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imjustarandomkid · 5 years
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I apologize if I ever was a toxic person in your life, I’m maturing more everyday, correcting my wrongs and slowly but surely becoming a better version of me.
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imjustarandomkid · 5 years
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I’m surprised I haven’t killed myself yet, lol.
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imjustarandomkid · 6 years
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“I always get what I want. I break hearts and shatter dreams and feel nothing. I watch people in love and know I will never be one of them. I look at people fired up with passion and know I will never be one of them, either. I sit on benches with blue skies above me and sunlight in my hair and long for something that will never belong to me. Apathy is the strongest feeling I have ever had.”
— Amanda Erin, Apathy
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imjustarandomkid · 6 years
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Nothing
I don’t want to exist.
I don’t want to die.
I just want to fade away without a trace.
I just want to slowly fold into myself
Until I’m too small to be.
I just want to carefully collapse
Into this fuzzy emptiness
That my emotions seem to have vacated.
Because lately, I’ve felt nothing;
And it’s not like I’ve been on autopilot,
Cruising through blue skies without a worry.
It’s like I’m crash-landing,
Spiraling through the air,
And I can’t bring myself to care,
To find the energy to move my face
Out of its neutral resting place.
I’ve just ignored,
Ignored the empty cavern of emotions,
Ignored the nagging need to disappear.
Just do your homework,
It’s fine
If you’re 50 pages behind.
Just go eat dinner,
Pretend you don’t swing between
Eating every five minutes and not eating all day.
Just go to that birthday party,
Maybe you can act excited enough, loud enough, happy enough
To stir up some adrenaline.
Fake it ‘til you make it, right?
Grab the wheel,
Even though you have no idea
How to fly a plane.
~Reyna M.
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imjustarandomkid · 6 years
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if rain is what you want // slipknot
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imjustarandomkid · 6 years
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via weheartit
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imjustarandomkid · 6 years
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When you look up a shady person’s birthday and see that they’re a Scorpio
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👼“The memories haunt me”👼
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imjustarandomkid · 6 years
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“Depression is being colorblind and constantly told how colorful the world is.”
— Atticus
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imjustarandomkid · 6 years
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“Sleep doesn’t help if it’s your soul that’s tired.”
— (via dom-publiczny)
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imjustarandomkid · 6 years
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“You wake up every morning to fight the same demons that left you so tired the night before, and that, my love, is bravery.”
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imjustarandomkid · 6 years
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“Is any of it real? I mean, look at this. Look at it! A world built on fantasy. Synthetic emotions in the form of pills. Psychological warfare in the form of advertising. Mind-altering chemicals in the form of… food! Brainwashing seminars in the form of media. Controlled isolated bubbles in the form of social networks. Real? You want to talk about reality? We haven’t lived in anything remotely close to it since the turn of the century. We turned it off, took out the batteries, snacked on a bag of GMOs while we tossed the remnants in the ever-expanding dumpster of the human condition. We live in branded houses trademarked by corporations built on bipolar numbers jumping up and down on digital displays, hypnotizing us into the biggest slumber mankind has ever seen. You have to dig pretty deep, kiddo, before you can find anything real. We live in a kingdom of bullshit. A kingdom you’ve lived in for far too long. So don’t tell me about not being real. I’m no less real than the fucking beef patty in your Big Mac.”
— Mr. Robot
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