I’ve been feeling very alone. Not like depression or whatever it’s like I feel alone whether im with people or not. Like I feel no matter who is on my team I will always be an outsider. Friend groups makes me nervous and even one to one friendships make me uncomfortable. I feel like im slowly separating from everyone and I don’t know if that’s healthy. I just been loving the quietness, no drama nor gossip like life feels peaceful with nobody but again im not sure if this is healthy.
I get into these moods where I feel lonely. Everyone has friends and relationships and I feel left out. My Aquarius sun speaks volumes on my loneliness and what people don’t get is were literally the outcast from everything and everyone. What we get is that we’re “unemotional” and “weird” and it’s because we’ve learned to not show our emotions because it will never be accepted. Our “weird” attitude is us simply being us without any regrets .I’m so tired of how we’re so bad when people only look at our flaws, we’re judged if we express ourselves, we’re judged if we speak up.