(after the semi realism yesterday I decided to fuck about with style again. wasn't sure which version I liked more, the one with 'Schuhmacher's Nightmare' or not, so have both)
I've got the t swift tag blocked because I got vaguely annoyed, and that's enough for me to block a tag at this point. But she keeps appearing everywhere.
And I mean Everywhere
It's driving me fucking insane.
I feel like I'm being haunted by her and her fans and I'm a rat, stuck in her shadow as she leans down and sings weird lyrics at me and all I can do is squeak in terror while she keeps smiling and singing about some dude i dont know nor want to know pls help me-
a team of the most skilled writers in the country couldn’t achieve the same visceral reaction to anything that this clip got out of me the first time i saw it
every time i start to feel cringe for being too deep in the hyperfixation i remember the intense depression i have waded through and have to remind myself that enjoyment is fleeting (so grab it with both hands), and life is for loving (so hold that love close), and if anyone thinks i’m cringe they must not be having a very good time (and i hope they can find a good time soon).
(the true CG experience is slowly realising that Fox is the most awkward and cringe person on the whole planet, but everybody keeps supporting her anyway)
its so difficult to draw anatomy. and objects. and backgrounds. and clothing. and colors. and lighting. i honestly dont know how i ever managed to draw anything in my entire life