the windmill restaurant. Shoutouts to my real friend from little league baseball Danny Seitz and his mom and aunt Katie. Shoutouts to all the real people who gave me money food or helped me out on my journey to dc like the real people at the quikchek or on the bus and train. Shoutouts to Mr.Phill, Richard, Jason, Asa, Youstena, Matt the custodian who is into rock and metal, Jorge the custodian, Robert scoff, Chris Corbin, waned, Lisa, Caitlyn, rohit, Darrielle, Charles Yurgelonis, Jasmine, Diana, Billy, Karina, Another Billy who loves the rocky movies, Paul Wyman, Roy my gay real friend, Joey cannon, Caterina, Ken Brown, Ken’s real friend Ashley Musgrave, Amy margolin, Larry, Verna occasion, Mike volante, Lisa Marie, Tim, younger tim, older Patrick, Eric Ganz, Randy, Nelson, Charles Morse, Ray Fernandez, Older Ray, Hillary, Shanai, Andy, Jillian, Jenna, Tall Jenna, Molly, Greg Gilden, Cody wright, Charles Smithers a gay real friend of mine, Joe Lynch, Rick , Carlton, and Chett. Ray Fernandez is a funny or weird guy in a good way. One time he made video just staring at you saying nothing then he just roars at the camera says raah. Jatise roared at the camera as well when we were smoking weed. Shoutouts to Mike Broccoli, Brian Smollon, Kyle Smollon, Yash, Paul Morris, Myesha Brown, Amor Williamson, Gina Lamatina, Deshawn, Matt can’t remember your last name but I remember seeing you outside of high School when I was 19, Noah smith, Traevon, Matt volte, Benjamin, Anthony Kowana, Zack mortimer, Jahkim Parrish, Matty papa, Leo Hernandez, Joe Creteli, Edwin Leon, Lucas Haber, Kyle kately, David Harmon, Zack Pittius, Kyle goodman, Kyle costa, Chris Raiola, Other Dennis, Jorge Alonso, Rob Avalone, Luke Ganz, Chris rose, sam beres, a greek kid with bush eyebrows from high school can’t remember your name, mike ryslik, Nick Chorman, Bryan font, rob yucas, rob sparapani, Brandon autiero,Monti Cooper, Joey red, sky valentine, Brianna Quinn, Yale, Wesley krompier, Deanna Johnson, Britney woodson, Jessica barlett, teresa sepe, and Dylan Riverra are a few of the many real friends from high school the list goes on and on. Hopefully I will see all of the real friends from high school at the reunion in 2023. Of course I have free will to go to the reunion. Some of them were not in my Class of 2013. They were older or younger than me like Zack or Leo. Leo is younger and Zack is older. I lost my high school senior yearbook hopefully it turns up if not maybe I can get a replacement or borrow one. Shoutouts to Christian, Jamie and other real people from club metro gym. Shoutouts to Dennis Bruzzi my real friend from little league baseball and his dad the coach. What is weird is I can’t think of too many asian real friends right now. Maybe I don’t have any or not much. I love asian people of course and we are all human. I obviously despise racism. I wish I had more of a social life when I was younger and again I wish I knew all that I know now or wish I knew the fact. I grew up mostly in the suburbs maybe someday I will live in a city but gotta be careful of crime or gangsters or thugs but crime can happen anywhere just more often in urban areas obviously or the hood or ghetto. I moved a lot as a kid, my parents moved like 4 times across New Jersey. Real people come and go in life sometimes and I lost touch with real people or people have forgotten me or I have forgotten them or real friends I met in school or in my previous neighborhoods like my neighbor Connor etc when I moved all those times. Sometimes you see people like from school like I saw Salvador one time when I was 23. Shoutout to Rhett and link they have been real friends since kindergarten. I wish I had real friends for that long. I saw kids from high school at the club in nj in 2016 when I was 21. One positive of this digital world Alan created was thanks to online or Facebook you can get in touch with real people you lost touch with. When I become an analog engineer I will find a simple way to get in touch with real people you lost touch with somehow. Shoutouts to rich masucci or review tech or aka rich of review tech usa he is a real friendly guy and he is funny and weird in a good way. I am not interested in digital or computer stuff again or I prefer analog tech but I like watching rich because of his funny intro skip bida bop mm dada lol Rich’s voice is so funny saying skip bida bop in dada. The skip bida bop mn dada is a reference to the scatman and rich’s real friend Matt in a funny or weird picture in a good way of Matt drunk he explained this in his videos. Ah rich, review tech when everything’s always been old school. I rather review analog tech. Review analog tech usa, review tech usa or review tech for short has a nice ring to it. Shoutouts to a guy his online name is masterlinkxx and he introduced me to the scatman first in one of his comedy show videos. Of course I didn’t know the fact when I was younger first watching reviewtechusa or masterlinkxx. Shoutouts to boogie2988. Boogie2988? lol that is a funny name or weird in a good way. When I pick my nose I think of boogie2988 or his real name Steve. Shoutouts to uncle vance he is not my blood uncle, he is my aunt’s husband my aunt Nicole is my dads sister. Uncle vance or Vance oldes met cam newton and Steve Harvey, the videos are online if you care to watch. Shoutouts to my cousin Kenny. Shoutouts to real people at new hope church of god in nj and new harvest church in nj who are real such as Pastor Bonaparte Lady Tracey, Brother Daniel, brother Joe, Pastor Selwyn, Sister Michelle, The kids from the youth group like Kai, Paster Samuel. Shoutouts to real people from jack and Jill which is an organization for people of color such as Noah Powell or the Powells, Sean Williams and, Brianna Sanders, Mike brown, Bradley jones, Jon Stanely. Of course there are fake people at church or wherever in life. Shoutouts to max from the gay bar. Ms Crystal from virginia or the dmv area. Shoutouts to bret glidwell aka flacco. Shoutouts to Austin with his turn up z brand in dc. Shoutouts to Chris with his brand in dc as well. Shoutouts to gay guys Jamal Jones and Quinton. Shoutouts to my real friends Ronya and Mark. Shoutouts to mike from the flea market where I bought an analog phone from him. Shoutouts to the Bernards Ashleys family. Tony Bernard her dad and her mom Grace Bernard and Ashleys cousin Lenny, Ashley’s sisters Gabby and Vanessa. Shoutouts to people such as josh zirkins or the zirkins, ms Nicki, Chris, Kristian, from my childhood old neighborhood where I lived in my parents big house. Shoutouts to ghost, Kase, ed, Jen, porche, caesar and other real people in my current neighborhood or people who work or used to work at the neighbor hood community glassworks like Robert, Andy, dean, Angelica, adrianne, and Joe. Shootouts to another angelica my dad's significant other and Jeff my sisters significant other. I can do so many shoutouts to so many real people but that would take forever there is too many.

So my theory about females being based off males or the female body is just the male body modified. If I knew everything’s always been old school when I was a kid or younger I would have never done anything with any human no kissing no dating no sex stay a virgin forever. Of course I still have female real friends and no sex involved. Again who knows if my theory is correct. We will never know if males or females were created 1st. Perhaps females were created 1st and males are based off females. We are all human and gay people I am sure understand my theory. Again Females are not that special. The Facts are for sure that Sex isn't everything, & everybody has cheating thoughts. Masturbation feels great or Sex must feel great but it doesn’t last and again sex isn’t everything in life because everything’s always been old school or aka the fact again. In other words, obviously people don’t wanna have sex all the time cause they don’t feel like it or they don’t want to or not have sex at all ever there are more important things in life than sex. To most humans it’s natural to pro create or have sex but I don’t care to pro create or have sex. I can resist having sex and everybody does not have to have sex at all or pro create. I won’t bring kids in this world because everything’s always been old school or life is difficult. I am sure people feel the same way I do about bringing kids in this world. I rather stay a virgin adopt kids & raise them right with physical discipline. Again Free will is good and bad obviously. If people don’t wanna pro create or have an abortion then that is ok. Some say abortion is like murder but I guess since the baby has not been out of the womb then it’s not murder. But I get why people say abortion is like murder cause you are killing the fetus. If you of course bring a kid in this world out of the womb and neglect your kid or intentionally leave them some where unattended then you are a terrible parent and you are asking for your baby to be killed and you are a murderer or piece of human garbage. Since I want to adopt kids I rather people not do abortion but again people have free will. Not surprising many people are gay when everything’s always been old school. Gay people can be masculine or manly. Queer people tend to be feminine or have a gay voice or accent. When you think about it it’s weird I a good way how some countries males kiss each other as greetings. That is gay. Again I am a virgin, no born again virgin nonsense. But hey you can have free will to be a born again virgin but it doesn’t make sense cause you had sex so? Never done oral, anal, or vaginal. Again I feel I wanna stay a virgin forever that is my free will when everything's always been old school. So I did flash my penis to a gay guy Quinton and he flashed his penis as well. Quinton kissed me on the nose & we rubbed each others noses and Jamal licked my ear and kissed my face not my mouth. I didn’t kiss them or lick them back anywhere at all. Again Never been kissed on the mouth by any human in my life. I have tasted my own cum before when I was 27 in 2022 for the 1st time in my life and it tasted weird in a good way I guess. People gay or straight taste their own cum right? I think so. So it’s not a totally gay thing. I went to a gay bar in jersey for the 1st time in my life in 2022. So even though I am a virgin and I did that gay stuff with Quinton and Jamal does that mean I am gay? I’m pretty sure I know what counts as losing your virginity but I wonder if I am gay. Charlie Wills my real friend told me nj is the best place to be gay. Obviously sex or gay sex or human species are old school. Alan Turing was gay by the way and sadly gay in the worst time period. The word human, emphasis on the word man. Emphasis on the word male. Hu”man” fe”male”or wo"man". Males and Females both have testosterone and estrogen. That is why females can grow facial hair but not as much as males unless you use testosterone booster. See we are all human and all different at the same time and we can embrace or accept that but that is your free will again but I embrace it. For instance My voice is not the deepest I wish I had a deeper voice. Some males just don’t have a deep voice or not have the deepest voice. For instance My uncle mike does not have the deepest voice but my dad who is the younger brother to my uncle mike has a deeper voice than me or uncle mike. My real friend Ashley has the highest voice of a female ever while some females have a deeper voice. Ashley also is mixed of Caucasian and Brazilian or person of color. She is really dark skinned. She is mixed of so much more. Some people of color are light skinned even lighter than me that they look white or almost white like my nana or Charlie Wills who he is mixed as well. I am not mixed, I am African american. Some asians are colored. My real friend Frank from the ymca. I met frank through the ymca mentor program by the way in 2015. Frank can grow long hair that looks feminine. Dreads or long hair or buns or ponytails or certain piercings like earrings looks feminine. Having long nails is feminine. A shaved face looks feminine when you think about it. Females have shaved faces or baby faces. But females shave just like men in certain areas. People even have free will to have whatever kind of facial hair you want just a mustache or a goatee or a full beard. Everybody is different again. Or you can have free will to be fully shaved or have a shadowly look like me. It’s weird in a good way. I am not the most hairy guy even my ass is not hairy. My chest has some hair decent amount same with my arms and legs compared to other more hairy people. Comparing or competing with each other when every human is different so keep that in mind. We are no better than anybody else we are all human. It’s interesting that if males were created 1st that males have long hair. So again perhaps males are based off females. Females can be as strong as males or masculine or tomboy of course. Females can be as tall as males. Females can have big feet or bigger feet or bigger whatever than males. Some females wanna look like masculine like cutting their hair short or be bald. Keeping my theory in mind again. Males can have cellulite too by the way. Again the human body is weird which is a good and bad weird of course. Again I care to be weird in a good way or to be funny. People even have free will to be funny or not funny. Or have free will to think what is funny to you. I for instance find the movie shaggy dog scenes with Tim Allen and Robert downey jr acting like dogs funny or weird in a good way. The shaggy dog was not the greatest movie in the world but it had funny moments to me. Again everybody is different. Or I am a weird guy in a good and bad way like every other human. People have free will to let’s say be weird in a good or bad way. Weirdness or randomness in a good or bad way.

People peeing in bottles and keeping them is a good weird. I mean you are not hurting anybody or yourself. Pee is harmless even though it stinks and it’s foul. But pooping in containers or bag and keeping or containing them safely I suppose is a bad weird. Poop is deadly. But if you contain poop safely then I guess it’s a good weird as well. I have peed In bottles and kept them but some people have a problem with that which I don’t care I will do it again. I also have pooped in bags or containers and kept them safely. I peed and pooped all over the floor in my apartment as well which people were concerned about. I didn’t know breathing in poop is deadly then. Racist people who are gay or straight will also say people of color look like poop or have a poop penis. I have seen gay porn and even the lightest skinned minority like the trans foxxy has a poop penis and it’s interesting or weird in a good way to me but not to racist people of course. I do look like poop well people of color do look like poop when you think about it but still not a kind thing to say. I am considered light skinned like caramel or peanut butter or in this case like poop. But most people of color look like darker poop or dark chocolate. Poop looks weird in a bad way. Poop can look green sometimes which is weird in a bad way. Although Poop jokes or fart jokes or crude humor can be funny or weird in a good way. In 2022 for the 1st time in my life which this is ridiculous what I am about to say but I rubbed poop on my penis while I was masturbating which is a good weird and bad weird at the same time I guess. The poop on my penis felt slippery like astroglide. I sort of liked it well not really. I wash the poop off I don’t seep it on there. I like the smell of poop well not really it smells weird in a really bad way so foul. Some people even eat poop and dogs eat poop and I let the dog lick my mouth and jerked off to it wow. Other animals are weird in a good or bad way just like us human species. I definitely messed up my gums a couple times my gums became black and the corners of my mouth were infected with bacteria. Man bestiality is sickening but we all have free will again. What is weird about the human body is for instance the mouth or nose or nipples, so much about the weird human body I can go on and on. Nipples or pecs are like tits. Again keeping my theories in mind whether male or female was created 1st. Doing a nipple twister hurts and I remember Steven ginter from high school a real friend of mine weird memory to have in a good and bad way but he twisted my nipple. Peoples breath can be offensive which is a bad weird. I have never heard of bad breath being a turn on for people in my life. My sort of bestiality mouth breath is a bad weird of course. Other odors like stinky or sweaty feet is a good or bad weird depending on if you are into stinky feet. People with asd can have issues with odors or it’s a sensor issue or overload. I personally am not affected by odors or senses. Everybody on the autism spectrum is different. I eat boogers. I remember eating boogers as a kid. Where are them boogers as my grandpa or poppy used to say to us as kids. He called us boogers. Or I love farting and burping and eating my boogers. Females who love to wear make up or lip stick. Females being based off man and we are turned on by females. When you think about it it is gross you are attracted to a modified male body. See we are all the same or human it’s gross but weird in a good way. So it’s like this let’s take the male body and make it’s hips rounder or make their pecs looser or make their voice higher or get rid of the facial hair or remove the penis and add a vagina or turn the penis into a vagina etc. That is my theory or how I believe the female body became to be. Keeping my theory in mind again females can eat boogers or have nasty hygiene or love farting and burping or do masculine stuff or having no manners. Again who cares what society says and people have free will so think weird or be weird in a good or bad way. What is it about wrinkled soles that is too hot or sexy? Feet are a weird body part for sure. Feet are similar to hands. So are hands sexy? What is it about for instance cellulite that is too hot or sexy? Nail polish, make up or no make up, lip stick, tits, Feet or wrinkled soles, cellulite, ass or anal or the female licking a males anus or tossing the salad or facesitting or riding position anal or vaginal, 69 position, ponytails or buns, piercings , shaved or baby face, oral, vagina or pussy shaved or not, tight or skimpy clothing like tank tops or high shorts, dressing masculine or tomboyish, females wearing hoodies, lesbians, transexuals or a male turning into a female gay porn, straight porn, females being weird in a good way or females being human females eating boogers farting or burping or doing masculine stuff or having poor manners, or females who love to fart or eat boogers or burping or love having poor manners or love doing masculine stuff or love being weird in a good way or love being human, being mature and immature at the same time like in your 30’s or being mature for your age like 18 , all did turn me on. So many other things turned me on I can go on and on.

Having a dirty mind like thinking of dirty words like saying that’s what she or he said whatever you are into, or bananas or salad or sausages etc. Again sex isn’t everything so it can be inappropriate or perverted. People having public sex or having oral sex in the parking lot in your car or at bj’s and dick’s store parking lot lol get it. Even though I don’t care about health I wanna shoutout to Marc lobliner for that bj’s dicks store joke and shoutouts to the hodgetwins as well both funny guys and weird in a good way. So people have sex wherever when sex isn’t everything and everything’s always been old school aka the fact for short again. That’s your dirty little secret lol Kissing in public can be inappropriate but again humans are weird creatures in a good and bad way. When people kiss with no tongue kissing then that is ok but tongue kissing can be inappropriate because it’s more sexually. So in the lightyear movie there is a gay female kiss scene and it’s not a sexual kiss so why are people banning the movie or bothered by the that? It does not make sense but again it’s your free will. Sex isn’t everything but kissing with no tongue action is not vulgar. Keeping my theory in mind again kissing females when females are based off males and I never kissed a females mouth. I have kissed a females cheek though. Females have kissed me on the cheek before. Kissing a male in the mouth like kissing your son on the mouth is a bad weird to me. Calling your dad daddy or mom mommy as a male when you are a teenager or adult is weird in a good way and bad I guess. But hey it’s your free will. Females can call their dads daddy at any age which is like a double standard. Staring can be a good and bad weird. You stare at somebody and don’t say anything or you say something while you stare. So you stare at somebody who you are attracted to or you just stare at anybody but sometimes it can be creepy. Certain jobs can be perverted because again sex isn’t everything but certain jobs like a massager. You can’t help stare at somebody’s ass or cellulite or tits or ponytail or face whatever you are into like stare at wrinkled soles. I have yet to go to massage parlor in my life. I have gotten a pedicure or spa treatment at a nail salon for the 1st time in my life before when I was 24. I didn’t use nail polish and never have but some gay males or goth guys or straight guys do use polish. Hey it’s your free will use nail polish be a good weird if you want to. See maybe males are based off females. Males do feminine stuff too. Massaging feet like I massaged Ashley Bernards wrinkled soles. Massages are weird in a good way. Massaging the weird human body. I was weird in a good or bad way as a kid of course and in high school I stared at boys and girls such as gina lamatina, nick chorman, Luke ganz, whoever else and it made them uncomfortable. Maybe it’s my autism that made me stare like this. One time I gave the middle finger to a female kids in high School because they called me a weirdo a bad weird and a starer. They were right so why did I give them the middle finger cause I didn’t like what they said and I was angry. I stopped staring at people when I was 17. I looked dweeby with glasses and braces. I prefer to not wear my glasses or not have braces since I think I look better without them. I am nearsighted or I have myopia. I am afraid to get lassie. If I want to stare at people or if people wanna stare at other people that’s your free will. Maybe I will start staring at people again like I did in high school. Gay or straight we all have a dirty mind when sex isn’t everything and everything’s always been old school. Again my theory is females are based off males or the female body is just the male body modified. So for instance tits are just modified male pecs and the male hips have been modified to look curvy on the female. I can go on and on. Having an ass fetish is weird in a good and bad way I guess. It’s foul People poop out of the anus or ass so why is anal sex too hot or sexy? Same can be said for oral or vaginal sex. People pee from their private parts and you lick their private parts that is disgusting. I have heard horror stories of people’s anus bleeding because people were having anal sex too fast as an amateur of anal sex. I guess anal sex feels great overtime the more you do it slowly. They say oral or anal is unnatural sex. Some say oral or anal does not count as losing your virginity which I disagree. Sex is sex. It is called oral sex and anal sex for a reason. We as Human species are weird creatures indeed. In other words Sex is weird.

So much is weird. But of course some people are pieces of human garbage beyond weird. I believe there are more real people then fake and evil people though on this planet earth. So people have free will to do negative stuff or evil such as terrorism 9/11 and negative things happen because everything’s always been old school what did ya expect? Not surprising negative things or evil happen when everything’s always been old school. Covid is a horrible virus. Even before the pandemic, I know that people who are racist like to wear mask around people of color because they think people of color look like poop. I know it’s messed up. Or racist people think asians eyes look weird in a bad way. Racist people just don’t see that we are all human and who cares about the color of your pigment. Blue, purple, green etc. Prejudge sounds like prejudice. Just like sexism, who cares what your sexual preference is gay or straight and my theory of females being based off males. So people have free will to never stop evil or negative things. But I do have free will to punch kick or retaliate with evil pieces of human garbage. I wish I can punch evil people dead or alive like osama bin laden or the Austin bomber or hitler mass shooters etc Racism will never stop because again everything’s always been old school. Racism has been around forever or racism is old school obviously. RIP to all that have died from racism including Rodney King or Andrew Kearse. Sadly Traevon Martin & Jordan Davis were my age born in 1995. Gone too soon. Anyway, I have free will to do a good weird though. I wish I was a kid again, that’s why people including myself act immature & still be a mature adult at the same time. When you are a kid you have not too much to worry about life or responsibilities. But I am sure a kid if they are old enough they can understand the fact and that life is difficult and many other things. For instance holidays like halloween you feel like a kid again. Of course some people are racist on halloween like saying if you are a person of color then you can’t be so and so. Most asians have white skin so they have the same skin tone as a white character or person but their eyes are different so racist people will say you can’t wear that you’re eyes are different. The idea of Holidays or Traditions are old school obviously. Controversial holidays or holidays that involve controversial stuff such as spiritual or religion or politics like Christmas hanukah or presidents day or Memorial Day. I don’t like talking about controversial stuff like religion or spiritual stuff all the time or I won’t share my spiritual views here. Well anyway on christmas you feel like a kid again a swell and you can have free will to believe in whatever like religion or spirituality and Santa or the boogie man etc and be immature. If you are a teenager like 15 16 and still believe in santa etc then that is immature. By a certain age you know santa is not real. I knew Santa was not real by like 12 13. You even have free will to be weird in a good way and celebrate holidays any time of the year or still keep your decelerations up. Again who cares what society says don’t be afraid to be a good weird I care to say that. Or have free will to not celebrate holidays at all or certain ones. I want to cater to all ages. Some things are not meant for everybody only for kids or only for adults like certain entertainment. For I want to not be vulgar or inappropriate around kids or little. I can be vulgar around teens or older kids like 12 because I was able to watch rated r movies or mature stuff when I was a kid or.teen like 12. My parents didn’t care and I will do the same for my adopted kids when I am a dad, a cool dad. When my kids are like 12-13 then they can watch it. My dad snuck me a sip of beer, it’s just a sip nothing wrong with that not that serious and I’ll do the same for my kids. I drink alcohol socially like with real friends or with my cool uncle mike but maybe I will start drinking more often. I had my first legal drink at 21 thanks to my real friend greg gilden in 2016 at a jersey shore bar. I have never been drunk though, but maybe I will get drunk real soon but being drunk can be a bad weird or you can do idiotic stuff or dangerous stuff and then you can get hangovers. But being drunk can be fun or funny or weird in a good wa as well. Again people have free will to drugs or not do drugs ever in their life or whatever drug they want to or free will to be an adult or mature and drink responsibly and not drive drunk or stoned. Or people have free will to do evil or negative things like kill somebody from driving drunk or stoned being immature. Jatise my genuine friend again , he tried to get me to drive stoned and that is dangerous, I guess Jatise was so stoned he didn’t realize that is a dangerous thing. Anyway I plan to adopt kids not have kids in my life. But some kids are mature for their age. 18 or 19 is an adult but you can still be immature. 18 is so young and again you are a teenager and adult at the same time. But even older younger adults like 20 on older can still be immature that’s free will for ya. Man it feels like yesterday that I was an 18 year old adult in college. But I dropped out at 18. 18 is so young that you are an adult and a teen at the same time. People say kid to people who are young adults like 18. People know you are not a kid but when People say kid to an adult they mean they are young. Again people have free will to even call you a kid and care you are an adult or not treat you like a kid.

calling more fake people or idiots out. The freeones board mods and other fake mean people on ign boards or on freeones call me delusional or crazy or say I need to seek help or I don't make sense or I ramble because of all I've been saying that everything's always been old school. Again I know what the hell I'm talking about and I make total sense when I say everything has always been old school. I ought to sue more people who say I sound delusional. The idiot freeones mods banned me twice and the mod had the audacity to say I was attacking the mods which is bs. I was calling out the mods who were mean to me I wasn't attacking them. I also just said to the free ones mod I wish you the best in your life I hope all is well and the freeones mod had the audacity to say I have an attention fix or I am an attention seeker. How about you have an attention fix or seek negative attention not me. Also I'll call out more idiots more forums banned me including toms guide idiot mod, autism aspie forums for saying I'm using offensive words bs. Xda forums, droid forums, Android central forums, insanely mac, Linus tech tips, guru3d , and my digital life forums idiot mods said I spoke gibberish or thought I was a spam bot or didn't care what I had to say which is bs. Again this it total bs. I ought to sue these fake mean people. But don't worry once I get more recognition of my everything's always been old school videos these idiots will be embarrassed for treating me like this. These people are negative attention seekers or mean or fake people obviously. You have the free will to ignore fake people or trolls or bullies or haters etc. They take advantage of you or take it out on you because they are miserable in their life or home life. But sometimes you gotta react to them. Now fake people like my neighbor is she also enough of a reason for me to move out? I will say yes because she is a nuisance yelling screaming being mean or offensive and a liar getting people in trouble like falsely making a police report. A totally fake person. I Have had enough with her bs tired of it. She deserves the police called on her and thrown in jail for false police reports and for being loud. I’m glad there's real people that I appreciate me and won't treat me like crap. I am also calling out idiots or fake people who didn’t care what I had to say about the everything’s always been old school or the fact for short. They didn’t give me a chance to talk at all or either cut me off and ignored me or banned me from their establishment. 1 idiot motel manager at the knights inn in nj somehow didn’t get what I was saying they think I sound crazy and the manager banned me from the motel. Another idiot named Scott Freifeld from central jersey IT was saying fake bs that I was harassing or bothering him. Of course this happened before I knew the fact. Oh well. Anyway all I did was send him pics of buzz lightyear etc never did anything negative and he said leave me alone. But hey I get it now that everything’s always been old school. Scott you ought to be put in jail for making false police reports saying I harassed or bothered you. I ought to call the police on you again like I did before. There are so many idiots that I have dealt with it is not even funny.

I don’t want people to not know this fact, everybody has to know this fact of life that everything’s always been old school. Again I wish I knew this fact when I was a kid. Even though I am an idiot for not knowing this fact. Again I am not perfect and I don’t know everything in life since I am young. I am still smart or very high functioning with autism. I was diagnosed with autism at 3 years old. I wasn’t able to talk until I was 3 years old. 2022 was the year I finally discovered this fact. I spread the word or fact through out most of 2022. I also went to nyc in march 2022 to try and spread the word but I got lost trying to go to time square. I tried to avoid using digital stuff but it is difficult in this digital world for now. Of course the flip phone or phone I had was digital or computerized and how I printed out the paper of the maryville school article of Alan turing was from a computerized or digital printer. I was going to read and show the paper to everybody and talk about how this article helped me discover the life fact that everything’s always been old school. Again spreading the word analog style didn’t work out. I don’t want another year where everybody doesn’t know this fact. Of course it’s the same thing another year which is mostly bad since evil or negative things will always keep happening and the same evil or negative things keep happening and it’s getting worse. What did ya expect when everything’s been old school. Can’t expect much or much good to happen. Society says make a New Years resolution which it’s your free will to make a New Years resolution or wanna make a change for the better in your life. Who cares what society says. I personally have free will to not care for New Years resolutions that much. Old school or in other words it’s the same. Old or the same is the opposite of new or different obviously. People have free will of course to do the same thing every year which can be good or bad. I obviously want people to remember this fact. Always remember that everything’s always been old school. Please spread the word for me.

I don't care to change the world for the better anymore because now I realize changing the world for the better will never happen or it's impossible when everything's always been old school obviously. Again when everything's always been old school people have free will in life to do negative or evil things. I just simply want everybody to know this fact that everything's always been old school.

People are idiots if people get offended when I censored the words with these symbols *. I wasn’t saying the words when I censored them. I have no intention to offend anybody obviously. Other forums keep banning me because they think I am being offensive. If I did offend anybody I am sorry. I was using the offensive words as examples and not trying to say them. I obviously wasn’t trying to be funny with those words. Also words like damn or crap or hell obviously are not swear words or offensive words. But again people have free will.

It's simple, you don't care what I have to say don't watch my videos it's your choice or free will. For those who don't care to watch just know I am spreading a fact of life that most people don't know. I guess I'm not the only one who knows this fact of life that everything's always been old school. everybody has got to know or accept this fact of life but hey it's your free will to accept it. I still find it difficult to accept the fact everything’s always been old school but I still accept it. People obviously don't have to like a fact but they can still accept it such as the fact everybody will die. I am sure people don't like this fact that everything's always been old school but you gotta accept it or you don't have to accept it again since it's your free will. I myself. I don't like the fact that everything's always been old school but it is what it is I accept it. Maybe it will be even more difficult to accept this fact if I knew this fact when I was younger as a kid. So I am sure it can be difficult to accept the fact for other people kid or adult. The other facts that life is difficult and weird for instance you can accept that or not. The fact that death is a part of life you can accept that or not. The after life is scary. Is it just a black void or is it all dark just nothing when you die? Obviously you can’t bring nothing with you when you die. You can’t bring material or monetary stuff and can’t bring anything that you learned in life like languages. And we don’t know what happens in the after life. there is no proven fact and controversial stuff or spiritual or religious stuff aside. I dislike going to funerals and most people dislike going to funerals but if you do like funerals you are messed up a totally bad weird. But that is your free will. I don’t have funeral plans now as I am still really young. But gotta plan for the future if you care to. Hopefully I live a long life and not have my life cut short. If I do die real people will honor my memory and make a funeral playing one of my favorite songs or something. I don’t have many favorites of things it’s tough for me. But my favorite color is purple by the way. I will die a virgin because I will remain a virgin forever. everybody has free will in life when everything's always been old school obviously which is good and bad again. Although if you do care please read and watch. I have been spreading this message in real life since 2022. I prefer to share this message analog style or in person but we live in a just an only digital world for now. I'm trying to spread this message to everybody and I can't do that so easily the analog way. Doing it the analog way just didn't work out. It's easier to reach everybody digitally.

of course people who don't wanna spread the word can be selfish and that is not helping people. But again people have free will even to be selfish. Of course I am not selfish.

At 26-27 years old, I have discovered the simple fact that everything’s always been old school. Life itself is old school for instance and I wish I knew this at 10 years old. I learned about the holocaust at 10 years old in school but didn’t know Alan Turing. Better late than never. I was born in 1995. I learned about this fact at 26-27 years old. Even names are old school of course. My real fuIl name is Kenneth Matthew Reid and I turn 28 on February 6. Wow time flies, it’s scary. Still young but I’m getting closer to 30. Ever since I was 25 I realize I am near 30. If you care to do simple math the number 5 rounds to 10 so 25 rounds to 30. I like the number 5 like 5 in 95 or 1995. Anyway Life is short. Now I’m in adulthood. If you are really young like 18 or younger reading this time flys like a mofo. You will be 27 before you know it. I have said this before like many other things and I care to say that Age does not discriminate. I obviously associate with real people or real friends who are older or elderly like Charlie Wills. Not saying Charlie Wills is elderly he is older in his 50’s. I even associate with real people or real friends who are younger like teens or minors. So people have free will in life because everything’s always been old school of course. Free will is good and bad obviously. So people have free will to be age discriminating. By the way, I would love to attend princeton and obviously get a free scholarship and study civil engineering/construction or something masculine like work at Burger King grilling burgers or grilling is masculine or work at Home Depot construction aisle. Work at these jobs in Princeton live on campus. I also would like to be an auto vehicle mechanic or engineer. I know I am smart enough to attend Princeton. I know college in general is lot of work but ivy league is even more work and more difficult. I still am capable and smart enough for ivy league. When everything’s always been old school I care to say that I have a knowledge base or I am smart. Thanks to my poppy or grandpa on my mom’s side who told me about the importance of having a knowledge base in school or in life. If I knew the fact when I was younger but of course I didn’t oh well but if I did I will have for instance not used a digital audio recorder to record my poppy talking about a knowledge base. Instead used an analog audio recorder. I posted the recording online in the past of course before I knew fact. I audio recorded poppy when I was 18 in 2013. Thanks to poppy that is how I found out about maryville’s school article website talking about Alan turing. Because the article mentioned the word knowledge base. Of course again words are old school. People have free will to let’s say use whatever words they wanna use. A knowledge base or kb for short is old school. So whenever you see kb on websites or wherever that is what it means. When I first found the school article in 2021 at 26 I didn’t think of the fact right away but until early 2022 I realized the fact and didn’t overlook the fact or the school article anymore. Again I care to be smart, real, and simple. I am real, I am smart, and I am simple obviously so I am confident but not cocky obviously or no ego. Bottling stuff inside or suppressing stuff is not good but hey it’s your free will. Obviously now that I know this fact I am not interested in studying digital or computer stuff nor am I interested in getting a job in the digital field. I don’t care to be a computer engineer or computer guy like Alan turing. But fun fact Alan turing attended Princeton. Shoutouts to my cool uncle mike on my dad’s side. My uncle mike is even cool with his ear piercings. he works at Home Depot as well. Of course people have free will in life to let’s say go to college or not graduate high school. Or have free will to not go to school at all. Well I guess you can say you don’t have as much free will when you are a kid but still everybody has free will. As an adult you have more free will. The school system is not perfect especially since they don’t teach you about Alan turing. A lot of things you learn in school don’t apply to everybody in real life or in the real world such as advanced math. I am not the greatest at calculus I can become better though like Ashley Bernard. She is a math genius. I chose to graduate high school and I choose to go to Princeton and graduate from Princeton. I can see it now. I give my graduation speech talking about the fact everything’s always been old school and how I helped people with this fact and how smart I am. I will be so proud of myself. There are so many schools out there all over the world like maryville but I chose to go to Princeton or Ivy League. That is my free will. You can go to whatever school you want to that’s your free will. My uncle mike only graduated high school . I would have done so much in my life by now if I knew this fact when I was younger like gone to college graduated or learned a new language like espanol or be trilingual, gotten a job by now etc. I am 27 about to be 28 and haven’t done much in my life which is a little embarrassing but I am sure I am not the only one. People have free will to go back to school or attend school at any age. I do wish again I knew what I know now & went to school at 18 and not dropped out. Languages are old school. Jobs are old school. School is old school. I never had a job in my life. I visited Princeton in 2022 3 times. I went to an orientation at Princeton recently in january 2023 and I went to a student tour on January 31th 2023 both want well except the tour was really cold. Shoutouts to Katy the tour student and of course I talked about everything’s always been old school and Alan turing and all that I have been saying at the tour. I do prefer to share my message in person or analog style anyway. So Taxes or Money is the root of all evil in the corrupt system worldwide. Of course money is digital or computerized atms etc. Money is old school. Government is old school. This or that is old school. Again I can go on and on. Everything has always been old school. I don’t care to be rich or I don’t care that much about money. There are more important things in life than money or a piece of paper. Although it would be great to be able to afford things. They say money can’t buy happiness which I say yes and no. If money makes you happy hey that is your free will you care about money. Also money helps you to afford things and to survive so there is happiness or contentment right there. I do need money to survive in the corrupt system. I will give money donate or volunteer at American Red Cross to help people from natural disasters or the homeless. I know many people wish they lived in a big house like my parents. Life is not fair but I would love to help people with living big. My parents house was a semi mansion but now my parents moved out of that house in 2022. But people have free will to live in any kind of home life they want to whether it’s a trailer or an apartment or a house or a group home etc. Oh man again life is difficult or unfair and many other things. But not all politicians are corrupt or fake, but most are. I know politics is a controversial topic so I am not talking about my political views at all that is my free will. I would like to meet real people like real people who are politicians worldwide who are real not corrupt. They can help bring back analog stuff like analog government phones in a digital world. The usa or the system is not perfect but the usa is still a great country. I am not saying get rid of digital stuff. I give credit to maryville school for talking about Alan Turing. While I was in dc I made real friends like Elliott Peyton. I give credit to my genuine real friend Elliott Peyton for filming great scenery of dc, the Lincoln memorial, Washington monument, and the ww2 memorial. Again people have free will to do what they care to do or interested in. But if you care to visit dc and care to visit the ww2 memorial or the Lincoln memorial or go inside or outside the Washington monument then I encourage you to do so. Thank you Elliott, Bret, and all real genuine people for your service in the military. Elliott served in the air force. Elliott works in the veteran affairs in dc. I thank him and everybody for helping spread this message or the word. I also thank the real people who helped me get to dc. The video got cut off a little bit at the beginning. I said spreading the word anyway enjoy. I know this will obviously help everybody who cares to listen and watch. The ww2 memorial is an ideal place to talk about Alan turing and everything’s always been old school obviously.

By the way, real people told me great things about the Alan Turing movie the imitation game. It is not the most historically accurate movie, but it’s still true that Alan Turing invented or engineered the 1st computer. I saw the imitation game last year in 2022. Obviously computers or digital stuff is not the end all be all just like sex because everything’s always been old school. I like Benedict Cumberbatch. Thanks to Alan Turing we live in a digital world, for now. obviously this digital world is not perfect. Nothing Is perfect in life. But digital stuff isn’t entirely bad. It’s good and bad. For instance whatever is addicting or engaging to you such as digital or computer stuff. Digital stuff can be addicting or distracting just like anything else. Analog things can be addicting too obviously. Driving while using an analog thing happens and you get into a crash hopefully you survive. Trolling and hating or bullying or swatting or ddos and spam or scams and scalping or hackers or pirates or bad robots etc are examples of how this digital world is bad. Sadly somebody died from swatting. Trolling or hating or bullying for instance in real life is not the same as on digital stuff online since you can be anonymous. Kids or minors and Adults in real life or online can be bullys or haters or trolls etc obviously. People again have free will to do evil or negative things. There was a Kid who tried to murder people by swatting. Digital stuff has sadly made it easier or convenient for fake people or pieces of human garbage evil to do evil or negative things like pedophillia. Fake people like pedophiles I can’t stand. That is why you gotta watch what your kids are doing online or in real life be careful if you care to but again it’s your free will as parents even. Pedophillia sex porn or kiddie porn is messed up and a totally bad weird like incest or bestiality. Kids or teens are not fully physically developed or can’t give consent. To you pedos or incest people or bestialists, What is so sexy or too hot about toddlers or infants or little kids or animals or your own blood family who most likely looks exactly like you? This is a messed up question but I have to ask it. Hey it’s your free will again what’s too hot or sexy and free will to do evil. Just know you pedos and incest people or bestialists are weird in a totally bad way. If it’s a relative that is not blood like a step relative or an aunt or uncle that is not blood than I say it’s not incest. Also I know some kids or teens look mature for their age with a beard whatever or don’t have a babyface so be careful. Most people saiid I didn’t look my age when I was a kid or teen I looked like I was 13 when I was 17. Sill true today as an adult, of course with facial hair I look older or I look like an adult like 18 19 but I still look young. When I shave fully I definitely look like I am a kid or teenager. An adult female or male can't get away with hooking up with a teenager or minor in real life as easily as online. Now if you are 18 or 19 and you try to hook up with a 17 year old kid about to be 18 than that isn't a big deal and you are both teens. But once you are 20 years old I think that is a problem or an age gap. But if there is an age gap or huge age gap then that is a problem. Speaking of Teenage sex my grandmother on my dad's side was a teenage mom. So people even have free will with their age gap limit. So if people only wanna date people under 30 for instance and over 18 and you are older but not elderly like 50 or elderly like 70 then there’s nothing wrong with that. Hey you are 2 consenting adults. But hey you can be age discriminating that is your free will but I am not obviously again I associate or make real friends no matter how old strictly real friends no sex or dating involved. If you are 18 19 and you are 27 like me it’s not a huge age gap but the older you get obviously the gap increases and soon I will be 28. Also Catfishing for instance happens in real life and online. Whatever else happens in real life or online but it is easier to pull off online. I continue spreading this message and real soon we will have best of both worlds for people who prefer analog and for those who prefer digital. If I knew the fact everything’s always been old school or the fact for short when I was younger this world would be analog and digital at the same time by now. Again not saying get rid of digital or force people to use analog obviously. Again people have free will and I am sure I am not the only one who prefers analog or rather just use analog stuff. Many people prefer analog before I knew the fact and after the fact more and more people will prefer analog. I prefer analog. I rather be an analog engineer. I don’t like how I am forced to use digital or computerized stuff such as a phone. Of course all phones are digital or computerized. I have free will to not use digital stuff just like whoever else but I have no choice since phones are a necessity. I care to be grateful and appreciate needs such as a phone. But phones don’t need to be digital though that’s just how I feel. But again it’s people’s free will to even care or not care about needs or wants. It’s embarrassing that when I was younger I dedicated my whole life or cared about digital or computer stuff which is old school and that I didn’t know about Alan Turing and world war 2 is old school obviously, but that didn’t occur to me. I guess it is not totally my fault that I didn’t know Alan Turing. They don’t teach you about Alan Turing in school history class. Alan turing was a world war 2 hero. Obviously other words come to mind when thinking of world war 2 not just the word old school. If you care to read my posts you will know that I have talked about people having free will in life to let's say do evil or negative things. Some people still don’t get what I am saying for whatever reason is beyond me. My uncle chuck for instance yes I am talking to you, he didn't get what I am saying for whatever reason. So to the people who say world war 2 is not old school or say I don't make sense either you are abnormal or again that is your issue you don't under stand for whatever reason. Just listen to yourself. You don't care to be simple and don't care to be smart or think deeply. This is something so simple. Again I care to be real, smart, and simple. Why do I even waste my time talking to people who want to be difficult and not simple? Again most people get what I am saying. For those who don’t understand what I’m saying I’ll say this so war has been around since the beginning of time or forever. World war 2 was in the late 1930’s and 1940’s. Years are old school. Even names are old school like Alan. I can go on and on. But the idea of names or years or math has been around forever so you see what I am saying. Everything has always been old school or the fact for short. I obviously want everybody to know this fact so that it helps people simply understand life better. Also If anybody simply knows how to help me with getting a job, attending Princeton, getting a car, a passport, besides martial arts, other self defense tips like boxing or getting a gun, my legal situations or guardianship etc please help me out. I can use all the help that I can get or really need. I care to do these things, so many things in my life as I said before. I also care to say again I am real and I am all about more doing then talking. Actions speak louder than words. I visited princeton last year and my profile pic is at princeton in 2022. Another thing is well things do evolve which is cool like cool things such as digital or computer stuff evolving into the internet and digital stuff like google or youtube etc uses the same algorithms or digital tech that Alan turing created in world war 2 and that is old school again of course or can be a bad thing like humans evolving into becoming worse or evil but when everything has always been old school nothing is really new. People born when the modern computer was invented or during world war 2 are called the silent generation and again that is old school obviously. Some people say 1995 is gen z or and some say 1995 is millennials but I don’t care. The idea of Generations is old school or words are old school obviously for instance and the idea of evolving is old school. I can go on and on.

I have had enough of this. No wonder I wanna move out. The fake people in my autism care team and my fake mom want to make me miserable. They are thinking lets make Kenny miserable and have him wait longer and longer to reduce the supervision of my apartment. 8 hours is plenty of supervision for me as that is how much I used to have. They won’t simply give me 8 hours instead they give me 16 hours now they want to reduce the hours by increments so from 24 to 16 which is not necessary or it’s bullcrap! How is 8 hours not enough supervision how do you not see that it’s enough? Why they don’t see 8 hours is enough is beyond me. So I have no independence and not even a key to myself I do have a key but other people like my family and the staff have a key. How would my dad or bro feel if i had a key to their place? I don't like being treated like this or being treated like a kid. I am responsible and safe and I care to be safe or responsible so why do I need 24 hour or too much supervision? I have to wait longer and longer even until my birthday for 8 hours. I have been waiting for the 8 hours for months since last summer. The fake people are trying to waste my youth away. I have wasted my youth even though I am still young but I wasted my life away living here. It’s frustrating how some people who are fake or take advantage of me keep insisting I have mental health issues or I sound mentally ill when I talk about all this. I am tired of people blocking me or banning me or saying I don’t make sense. I know what the hell I am talking about. You can accept the fact that everything’s always been old school or not. It’s your free will. I have been spreading this message since 2022 and real people in real life get what I am saying including Issac from the at&t store shoutouts to you. He gets what I’m saying that everything’s always been old school. I don’t have mental health issues. I just have autism and obviously even though I don’t look like I have autism that is because I am very high functioning. By the way do people think Alan Turing was autistic? Some say he was. This is obvious that it’s not always about health or mental health. Or in other words mental health or health doesn’t involve everything. So for instance obviously people care to be weird in a good or bad way that doesn’t mean they have mental health issues. Of course not all evil people have mental health issues. Before I knew the fact I cared about mental health or pretended to have mental health issues. I don’t care for mental health since I know the fact. Again I don’t have mental health issues and most people agree with that. Also it’s bs that some people including a fake person in my autism care team say autism is a mental illness. Autism is not a mental illness obviously. But in the 1950’s whatever they put autistic people in asylums with mentally ill people which is wrong. Autistic people didn’t belong there. But society then saw autistic people or any non mentally ill person like Down syndrome etc as abnormal and just threw them in an institution and did lobotomy’s or directing the brain which is horrifying. The r word or r**ard is offensive to autistic or down syndrome people etc. So while I was in dc in 2022, I obviously went to dc superior court house to sue. I wish I went to supreme court. I also wish my court date was sooner, oh well. It’s in march. My living situation can be better. I’m suing hud, my mom, my autism care team, and other people for ruining my home life with this 24 hour supervised apartment from home care staff. This hud program is called section 811 and it’s for people with autism or developmental disabilities. The home care staff or aids is ideal not just for people with developmental disabilities It can be ideal for everybody. But hey it's your free will if you want home care staff. I obviously get no privacy or no independence. I used to get 8 or less like 4 hour supervision. But I got 24 hours because of the mental health bs. I obviously don’t need 24 hours it’s too much supervision or help unnecessary since I am very high functioning on the spectrum. I like to live somewhere where I have control over the hours and have total privacy and total independence. I have planned to move out since last year. Perhaps I will move out of the country or live in another state where it’s warmer summer all the time like florida but I have heard of sinkholes in florida which is scary and of course it is a hurricane zone there. No wonder it is cheaper to live in certain states, that’s how the corrupt system gets ya. Because I didn’t know what I know now simply I made an idiotic mistake to decide to move out of my parents big house. Not knowing the fact everything’s always been old school has really bitten me in the ass obviously. This mental health crap or guardianship crap is because of not knowing the fact and it has bitten me in the ass. I have no control over the amount of supervision hours. The home care staff people that I have had have all been people of color which is interesting or weird in a good way. It’s just like when I went to a respite hotel when I was 25 it was all females and all people of color. It’s great to have diversity just saying. Anyway the home care staff are real friends of mine, including Abdul, Greg, Temi, and Umarou shoutouts to you all. Although Greg did a gay or bad weird thing one time spanking my butt while I was walking naked. Nothing wrong with being gay of course but it was just weird. I’ve been living there since I was 23. I don’t regret meeting the real friendly staff but I regret living there. If only I met them in an apartment where I had control over the hours or met them some other way when I was younger than 23 and knew the fact. I don’t regret meeting Abdul’s family his wife and 2 kids boy and girl. Abdul in 2022 welcomed me into his home life for the 1st time and I have even slept there. I appreciate that. I just wasted my quality of life away living in this crappy home life apartment thanks to hud and my mom finding this hud program . I wish I still lived with my parents in their big ass house until my 30’s or older. Again I wish I had more of a social life and knew all what I know now when I was younger and have a man hunt party at my parents house. Man hunt is just hide and seek in the dark it’s fun and ideal in a big house. I’m also suing people who insist I’m mentally ill, including my own mother and my autism care team. I need to get a new autism care team and get a restraining order. It’s no surprise these people are getting sued like my mom because of what I’ve been saying that everything’s always been old school. I am suing psych hospitals or certain doctors, as well and I was in a dc hospital for keeping me there for 3 weeks twice. That is abuse mentally that the fake people in the autism team and my mom kept me there for 3 weeks twice. The reason why I was stuck at the hospital for 3 weeks twice is because my guardian keeps calling the police on me, I am suing the dc police officers as well, and keeps me there longer trying to figure out how to take me back to my crappy home life in nj. She and whoever made false police reports saying I have mental health issues or I am lost or missing need to be put in jail or fined. I didn’t always have my phone off or I when I started to force my self to use digital phones like my flip phone because I rather use analog stuff. So I made sure I called people I let people know where I was I was not missing. Even though I didn’t call right away all the time, I told them I was going to dc or on my way there. She of course doesn’t care sending me back to my crappy home life. Yes the apartment is brand new great but of course who wants to live there with all the supervision issues. Nothing against the many real people there at these hospitals such as these many people at dc hospital piw such as Trevor, Travis, Terrence, Chris, Quevon, Ms. Lynett, Lonnie, Kristen, Juan, Dr Charles Chainey, Dr husane at centra state, Tiffany at south jersey virtua hospital, and Dr at Delaware hospital. These drs or medical professionals say I don’t have mental health issues or behavioral health issues which are the same thing. But some drs who are idiots or fake say I have mental health issues. During the 3 weeks I was in the hospital twice I even missed thanksgiving and my uncle Jonathan on my dad’s side which he really isn’t my uncle he is my step great uncle but he is really young only in his 40’s. He also looks like Kanye West and he has dreads so he is a cool uncle as well. I was so miserable and tired of being there for 3 weeks that I escaped the hospital but they caught me at the bus stop. I was justified for escaping but some people were angry thinking I was trying to make them lose their job like Trevor.

I was justified for going to dc because again I don’t like where I live in nj and I wanted to escape and have fun in dc. But fake people including my mom have to find something wrong with me going to dc. I even went inside the capitol building and spread the word there. I had fun and I care to be safe. Since I had no money for a hotel or the hotel rooms were all booked I asked a dc police officer who was real friendly not fake and helped me go to a shelter in dc. Frank my real friend from the ymca helped me with a hostile. But of course my mom and the other fake people find a problem with that for some reason. Yes I know shelters can be dangerous but not all of them are obviously or it’s common sense. The shelter the police referred me to is safe since a police officer told me about it. Why would a real police officer stir me in the wrong direction or take advantage of me send me somewhere dangerous? Hostiles are safe from what frank told me but mom and other fake people think otherwise for some reason. I know I didn’t plan the greatest going to dc like I didn’t plan a hotel room in advance but that is not really necessary I have free will again and I am not perfect. My mom or whoever thinking I belong in hospitals, this is why you are getting sued. I wasted my life away in mental institutions. So now I realize people obviously have free will in life. It’s like for instance, if people care to be mature and an immature adult at the same time, like still relying on your parents or still living with your parents which is a good weird not a bad weird. We all think of or do weird things in life good or bad as human beings because humans are weird creatures. People have free will with food or drinks of course or have free will to waste food or drinks. I waste food even as an adult. Of course The idea of food is old school. See, everything has always been old school. I can go on and on. I care to say food is life it’s a fact obviously. I am not a picky eater as much anymore as an adult or late teens. I used to be a picky eater like when I used to take cheese off pizza. Now I love cheese on pizza. People are weird with food in a good way or bad way. But sadly the human body is weird in a bad way when people have food allergies or eating disorders. Like for instance people created or invented food like burgers or pizza. People also like putting fruit on pizza which is a good weird. My dad likes cold peanut butter that’s a good weird. People take pictures or videos of food or take videos or pics of them eating or drinking which is weird in a good way. But it’s your free will what is weird to you or what is a good weird or bad weird. Then later you go to the toilet and poop out what you just ate, maybe you even video record it. People have done good weird things like video record flushing things down a toilet. I prefer to record or take pics of my food or of me being weird in a good way analog style. People can be weird in real life which again is good or bad. People can be weird online thanks to Alan Turing which of course Alan was a weird or interesting guy in a good way like tying a coffee mug to a radiator. I care to be weird in a good way again like making weird funny noises or saying weird words like yas or saying words in a funny weird way in a good way like saying human. The English language is a filthy language and a weird language in a good and bad way. The b word or b**ch means female dog as well. Words like cheese or smell sound weird or are weird words in a good way. People who created languages are weird because Humans are weird creatures again we do so many weird things good or bad I can go on and on and speaking languages is weird in a good way. Somebody not speaking your language sounds weird to you like people speaking African. I used to play hand puppets with my bro Tyler when I was a kid up until I was 17 and made weird funny noises. We pretended the hand puppets were in this tv show, we created this tv show called Tyler and the big city. We were definitely creative or colorful kids in a good weird way. Again We are all different or we all have different preferences or free will. A good different or bad different. Whatever floats your boat even with sexual preferences. Or not be mature at all. I for instance carry around a kiddie abc blanket I’ve had since I was 6 years old and wear a suit and tie and adult diapers at the same time. I would wear diapers when I was an older kid or teenager as well if I knew the fact. I wore diapers when I was a teenager like 13-14 because I wet the bed and I cared about digital stuff and was addicted would not get up to go to the bathroom. Wetting the bed happens sometimes to a lot of people kid or adult. But having pee or poop stains in your underwear as an adult or older kid is immature and weird in a good and bad way I suppose. Poop jokes can be funny. If a female adult or older kid has pee or poop stains in their underwear or wherever or does masculine disgusting stuff I find that funny or weird in a good and bad way. See keeping my theory in mind about females being based off males again and we are all human. I have poop stains in my underwear as well as an adult or older kid.I got a guardian because of the mental health bs, people saying I am mentally ill is bulls**t. I need to go to court to be my own guardian. I get SSI for my autism only no mental health issues. People don’t have to care about health or mental health. it’s your free will. I used to care about health or mental health, but not anymore since I know the fact. So I even care to get fat. No offense that I say fat. I know some overweight people can’t help being obese but still it’s your free will to stay obese. I even smoke tobacco since last year 2022. Now I play sports for fun not because it’s healthy. I would like to play sports in Princeton like maybe American football, wrestling, hockey or some masculine sport. I sports that are fast paced like European football, basketball etc. baseball is a slow pace but I still like it. I wish I was a better athlete growing up. I did play recreation sports as a kid such as basketball or American football but I quit football and played baseball when I was a kid but not until the late age of 12. I was decent probably below average at baseball and other sports.

Now since everything’s always been old school, negative things don’t bother me as much such as evil because what do you expect when the fact is everything’s always been old school and again obviously people have free will to do evil or negative things. Like saying the n word or racism. N**ga or Ni**er. I say n**ga and it doesn’t bother me as much. Not all people of color are gangsters or thugs. The stereotypes of minorities for ya. Sadly traevon Martin was wearing a hood and stereotypes again people think people of color are dangerous if you wear a hood. I am afraid to wear a hood sometimes. Why do people think for instance that people of color only like Rap music or basketball or certain food like fried chicken? I am a person of color and I love music like alternative or pop music or rock and roll or metal or goth and country music. Poetry is old school poetry was in other music like rock music like ac dc long way to the top song so did people of color really invent poetry music? I love other food besides the stereotypical food obviously. A lot of people like fried chicken not just people of color. I wanna get better at playing the drums. I played drums as a kid. If I knew everything’s always been old school or the fact for short when I was a kid I would have cared to do so much like become a better or professional drummer or guitarist or become a rapper or be batter at skateboarding. I am not a great rapper but I can become better and practice freestyling. Singing though, yeah I am an awful singer that won’t ever happen. But perhaps I can scream in a metal song. Liking rock or metal or playing rock or metal instruments or rap or like rapping or skateboarding is masculine as well. I love hockey and other fast paced sports. It doesn’t bother me as much that I sort of did bestiality. I did bestiality well sort of when I was a kid 13-14 years old and I continued to do it up until 20 years old. I have talked about my sort of bestiality habit in an online video on youtube before but now I deleted it because back then I cared about mental health. I say I sort of did bestiality because I only let the dog lick my mouth and I jerked off to the dog licking my mouth. That’s all I ever did with the dog. I am not perfect, I am human just like everybody else I care to say that. If you wanna be judgemental or prejudge then that’s your free will but hey everybody has something to hide. I simply don’t care what judgmental or fake people think. I do idiotic or weird stuff a lot. I of course even have free will to share my darkest secret my sort of bestiality dark secret. Charlie Wills my real friend and sex therapist told me I sort of did bestiality. So I thank him. By the way I have known Charlie Wills since I was 24. If I knew everything’s always been old school aka the fact for short when I was younger I wish I met people like Charlie when I was younger even younger than 24. Anyway If I want to do that sort of bestiality habit again, it doesn’t bother me because again everything’s always been old school it does not bother me as much. Maybe I will do it again. Maybe I will make a sort of bestiality porn video lol just kidding. Ah dark humor. By the way I would like to do masculine stuff like learn martial arts or learn boxing mma or join the military like join the marines or be a military police officer. I care to be strong not muscular or toned since I don’t care for health again. I went to a martial arts class recently and in the past when I was a teen I did martial arts but I stopped. I care to do so much in my life, so many more things. Like let’s say sky diving, that is a masculine or extreme thing to do even though it’s scary dangerous but fun. Or to travel the world to great places like greece. I need to get a passport. But of course free will of my mom to treat me like a kid I don’t like it obviously and she has my birth certificate and social security card I gotta get my own or get it from her. I was born or from Livingston New Jersey by the way. I would like to drive a motorcycle and drive a pickup truck or muscle car masculine stuff. There is so much masculine stuff or things to do. Again I prefer analog stuff so if only these vehicles were not digital or computerized. Again people have free will with let’s say not drive or not have a license not use transportation at all. Free will to not be mature or not to be adulting. I first got my drivers license at 17. People have free will do do whatever at any age. I failed my 1st drivers test. I was not the most mature 17 year old kid or teenager. I had a lot of meltdowns or I cried like a baby. Shoutouts to my driver teacher mike. The idea of transportation is old school of course.

Another thing, I’m still a virgin, no born again virgin bs. Not to be vulgar but, I don't know how else to say this. I have never done oral, anal, nor vaginal. But I have done fetish stuff with a female like ass and feet. I licked a females wrinkled soles. I almost got a foot job. A female rubbed her feet on my pants or crotch. I never eaten ass only touched ass on a female. By the way Jason again my real friend he said a funny good weird thing he said in front of people in public that he eats ass lol. I never kissed a females mouth. This female I am talking about is Ashley Bernard by the way. I have only done these things with only 1 female in my life. Sex isn’t everything obviously. People who wear skimpy clothing like tank tops when it’s not appropriate. I like wearing tank tops and Gay males wear tank tops or basketball shorts or whatever kind of shorts which are skimpy. People like to dress for fashion when it’s not always about sex or looks. Appearance isn’t always about sex. People just like to simply have a ponytail it doen’t mean they wanna look sexy. What turns people on can be a good or bad weird. Again we are weird creatures as humans in a good and bad way. So people doing weird things in a good way like wearing ponytails is a good weird and turns people on like it turned me on. People going to the club doesn’t mean everybody goes to the club to date or have sex. I am not a great dancer but I can become a great dancer. Shoutouts to this 1 older guy who had the greatest dance moves you will see in your life. He is the dancing machine. Anyway obviously everybody has cheating thoughts, key word thoughts. There are so many sexy or too hot people on this planet. No wonder people get in open relationships or one night stands. My theory is females are based off men. Or in other words the female body is just a modified male body. So females are not special or in other words we are all human. We are also all different, human life is weird. The human body is weird again or complex. The human brain is very complex or weird body part. There are so many weird body parts including a female or males private parts. Human life is also difficult or unfair and many other things. What do you expect when everything’s always been old school. I for instance can’t grow a full or long beard. It’s so patchy, that’s just genetics for ya. Again everybody is different. I din’t start getting facial hair until probably 17. I was a late bloomer. Other kids in school were able to grow a full non patchy long beard at 14 15 16. I wish I had a full beard or 20/20 vision or be taller etc. See again nobody is perfect. By the way I am 5’8. I Some kids had growth spurts at an earlier age like 14 15 16 and were like 5 ‘7 at 12 and grew to over 6 foot at 15. I didn’t grow to 5”8 until like 18 years old. They say for males you don’t end puberty until your 20’s. Females being based off males or my theory. Keeping my theory in mind. Females start puberty earlier than males. The human body is weird once again. It’s only human. The human brain is fully developed at your mid 20’s or 25. Also I am the oldest of 3. But I don’t feel like I am the oldest since I am shorter than my bro. On top of that he is the co guardian. Mom is the main guardian. Anyway I have a younger bro named Tyler and the youngest is my sis Lauren. My sis is 23. My bro is taller than me and he is almost 25 years old. He is like 5”11. Same with my dad and my uncle mike. My uncle mike is the oldest yet he is shorter than my dad. Uncle mike is 5”7. My dad is 5”9. My Uncle chuck is like 6”3 but maybe he has shrunk now. My grandpa or poppy was tall as well. Of course I didn’t get those genetics but instead I got their patchy beard genetics. Poppy and uncle chuck are on my moms side. My dad and uncle chuck are about 60 years old. My uncle mike is in his 60’s. By the way my cool uncle chuck shoutouts to you he used to work for luther vandross and now works for Toni Braxton. He works for other people I think and shoutouts to Uncle Cedric but he is not really my uncle he is my uncle’s real friend. Of Course it’s scary getting older and you shrink so I might be wrong about their height now. I also wish I didn’t have autism or aspergers. People don’t call It aspergers anymore its asd. Autism is good and bad or a good weird and bad weird. People will also hate you for being weird or different because you have autism. What is normal when all humans are weird in a good r bad way? If I were neurotypical I would obviously be the same person that I am now except I would be able to talk before 3 years old and have better social skills and talking about everything’s always been old school etc. F**k what people or society says. I can get a job without going to an autism program. I know I can still do great things in my life with having very high functioning autism. I can still get a job and maintain it. I am responsible and will be on time. But again nobody is perfect so mistake happen it’s only human I care to say. In school even in high school I was in classes with 2 teachers or I had an iep or I took speech therapy in school because of my autism. I wish I was in honor classes or regular classrooms. 1 time in middle school I tried 1 teacher classes but I couldn’t handle I guess. I wasn’t at the top of my class or didn’t have the greatest grades like in high school for instance. In my high school freehold township high school I took the sat test and failed. I can do better especially if I want to get into Princeton free scholarship. I took speech therapy from elementary all through out high school. I was involved in autism social skills groups inside and outside of high school. Does it bother me that I have autism? A little bit but since everything’s always ben old school things don’t bother me as much or not at all. I again do care to be grateful in life. It can be worse. I could have worse conditions like cancer etc. Again facts are that life is many things, life is difficult, life is difficult for everybody obviously. I am grateful but again it’s your free will to let’s say to be grateful or not. Anyway The bible says man was created first ya da ya da. Controversial stuff aside, I believe men was created 1st. In other words the human body is weird. It’s like my sister who looks like me with a shaved face and long hair. But who knows if men was created first. It’s like the chicken or the egg. It’s interesting that in the womb, males start out as females.

For instance You can have free will to not be original or not be real or not be yourself or copy other people. Again everybody is different. I care to say be your self be real. I care to be my real self that’s my free will. If people try to make you be something you are not or not don’t care about your real self than they are fake people. You don’t need them in your life. For instance dating or marrying somebody don’t date or marry somebody who doesn’t love you for your real self. People have free will of course to get married or not get married. My parents are divorced marriage is not for everybody. Many people get divorced. My dad is financially hurt by the divorce or alimony. I am not interested in dating or getting married because I wanna stay a virgin that is my free will because everything’s always been old school and again females are not special when thinking of my theory females being based off males or the female body is just the male body modified. Sex isn’t everything. Everybody has cheating thoughts there are so many too hot or sexy people on this earth it is difficult to resist. I don’t wanna pro create either that is my free will. Bringing kids in this world is not for me because everything’s always been old school or life is difficult so I don’t want my kids to suffer. Humans compete with each other you have free will to compete with each other like in sports or whatever. There is a lot of competition in life with whatever like businesses in the corrupt system. People even have free will to not ever get a job in your life or be immature. People don’t wan’t to work or don’t have to work that’s their free will. People can have free will to get whatever job they want to. Well unless the job is open but you know what I mean. People can have free will to get social security money. Working in the corrupt system whether you love or hate your job. Jobs that are physically demanding or blue collar or masculine jobs like truck driving or construction or civil engineering or garbage truck driver or waste management. Again life is difficult. Some jobs can be demanding mentally or stressful like being a surgeon. I am considering being a surgeon or brain surgeon that is a masculine job or tough manly job. But that requires a long time of medical school. 4 years in regular school and 4 years in medical school. Jobs that require a lot of work like big truck driving transport or delivery or working in a factory or working at the cargo bay ships. This is the system or corrupt system on worldwide for ya. I am considering being a big mail truck driver or a garbage worker. I thank the real people who work hard in the corrupt system or contribute to the society or the corrupt system which is good and bad obviously. You are not always going to feel like going to work or doing your job even if you love your job. Something you love to do like an activity you won't always feel like doing it. You can also have free will with let's say privacy or hiding your dirty little secrets. Again nobody is perfect everybody has something to hide. Free will to lock the bathroom door around strangers acquaintances or real friends or family whoever. I lock the bathroom door around whoever as well. Free will with so much I can go on and on. Speaking of privacy or boundaries. I know people with asd can have difficulty with let’s say boundaries. I want to say this to James Jackson a real friend of mine if you are reading this, I was minding my own business and not exposing myself to you. I was covering myself while I was masturbating so I don’t appreciate your mean attitude. I wasn’t breaking your boundaries or bothering you. Sometimes real friends argue or fight just like family again. I care about my real friends and how they feel, real friends have each others back of course or will always be there for you. Fake people of course will only show up when let’s say you became rich or popular or want something from you take take take. Real people can get jealous but not jealous like hating you. Real people are happy for you but wish they were like this or that or have this or that. Everybody is not real or not your real friend obviously. For instance somebody with autism can be fake. Anybody can be fake obviously. Again I don’t care about mental health or awareness of it. I want my real friends to not die or kill themselves but I still do not care about mental health awareness. I still associate with people who let’s say care about health or are healthy or care about mental health or who do have mental health issues or care about digital or computer stuff because that is their free will. But I am not interested in that stuff again or I prefer analog stuff. I met real people or real friends who care about mental health at mental health programs like cpc or high focus countless others because this was before I knew the fact. Obviously if I knew everything’s always been old school or the fact for short when I was younger I would have never cared for health or or cared for digital stuff or never went to these facilities or programs. But I wish I met these real people some other way and perhaps that could of happened.

I care to be simple, real, and smart obviously. Again shoutouts to Charlie Wills my genuine friend. Charlie Wills has a nice ring to it lol. Charlie Wills is a funny or weird guy too in a good way. Another thing, so about becoming a parent. Well again I’m still a virgin. I’m not sure if I simply want to have kids. I feel or believe I want to remain a virgin forever. I watch porn by the way. I watch gay and straight porn. Porn can be addicting. I do prefer analog porn but since we live in this digital world ,for now, I watch digital porn or online porn. I download so much offline porn . Thanks to Alan turing we have access to so much porn billions of porn. Mind boggling. No wonder people watch porn because everybody has cheating thoughts and there are so many too hot sexy people on this earth including on porn websites. Porn or only fans or modeling or stripping or phone sex line person, if you are in a relationship is like being in an open relationship or swinging you have cheating thoughts because you are exposing yourself to people. Strippers or Prostitution is degrading to humans gay or straight by the way. The internet was made for many things including porn thanks to Alan Turing. If I knew everything’s always been old school or the fact for short when I was a kid teen I would never watch or look at porn in my life. Obviously porn is not having sex or doing it for real. I don’t care to have sex and I care to watch porn at the same time. But since I didn’t know the fact when I was younger I guess you can say I am addicted to porn but I am not I can live my life without porn or I am not depended on it. But since I exposed myself to porn since I didn’t know the fact the porn videos or images are stuck in my memory forever. Porn can be addicting and you want more and more porn because you can get tired of the same porn. I specifically watch homemade or real porn. Professional porn is fake and is degrading to human beings. I won’t stand for sexual assault or rape or abuse or sexual harassment, or bothering people or bullying, or degrading humans it’s inhumane. Keeping my theory in mind, When I adopt kids I will protect my son or daughter from fake people if they decide to date or have sex. Evil People like Adrian Peterson are pieces of human garbage seeking negative attention. But people like Chris brown who hit Rhianna. Even if my theory is not correct we are still all human. Females are not special so if a female attacks or hits me I will fight back. Also again loved ones or real friends fight each other sometimes physically or verbally like arguing. Rhianna was hitting Chris so Chris was angry or upset so he had every right to be physical with Rhianna. Again females are not special they are just like us males and my theory again females are based off males remember that if you care to. Rhianna is a very attractive human. Ashley and Tracy are attractive humans as well. So are many other humans like pornstars Alexis Texas or Isis Taylor or Syren De mer or Noemilk or the trans Foxxy, the word tranny can be offensive by the way, or beauty Dior or wet peaches or Angelina Jolie or Beyonce or Alexandria ocasio Cortez or Cardi B or Kim kardashian or Ingrid Neilson, she is mixed of asian and Caucasian by the way, wow you never know who is mixed sometimes. I can go on and on. Again you have free will with watching porn and having sex or not and having free will to prefer what is too hot or sexy to you. You can say for instance Alexis Texas is not attractive or not your type oh she doesn’t have wrinkled soles, which actually from what I have seen she dosen’t have wrinkled soles or not the most wrinkled soles I have seen in my life, but again see everybody is different every human does not have wrinkled soles, so you say she’s not my type which is ok that is your opinion or your preference or free will. To the people who rape, just know my theory if you care to acknowledge it and if you are a fake person or rapist who is spiritual or religious you believe males are created 1st or females are based off man cause the male body or rib was used to create the female. So again the female body is a male body modified or females are not special. Controversial stuff aside. My real friends Ashley Bernard and Tracy are sadly a victims of sexual assault. Shoutouts to Tracy aka Tracey chapman lol I call her tracy chapman by the way. But again you guys are victors not victims. Anyway it wasn’t right at all for Chris to hit Rhianna back. Nothing wrong with getting angry obviously but getting too angry can lead to this. So I like Chris brown he is not an evil piece of human garbage in this case he made an idiotic mistake a big one but I forgive him. Chris didn’t intentionally want to abuse Rhianna. I dislike people at Ubisoft who were sexually harassing , same with Activision, and Konami was abusive as well. The creator of rayman was not involved in the harassment by the way. I also dislike people like Dr Dre for beating up women, or 2pac raping a female, Phife Dawg for being an abuser as he mentions abuse in his butter song, or John Lasseter being a rapist, Louis CK being a rapist, or Kevin spacey attempting to be a gay rapist pedophile , bill cosby for raping females, Andrew. Tate for rape and human trafficking, r kelly for human trafficking and pedophilla. or racist people like the papa johns guy or whatever your name is keemstar. I can’t stand these people. I won’t support people who I don’t like obviously. But I still like a tribe called quest I just don’t like fife dawg. Just because I dislike 1 individual does not mean I dislike everybody else like a tribe called quest you get what I am saying ? I am sure you do. I just like the tribe songs without phife whatever your name is and just with q tip. Why q tip associated with somebody who is abusive is beyond me but hey that is he free will. Q tip is definitely one of the goats musicians when it comes to rap I care to say. Q tip has a distinct voice too. You know it’s q tip when you hear his voice. Q tip is also underrated or not as popular as let’s say Jay-z or Biggie. I like Jay z and biggie they are goats as well. Before I knew the fact a guy online exposed tribe to me, can’t remember his name, and my uncle chuck likes tribe as well. If its a song with mostly q tip in it I will skip fife dawg. I prefer the songs with only q tip or without fife. By the way shoutouts to Brian smollon again my genuine friend he introduced me to a song champion by chipmunk featuring Chris brown. Chipmunk? I know that is a funny or weird name in a good way to me. It’s a good song if you care to engage in it. Chris brown mentions his incident with Rhianna in the song talking abut how he saw his father beat up his mom and asks if he is like his his dad? Again people have free will in life to do negative things or evil such as sexual assault. People have free will to not care about consent. Now are you evil or a piece of human garbage for let’s say scamming people or stealing or robbery and not killing people? No, of course that is a negative thing but that doesn’t make you evil. You are a fake person and not my real friend obviously. What does make you evil or a piece of human garbage is abusing people or being anti-gay or sexism or racism or raping people or abusing animals or killing people etc. You wonder how these people sleep at night? Again it’s your free will to do evil. I support the lgbtqiap community of course. I am all for let’s say gay people or females or minorities having equal human rights or being an entrepreneur. Even people of color like myself can be entrepreneurs. I can be an entrepreneur if I wanted to maybe I will be one. Maybe own or create a moving company. Moving is a tough job and masculine or physically demanding.

Anyway Again I did bestiality sort of and some say bestiality is a form of abuse which I disagree. If you are beating the animal up then yeah that is abuse obviously. Having sex with an animal, as messed up as it is, is not abuse it’s just having sex. Yes animals can’t give consent but it is still not abuse to me and animals lives are important but are not as important as human lives. So I say pedophilia is worse than bestiality. Bestiality with a young non adult animal like an infant is like pedophillia. But people have free will again, free will to have a pet or not, if you love your pet too much like bestiality or you just like your pet more than humans than that’s your free will. I understand because sometimes you don’t like people like fake people so you love pets more or you are not a people person so you get away from fake people a lot of times just be to yourself or with your pet. Perhaps I will get a pet again like a cat or turtle. Scary pets like spiders or snakes I probably won’t but maybe since it is a masculine thing to do. The Human species are animals as well but not wld animals. Of course some humans are like wild animals such as evil people. It’s not surprising people do negative things like bestiality or sort of do bestiality like me because everything’s always been old school or the fact for short. Bestiality is obviously a bad weird and it’s foul and wrong but hey people have free will again. Bestiality is still illegal even though it’s not an evil thing to do it’s still a negative thing to do. So people deserve to go to prison or jail for evil things but if you get falsely accused of something like being falsely accused of rape then I feel sorry for you. People of color get thrown in prison for being falsely accused. I know gay males are victims of sexual assault or rape. But you are not a victim you are a victor. Females obviously can also be predators of f**ked up evil things like raping males or pedophillia. Saying wh**e or bi**h or sl*t or c**t are degrading words. Obviously saying the b word in this context we are in this bitch is like saying we are in this place which I say that and there’s nothing wrong with saying that. Although if a female is rude or racist or mean or fake I will call them a b**ch etc to teach them a lesson see how it feels to be degraded or bullied taste of your own medicine. If you care to treat people the way you want to be treated golden rule then that’s your free will of course. So maybe I will adopt kids. I will raise my adopted kids with physical discipline which there is nothing wrong with that. If my kids talk when not necessary or are disrespectful I will physically discipline or ass whoop with a belt and they need to simply please shut up or shut the f**k up for being idiots. We are all idiots or do idiotic stuff it’s only human I care to say. Obviously Many people have gotten physical discipline including my self like a belt whooping or soap in the mouth. Now it depends when my kids are older like 12 or so and use swear or say offensive or vulgar words to me or in front of me I won’t physically discipline see I will be a cool dad. It is cool to me and many people to swear or say certain words but not too much. Some people don’t like swear words or vulgar or offensive words but sometimes it slips out we are all human. There is a certain age you can let your say words like that. People even have free will to not like swear words or raise your kids how you want to. That is my free will so I won’t give them the soap in the mouth or smacking or spank when they are like 12 years old. Maybe 12 is still a little young but you know what I mean. But if my kid son or daughter is dissing me like saying dad you are a f**king b**ch ass n**ga no matter how old they are I will smack them. If they are like 6 years old yeah I will give the soap etc. If my kids don’t feel like doing chores or get distracted in home life than I will confiscate something from them like if they like analog stuff like their analog hdtv with component then I will take the cable away but if my kids prefer digital stuff like a hdtv with hdmi than I will take the cable away. I won’t force my kids to use analog stuff since I will give them free will with that but of course I will raise them with the fact make sure they know the fact everything’s always been old school. When they are little kids or infants I will raise them with analog stuff and see if they like it. Kids or teens having analog cell phones is important since phones are a need. I say the right age for a kid to have an analog cell phone is like 7 or 8 or an age old enough that kids understand things better in life or understand how to use a phone. If I knew the fact when I was a kid I would have for instance done my chores and not gotten distracted by digital stuff and never ever use digital stuff in my life. I know there is no life hand book or schools don’t teach you to know how to let’s say raise your kids and again nobody is perfect but to those who physically or verbally abuse people or your kids you ought to know it’s wrong. If you are a kid for instance at a certain age you are old enough to know right from wrong. I am thinking of adopting a boy and girl they can be asian or white or whatever we are all human. Anyway My grandpa on my dad’s side had kids at a young age like 18 and abused my dad and uncle mike physically and verbally. My grandma and grandma divorced when my dad and uncle were really young and my grandma took my aunt Nicole with her. I don’t like what my grandpa did but I still love my grandpa unconditionally because he is still my grandpa and he is still alive by the way. If he wasn’t my grandpa I would not like him at all. My great grandpa on my dad’s side was abused physically and verbally I am sure as well. So it was a cycle but my dad broke the cycle. My dad has the same name as me by the way but I am not a jr. His middle name is Marshall. I will never abuse my kids or never treat them like kids when they are adults at 18. I will always look out for my kids but still not treat them like kids treat them like adults. My mom and other fake people treat me like a kid and I don't deserve that treatment. But hey people have free will with let’s say not treating your kids like adults when they grow up. I will never find them a home they are not happy with or never put them in mental hospitals when they are not mentally ill did not do anything wrong or not treat them like adults when they grow up unlike my mom who treats me like s**t. Or never keep them from seeing their grandparents or family. My mom even didn’t let me in to my grandmothers or my nana. I came there late at night which was not my fault because I got off the wrong train by mistake and I got lost. This shows my mom is terrible. My nana is 86 years old nobody is getting any younger and I simply wanted to see her. My grandpa or poppy on my mom’s side and my grandma on my dad’s side are dead. Poppy died in 2015 at 82 of health issues and Grandma died in 2016 at only in her 60’s because of cancer.

I miss real friends or family who are gone. I can’t be too hard on myself that I didn’t get a chance to tell the fact everything’s always been old school to everybody on earth who are dead now. Dead from anything like dead from covid. For instance I would never be able to tell the fact to people who died on 9/11. I was too young only 6 years old. There is a certain age I think 7 where you learn how to understand words and sentences etc better. So I would have been able to tell or know or understand the fact by 7 years old. I just wasted my life, my youth, or time away not knowing this fact. But hey people can even have free will to waste their life or time away or not do anything with their life. Obviously I care to live a great life or do something with my life. I didn’t get chance to tell the fact to people who died from whatever. I didn’t get a chance to tell the fact to people who died from let’s say covid. I didn’t get a chance to tell the fact to my uncle kermit on my dad’s side He died in 2022 of smoking tobacco. He was like in his 70’s I think. My real friend Kimberly died in 2018 of overdose. So my mom got a Lyft for me to go back to New jersey from Pennsylvania with my ssi money and not let me see nana. She owes me money. So anyway Bringing kids in this world when everything's always been old school, is it really worth it? I know we gotta pro create to keep the human species alive, but again people have free will in life. I don’t want to bring kids in this world because It will be difficult for them to accept the fact everything’s always been old school or life is difficult. I don’t want to bring them in this world and make them miserable and they didn’t ask to be born. Nobody was asked to be born in life. Of course pro creating can bring a real or genuine person onto this earth or bring an evil or fake person on this earth like hitler for instance. People have free will to care or think about their existence. Why am I here? Why are we here? What is the purpose or meaning of life or my life? Human life is weird or mysterious. How did humans and everything else in life come to be? Again controversial stuff or the Big Bang theory aside. Outer space is weird or mysterious. You wonder what is out there. Deep thinking bout life, deep thoughts deep serious talk indeed. I care to say that yes you can have those questions but you still have a purpose in your life. It’s your life. It’s simple to think or say this that you gotta live your life to the fullest if you care to and even though it’s difficult or scary we will never know what happens in the after life there is nothing you can do about it but you still gotta simply live life that is all you can simply do. Nobody’s life is perfect but you can care or have free will to make it better. Life is too short to be miserable. There is a lot to think about life or your life. Life is difficult but try not to give up. Don’t give up. I care to say that. Try to motivate yourself by whatever motivates you to not give up find something that motivates you if you care to and it’s your free will again. They say live in the moment or enjoy life or love life if you care to it’s your free will. Sometimes you gotta look at at the past and you can still live in the now and the past never goes away like the fact everything’s always been old school and computers or digital being invented in world war 2 is a fact of the past and is important to know. It’s your free will to forget the past but you really can’t forget the past entirely or too much. Everybody doesn't have to pro create or have sex. Look at asexuals, my genuine friend Charlie Wills is asexual. Like I've been saying its no surprise people have free will with let’s say to not pro create or to never kiss or never date or never have sex in your life because everything's always been old school. A lot of family members I don’t get to see often like my cousin Barbara on my mom’s side ,I don’t think I ever met you, or have never met like my older cousins on my dad’s side Tiffany and Ecaterina I have met them but I haven’t met my aunt myrtle on my mom’s side who died in 2019 I didn’t get a chance to tell the fact as well. I wish I got to see them more often and knew the fact when I was younger. But hey people eve have free will to be estranged from family or not see family often. I really would like to start seeing my family more often.

So speaking of family there are pics of my family online. Real people in my family unlike my fake mom I obviously dislike my mom and fake people. Real friends are like family. We argue sometimes but we still love each other. Just like one time I fought my dad physically when I was 20 in 2016 because I walked away by myself in the hospital which made him upset and I had no cell phone if only I knew the fact then and had an analog cell phone. I understand he was looking out for me not treating me like a kid but he didn’t have to get this angry, my dad has had anger issues like this in the past. Sadly I think because of his abuse he is angry like this. So my dad fought me and when he found me he pushed me against the wall and then we started the fight a big commotion in the hospital. A real friend of mine cherann I am sure she didn’t intentionally wanna hurt me or be fake lie or be mean to get me in trouble with the police. She made an idiotic mistake big time. I forgive her for it. One thing I will say is most police officers are real or genuine and not fake. So this incident happened before I knew the fact and I was bothered by police brutality of minorities or police brutality to anybody. I was 23 at the time in 2018. It dosen’t bother as much now since I know the fact. I respect that and thank you for your service. Thanks officer mike, officer Neil, officer nick Petrone, officer Jose, Officer Frank, Officer John and female officer Sgt Black of Aberdeen nj shoutouts to you, shoutouts to the Aberdeen dispatcher can’t think of your name but you know who you are, shoutouts to all real people who are police officers. Zack pittius my real friend is a police officer thanks for your service. Real friends or real people obviously lie but not lying to hurt people which that is what fake people do obviously or they take advantage of you etc. I care to be positive obviously and I again care to be real. You can’t always be positive in life obviously. Shout outs to my cousin Noah Reid for the suit and tie swag. That’s what’s up. Shoutouts to John aka the report of the week for he has suit and tie swag as well and he of course has free will to wear suit and tie all the time it’s a good weird. John also knows food is life. My suit & tie swag as well as my tattoos which I want to get re done, one tattoo needs to say real people love life instead of positive people love life. Calvin Klein, nike Adidas Jordan like my Adidas hat wearing it front or backwards or on the side, or Adidas shoes or Adidas hoodie, nike socks etc swag, my timex analog watch, my ear rings that I got recently, my gold chain last year in 2022, and my owl ring and purple ring in 2022. The musician drake likes owls by the way. I like Drake. Purple ring purple ring you get that reference there? I like prince. RIP Prince. I plan to get dreads as well. Hopefully I will do so much before my 28th birthday like get a job or get a vehicle. I am close to 30 and never had a job etc it’s a little embarrassing but oh well. I need to get a fancy hat and business suit case for my suit and tie swag. Noah gave me this snazzy swag suit which actually the brand of the suit is called cousins formal wear. What do ya know? lol So people even have free will to dress how they want to or care how you wanna look. Fashion or apparel is old school. I have free will or I care to dress this way. People have free will to say what is cool neat or not neat or cool to them or positive or not positive. To most people being smart and real and simple is cool like me for instance. People have free will to be positive. People have free will to be negative. People have free will to be neutral. Shout outs to many genuine friends but here are a few such as Brian Silva, George A. Shank, Steven Ginter, Abdul, Charlie Wills, Umarou, George Acosta, James Jackson, and Theodore Wilson aka Oz. If you care to engage in his rap music, oz trilogy, please check him out on sound cloud or whatever. If only his music were analog. Also oz is a funny guy or weird in a good way because talks fast or the way he talks is funny to me. I know real people like me who like to remake whatever into analog. Shoutouts to my real friend Frank Stabile aka Frank from the ymca lol I like to call him Frank from the ymca I care to be weird or funny that is a good weird. Frank is a funny or weird guy in a good way. Frank has great taste in music by the way. I have known frank since I was 20 in 2015. I first heard the songs not with me and this dying soul in 2015 thanks to frank introducing me to not with me and dying soul. He likes the songs bizarre love triangle by new order, not with me by superior, this dying soul by dream theater, paradise city by guns and roses, pacific coast party by smash mouth, and butterfly by crazy town. Although sadly Frank has cancer. Frank Stabile is his full real name or he likes to go by Frank Beltane. Frank is only in his 30's like 33 or 32. I think 33. I hope you recover well Frank. If you care to support his fund raiser please do so. He prefers zelle so that he gets more funds no fees or taxes. 9087704157 gofund.me/b5680d8b

here are my other everything's always been old school videos on twitch and theodore's music if you care to engage in this.

If you made it this far thanks for caring to read my long messages. I had a lot to say about life and this fact. Again please spread the word or share my videos. I think I have said plenty lol. 20 paragraphs damn. This is the most I have ever written or typed in my life most likely. It took hours ad days to type all this.

I wanna simply say that I am so overwhelmed or my brain is overloaded by typing these long messages. So many thoughts or things to say. There is a ton to say about life or my life that it's overwhelming me. I typed or said so much that the it’s not even funny or sometimes messages won’t fit when I post them. I suppose I have said enough for now. Maybe I will add more stuff. I’ll simply say that people understand what I'm saying when I say the fact everything's always been old school or fact for short. I wanna say more about the fact but I am sure people get the gist of it or that what I say or wanna say is obvious because of the fact. So I guess it's not necessary for me to type or say all this. I know I have a ton of great things or great points to say but this is becoming way too much too frickin long. I typed 20 paragraphs. It's like I am trying to write a very long novel like harry potter geez man.

www.soundcloud.com/theodore-wilson-29413860/oztrillogy-da-introvert-the

www.twitch.tv/videos/1686521188?t=00h10m44s

https://www.twitch.tv/videos/1687426574?t=00h14m50s

By the way I was on cspan talking about everything’s always been old school or the fact for short, if you care to watch. timestamp is 11:01 c-span.org/video/?524145-4/washington-journal-news-headlines-viewer-calls

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