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hotdamnmadison · 3 months

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fuck tumblr... I sure do miss you today

#hotdamnmadison

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hotdamnmadison · 3 months

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hotdamnmadison · 4 months

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Letting my pussy relax around a thick silicone dick while attempting to work from home is an acceptable new years rezy right?

Im trying to reach new limits and be ready for a cute guy who brushes his teeth, passed 10th grade English, and has a big uncircumcised dick 🫶🏻

#spoiled #hotdamnmadison #I swear I’m still on hiatus #not getting any smaller omg so big lol

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hotdamnmadison · 4 months

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I am still "away" but hopefully not for much longer <3 see you soon!

Life Updates... time away captains log

Fellow Tumblrites,

I hope you've been well. I'm writing this 12/29/2023 at 2:18 PM.

It probably won't go live (I'll schedule it) until January 1st at some point. I've had a few beers. Fucking sue me.

I'm writing this to let you know that I'm actually pretty optimistic for the New Year. Big plans with work, an uphill battle to fight, and a new outlook on life is the prize I receive when I reach the top. Not IF I reach the top. WHEN I reach the top. A real underdog story for sure. But I'm going to make it.

I've been trying to come to terms with my "situations" lately. Financial, mental, physical, and yes sexual you fucking perverts ;)

Lets start from the top....

Financially things kind of suck at the moment.. but with January upon us I am optimistic that a few solid deals will turn my shitty situation around in no time. I'm hardly worried. Not because I'm disassociating or anything like that. I'm just not worried because I HAVE to make this work this month. There is no other real option. If my financial woes continue past January my life is essentially fucked. Anyway, just need to do the activity that it takes! I'm going to be fine.

Mentally things are horrific! But I'm simultaneously desensitized to it. I've thought about talking to a professional. Maybe in 2024 I will look into that further. I think (believe it or not) fixing my financials will fix my mental health by default (sounds unhealthy I know). They say money won't buy you happiness but yeah - it'd fix a lot of my problems, for sure. I'd rather be a "well off" head case as opposed to a broke one.

Physically I'm an office fembitch now. That means I should start PROBABLY start working out again. I love running but it's cold as fuck, gets dark way too early, and I'm typically not sober when it comes time to work out (don't judge). Hoping to clear up the drinking so that I can have more energy to run and lift come 2024. Maybe some body pic updates?

Sexually yeah perv, the moment you've probably been waiting for ;) I actually have been chatting with some people (locals) and I remember why I hated Double List and other similar sites so much. No one is crystal clear with what they want. And they always disappear on me for one reason or another. I'm content fixing the other aspects of my life first. And if the right person comes along then so be it. I've considered officially "coming out" as bi or pan in 2024 recently, but I don't currently have the balls.... maybe later in the year. Still don't view myself as trans. Just a gender fluid pansexual amoeba floating through time and space hunting for dick, pussy, both, or neither.

That's my current shit-show in a nutshell. I've a long way to go. But I'm still a firm believer in the idea that I can turn this around in 2-3 months.

I've dug quite a hole, yes, but I know it could be much worse. I'm hoping to fix this and become an active "Tumblrina" again by March or April.

Feel free to hit my ASKS and reblog my posts as you please. I would love nothing more than to come back to a huge batch of notifications.

Stay winning dudes, and happy fucking New Year 💋❤️

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hotdamnmadison · 4 months

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hotdamnmadison · 4 months

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Life Updates... time away captains log

Fellow Tumblrites,

I hope you've been well. I'm writing this 12/29/2023 at 2:18 PM.

It probably won't go live (I'll schedule it) until January 1st at some point. I've had a few beers. Fucking sue me.

I'm writing this to let you know that I'm actually pretty optimistic for the New Year. Big plans with work, an uphill battle to fight, and a new outlook on life is the prize I receive when I reach the top. Not IF I reach the top. WHEN I reach the top. A real underdog story for sure. But I'm going to make it.

I've been trying to come to terms with my "situations" lately. Financial, mental, physical, and yes sexual you fucking perverts ;)

Lets start from the top....

Financially things kind of suck at the moment.. but with January upon us I am optimistic that a few solid deals will turn my shitty situation around in no time. I'm hardly worried. Not because I'm disassociating or anything like that. I'm just not worried because I HAVE to make this work this month. There is no other real option. If my financial woes continue past January my life is essentially fucked. Anyway, just need to do the activity that it takes! I'm going to be fine.

Mentally things are horrific! But I'm simultaneously desensitized to it. I've thought about talking to a professional. Maybe in 2024 I will look into that further. I think (believe it or not) fixing my financials will fix my mental health by default (sounds unhealthy I know). They say money won't buy you happiness but yeah - it'd fix a lot of my problems, for sure. I'd rather be a "well off" head case as opposed to a broke one.

Physically I'm an office fembitch now. That means I should start PROBABLY start working out again. I love running but it's cold as fuck, gets dark way too early, and I'm typically not sober when it comes time to work out (don't judge). Hoping to clear up the drinking so that I can have more energy to run and lift come 2024. Maybe some body pic updates?

Sexually yeah perv, the moment you've probably been waiting for ;) I actually have been chatting with some people (locals) and I remember why I hated Double List and other similar sites so much. No one is crystal clear with what they want. And they always disappear on me for one reason or another. I'm content fixing the other aspects of my life first. And if the right person comes along then so be it. I've considered officially "coming out" as bi or pan in 2024 recently, but I don't currently have the balls.... maybe later in the year. Still don't view myself as trans. Just a gender fluid pansexual amoeba floating through time and space hunting for dick, pussy, both, or neither.

That's my current shit-show in a nutshell. I've a long way to go. But I'm still a firm believer in the idea that I can turn this around in 2-3 months.

I've dug quite a hole, yes, but I know it could be much worse. I'm hoping to fix this and become an active "Tumblrina" again by March or April.

Feel free to hit my ASKS and reblog my posts as you please. I would love nothing more than to come back to a huge batch of notifications.

Stay winning dudes, and happy fucking New Year 💋❤️

#hotdamnmadison #life update #asks and replies #my asks

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hotdamnmadison · 4 months

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I’m supposed to be on hiatus but this is pretty important.

hey y'all this is my new backup in case xenasaur gets nuked or my appeal is denied. follow me here if you want to keep seeing me

or don't I'm not your boss

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hotdamnmadison · 4 months

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i expect a lot from me in 2024.

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hotdamnmadison · 4 months

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Hey y’all

Jumping on to simply say Happy Holidays and I hope you’re at peace today.

Some of us don’t have family to see (or want to see), some of us have no money, and overall we lost the “magic” of December a long time ago.

I hope you make it through and that you take it day by day.

No real life updates from me at the moment. I’ve been on tumblr liking posts so I guess you could say my hiatus isn’t going well (though I’ve had no one on one interactions or reblogs). My sobriety has been meh.

Love you, big wet kisses from your favorite gender fluid softy and a nice warm hug/cuddle session.

Find something to be happy about today. You’ve earned that much.

Madison

#hotdamnmadison #updates

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hotdamnmadison · 5 months

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Well folks, officially signing off :) going into the weekend weirdly optimistic... Next week I get my life together.

I can't wait to share the success story with you all.

Peace out, Tumblr.

Madi

See Ya Later Tumblr!

I know what some of you might say.

“Madi, You just got back!”

I hear you.

But I need (at least) another hiatus/break. This blog really isn’t dripping in thousands of followers - but the select few that do follow me pretty regularly deserve an explanation.

For starters I'm pretty sure I'm an alcoholic. Tough to even type something like that let alone saying it out loud. I depend on alcohol way too much and it is certainly a crutch for me.

I'm also (more than likely) addicted to doom scrolling, internet interactions/gratification, and porn. Probably all of the above.

We walk a fine line when it comes to sex based blogging - finding that happy medium of being a self caring, responsible adult in the "real world" vs. worry free dumb bimbo goon tumblr girl with zero responsibilities has proven to be quite difficult. I can't seem to effectively balance the two.

And as you've know (we've done this before) when I can't balance my two lives I have no choice but to put the Tumblr away.

I almost deleted this blog last night - but I knew I would never forgive myself. So it will sit here dormant until I can juggle it all again.

You might see me like a post or throw up a reblog. But it is probably just a quick app download to check my notifications and I won't be on very long.

I'm planning to stay active today if anyone wants to say anything 12/15/23.

My last day on Tumblr, and hopefully my last day for a lot of things (booze, porn, etc.)

Love ya guys. Take care of yourselves.

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hotdamnmadison · 5 months

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It is sad to see you go but you need to do what is best for you and i can totally respect that-I wish you all the best in getting yourself sorted out and hope you find a better person on the other side-Please take care of yourself :)

omg thanks 😭I've been really needing the change for a while. I think focusing in on work and building my bank account back up will fix a lot of my issues. The stress disappears and I can have a house full of fresh groceries all the time, bills are paid... all that stuff. They say money doesn't buy happiness but it's a start for sure!

I'll miss you anon :) see ya round!

#asks #asks and replies #hotdamnmadison

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hotdamnmadison · 5 months

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Hey hey. Been a while since we've spoken. I have been going thru my own stuff myself so I can understand your need/desire to take a break from Tumblr. However, I wish you were near me because I would certainly claim you

Aw hey thanks :) your timing is crappy being that I'm disappearing again after today. But in the event that I make it back to this wacky website I'd love to reconnect.

As for claiming me, yeahhhhh, I never seem to be near anyone who is genuinely interested in me. Everyone is always so far away!!! But I'd totally go out on the town with you if we lived closer to one another.

I'll miss you friend :) catch ya on the flip

#ask me anything #asks #hotdamnmadison