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I force people to watch Dofus: Aux Tresors
My name is Ro. 20yo. Русский/English. Be warned, I spam reblogs, especially while hunting for old fanart. Art Blog: @atchamcrepin Krosmoz Analysis Blog: @kerubimcrepin AO3: ronik
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My thoughts always come back to this game
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Thee most daughter dad dynamic ever
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someone commissioned me this from my alt and I couldn't be happier
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#you telling me you thought joris was popular#because you found my 2 meme videos 2 amvs and the sexyman wikia article i wrote about him.
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About Goultard's Dissociative Identity Disorder
This post is a collection of thoughts, analysis, wild extrapolating, reading too much into small details, and pure speculation. Please forgive how messy this is, this whole post might be uncomprehensible.
Some things Goultard says about the system
- he created it to make immortality bearable
I truly dont believe he means he consciously created his alters. He can hardly control them. They were a creation of his mind as a means of coping with / surviving the various traumas he faced throughout his life.
- it's a curse given by his father
Either the "curse" he speaks of is immortality itself, or he holds his father and god responsible for what he's had to go through (without him ever protecting or saving him)
The Alters
Goultard : Apparently Normal Part, Host. He's aware of the system. But sometimes partially forgets about it and how it functions.
I assume he has pretty unreliable memory. Sometimes forgets where he is, how he got there, what he was supposed to do, he can forget about things that happened or that he did etc...
Classic dissociation + can enter a kind of hibernation/complete dormancy and sleep for weeks, months, years, when needed or out of boredom.
Vlad : Emotional Part. Formerly unaware of the system, now aware of it (or at least aware of goultard being the host) embodies anger, exteriorizes unresolved rage and resentment by violently lashing out until the body has calmed down.
Somewhat naturally takes a protective role without really meaning to, taking control when certain emotions become too much to bear for the host, redirecting the violence outward instead of inwards.
First fronting triggered by Algathe's death.
Vald : Between Fragment and Apparently Normal Part. Not aware of the system. Too little experience and time fronting to pass as a fully formed individual (but people usually assume he's just stupid). In a way, his role IS to be too stupid to feel sadness, or anything much. But could develop into a real ANP if given the chance.
Born out of a desire for numbness. Possibly related to missing the crimson dofus after it was taken away from the system?? The whole system seems very attached to the crimson dofus, yearning for its warmth, letting its power consume them from the inside out.
How they form
Vlad and Vald didnt suddenly appear because of a single event each triggering them into existence. Rather they formed slowly and over extended periods of time from more or less specific needs, locked away in the confines of the mind before being awakened and forced to front by a triggering event causing a switch.
The underlying cause of the disorder being the hundreds of years spent inhabitated by a symbiotic shushu, manipulating his emotions and sense of self, slowly fracturing it over time.
Other Alters ?
There could potentially be more alters staying in hiding, unbeknownst to Goultard (and the rest of the system)
The differences between the way goultard acts in dofus and in wakfu, specifically emotionally, could imply a split happened between dofus and wakfu. A new identity that hasnt fronted yet would have taken these aspects that the host no longer has.
Most probably caused by losing arty, goultard's love for him was what freed him from the demon after all.
Goultard now hides in order to cry, when he used to feel no shame crying nuzzled in Arty's arms.
This would have been exacerbated by Goultard being put into a role of mentor and caregiver to Tristepin, worsening his emotional repression (that a new emotional part could have formed to embody instead).
Tristepin being the reincarnation of his father, whom he has conflicted feelings about, and having his children brutally murdered in the past, explain why he'd want/need to keep him at a distance, wanting him to not think of him as family, only as his mentor/master.
Edit : I forgot to mention his habit of self-isolation, just imagine I did
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It gnaws on its own tail
Feeding into and upon itself
Succubus ouroboros
Chewing whole to self ingest
It takes what I can't give
The body betrays itself
I've been thinking a lot about Goultard's system and have some headcanons about how it works. I wanted to create a new alter, which - just like Vlad represents Gou's rage, hatred, blood-lust - would be a reflection of his pain and fears, as well as a lot of other undesirable repressed memories and emotions. Disgust, guilt, grief, self-hatred... Vanya remembers the most accurately the feeling of being inhabited for centuries by Medoroziam, and faces most of the consequences of the trauma it caused.
I was listening to Body Betrays Itself by Pharmakon as well as Day of Tears and Mourning by Ligna Ignota while coming up with him, so you can listen too if you want to get a feel of what I was going for :)
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wanting to talk to people is so fucking embarrassing. literally hi it's me again I wanted to have a conversation with you because I think you're fun to talk to. oh god you can just fucking kill me if you want sorry
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Tumblr Top Ships Bracket - Round 1 Side 2
This poll is a celebration of fandom and fandom history; we're aware that there are certain issues with many of the listed pairings and sources, but they are a part of that history. Please do not take this as an endorsement, and refrain from harassment.
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Honestly i think im tainted but thats because when I was 10 i also had crushes on celebrities and embarrassing posters so the idea of joris having a crush on khan is so funny to me.
Never met your heroes...
KINDA WHAT!!
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Knowing a fic author through AO3 is like attending someone’s thesis presentation and politely clapping at the end, knowing a fic author through this hellsite is like going over to their house at 3AM to watch them eat mayonnaise out of a jar
#ppl @ me and fragile fic.#i hope my ''i accidentally gave joris ocd while writing this and thats not even half of his problems'' fic compelled you to watch me at 3am
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I need to (remembers to not make casual suicide jokes in order to encourage a more outwardly positive mindset and healthy conversational environment in my day to day life) kill myself
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Tot just went to twitter, wrote "well during the making of the movie, we considered Joris to be a mageslayer. A person who doesn't practice or is even able to feel magic." And then logged off without elaborating. Normal world.
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