foreign guys really treat me way way way better than any filipino men could ever do. i never thought i would ever like the idea of the man paying for everything. i was so used to splitting the bills or even paying for everything. i was so used to doing things on my own, taking care of myself and being independent. i’ve been convincing myself for a long time that yeah, it’s just fair.
admittedly, it feels nice to depend on a man, to be spoiled, to be taken care of, to be treated so well, princess treatment feels so nice. this made me love being a woman
too many unseen beauties existing in the strangest things. it can be hidden and unconventional; beauty can exist even if it is unnoticed, unrecognized and overlooked 🤍
i miss the genuine happiness i felt during the moments we were together. i acted cold and bland in front of you. i was unreadable. i decided to put a wall between us and clearly imply to you that it will not work, even after you admit to me and in front of everyone, that you like me.
i don’t know if i should regret it, but what was liking a person for you? i want to understand. cause i still long for all the butterflies i felt in my stomach because of you.
the way you speak to me, the way you treat me, and the way you care for me, even in front of your family and everyone else on the island, feels surreal. i was hoping we could make this work despite telling you it wouldn’t work. i was hoping you would be stubborn and pushy until i give in. i know i am confusing, but what do i do? i am hesitant, cause no one ever treated like that.
but what were all those romantic deeds for? just to get the pleasure? just for ego-boosting? for sex? i am in a daze cause why aren’t we talking about it?
nonetheless, i am really grateful for everything there is, and i look forward to more. please take care of yourself, and good luck with your fitness journey hahaha, it seems like you really are going to take it seriously this time. until we meet again 🤍
It's hard when you’ve never been treated right by a guy; when one man finally treats you right, you get all defensive and question his actions. You even end up pushing him away. >:
why do i have to be so emotional every time i am about to have my period? 😭 it leads me to make irrational decisions and decisions i would regret, i hate it, damn these hormones
a short compilation of where i’ve been (solo) in recent years 🤍 highlighted only my favorites. finally starting to love life and started living more than just surviving. more to come 🍃
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