Fortesa Latifi, from The Truth About Grief.

My mom died and I'm angry about it

My mom dying has been one of the worst things in this world that has ever happened to me. I will probably never be the same person that I was when she existed in this physical world but I am trying to be. I am angry about it. I am sad that I had to watch her health decline right before my eyes. The amount of trauma I have experienced in the little time I have been on this Earth is freaking exhausting and I am truly tired. It doesn't get better and I do not want to be strong and I'm tired of people telling me that. I want a peace of mind and to live a life that isn't so sad. I'm tired of persevering and being resilient. I want to climb into a shell like a turtle and never come out.

I have something to say

i have something to say but social media can be such a soulless space that i made this blog in the hopes that i can speak freely and no one will ever see it