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tw: self-harm, ED, self-hate, verbal abuse
I will never be beautiful or find myself pretty because I am fat.
I am just a glob of overhanging skin and subcutaneous fat with a cursed conscious.
If I were thin, men would respect me.
If I were thin and had good skin, and had hair that was shiny, long, and straight, I wouldn't be yelled at by my boyfriend.
He'd shut up.
I want to be so thin that people are afraid to touch me. I want to be so thin that I can't stand up without passing out.
I'm so fucking ugly with my big, fat, round moon face.
I'm such a piece of shit.
If there is a God and He made me, he immediately had to wash his eyes so that they'd be clean of the filth he'd just touched with his own two hands.
My own mother is getting a liposuction because being related to me or in my proximity is enough to make people fat.
I'm just like her, at this point. The only chance I'll ever get at being thin is by having liposuction and even then, I'll still be alive and that's enough for me to feel fat.
I want to disappear into myself, as if I had never existed.
I'm such a waste of whale blubber. I could fuel 5 indigenous Alaskan families through the winter.
I'm so fucking gross.
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tw: self-harm
I kind of want to sell off my virginity to get it over with.
I might hire a sex worker to come and fuck me so that I don't have to deal with the fact that no one wants me.
I want to feel what it's like to be fucked by someone who doesn't love me and never will.
I want to feel taken advantage of. I'm tired of people pretending they want to live their entire lives with me just to get pussy.
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tw: ED, BED, gore, body dysmorphia, hysteria
It's getting bad again
It's getting bad again
It's getting bad again
It's all poison
All the food is poison
I thought it would never happen again because I know what I should be doing and what actually helps me lose weight but I can't stand the idea of shoving another forkful of food down my throat.
I know that eventually I'm going to wander into a corner store and buy a bag of chips and that'll be my only meal for the day because I'm a fat fuck and I can't resist giving into my body.
I'll forever be disgustingly fat. I can feel every molecule of it on my body, I can feel it squishing all around my bones and it makes me want to chop it off with a kitchen knife until I'm nothing but skin and bones.
I can't stand it, I can't stand it, I can't stand it, I can't stand it
I'm gonna scream
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Why stay in one place when you can leave?
ever since I was a little girl I鈥檝e always thought like I want to leave
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For B
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i love when i can see my bus waiting at a red light from the bus stop. come here babygirl
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do you guys remember when nutella used to be like the girlblogger version of bacon
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I find dream stans insufferable.
Leave Mark alone. Leave me alone. Go do something else.
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Hi I'm just stopping by to give every trans man a kiss on the forehead. Reblog to give every trans man a kiss yourself.
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Reblog to make the person u reblogged this from comfy n cozy
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sounds to me like you were called an outfit-repeater.
I think "outfit repeater" has got to be the most pathetic insult I've ever heard. Like, do you think I'm gonna throw out my clothes as soon as I wear them? The clothes I like? That I look good in?
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