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juniperseeker 2 months
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100 hands
Rejected Titan
Grasping palm
Covering my skin
I feel you everywhere
My heart in you teeth
Your water in my mouth
Touching crown to feet
Still I want more
I feel your hands
Capturing the prana
That flows between us
Wide eyes like belladonna
Scratch me
Bite me
Suck me
Bruise me
Everstill,
I want more
Teaching me to be feral
As you've always been
Teach me this
Again and again
I have forgotten
Remind me my beast
Tensions rising
Prolonging release
Wanting, needing more
Crashing seas of motion
Rhythm of fire and wind
Lightning bolts of extacy
Crying out between gasping in
Caged between your fingers
Light of sun and moon will judge
That of your many hands
I cannot get enough
Breathing, breeding
Give
Me
More
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juniperseeker 2 months
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There's a hole inside me
It grows bigger and fills the space of me
It grows until I disappear
It grows outside of me
The space inside me spills over and into the space around me
It's everywhere
It touches everyone close to me
I dont know what it feels like to be whole
And if I did, I wouldn't be,
Because this hole is a part of me
I don't know how to feel whole
... without this hole.
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juniperseeker 2 months
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Yellow eyes
Piercing the skies
From the branches of trees climbed
You never left
My soul you've kept
Following the each path I've stepped
Outlasting each one
Every partner
15 plus years, we've had fun
Don't turn to calling cries
Ones from the depths
Now the beconing has began
Coughs and sneezes, achy
Feels ill lately
Fountain of youth, love, forever baby
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juniperseeker 2 months
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Obsession
It fuels me
It burns me
It thrills me
It yearns me
It cloaks me
It torments me
Flipping the switch
I peal back the curtain
That I hide behind
Hoping to find comfort outside
As everything swirls inside
Both unpredictable
Exciting
Terrifying
Just a peek
I'm so weak
Break my own heart
Feed my own soul
What else do I have to look forward to?
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juniperseeker 2 months
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Love doesn't have to be us crossing mountains and oceans to declare it
We're here together now
In this moment
Love is me holding you until you fall asleep like a child in his mother's grasp
Love is you bringing me snacks when you come back from buying gas
Love is me learning how to make your coffee without even tasting it
Love is you taking me and my cat to the vet because she's sick
Love is watching my favorite movies and showing me your favorite shows
Love is quoting our favorite references, making our own jokes
From years gone past
From the first moment to the last
Love is living forever in each other's eyes
Love is dying every second to be in each other lives
Love is dropping everything to see my step-dad in the icu
Love is holding hands at the graves of the ones we knew
Love is your freely given affection that I had to beg for from my ex
Love is the seduction, not the pressure, that leads to great sex
Love is reminding you to not leave your headphones when we go
Love is you driving for me when there's water on the road
Love is your putting my pleasure first, and I yours, and not just in bed
Love is sometimes curling up together and crying intead
Love is you letting me decorate your cozy home
Love is you giving me space, but me never letting you feel alone
Love is picking wildflowers that grow on the side of the road
Love is teaching each other all the things we've come to know
Love isn't a novel written for the masses
Love is when two souls meet in their passes
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juniperseeker 2 months
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Any accomedation a wheel chair needs is an accomedation a stroller needs. Honestly how can yall keep telling us to have babies when society can't even accomedate disabled people
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juniperseeker 2 months
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Swing from a mood
Each eye observes the moon
Cycles so predictable
In awe still
Inside ever hollow
Catching moving shadows
The only constant is change
Lost here still
Tendrils stretching out
Pillers standing stout
Beams of light and dark
Poured to fill
Breech
Breech
Shattered speech
Change a feeling, change a mind
Change a cliche
Into a spike
Ties and tethers
New knots when severed
Rip and twist
Frayed everstill
The only constant is change
Efforts only deranged
To fight the constant
entropy
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juniperseeker 1 year
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Evil doesn't look creepy.
No evil looks right into your eyes.
It looks at you and says "Trust me".
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juniperseeker 1 year
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A little secret about me
... I don't answer the phone if I think my voice will sound sad
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juniperseeker 1 year
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juniperseeker 1 year
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To my ex,
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I just want to say thank you.
Thank you for pulling me out the cage when I was afraid to walk through the door.
Thank you for bringing me back to the place where you found me and leaving me there.
I was scared and alone but I found my way to a better home.
I would have never done that if you hadn't dropped me off
I wouldn't be free if I hadn't been abandoned, if I still had that loyalty to you. I never really cared about the quality of care you had for me bc I all I wanted was to please you. Nothing was ever enough for you so now I'm free to investigate what is enough for me.
I found a good home when you kicked me out of ours.
.
Thank you.
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juniperseeker 1 year
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juniperseeker 1 year
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Idky but I know I'll never be enough for you
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juniperseeker 1 year
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You know what? Just respond to that message right away of you want to. You're not clingy for being avaliable and open to love. There are no rules. If they don't like it then it's just the trash taking itself out.
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juniperseeker 1 year
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Everyone else wanted me... except you
...
I just wanted you
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juniperseeker 2 years
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I'd be
So important to you
If I
...
Dissappeared..
Everyone would love me
They would,
Miss me
They'd wonder why
Maybe even feel guilt
But only then will you find
That you never really knew me
At all
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juniperseeker 2 years
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I always ask myself if I can survive the winter and forget to ask myself if I even want to
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