I used to be the ask nick wild page, and it wasn’t pretty

Okay so I know I have a lot of followers that I gained during the time this account was used as a zootopia ask Art blog, and many of which are probably confused as the what in the hell happened to it and why they’re following this account. Initially before I went radio silent on this page, I claimed I was taking a short hiatus due to art block. Which unfortunately wasn’t the case. There were a multitude of things that cause me to abandon this account. Much of it was personal life issues, put the main cause was as follows:

TW! -So many of you may be shocked to discover that at the time I was consistently running this page, I was only 12/13. Yeah, I know. Not to be cocky put my art evidently didn’t quite reflect that and I didn’t talk much as myself on the page so many may not have been able to figure that out. I would receive a multitude of asks of a sexual nature, this didn’t bother me much as it was directed at the characters I was drawing for and not myself. Unfortunately, during my first Christmas running this page, I made the horrible mistake of showing me face on a live stream. I didn’t think that was going to be a problem at all, having been rather innocent in a means of romantic/sexual experiences. I was only a kid after all. After that fateful stream, I was subjected to a swarm of anonymous messages. Some were innocent, expressing that they found me cute and so on, the rest, not so much. I received so many disturbing anon asks, asking me about weather I was virgin, what said person sending them would like to do to me and a few saying they wanted to r*ape me. I didn’t know what to do, I didn’t want to reveal my age on the account in fear of scrutiny or just fear that whoever was sending them already knew. I don’t know if there were multiple senders or just one, but it left me feeling depressed, self concious and disgusting. I may have just been being sensitive as I was assulted at a rather young age but either way, it was obviously unacceptable. To be honest I didn’t want to talk about this, I was just going to let this account rot away but i got to thinking last night about all of the good experiences i had here. All the kind people and the joy they brought me. I felt I owed all of you an explanation. I’m sorry and I really don’t know what to do with this page so let me know.

Special thank you s to @pyrophoricitee and @alexboehm55144 , you guys didn’t know it but talking to you guys about stupid shit or just casual convos helped a lot.