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He is half of my soul, as the poets say✨🌿
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DATE CHANGES
Unfortunately there is going to be a delay on chapter 6 and 7 of I’ve Been Trying To Figure You Out. The team needed an extension to finish up our individual projects.
Chapter 6: TBA
Chapter 7: February 14th
Again so sorry for this but we want to give you all the best finished product we can! I’ll make announcement once I know the date for Chapter 6.
I’ve Been Trying To Figure You Out
When Eddie shut his eyes for the final time while cradled in Dustin’s arms he had accepted his death. However he didn’t expect to open his eyes and be lying in an unfamiliar bed. But what he really didn’t see coming was to be sharing said bed with former king of Hawkins High, Steve Harrington. Come to find out Eddie has switched places with another version of himself that somehow scored Steve as his boyfriend. Oh, and another thing, he apparently is not supposed to know about the Upside Down. At first it seems like a dream come true until he starts seeing the other version of himself when he falls asleep. Now Eddie must decide whether to do the right thing and give up this life, or continue living it while the guilt tries to kill him all over again.
@steddiebang fanfic coming to Archive of Our Own November 2nd with weekly updates! And stick around for the the final chapter on December 14th to see the amazing art created by @thetinymm and @vesperalhemlock!
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I’ve Been Trying To Figure You Out — Day 5
Chapter Five: Day 5
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“Let’s hear it,” Wayne says as he uncaps the disinfectant and uses it to wet a cotton ball. Eddie takes in a deep breath before letting out a shaky exhale that gave away how emotional he was feeling.
“I’ve been keeping something from everyone. And it wasn’t that I was lying about it but I didn’t say anything about it either. The guilt had been eating away at me so I finally confessed to Steve this morning. He,” Eddie’s lips wobbled, “...took it really hard.” Eddie bit his lip from the sting of the disinfectant as it was applied to his knuckles. But other than that he made no other protest towards the pain. A few tears silently begin to make their way down Eddie’s cheeks and he doesn’t even attempt to wipe them away. Wayne doesn’t say anything for a while, just tends to Eddie’s wounds.
“God, dad was right about me--”
“No the hell he wasn’t,” Wayne cuts Eddie off sternly.
“Wayne you don’t understand,” Eddie protests. “I fuck everything up! I don’t deserve--”
“Son, don’t you dare finish that sentence.” Eddie is stunned, Wayne has never raised his voice like that at him. His teary gaze meets Wayne’s stern one as his uncle continues. “Now, you listen here. You deserve everything your heart desires in this rotting world. Whether that be being a rockstar, finishing school, or a boy to fall in love with. The universe owes you that much with how much shit it has thrown at you. Ya’ understand?”
Eddie for the life of him can’t muster up a response so all he can offer is a nod. Wayne returns the nod approvingly as he continues to bandage up Eddie’s knuckles. More tears streak his face as he watches his uncle work in silence. In that moment he truly feels like a young boy again as he tells Wayne about what reason the bullies had to rough him up today. It makes Eddie realize just how much he is going to miss his uncle.
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I’ve Been Trying To Figure You Out — Day 4
Chapter Four: Day 4
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“Is it safe to assume you two are over your tiff?” Wayne asks, making Steve’s eyebrows furrow in confusion. He opens his mouth to speak but Eddie beats him to it before he accidently blows their cover.
“Yeah Wayne, I told you we were going to work it out last night. What happened to not prodding?” Eddie replies, raising a brow at the man.
“Just wanted to make sure I still had someone to talk about sports with,” Wayne admits with a shrug. It makes Eddie roll his eyes to the ceiling while Steve just chuckles at the dramatic reaction.
“Yeah, everything is fine,” Steve says smiling, but then he leans in towards Wayne and covers his mouth. “I’d still sneak over to do it anyways,” Steve mockingly whispers and Wayne nods in approval.
“I hate you both,” Eddie deadpans, rousing a chuckle out of both Steve and Wayne.
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I’ve Been Trying To Figure You Out — Day 3
Chapter Three: Day 3
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Suddenly, Steve begins to lean in towards Eddie’s face. Eddie’s eyes go wide in panic as he quickly tries to spit out a few words.
“Steve, I’m not-”
“I know,” Steve cuts Eddie off and then kisses him gently. This kiss was much different from the one the previous morning. That one had just been a simple greeting, but this one was much more. It carried what Eddie would dare say was deep love full of passion and thankfulness. It lasts long enough for Eddie to hesitantly give into his desires and kiss those plump lips back. Something flutters ticklishly in Eddie’s stomach and he can’t find it in himself to hate it. Much to Eddie’s dismay though, Steve does pull away but not any less gently than he had kissed him. Steve’s head returns back under Eddie’s chin as he speaks up again.
“Thank you.” Eddie swallows hard and he hopes Steve isn’t able to hear it.
“You’re welcome, sweetheart.”
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Stormy Night
Ship: Gareth Emerson/Will Byers(GreatWise) || Rating: M || Tags: Upside Down exist, implied gore, Gareth protect Will, Demodogs, hospital room, Jopper, someone gets badly injured as they fight for their life, running in the storm/woods barefoot || Word Count: 1579
Be sure to read Rainy Night
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Gareth jerked awake when thunder clapped loudly in the dark sky. He doesn’t remember falling asleep but he assumed he dozed off from the book being discarded on the floor as evidence. He jumps a little from another loud thunder and shakes his head, disappointed at himself for getting scared at something stupid, though internally fighting with himself didn’t last long when he felt Will death gripping his shirt.
“Hey.. are you okay?” Gareth asks softly and grabs one of Will’s hands, holding it tightly. “What’s wrong, Starshine?” He asks but Will just shakes his head and buries himself in Gareth’s neck. “Baby, I need you to talk to me,” He says but thunder struck, causing the younger man to jump.
Gareth frowns and pulls Will into a hug. “Hey, hey, it’s going to be okay, we’re inside, we’re safe, the storm is far from us.” He reassures him and rubs his back as another lightning strike and a sharp thunder rumbles. “Shh, shh,” Gareth soothes Will and rubs his back until his head snaps up when he hears glass breaking in El’s bedroom.
Will whines and covers his ears, trembling as Gareth slowly guides them up. “Come on, we’re going to go to the bathroom. If there’s a tornado, that’s the safest place to be.” He says quietly as he stares at El's bedroom door. He backs up and turns toward the bathroom when the lights start flickering.
“No, no, no!!” Will cries out and grabs onto Gareth’s arm tightly, trying to pull him back. “It’s not safe here.” He cries out and pulls on Gareth.
“Will, stop, what’s wrong?” Gareth looks at Will, panicking but trying not to showcase it.
“It’s not safe, we have to go!” Will plead.
“No, it’s not safe out there,” Gareth exclaims and starts pulling Will towards the bathroom again before freezing when something breaks in the bathroom and slowly looks over to see a dog... A hairless one but closer look it has no face and it’s deathly skinny. “Will, get behind me,” The drummer says quietly and pushes Will behind him.
They slowly back up toward the front door as Gareth has a staring contest with the creature. He slides his free hand into his pocket and pulls out his pocket knife, flicking it open. They were halfway to the door when El’s bedroom door burst open, causing the two boys to snap their heads over to see another creature that looked the same as the other one.
Gareth eyes flick between the two creatures as they stand where they are. “Will, listen to me,” He spoke quietly. “On my queue, you are to run, and I mean it, I want you to run as fast and far as you can.” He says and glances at Will behind him.
“No,” Will looks at Gareth, “I’m not leaving you behind.” He frowns before snapping his eyes to the growling creature in El’s room. “Gareth, I’m not-”
“Not taking a no for an answer Will.” Gareth snaps quietly. “The door is unlocked, we forgot to lock it. So leave when I say, got it?” He looks at Will, “Got it?” He asks sternly.
“G-Got it,” Will trembles and watches the dogs slowly approach them. “Gareth, these things will tear you apart, they’re demodogs, they’ll rip you apart like you are their last and only meal.” He warns.
“Demodogs, huh? Guess my dream living in dnd fantasy is true, huh?” Gareth scoffs and starts backing up toward the door again. His eyes widen in fear as he watches the demodog from the bathroom, mouth opens into a flower shape with sharp teeth sprinkled around as it shrinks out loudly.
“Go now!” Gareth yells out and feels Will let go of his arm and runs to the door. He quickly follows Will out, slamming the door close as the demodogs slam against the door. “Run!” He says and they both start running.
“What the hell?! Is that what’s been haunting our town?!” Gareth asks as they run from the cabin. He looks at Will a little ahead of him and groans as he speeds up to catch up.
“Not exactly, I’ll explain later!” Will promise.
“You better, because Eds hasn’t said shit about-” Gareth gasps as he hears howling and crunching leaves behind them. “Fuck!” He cries out.
“Come on, we’re almost at the road!” Will says and looks back at Gareth, grinning with the hope of being safe.
Until Gareth slips on the wet ground and falls. Will stops and turns around to help but a demodog jumps onto the man. “Gareth!!” He screams out.
“RUN!” Gareth yells out in pain as he tries pushing the dog off of him. “RUN WILL! FUCKING RUN!!” He screams out. Will was about to protest but the second demodog was running toward him so he sprinted off.
Will makes it onto the road, knowing he does from the clearing of trees and his feet hitting concrete. He runs to the other side and turns around to see the demodog running toward him before getting hit by a truck.
Will stands there panting heavily, in disbelief. He didn’t hear the truck doors slamming until his mom was in front of him. “Mom!!” He cries out and hugs her tightly.
Hopper walks over to the dog and swings an axe down, cutting the head off, and continues swinging the axe down. Once satisfied, he turns toward Will and is about to say something when they hear screams echoing through the woods.
“Gareth!!” Will eyes widen as he realizes it isn’t over. “Gareth, demodog!!” He cries out and pulls away from Joyce, running back into the woods.
“Will! Wait!!” Hopper yells out before chasing after him.
Once Will runs off, Gareth stabs his pocket knife into the dog’s neck and pushes it away with his other hand on one of its flower pedal mouth. It was slimy and the teeth hurt his hand but it wasn’t in his face anymore.
He rolls over, getting onto the dog and stabbing it a few times before getting up and running off again but that doesn’t last long as the demodog jumps onto Gareth, pinning him down and biting into his shoulder.
Gareth screams out in pain and rolls to get the dog off but it only gets on top of him again and bites the side of his chest. “FUCK!” He yells out and stabs the dog in the stomach, trying to push it off of him. “Stop, stop, stop!” He cries out.
He felt dizzy from the amount of blood he was losing but he didn’t have time to worry about that. He kicks the dog off of himself and gets up before rushing over and pinning the demodog down and stabbing it over and over, yelling out in frustration.
The demodog swings its legs around, claws hitting and cutting Gareth’s face, arms, back, and chest before slowly stopping. Once the creature is completely done moving, Gareth slowly gets up, holding onto his knife tightly and backing away.
There was a snap and Gareth swung around, knife ready to stab another demodog when he saw Will, Hopper, and Joyce. He lets out a choked sob and runs over, hugging his boyfriend.
“You’re safe, thank fucking god.” Gareth cries out and hugs Will tightly.
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Gareth wakes up, getting blinded by bright lights and hearing beeping. He looks around the white room and sees Will asleep with his arms crossed on top of the bed and his head on top. He smiles gently and sighs in relief. He looks up and sees Eddie and Steve sleeping on the tiny couch, cuddled up with each other.
“Thank fucking god,” Gareth whispers, looking up at the ceiling only to look down when he felt a shift. He sees Will looking at him tiredly but alert. “Go back to sleep, baby.”
Will shakes his head and sits up a little, grabbing and holding Gareth’s hand. “I’m glad you’re alive. The doctor said you’ve lost a lot of blood and that they had to do a blood transfusion.” He sighs and leans down, laying his head on their hands. “God, I thought I lost you. They said you stop breathing for a few minutes.” He starts crying and kisses his boyfriend’s hand.
“Hey,” Gareth spoke up and moved his free hand on top of Will’s head. “I’m here, I’m alive, I told you we were safe, we’re safe now. Nothing going to get us, not when we got Eddie and Steve..” He looks over and chuckles “Who apparently has a bat and a nailed bat, how the hell did they get in with those?”
Will looks over and laughs quietly. “I have no clue, but it’s Eddie we’re talking about.”
“You’re right,” Gareth laughs before coughing which causes Will to squeeze his hand. “I’m okay, I promise.”
“I’m sorry,” The younger man shrugs as he loosens his grip, frowning.
“Don’t be, Starshine,” Gareth smiles and strokes his thumb on Will’s cheek. “Now smile, please, I miss it.” He hums before pinching his cheek.
“Oww!” Will whines and place a hand on his cheek, giggling quietly.
“There’s my shining star~” Gareth grins and boops Will’s nose.
“Only shining because I have my Sunshine with me, brightening my life right now.” Will smiles and leans against Gareth’s palm, humming. “I love you, Sunshine.”
“I love you too, Starshine.” Gareth pulls Will’s hand up and kisses it gently.
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Notes: Thank you everyone for reading, I hope you enjoyed it and won't murder me for the angst and almost killing. I'm thinking about making this a full fanfic but I'm not sure, so please let me know if you guys would like that.
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I’ve Been Trying To Figure You Out — Day 2
Chapter Two: Day 2
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“Thank you for telling me that. I appreciate it, Steve,” Eddie says and Steve gives a glimpse of a smile. Steve then clears his throat and adjusts in his seat.
“What about you?” Eddie raises a brow. “Did you and the other me have anything going on?” Steve asks and Eddie can’t help but be surprised by this.
“I’m not sure to be honest. We only really knew each other for a few days,” Eddie confessed. He thought back to the past few days of his life on the run and the interactions he had with Steve. When he thought back on their time in the Upside Down, something dawned on him. “Actually, I just remembered I totally told him he should get back with Nancy when we were stuck in the Upside Down,” Eddie admits with a groan and jumps slightly at the laugh Steve lets out. It’s the first time he has heard Steve genuinely laugh like that and he wishes to hear it more in the future.
“I can confirm that won’t happen. End of the world events just love to bring up long dead feelings,” Steve says as he pulls up into his driveway. He puts the car in park and turns to Eddie, “When you get back…just think about it. If you’re anything like my Eddie, he’s going to need you.” Eddie knows Steve meant his words as encouragement, but all they do is sink to his gut like rocks. But he makes himself muster up what he hopes is a convincing smile and nods. All while trying not to think about the fact that if he does go back he won’t even be alive to get the chance to.
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Rainy Night
Ship: Gareth Emerson/Will Byers(GreatWise) || Rate: T || Tags: Tooth Rotting Fluff, wholesomeness, Gareth read The Hobbit to Will, First 'I love you', sweet kissing, playful fighting || Word Count: 691
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The raindrop hits the window lightly and the fireplace flickers light in the living room, where Will and Gareth are at, sitting on the couch in Hopper’s cabin. Gareth is leaning against the armrest as Will lays against his chest, reading through the book the other is holding.
“Of course they soon came down after him, hooting and hallooing, and hunting among the trees. But they don’t like the sun: it makes their legs wobble and their heads giddy.” Gareth reads out loud, “They could not find Bilbo with the ring on, slipping in and out of the shadow of the trees, running quick and quiet, and keeping out of the sun; so soon they went back grumbling and cursing to guard the door. Bilbo had escaped.” He hums quietly as they finish chapter six of The Hobbit.
Gareth leans down and kisses his head as he closes and lays the book on the coffee table. Will chuckles and looks up at the man, kissing him gently. They were home alone, El at Max’s, Jonathan with Argyle, and Hopper and Joyce out on a date. They never get to have alone time like this and they take advantage of it whenever they can.
“So why do I have to read you The Hobbit when you’ve read it like what? Thirty times?” Gareth chuckles and cuddles Will.
“Because you have a nice, soothing voice, I could honestly fall asleep to it,” Will admits.
Gareth gasps, “Fall asleep?” He grabs his heart, “That’s so mean why would you fall asleep? Get bored of me that you sleep instead of listening to me talk??” He huffs and leans down, blowing raspberries on Will’s neck.
“NooOOoo!!” Will laughs out loud and tries pulling away from his boyfriend. “I didn’t mean it that waayy!” He snorts as Gareth nuzzles his face into Will’s neck. “No, babe, I didn’t mean it in a bad way,” He says through small giggles.
“I know, I like teasing you about it though,” Gareth admits and kisses Will’s neck affectionately.
“Your voice is calming, it’s comforting, and when I’m around you I feel safe and when you talk I know you’re still with me and I’m not imagining things,” Will says quietly and lays his ear against Gareth’s chest, listening to his heartbeat. “I love laying on your chest and listening to your heart, it tells me you’re alive and breathing.” He says, hugging the man below him and nuzzling into his chest.
Gareth stares at Will with tear-filled eyes, “Oh- Starshine,” He hugs his boyfriend tightly and nuzzles into his hair. “You are the most perfect boyfriend ever, you know that, right?” He asks and Will nods before looking up at him. “Hi~” He hums as he looks at his most perfect boyfriend to exist. “You’re so handsome, you’re an amazing artist, amazing storyteller, don’t tell Eddie but I like it when you DM campaigns, you get so into the story and make everything happen count.” He praises and kisses Will on the lips.
The younger man blushes as he kisses back, “I love you, Sunshine.” He says without thinking. He only realized what he said when Gareth pulled away, looking at him with hopeful eyes. “Wait- I didn’t-” Will started panicking.
“I love you too, Starshine,” Gareth says and kisses Will again. “I’ve been waiting for you to say it, I’ve been waiting to tell you since day one that I love you.”
Will tears up, wrapping his arms around the older male neck and hugging him tightly. “I love you, I love you so much, more than you realize,” He cries out and nuzzles his neck.
“I know, I know, I could tell,” Gareth says quietly and rubs Will’s back.
After a moment, Will shifts a bit to look up, “Could you continue reading, please?”
“Of course, baby.” Gareth reaches over and grabs the book from the table. He kisses Will’s forehead and opens the back. “Chapter seven, Queer Lodging.” He starts reading as Will slowly starts falling asleep with Gareth’s calming and soothing voice and the hand petting through his hair, he felt safe and at home.
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Note: This was supposed to be an angsty OneShot, but it became super adorable and I didn't want to ruin it... But I am! Theres gonna be a part 2 sometime soon, it's going to be a follow up on this one, it's called Stormy Night. But otherwise, thank you all for reading I hope you guys liked it.
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I’ve Been Trying To Figure You Out — Day 1
Chapter One: Day 1
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“...wait!”
Eddie shot forward, eyes snapping open only for a second before they squeezed tight from the brightness. He rubbed at his eyes, squinting as they attempted to adjust after being in darkness for so long. His chest was heaving which caused audible puffs of air to leave his mouth. Eddie was trying to calm himself from the panic the mysterious voice had risen in him. But as he began taking in his unfamiliar surroundings the fire of panic was stoked. The bedroom he was in was rather ugly with its plaid wallpaper and matching curtains. It had little clutter and lacked any signs of being lived in other than the messily thrown clothes littering the floor.
His eyes moved to the bed he was currently sitting on. The navy blue duvet laid heavily atop his legs in a way that would have been comforting if he wasn’t currently freaking the fuck out. Eddie looked down at his hands that gripped at said duvet and was shocked to see clean and smooth skin rather than blood caked and chewed. He was so lost in this discovery that he didn’t even notice the shifting of the blanket. Suddenly, two sunkissed arms circled his waist and a weight settled against his back.
“What’s wrong, Eds? Nightmare?” A groggy, yet soothing voice mumbled against his shoulder. Eddie knew that voice instantly after spending some of the most terrifying days of his life with them. Steve Harrington was pressed against his back with his flat, but toned, chest that had a nicely groomed patch of hair on it. Steve “the hair” Harrington had his face buried in Eddie “the freak” Munson’s shoulder as he hugged said freak. The King Steve had been sleeping in the same bed that Eddie had been presumingly sleeping in as well. Steve had called him “Eds”...what the hell was going on?!
“Harrington? What the hell happened? Last thing I remember was being in the Upside Down-,” Eddie spewed when he finally found his voice. But the moment he had muttered “Upside Down”, Steve had gone rigid against him. Steve had jerked his head away from Eddie’s shoulder and Eddie could feel other’s gaze burning into him. Eddie turned his head to catch a glimpse of Steve and froze at the terror that painted their features.
“Eddie…,” Steve almost whispered, “how do you know about the Upside Down?”
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Tomorrow!!
I’ve Been Trying To Figure You Out
When Eddie shut his eyes for the final time while cradled in Dustin’s arms he had accepted his death. However he didn’t expect to open his eyes and be lying in an unfamiliar bed. But what he really didn’t see coming was to be sharing said bed with former king of Hawkins High, Steve Harrington. Come to find out Eddie has switched places with another version of himself that somehow scored Steve as his boyfriend. Oh, and another thing, he apparently is not supposed to know about the Upside Down. At first it seems like a dream come true until he starts seeing the other version of himself when he falls asleep. Now Eddie must decide whether to do the right thing and give up this life, or continue living it while the guilt tries to kill him all over again.
@steddiebang fanfic coming to Archive of Our Own November 2nd with weekly updates! And stick around for the the final chapter on December 14th to see the amazing art created by @thetinymm and @vesperalhemlock!
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I’ve Been Trying To Figure You Out
When Eddie shut his eyes for the final time while cradled in Dustin’s arms he had accepted his death. However he didn’t expect to open his eyes and be lying in an unfamiliar bed. But what he really didn’t see coming was to be sharing said bed with former king of Hawkins High, Steve Harrington. Come to find out Eddie has switched places with another version of himself that somehow scored Steve as his boyfriend. Oh, and another thing, he apparently is not supposed to know about the Upside Down. At first it seems like a dream come true until he starts seeing the other version of himself when he falls asleep. Now Eddie must decide whether to do the right thing and give up this life, or continue living it while the guilt tries to kill him all over again.
@steddiebang fanfic coming to Archive of Our Own November 2nd with weekly updates! And stick around for the the final chapter on December 14th to see the amazing art created by @thetinymm and @vesperalhemlock!
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SoulMates
WC: 1233 || CW: Suicide, Character Death, Mention of Self-Harms, Hurt/Comfort.
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Steve and Robin are high school sweethearts, two peas in a pod, twins from different parents, besties for life. They knew everything about each other, all the details, Steve knows Robin's secret about being a lesbian and can’t be as expressive as she wishes, how she’s terrified to talk to Vickie, how she was heartbroken when Chrissy died. He helped her through it all, Dealing with Venca and the upside down was not easy for anyone, if anyone knew how hard it was it was Steve, besides Will Byers.
Barbara Holland died in Steve’s pool. He dragged Eddie’s dead body out of the upside down. He and Robin were drugged and beaten to almost death underneath Starcourt by Russians. Steve knows the depression, the PTSD, the feeling of it all.
But when Robin suddenly shut him and the whole group out, Steve started worrying. She didn’t show up to school, work, or hangouts and when she did, she still shut everyone out. Steve made sure no one knew how he felt, he just shrugged off the children's concerns saying Robin was fine, She’s busy, She’s sick..again. He hated lying to the kids, they didn’t deserve that.
Once Steve got home, he closed the front door gently and leaned against it, sliding down to the floor. He hugs his knees and starts hyperventilating. Robin hated him, it's because he ran off to save Eddie and not her even if she wasn’t hurt. After a moment he gets up and quickly leaves his house, driving to Robin’s.
Steve walks up to Robin’s door and knocks on it. Robin opened the door and went to shut it but the brunette stopped it with his arm. “Come on, we’re getting burgers and going to the quarry, I’m not taking a no for an answer. Grab your shoes.”
Robin nods slowly, grabs her shoes by her door, and follows Steve to his car. They drive in silence only noise is the radio but very low. Steve left the car for five minutes to go into the diner and get their food.
Robin is laying her head on the window, looking out and watching the houses disappear and trees becoming full sight as they make it up the quarry. She follows Steve out of the car to the cliffside of the quarry and watches him lay down a blanket. They both sit down and start eating quietly.
“You missed it today,” Steve spoke, “Dustin and Eddie came into Family Videos and they were talking about their nerdy shit. And you know how they get, They start laughing and pushing each other around, well Eddie pushes Dustin onto a shelf, and it just dominos down onto the other shelves. Keith got so pissed and kicked them out, but now I gotta clean it all up tomorrow.” He chuckles and sighs, looking at Robin “You think you’re gonna come to work tomorrow? I’ll need the help.”
“No,” Robin finally spoke for once and put relief in Steve’s body. “I’m not going to be around.”
Steve frowns “What do you mean?” He watches Robin get up and walks to the edge of the cliff. He scrambles to get up and get behind her. “What are you saying, Robin?!”
“I can't do it, no more. I’m tired.” Robin looks at Steve with tears streaming down her face. “We don’t know if Venca or that mind flayer thing is actually dead and I’m not staying to find out. I’m sorry.”
“Oh..” Steve realizes what she meant “Wait! Please, Robin! Don’t leave me!” He grabs her hands. “You’re my only friend, I can’t lose you.”
“You got Dustin and Eddie, I know how much you love Eddie and I know you’re scared to admit it to yourself, go be with him.”
“That doesn’t matter, you are my soulmate, my best friend for life, We were supposed to grow old and make the kids' life a living nightmare with their kids, we’re supposed to stay together til the end of time, not like- like-” Steve lets out a sob “Not like this Robin, please don’t.”
“Steve, please, I can’t do it anymore, I can never sleep, I’ve covered myself in cuts,” Robin says and pulls off her jacket, revealing cuts all over her arms.
“I’m covered in cuts as well!” Steve cries out and pulls off his sweater. “Why else do you think I wear sweaters?! Robin, you can’t leave me alone, not like this. I don’t want to be alone, not again!” He cries out and grabs Robin's arms.
“I’ve made my decision, Steve. Thank you for the wonderful life despite the supernatural shit.” Robin grabs Steve’s cheek and kisses his forehead. “I love you, Steve.” She says as she backs away and falls off the cliff.
Steve stood there, frozen. He couldn’t move until he heard a splash. He moves closer to the edge and looks down, not seeing Robin's body in sight. He turns away and runs to his car before speeding, going well over a hundred, passing every stoplight and car.
Steve stops in front of Eddie’s trailer and quickly walks to the door, banging on the door.
“Damnit! I’m tired of you reporters! It’s been months! What more do you want?!” Eddie yells as he opens the door “Steve?” He raised an eyebrow “What’s wrong?” He asked as Steve collapsed onto him.
Steve lets out a sob and nonsense that causes Eddie to pull the male inside and close the door. He leads them to the couch and sits down. “Hey, hey, what’s going? Why are you crying and banging on my door?” He forces Steve to look up at him.
“Ro-Robin!” Steve managed to get out.
“What about her? Did something happen to her?” Eddie asked worriedly.
“Sh-She,” Steve chokes on his sob. “She jumped.”
“Jumped? Where?” Eddie asks trying to puzzle everything together as well as being patient.
“Qu-Quarry.” Steve pushes his face into Eddie’s shoulders, letting out loud sobs.
“Robin jumped at the Quarry?” Eddie questioned and Steve shook his head hesiatedly.
“In quarry.” Steve corrects
“She jumped in the quarry?” Eddie asks and Steve nods. He was confused before realizing, “Oh.. Steve, baby, I’m sorry.” He hugs him tightly, pulling him into his lap.
“She said she couldn’t han-handle it anymore, said she’s tired, she left me, my only true soulmate left me before I could even process it all. I didn’t get to tell her I love her.” Steve cries out and sits up, looking at Eddie. “I know we’re only platonic soulmates because she’s gay but she meant the world to me. She h-help me figure out who I am, helped me discover new things in this god-forsaken world. Now she’s gone, abandoned me in this world all by myself.” He sniffles and buries his face into Eddie’s neck again. “I was going to follow her just so we aren’t separated from one another.”
Eddie listens to Steve and tightens his grip on the man. “I know, I know but I’m glad you didn’t take that leap, You still have so much to look forward to in life and Robin wouldn’t want you to follow, she wants you to continue on and live on your dreams.”
Steve nods and looks up at Eddie “Thank you, Eddie, I love you.”
“I love you too, Steve,” Eddie says and kisses his forehead. “I’m proud of you.”
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Sorry for any errors this is the first time I posted any of my fics. So please be kind and don't hate. If you hate it, block me idc. I go for more darker fic writing. I have tons of fics I've been working on just never finish and have been scared to share them. So have this one, sorry for making y'all cry.
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Cleaning up my files and forgot that I had all these wing studies from circa. 2015 so thought, y’know what, I don’t need to hold onto these, so have this as a little gift from me to whomst ever needs some quick wings for their OC’s, AU’s, and Art.
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