बारा.

Nihilism and Absurdism

one/?

bday boy!!

everytime i replay the game im reminded of how much i like these idiots

Flowers for no reason are a sign of a good man

are you really gonna stand there staring at me?

gracefully hops onto the Barbie trend and falls on my face <3

i have been blessed by a vision

How dangerous,

to finally have something worth losing.

The subtlest of pressure was still behind that sleek dark-colored shoe as Kamukura now set his intense crimson gaze upon Servant who was held back to the floor.

He had succeeded in stopping the worst of the despair in its tracks at least.

"I already told you before." Kamukura's features darkened slightly. He wasn't totally unaffected by the likes of Enoshima's despair either, and that was only proved even more as he tightened his grip on the chain between his fingers and pulled in an attempt to force Servant to sit up.

"I wanted your company. It is that simple."

Continued

"You can think of it as an offering. Come to my room later and I'll remove the one that Enoshima placed on you too."

Izuru had his own methods of doing such a thing, and despite the neutral disposition that he held around most people... He might have held his own reasoning for wanting to slap a collar around Servant as well.

"You will come to my room right?" There was an unvoiced command even as his voice was monotone in quality.

"You act as if it's so easy to discount others and where they factor in." He supposed it was only natural for someone such as Komaeda who had distanced himself of his own accord due to his disastrous luck cycle.

The pair of them walked for a while in silence upon leaving the estate where the party was being held to begin with.

"I'm surprised that they got Togami-san to agree to that." Hajime said after awhile before he moved to slide his arm around the fluffy-haired luckster.

"I did, now did you want to go somewhere or not? I know things are still being restored, but that least have a park nearby that we can go to."

@despairfound Asked:

025, an empty balcony while a party goes on inside.

Hajime was wearing his best tuxedo as he leaned over the railing of the balcony. He was holding a drink in hand after he had pulled away from the party.

He just needed a breather for a few minutes and to not be passed around like the newest novelty due to his newly acquired talents as one 'Izuru'.

"At least the night is halfway over." He said as he smiled to himself before he brought the glass up to his lips to sample once more.

[Bullet] (shuichi catching a bullet for kokichi)

Non-verbal

"You're kidding right, Saihara-chan?" Kokichi thought all of it was a prank of some sort at first. Especially with how the Ultimate Detective had just been talking with him like normal.

"...Please, be joking." The Ultimate Supreme Leader could be a liar when he wanted to be, but right now he was giving an honest display of affection as Shuichi was knocked back on the floor and seemed to be bleeding out quickly.

He was wearing a smile as if just wearing one would magically get the dark-haired male to stand up again.

He switched quickly to rage as he moved to support his hand underneath the detective as he lifted him slightly up off of the Gymnasium flooring.

"Why would you jump in front of a bullet meant for me of all damn people?! Are you stupid?!" In his upset he didn't have a filter at the moment.

"I am not ill, no." Kamukura stated with neutral bluntness that was so accustomed to his character whenever he spoke to anyone let alone the luckster turned Servant.

Instead of giving a verbal answer he simply gave a nod of his head towards Servant as he watched him express himself with his unusual tics as he rubbed the back of his neck with his good hand.

He had been expecting that from Servant all along during this encounter as despair had crept up into his very being it seemed like.

"Degrade you?" A brow rose as he gripped the steel lead of the chain in one fell movement, and before Servant was able to process what was occurring he had a dark shoe pressing up into his chest so that Kamukura could simply tip him back onto the floor behind him.

"Why would I want to do that?"

Continued

"You can think of it as an offering. Come to my room later and I'll remove the one that Enoshima placed on you too."

Izuru had his own methods of doing such a thing, and despite the neutral disposition that he held around most people... He might have held his own reasoning for wanting to slap a collar around Servant as well.

"You will come to my room right?" There was an unvoiced command even as his voice was monotone in quality.

[ scared ] [muse of your choice?]

@gloomgheist

Non-verbal

"I really didn't see you there!" Hajime said as he dropped his messenger bag. He would have dropped his coffee cup too if it hadn't been for catching it mid air in his hand before it got a chance to hit the ground.

He had walked into a firm wall of a person, but quickly backed up so that he could apologize profusely with a bow or two.

"I'm sorry!" He really didn't see why he was apologizing since honestly the individual with moss colored hair had been so silent that Hajime hadn't noticed him at all.

He had been frightened by how soon the male came out of nowhere a bit too.

"I was honestly a little surprised that Tanaka-san was willing to share as well..." Hajime said with a small laugh. He had been caught off guard with how the usual loner had approached him with his own lunch. Throughout all of this he had still seemed to have his own idiosyncrasies that were so usual for the animal lover.

"Yes, that is what happened." Izuru had merely been on the way to the Togami estate when he had a man practically tripping over himself trying to get away from him.

All through his explanation to the fox the wolf simply kept up his simple gesture of affection.

Hajime was enjoying his side bowl of rice and chewing thoughtfully, but he dropped his chopsticks upon Ko rubbing his thigh. A hint of flush was very apparent on his features.

"A booth near the stores downtown were holding a drawing. I only intended to buy a packet of the tissues, but I was instructed to turn a crank and won as a gold ball came tumbling out." Izuru explained and then pulled out the packet of tissues he had stopped for at the booth in the first place-- a rather adorable cartoon fox was curled up on the packet.

@hxpefulmuses (cont. thread)

"I'm surprised that Tanaka shared with you. I figured some animal would have joined in before you got a bite." The fox had to be in awe, though, the dark-haired male had a way with animals that Ko hadn't witnessed in ages. "His family must be descended from some powerful bloodline." Maybe they'd had their own inugami.

The feeling of Izuru's foot on his leg made his eyes widen briefly. It wasn't like the kami to do such a thing. So of course Ko accepted such a romantic gesture.

"Someone ran screaming from you and you were just walking?" Komaeda laughed at the mental visual he got of the brooding male just walking and a full-grown yakuza man screaming and tripping over himself.

"Tissues? Cat Café? Where on earth did you go to get such an unusual combination?" Ko placed a hand on Hajime's thigh just so the brunet didn't get too upset with a slight lack of attention. "I never thought I'd hear those words together."

🐝  *  ―  𝑵𝑶𝑵-𝑽𝑬𝑹𝑩𝑨𝑳 𝑨𝑵𝑮𝑺𝑻 𝑷𝑹𝑶𝑴𝑷𝑻𝑺. (  some triggering content ahead. add " + " to reverse the action.  )

[ wipe ] sender wipes away receiver's tears [ hurt ] sender hurts receiver with words [ lonely ] sender finds receiver alone in a dark room [ wounded ] sender patches up receiver's wounds [ crying ] sender finds receiver crying [ help ] sender runs to receiver when they scream for help [ nightmare ] sender wakes receiver up from a nightmare [ dying breath ] sender talks to receiver before dying [ hold on ] sender pulls receiver into their arms [ anger ] sender takes their anger out on receiver [ argue ] sender gets into a heated argument with receiver [ scared ] sender scares receiver [ sick ] sender cares for receiver while they are sick [ palm ] sender places a hand on receiver to stop them from doing something [ fight ] sender gets into a physical fight with receiver [ comfort ] sender tries to comfort receiver [ blood ] sender notices that receiver is bleeding [ collapse ] sender collapses into receiver's arms [ pressure ] sender puts pressure on receiver's wound [ slap ] sender slaps receiver in the face [ panic ] sender helps receiver through a panic attack [ lie ] sender catches receiver in a lie [ sobs ] sender sobs uncontrollably while receiver holds them [ hiding ] sender finds out that receiver has hidden an injury from them [ death ] sender just died, receiver finds out [ chin up ] sender lifts receiver's chin to stop them from hiding their tears [ fears ] sender talks to receiver about their fears [ scream ] sender screams at receiver [ coping ] sender teaches receiver some coping mechanisms [ loss ] sender is there for receiver after they've lost someone important to them [ needs ] sender asks receiver what they need [ bullet ] sender takes a bullet for receiver [ bruises ] sender finds bruises of unknown origin on receiver [ rainfall ] sender finds receiver out alone in the rain [ hospital ] sender wakes up in a hospital bed and finds receiver sitting by their bedside [ intrude ] sender walks in on receiver treating their wounds [ calming ] sender tries to calm down receiver [ inspection ] sender holds receiver's face while inspecting an injury they got [ rescue ] sender carries receiver to safety [ clean ] sender cleans blood off of receiver's body

"Are you sure about that Nagito?" Now Hajime was more of on a first name basis with the fluffy-haired luckster.

He took one look towards the party going on inside with their classmates. He very much wanted to continue toeing the line when it came to responsibilities, but he would be lying to himself if Komaeda's offer to just ditch the party wasn't tempting.

"You're right... Come on let's go." With that he took his dark-colored tuxedo jacket and shrugged it off before slinging it across his right shoulder. He then walked back inside of the party, but with the express purpose of heading for the doors.

@despairfound Asked:

025, an empty balcony while a party goes on inside.

Hajime was wearing his best tuxedo as he leaned over the railing of the balcony. He was holding a drink in hand after he had pulled away from the party.

He just needed a breather for a few minutes and to not be passed around like the newest novelty due to his newly acquired talents as one 'Izuru'.

"At least the night is halfway over." He said as he smiled to himself before he brought the glass up to his lips to sample once more.