♫ Favourite Song  ↳ Within Temptation - Mother Earth

Birds and butterflies, rivers and mountains she creates. But you’ll never know, the next move she’ll make.

Favorite singer 💕

Kyle Thompson (Prints)

Kyle Thompson (Prints)

Im back bitches

Ok, no one notice my absence 😢

Its been a long time since the last time that I used tumbler, and a lot of the things happen in my life. Work, university, depression, + 15 kg, im feeling sad all the time, my anxietis grows so much that everytime I fells that it will explode for my chest and that I can’t control it. Im so full of things and I’m so empty at the same time!!!! I feel ugly. The ungliest person in the word. Yesterday I would go on a date with a guy, but he didn’t went, and without a warning. And he is  the sixth guy followed that is not going to have a date with me without warning. Whats the problem with me? if it was only one guy, okay, shit happens, but SIX? Whats the problem??? Why I’m so far  Im so ugly for this happen, why I dont born pretty?? Im so annoying? Im so freak? Freak is a word that I’m telling myself the last days. But I look for the true freaks and I can’t feel home. Where should I stay? Where I belong?

I can’t identify myself with  no one, with nothing. All music and art that I love are so versatile, but I cant find this versatile in my life. All the guys that I Fallen in love dispense me,  smashed my heart and throw it  away. I never done it to anyone, never! Why they done it to me? And if I done, its because I’m became a stone people. and I hate that! I try to show myself to everyone as a safe, strong and determined person, but i’m a creep. Im so fragile. Sometimes and want to stop walking and cry where I am. I could write all the night, but I’m sure that no one will read this. sorry for my english gramma mistakes then, bye

Art by Heather Theurer

GET TO KNOW ME MEME → Favorite tv shows [2/5]

↳ Doctor Who (1963-present)

" Now my Doctor, I’ve seen whole armies turn and run away. And he’d just swagger off, back to his TARDIS. And open the doors with a snap of fingers. The Doctor. In the TARDIS. Next stop: everywhere."

Inerte

Passei tanto tempo na escuridão das esquinas, nos becos escuros, no meio da multidão sozinho vendo o movimento mas o movimento não me movimentava a interação entre os que vinham até mim era tão comensal, assim eu pensava eu aproveitei, eu usei, eu dei adeus sem olhar

Agora o lampião aparenta se ascender, mas viciado estou em mim mesmo e preso nessa caixa de papelão imunda Eu não consigo sair, não posso, o sol doi em meus olhos. Apenas uma rápida olhada, balbuciadas palavras, e cada nervo se contrai e congela.

Eu não deveria mas o faço Você já fez isso antes Fiz e cada segundo permanecido queimou minha pele

Esperei 36 luas para 32 sois brilharem em minha direção Seu calor move montanhas até seus rios se esticarem e fixam universos castanhos em mim Tanto tempo olhando a minha feiura que tanta beleza me assusta me faz correr, dentro de mim mesmo, até me travar por completo Sou um androide desse medo

Você já fez isso antes Fiz e cada segundo permanecido queimou minha pele Passei tanto tempo inerte depois de correr, que correr não sei mais Então fico parado, e deverei Até você sumir na escuridão da proxima esquina dos becos escuros

Lucas Pereira