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Father God,
I’m praying that you continually give me patience, trust and Faith for the right time; the right time you’ll give me the second one (dahil ikaw talaga yung the one) and the right time i’ll settle...
I pray that you’ll give me the person that you have chosen for me, I pray na masundan ko talaga yung path na ginawa mo patungo sakanya, I pray na hindi ako ma-sway ng pressure ng paligid ko para lang mag-settle for less, I pray na hindi lang magrevovle ang buhay ko sa kakahanap sakanya, and I pray na makita ko talaga yung plans mo para saakin Lord. In Jesus name I pray, AMEN.
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Why am I looking for my other Half?
Out of curiosity?
Environmental pressure?
Ready to love?
Yung totoo? Baka kasi hindi pa binibigay dahil hindi pa talaga ako sure why am I looking for it. Do I really need it? Do I really want it? Am I prepared? See, I want the thought na may nagmamahal saakin may mag-aalaga saakin, may concern saakin, may magpapakilig saakin..but hindi lang naman dun nagrerevolve eh, being committed has a lot of responsibilities; hindi lang yan parang puppy love or simple flirtations. (Coming from someone na hindi pa nagka BF eversince, haha!) But I have references naman, and I believe na i can still learn from other’s mistakes and experiences. I’m not expecting for a perfect love though kasi walang ganun, both of us needs to adjust at each other, magkakaroon ng away, susubukin kung gaano kami katatag, and thinking of that, parang hindi ko pa talaga kaya. Pero sabi nga nila, kung hindi ko susubukan, hindi ko matututunan. So back at the question..
Why am I looking for my other half?
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4:15 am and this insecurity is filling me up. I don’t even know if it’s insecurity or something..
It’s just, Everytime I saw photos of my friends, i’m just amazed how beautiful they are on whatever they do and in whatever they pose, and God bless them for slaying that, while I, don’t even have a single idea on what to do everytime A camera’s facing me... pero that’s not the point... I don’t even care, hindi ko naman hobby ang mag pose anyway.. it’s just, they’re already beautiful pero bakit grabe parin nila ako ibaba? I mean, yes they’re my friends, and siguro, you’re friends are sometimes your number one basher in terms of physical appearance or even at talents or whatever, or saakin lang ba yun? Ewan? Pero sobrang down na ako eh tapos ganun padin sila. Did I even made fun of their appearance? Yes but not that much at itinigil ko na because it was not good. Bakit di nila narerealize saakin yun???
Siguro, kaya ayoko talaga silang kasama kasi automatic na na nagseself doubt ako whenever I’m with them.. I can’t even love myself because of the way they treat me. I’m too nice. I hate it. Ito na nga bang sinasabi ko eh. Kaya nga ako lumayo sakanila kasi ayokong napapaisip sa mga ganito pero ano, kasama ko nanaman sila.... but i’ll just pray na sana ma resolve din ito. Na sana mahalin at ipaglaban ko na din sarili ko. I also need to stood up for my talent and beauty for I won’t reach this far kung hindi naman talaga ako naniwala sa sarili ko. ♥️
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I wish for a world where judgements don’t exist, where bullying isn’t a small thing, a world where you don’t have to prove yourself everyday, a world where you can be yourself because no one’s controlling you.
But I guess, there’s no kind of a world like that in hell.
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Baka nga ako lang nanaman ang nag conclude sa wrong prediction. Baka nga ako lang naman talaga yung nag assume ng mga nakakikilig na signs na wala lang sayo. Baka nga ako lang talaga yung kinikilig tuwing nag-uusap at nag-aasaran tayo. Baka ako nga lang ang umaasa na sa huli ay magiging tayo.
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Hindi lahat nang magugustuhan mo ay magugustuhan ka pabalik, masakit ang feeling ng rejection, masakit ang hindi masuklian ng pagmamahal na katulad ng pagmamahal na inalay mo, pero ganun talaga, you have to deal with it, Love without expecting to be loved back.
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KAPIT
Ito nanaman tayo
Naloko
Ilang beses pa ba?
Hanggang ma-manhid na talaga?
Ako’y isang simpleng tao lamang
Humahangad na makamtan ang pagmamahal na matagal nang inaasam
Kailangan bang mga gago ang dumating?
Yung akala mo sila na pero paasahin at saktan ka lang din pala ang kanilang hangarin.
Ilang beses mo nang binubulong sa maykapal na dumating na
May darating nga pero dumating para saktan ka
Magagalit, magtatampo sa maykapal
Bakit ganun, may mali ba sa dinasal?
Kalaunan malalaman na baka binigyan ka lang ng leksyon
Kasi nga baka hindi pa talaga tamang panahon
Ikaw lang kasi itong nagmamadali
Kaya ka tuloy nadadale
Yung nakatadhana sayo baka patuloy kang pinagdarasal
Kaya hindi ka basta basta binibigay sa iba ng maykapal
Kapit lang.
Darating din yan.
Tatagan mo loob mo
Para sa susunod.. hindi ka nanaman maloko.
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Ang OA Ko pala nung mga panahong na se-seen or inbox zoned ako before, why? Kasi akala ko, wala silang attention sakin (may ADHD probs yata ako noon. Lol) but narealize ko, baka lang naman busy sila or may ginagawa sila kaya nung nagchat ako eh tinago nila yung bubble head at nakalimutan nila, or na open nila suddenly yung convo tapos busy kaya hindi nareplyan. Kasi ganun ako, tapos hanggang sa matatabunan, tapos pag magche-check ako, marerealize ko na may hindi pa pala ako nareplyan or may na-seen pala ako. So yun. I felt sorry kasi ang OA ko magtampo at mag overthink. Which got ne to another realization na, hindi healthy ang overthinking, bukod sa oa ka na, sinasaktan mo pa sarili't pag iisip mo in an exaggerated way, na kahit hindi naman yun yung reason eh yun na fini-feed mo sa utak mo, which leads to depression, heartbreak and such, sych a toxic trait.
Ayun. Nailabas ko lang.
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Pero tangina mo parin, pakyu ka parin, akala ko kasi totoo ka, may jowa ka pala. Gaguuu. Mabait ako oo! Thankful ako sayo pero tao parin ako. May feelings parin ako. Sinaktan mo ako, kaya deserve kong magalit ng ganito. Again, thankyou and pakyu. 🖕💕
Hey.
Hey you! The one who broke my heart, the one who tried to show me how love feels amazing but failed. Salamat ha? Salamat sa pagpamulat saakin ng realidad sa buhay, na sa mundong ito, wala na talagang matino. Salamat kasi ipina-realize mo saakin na dapat sarili lang talaga ang pinagkakatiwalaan. Salamat kasi mas naging mailap na ako ngayon. Salamat kasi mas magiging maingat na ako ngayon. Salamat kasi mas pinakapal mo pa yung layers nung pader ko na handa ko na sanang burakin para sayo. Salamat kasi may pinadama ka saaking sakit na ngayon ko kang naramdaman.
Not being sarcastic here, i’m truly thankful with these mistakes kasi you made me realize better things. You made me stronger and safer. You broke my heart but hey, that’s life, kahit hindi ako, may dudurog din ng puso mo, then marerealize mo din mga dapat mong ma-realize.
lastly, Thankyou for putting me in the right path. Siguro nga, dumating ka lang sa buhay ko para pakiligin yung inaamag kong puso, pero di mo ako minahal, but that’s okay. Again, that’s life. Thanks for letting me know na hindi ikaw yung nakatadhana saakin or we might suffer more in the future. Godbless you and may you find your real path to that someone.
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Akala ko ikaw na
Marion Aunor
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FIRST TIME TO COVER AGAIN. WILL DO MORE. SRSLY. <3
#opm#lovesong#yeng constantino#yengconstantinoferriswheel#ferriswheelcover#soundcloud#newbie#again#free will
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I always say, "What will you do without me?" And you'll just smirk and say nothing..
Guess I was wrong..
Since you'll do fine without me.
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11:11
I wished;
One day..
I'll stop thinking and talking about you;
I'll stop expecting things that are impossible to happen;
I'll stop arguing with my fate that we're meant to be even we're not;
I'll stop overthinking;
I'll stop changing myself because all I was thinking was how will I fit on you;
I'll stop everything that needs to be stopped specially LOVING YOU;
I'll stop until i'll really stop, because this is for me and my happiness, this is for me, breaking free, free with the thoughts of you, free from the pain, free from everything.
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My Stupid #Bakitlist
1. Bakit kahit paulit-ulit na tayong nasasaktan eh parang wala lang saatin, at patuloy parin tayong nagpapasakit?
2. Bakit kahit Halatang itinataboy ka na nga pero nagpapapansin ka parin?
3. Bakit hindi ako maka-move on? Maka-limot?
4. Bakit hindi ko matanggap na hindi talaga pwede?
5. Bakit nangyayari ito saakin ngayon?
I think I don't deserve this much pain. As far as I know, wala pa akong nasasaktan na tao. Or maybe I have hurt them in a way, pero not this kind of Pain, I don't deserve this. It's been too long. PALAGI KO NG GINAGAWA YUNG BEST KO NA ITIGIL NA, PERO MAYA'T MAYA, NANDIYAN NANAMAN! ANO BA! AKO NALANG PALAGING TALO.
Naasar na ako sa tadhana. No, NAASAR NA TALAGA AKO. PWEDE BA? KUNG HINDI MO RIN LANG IBIBIGAY, ILAYO MO NA LANG AKO? I DON'T DESERVE THIS TREATMENT. I'D RATHER LIVE ALONE UNTIL I DIE THAN MEET THE PERSON I THOUGHT THE ONE PERO HINDI PALA.
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Ayoko sa lahat eh nase-seen. Ano lang naman yung mag-type ng any random reaction diba? I DON'T DESERVE THIS. 🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥
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