leaked footage of buddie during chimney’s bachelor party

Reblog if you write fic and people can inbox you random-ass questions about your stories, itemized number lists be damned.

Gonna be at the airport tomorrow. Might not go home. Might instead go to the homes of the scummy anons in @princessfbi’s inbox and learn them some lessons.

Eddie Diaz is a true friend. Just dropping kisses and hanging all over his best friend. He's such an ally.

🌈👍🏳️‍🌈💋 Ally Eddie Diaz 💋🏳️‍🌈👍 🌈

imagine loving someone so much and so deeply that when you think you're dying the only thing you want to do is reach out and touch them one last time and then when you didn't die you tell them about how you put them in your will because any other way to confess feels to big and frightening or that when you think they're dying you try to pull them up towards you and you get their heart beating again and then you can't even make yourself look at them in the hospital because you're scared it might be the last time and when they wake up you still don't confess but you love them and you love them and you love them because you know no other way

#local disaster bisexual being micromanaged by his boyfriends #yeah they share custody # it's a two person gig

5x11 - “Outside Looking In” | 7x04 - “Buck, Bothered and Bewildered”

OLIVER STARK as EVAN BUCKLEY 9-1-1 — 7.04 • Buck, Bothered and Bewildered

also. shocking no one. I didn’t get enough of the Big Bang fic done before the summary deadline so I opted not the submit one. I think I’m gonna try to do it anyway! But, you know. unofficially.

Hello from here!

I really wish Buck’s big arc last season had been the leadership thing that they started out with. The sperm donor and death arcs didn’t really go anywhere or change anything for him, when a leadership arc could’ve led to a lot of tangible growth.

It started off great, with Buck getting pissy about not being interim captain. It showed exactly why he shouldn’t be captain anytime soon: he acts on emotions first and logic second, especially when he perceives something to be a personal judgment against him. That isn’t the person you want leading a team, and Mr “I cannot handle anyone else getting hurt” is clearly not someone who’s comfortable sending other people into danger, which is part of being a captain.

But then it got completely dropped until the finale, which…didn’t really tie into leadership anyway. He just ran around saving everyone himself. He wasn't actually leading anyone or doing any kind of real, on scene coordinating like a captain would—Maddie did more of that than he did.

This arc could've continued all season in the background and involved the whole team, with Bobby giving Buck opportunities to take point and give him feedback. Chim could’ve talked about why he didn’t like being captain, Eddie could’ve talked about his experience as a staff sergeant in the military, Bobby’s early years as a captain, he could’ve talked to Hen who was chosen as interim captain. 

If he’d gotten actual, tangible feedback from the people around him, he could’ve gone through so much conscious development and growth that would affect every part of his life. He could’ve worked on taking a second before reacting to a situation to think it through, which is something that has repeatedly gotten him into trouble. He could’ve learned how hard it is to send the people you love and care about into danger, especially when one of those people disobeys orders and goes off half-cocked.

If we'd seen him spend all season learning that and then in the end he took command, actually acted as the IC, and coordinated with other houses to save his team, that would've felt more like an actual arc that impacted him, his life, and how he functions on the job.

Maybe he could’ve overlooked something that another captain caught to really drive home that he isn’t ready yet, but he would still have that knowledge and experience to use in the future, even if he isn’t captain anytime soon. We could see him coordinating or helping out where necessary. He could be Hen’s 2IC when she’s the captain. He could use those skills to problem solve in all areas and see the bigger picture, something he’s always struggled with.

I’m just annoyed that what could’ve been a great season backbone and a vehicle for the growth and maturity that Buck keeps missing got ignored for sperm donation and a death arc that didn’t lead to anything.

Thank you Amy for giving me this news as soon as I could connect to wifi. I know you’ve always got my back 😘

I GO AWAY FOR HALF A DAY

I GO AWAY FOR HALF A DAY

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inspired by my loves @ginnxtonic, @petersthree and @alexisrosemullens

if earth was a big blue ball, i’d toss it for you to chase it