Oon niin tosi kiinni siinä miten vähän voin vaikuttaa nyt mihinkään. Miten vähän millään sillä on väliä miten teen nyt. Mun täytyy vaan odottaa et kaikki on taas joskus hyvin.
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Someone kill me
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Tää on niinku kolmannen asteen palovamma joka syövyttää ihan ihon syvintäkin kerrosta.Luin joskus koulunvessanseinästä et "mitä jos oot liian sokee rakastaessani toista huomatakseni sinut?" Ja tajuun vaan et vaikka rakastin sua niin huomasin mielummin muut ja oon vaan yks iso pettynyt kasa paskaaa siitä et tein niin. Mut kuitenkin pakko hyväksyä se et jos työntää palavan tulitikun kämmenen sisään niin ei voi jäädä muuta ku kaduttava iän ikuinen haava.
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Anneli Auer on käyttöesine
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AHHHH THIS IS WHAT I HAVE BEEN WAITING FORR!!! its finally here : it all crashed down at ones again :-33 mmmmm where my happy pillss at tho???
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im so lostt like i dont feel anything ??? at all?? at nothingg??? like name any person --> i wouldnt fwel anything ? tell me my best friend died --> wouldnt feel shit
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I’m so lost.. I havent felt any joy lately at all ..
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How r u?
:-) oh honey ofc im gonna tell u the truth just like this whole week right?? :Dddd the fuckk ofc i feel shit and have a suicide plan ready to go but as if i would tell it to u ♡
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I NEED THEM TO STOP STOP STOP STOOPPP U R NOT TO MESS MEE ?!?!?!,!?!, Stop itt i need to controlll
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I went for a run and find a perfect spot !! its so greyt its cloae enought to my home and it will do it immedeately
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I just started crying cos someone loves me and cares about me??? i meann i cant have this going on she cares too much and i cant ever love her enough??? Im in a fukin fight w myself and i want to tell this to her but i dont want to tell her that im anxious shiittt im so in pain cos she deserves sooo much and im like this????@?;##8
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i feel soo shitty everything is just shit SHIT SHIITTTT
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I HATE THIS!! I hate that she cares about me???? i cant push her away cos i love her but that makes me so weak??? i should be able to cos im gonna ruin her slslsldnddk
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I'm at that point in my life where I think about overdose every day
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idk idk idk . i am yelling without feeling shit inside me.
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