✁     𝖊𝖟𝖗𝖆  𝖈𝖆𝖘𝖙𝖓𝖊𝖗'𝖘  𝖘𝖙𝖆𝖙𝖎𝖘𝖙𝖎𝖈𝖘     .

under  the  cut  you  will  find  that  i  have  completed  the     moreautask:02     for  my     very     angry  white  boy     .     enjoy     !

𝖇𝖆𝖘𝖎𝖈𝖘

full  name     :     ezra  james  castner     . nickname     :     ez     . age     :     twenty - three     . date of birth     :     april  twenty - second     . gender     /     pronouns     :     cismale     /     he     ,     him     . sexual  orientation     :     heterosexual     . romantic  orientation     :     heteroromantic     .

𝖗𝖊𝖑𝖆𝖙𝖎𝖔𝖓𝖘𝖍𝖎𝖕𝖘

mother     :     catherine  brinley     . father     :     henry  castner     . siblings     :     none     . children     :     none     . significant other     :     none     .   pets     :     none     .

𝖆𝖕𝖕𝖊𝖆𝖗𝖆𝖓𝖈𝖊

faceclaim     :     nick  robinson     . weight     :     180  lbs     . height     :     six - foot  two     . eye color     :     hazel     . hair     :     light  brown     /     relatively  long     /     x     ,     x     ,     x     . build     :     lean     ,     slightly  muscular     . voice     /     accent     :     raspy     ,     articulate     . scar(s)     :     a  midsize  scar  along  his  lower  abdomen     &     another  one  similar  in  size  upon  his  left  lower  leg     . distinguishing  feature(s)     :     prominent  dark  circles  around  the  eyes     ,     untamed  hair     ,     occasional  bruises  upon  the  face  or  body     . dominant hand     :     right     . piercing(s)     :     none     . tattoo(s)     :     none     . physical  habits     :     clenching  of  the  jaw  when  provoked     ,     cracking  his  knuckles  subconsciously     ,     running  his  fingers  through  his  hair     ,     rubbing  his  hand  on  the  back  of  his  neck     .

𝖑𝖎𝖋𝖊𝖘𝖙𝖞𝖑𝖊

hometown     :     san  diego     ,     california     . current  residence     :     los  angeles     ,     california     . nationality     :     american     . ethnicity     :     croatian     ,     swedish     ,     danish     ,     english     . religion     :     atheist     . spoken  languages     :     english     . education     :     high  school  graduate     . financial  status     :     middle  class     . occupation     :     photographer     . likes     :     comic  books     ,     photography     ,     vinyls      ,      sneakers      ,     worn - out  denim     ,     skateboarding     ,     black  coffee     ,     retro  cars     ,     hoodies     ,     polaroids     ,      video  games     ,     art  museums     ,     conspiracy  theories     ,     street lights     ,     books     ,      in-n-out  food     ,     constructive     ,     black     &     white  films     ,     football     ,     cigarettes     ,     animals     ,     nature     . dislikes     :     racism     ,     sexism     ,     homophobia     ,     transphobia     ,     donald  trump     ,     bullies     ,     needles     ,     snobs     ,     arrogance     ,     pollution     ,     littering     ,     fires     ,     crocs     ,     country  music     ,     insults     ,     scolding     ,     disrespect     ,     rumors     ,     gossip     . fears     :     humiliation     ,     betrayal     ,     failure     ,     rejection     ,     heartbreak   . drink     /     smoke     /     drugs     :     yes     /     yes     /     yes     .

𝖈𝖍𝖆𝖗𝖆𝖈𝖙𝖊𝖗

label     :     the  irate     . positive  traits     :      insightful     ,     outspoken     ,     independent     ,     resolute     ,     fearless     ,     witty     . negative  traits     :     blunt     ,     sarcastic     ,     mistrustful     ,     hot - tempered     ,      violent     . western  zodiac     :     taurus     . moral  alignment     :     chaotic neutral     . MBTI     :     ISTJ     ‘     logistician     ’     . temperament     :     choleric     . hogwarts  house     :     slytherin     . song     :     seven  nation  army  by  the  white  stripes     .

𝖋𝖆𝖛𝖔𝖗𝖎𝖙𝖊𝖘

food     :     italian     . drink     :     coca  cola     . snack     :     potato  chips     . color     :     black     . season     :     winter     . animal     :     elephant     . memory     :     buying  his  first  camera     . band     /     artist     :     the  weeknd     . song     :     pray  for  me  by  the  weeknd     &     kendrick  lamar     . book     :     catcher  in  the  rye     . movie     :     deadpool     . tv  show     :     mind  hunter     .

@ofgenevieve      .

@ofgenevieve     .

+      :      this  playlist  is  dedicated  to  the  moreau  apartments’  most     violent     &     angry     boy     ,     EZRA  CASTNER     .     it  contains     sixteen  songs     ,      each  song  being  a  representation  of  him     /     his  feelings  in  its  own  way     .     enjoy     .     track  list  is  available  below     .

     pray  for  me  (  feat.  the  weeknd  )     :     kendrick  lamar     .

     okay     :     chase  atlantic     .

     heathens     :     twenty  one  pilots     .

     the  hills     :     the  weeknd     .

     opps     :      vince  staples     &     yugen  blakrok     .

     rude  boy     :     rihanna     .

     day  ‘n’  night     :     kid  cudi     .

     sober  (  feat.  charlie  puth  )     :     g - eazy     .

     bezerk     :     eminem     .

     blue  jeans     :     lana  del  rey     .

     bloodstream  (  remix  )     :     ed  sheeran     .

     seven  nation  army     :     the  white  stripes     .

     gives  you  hell     :     the  all - american  rejects     .

     believer      :     imagine  dragons     .

     say  amen  (  saturday  night  )     :     panic!  at  the  disco     .

     demons     :     imagine  dragons     .

dllcs‌:

@cigardrag

( nick robinson • twenty one • cismale ) looks like ezra castner just moved into apartment 3A! i heard that he is here in los angeles because he is pursuing a career in photography but has been struggling – thankfully moreau has taken them in! rumour has it, they can be quite volatile and reticent but at least they're insightful and valorous, hey? i can already tell they’re going to be the irate of the building.

because i have had this lovely muse before   ,   there is   A LOT   of information prepared for him below   .   he is one of my favorites to write so i figured i would wanna recycle him into this lovely rp   :~)   but anyways   ,   let’s get to it   !

⟶   backstory   :

although he was surrounded by wealth   &   stability   ,   neglect was a   constant  presence in his childhood   .   ezra was never meant to be brought into this world   ,   he was never wanted   —‑   he was a   mistake   ,   his father would say drunkenly to himself during nights filled with regret   .   ezra’s mother was troubled   &  had a greedy agenda   ,  that ultimately turned out successful for her   .   she was a young broad in search of one thing   ,   &   one thing only   :   money   .   lots of it   .   the night she met one of the most eligible bachelors in the city of angels   ,   she intended on getting as much as she could out of him   .

the two were never married   ,   considering mr. castner was all for infidelity   ,   though it didn’t seem to matter to her once she found out she was carrying his yet-to-be born child   .   to say the least   ,   he didn’t approve of it   ,  in the   slightest  .   being the religious man   (  which i find so fucking ironic since he cheats 24/7   )   he was   ,  he knew he couldn’t have her resort to abortion  ,   &   would have to deal with the damage that’s been done   .   the woman wasn’t exactly what you’d consider   ‘  mother material   ’   ,   &   she knew this herself   ,   so he offered up a deal she couldn’t refuse   .   in exchange for the child   ,   a payment of half a million will be provided for her to give birth   &   then take off   ,   leaving no contact with the child   .   although it would take nine dreadful months   ,  she considered this to be the most perfect opportunity to get what she’s always wanted   .  

ezra was never told the full story  ,  though he was able to come in conclusion of it all on his own   ,   spending countless hours in thought of the first woman who’s ever broken his heart   .   a variety of nannies were deemed with responsibility over him   ,   some slightly different but all the same   ,   as all they ever felt for the boy was pity   :   the boy who was considered to be a problem rather than person in his father’s eyes   ,   &   would never be enough for him  .  his father was hardly a presence in his life   ,   only around when it came to his education   ,   got himself into trouble   ,   or to give his allowance   .   there’s a deep void in ezra’s heart because of this   ,   one that could never be filled by anyone   .

⟶   his love for photography   .

ezra was never really the kind to participate in sports or   ,   the average hobbies a boy in high school would have   .   he was definitely no captain of the football team or leader of the robotics club   ,   because he considered all of it to be   bullshit   .   the one thing that managed to get him through the tribulations of his life   ,   was his first camera   .   he purchased it downtown   ,   lacking any type of knowledge for the type he should purchase   .   it was a   canon powershot   ,   not designed for a professional   ,   but the path to being one   .

he only started off with simple projects   ,   surrounding nature   &   animals   ,   before it eventually developed into photographing people   .   when ezra takes a picture   ,   he intends on gaining   truth   out of a person   ,   whether it’d be their emotions or their character   .   he longs to reveal their   inner self   ,   rather than just telling them to   ‘   say cheese   &   smile   ’   !    

this passion had never outgrew him   ,   so once he moved to california   ,   he anticipates the next four years or so to become a professional photographer   .   he figured the city of angeles has plenty of opportunities for him as a photographer   &   to be surrounded by a newer scenery     –-   it also gave him the chance to be as far away from home as possible   ,   or more specifically   ,   his father   .

i guess you could say he is so passionate at figuring out people   &   their true intentions because of his mother   ,   considering her motives were to just achieve wealth   &   leave   .   it all ultimately led to having trust issues   ,   &   the camera is supposed to protect him   ,   in a sense   .   it helps him rid of the disguises people try to display   ,   for whatever reason   ,   &   it gives him comfort in knowing who they really are   .  

⟶   present   .

when it comes to communication   ,   ezra can be particularly quiet   ,   especially if you don’t know him too well   .  he lacks trust in most people   ,   &   attempting to be close with him can be one of the most   challenging   experiences you could ever have   ,   as it certainly takes time   .   for any friendships that would come   ,   he would protect them at all costs   &   defend the other if anyone would dare to go against them   ,   both verbally   &   physically   .   he also would occasionally give them small gifts   ,   mostly sentimental ones rather than just buying them something   ,   &   doesn’t want to be given too much gratitude for it   .   it’s simply because he cares   &   is grateful for their presence in his life   .

at his   lowest   points   ,   which are quite often   ,   he’s in search for   trouble   .   intoxicated or not   ,   he’ll engage himself in physical fights as a way to release the anger that rises within him   ,   &   figures it is the only way to do it right   .   you will catch him walking around campus with bruised knuckles   ,   black eyes   ,   or a cast from a fractured bone   —-   yet almost everyone knew not to question what’s happened to him   ,   considering they are already aware of his violent outbreaks   .   ezra is often a conversation starter for those on campus   ,   &   his reputation certainly isn’t the brightest   .   though he couldn’t care less about what anyone had to say about him   ,   as their opinion meant absolutely   nothing   to him   .

in regards of his father   ,   he doesn’t really keep in touch with him   ,   as all the man can seem to do is disappoint or anger him   .   maybe an occasional text for birthdays or holidays   ,   but other than that   ,   there is a complete disconnect   .   it was sad   ,   definitely   ,   but it was a sadness he   chose   .   during late at nights   ,   part of him tends to wonder if his mother knows about his achievements   ,   &   lies awake wondering if she were proud or even thinking of him   .   it was sorrowing to think about   ,   though it was something he couldn’t help   ,   even if the likelihood of her caring at all was unlikely   .

a not-so recent development into ezra’s life is the   night terrors   ,   which began to creep themselves in when he was around   sixteen years old   ,   &   haven’t left since   .   on most evenings   ,   he awakes with beads of sweat along his forehead   &   his lungs heaving for a breath   ,   incapable of falling asleep after the dreadful dream   .   eventually   ,   dark circles began to be more prominent around his eyes   ,   due to only a few hours of sleep or none at all   .  

WOW that was depressing   .   if you got through all of that   ,   then u are literally the realest out there   ,   &   i hope u would still wanna plot with this messed up kid   .

Deadpool (2016, dir. Tim Miller)

I think hell is something you carry around with you. Not somewhere you go.

Neil Gaiman, The Sandman. (via wordsnquotes)