I found peace in every moment with you. You calm the waves inside my heart. ☺️

Today is February 15, 2020 and I, I still love you. I do, I really do. How will I get through with my feelings for you?

I missed you. I missed yoi so much! I wish, we could be together again. I wish, you'll love me back just like the time that you first said the word "I LOVE YOU"... I LOVE YOU.

Thank you for the heartwarming message. You told me not to share this on social media but just like you, this is also my personal blog. :) I love you... #thatswhatfriendsdo #friendship

Title: Still I'm Singing Music and Lyrics by: Yanee A. Caraga You made me smile through your words I know we don't really talk But can't help myself from falling for you. I remember the days When you and I were together Those were the happiest days ever. Hey! I missed you And I love you so I know it's impossible But still I'm singing you a song Still wishing on the brightest star Still praying up above That someday you'd hear the beat of my heart Hey! I missed you And I love you so I know it's impossible Still I'm singing a song for you For you... Oh, for you

"Get well soon. :)"

Ini-stalk mo pala ako sa twitter. Hahaha! Buti na lang nababasa ko ang tweet mo sa akin. Namimiss mo'ko 'noh? 😂😂😂 Aminin mo na! Wala naman masama sa pag amin para naman kahit papaano eh, mapangiti ako. Hahahaha! 😂😂😂 Nang mabasa ko 'to, sobra akong napangiti. Hanggang sa pagtulog ko, nakangiti ako. Gusto ko nga sumigaw nun, eh! Seryoso! Gusto kong sumigaw sa sobrang saya kasi naaalala mo pa pala ako. Sana, sa April 1 mag message ka sa akin ng "I miss you and I love you" para kahit sa isang buong araw lang na 'yon, maniwala akong totoo 'yon. Naalala ko noong April 1, 2015, nasa Mindoro ako nun. 'Yon ang message mo sa akin tapos hindi ako naniwala kasi April foola day. Sabi mo, April fools day nga. Hahahahaha! Tapos ayon! Naging okay ulit tayo nun and the rest is history... Hahahahaha!

Weekend bonding with cousins. Buko is ❤ #cousins #dampigan #thecabinetmembers #coconuttree #buko

I wish.

I wish I could witness, all your joy, and all your pain.

I Could Never Love That Way Again

Today is May 16, 2016. It's been a year now (exactly today) when we officially broke up. I got a lot of things to say but I choose not to say it at all. And to you, MY ONCE IN A LIFETIME, I COULD NEVER LOVE THAT WAY AGAIN. And no one could ever love you the way I had loved you.

I Could Never Love That Way Again

Today is May 16, 2016. It's been a year now (exactly today) when we officially broke up. I got a lot of things to say but I choose not to say it at all. And to you, MY ONCE IN A LIFETIME, I COULD NEVER LOVE THAT WAY AGAIN. And no one could ever love you the way I had loved you.

No one knows but me. And God.

Our first day da community... Late upload. Soooo haggard! Summer pre practicum.. Mas masarap talaga kumain. Promise!

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Ilang linggo na lang at muli na naman tayo magsasama-sama bloggers! Kaya ano pang inaantay mo, maghanda ka na sa isa sa pinakamalaki at pinakamasayang meet up sa tumblr! Gawin mong memorable ang summer mo ngayong 2016 kasama ang mga kaibigan mo dito sa tumblr at hindi lang yan, pwede karin mag-invite kahit hindi blogger, sounds good right? Sinisugurado naming magiging masaya ‘to. Kaya ‘wag maging #TeamBahay, sugod na sa May 14, 2016, 11AM onwards - Luneta Park, Manila.

Things to bring:

Extra Shirt - Parang ex mo lang, mahilig sa extra!

Water - Kapag naglaro ka kailangan mo niyan. Parang sa pagibig na mapaglaro, nakakapagod.

Pamaypay- Hindi mo alam ang panahon. Parang kayo lang, minsan mainit, madalas malamig.

Money- Kailangan maging handa ka. Parang relasyon lang. kailangan handa kang masaktan para kapag iniwan ka niya hindi ganun kasakit.

Kaya tara na! Dahil hindi lahat ng pumupunta sa Luneta ay mga LOVERS, yung iba mga BLOGGERS! :) See you there!!

Missing Some Pieces Of Me (A Smile In My Heart)

As I started to type all my words here, I am currently listening to Ariel Rivera's A Smile In Your Heart. OVER LOADED. This is my situation right now. STORMY. This is my mood as of this moment. RAINY. My eyes were like skies covered with nimbus clouds. CHAINED. I am a prisoner of my own emotions.

I felt my whole being has been scattered not on the ground but it seems that those pieces of me were miles away from where I am standing at right now. As I listened to Melodies of Life, the melancholy sound of the song is now entering in my body system. My blood vessels came into life and pumped my heart. It seems like the inner core of the earth has been reached thus, I can already feel a little smile in my heart. But I hope that this tiny thing inside won't go anywhere... - WaiEiCee

What My Heart Wants To Say. (March 6, 2015 - Friday 3:19AM) - WaiEiCee

So, here I am again. Yeah! I'm still hurting. Why? Because I am in so much pain and it is really hard for me to handle this thing. It's been two years since the last time I experienced this kind of feeling. I mean, this kind of load? Burden? Whatever it is! I feel so weak! I feel so helpless. I tried to talk to some people but, it's still here (inside my heart). Fear? I have so many fears. Yes, I fear everything. I fear everybody. Scared? Yes, I am! Really scared to the unexpected things that may come along. Where am I now? I don't know. I think I'm lost at this very moment. I can't even step my foot for me to be able to move forward. The feeling of... Being alone? Sort of. I appreciate those people who tried to reach out for me and I am sorry at the same time because I cannot feel any contentment. It's like, something's still missing and I don't know where to find it. Yes, I did pray (achievement!) almost every hour (giving thanks to Him). Maybe, it will be a very long process. How long? That, I do not know. It took me a year to recover but not really because of the scars remained in my heart, in my mind, actually in my whole being. To the people who introduced me as their friend, I am sorry if I cannot reciprocate the feeling that you have. The word FRIEND for me is a really BIG THING. I've gone through a lot of pain. I came to a realization that choosing to be a better person isn't enough to fight the wickedness of the whole universe. Being good to others will lead you to bitterness that is why sometimes, it's not bad to be selfish. Right now? There are a lot of reasons why I am in a deep distress. It's like a ONE TIME BIG TIME mixture of different chemicals. Wow! My heart is breaking. No! It's not breaking for it is already broke for a very very very long time (since my childhood). It was scattered, rather! And seeing those tiny pieces around me makes me feel more weaker as time passes by. Talking about trust? I'm kinda forgetful that it really exists in a vocabulary. I wish I could go somewhere... Away from my friends, my family and from familiar faces I see.

Ang Pag-ibig Sa Aking Pananaw...

Lahat tayo ay may kani-kaniyang kahulugan ng PAG-IBIG. Sino nga ba ang hindi gumamit noon ng "Love is like a rosary that full of mystery" o kaya naman "Love can move a mountain" at ang isa pa, "Love moves in mysterious ways" na kadalasan ay ating isinasagot sa mga slam book sa tanong na "WHAT IS LOVE" o "DEFINE LOVE".

WALANG MALI SA PAG-IBIG. Dahil kapag tinamaan ka, tinamaan ka kahit gaano pa katutol ang mga tao sa paligid n'yo. Tipong "YOU AND ME AGAINST THE WORLD" lang ang peg. Kahit sino ka pa, kahit ano ka pa, balewala lahat 'yon dahil kayo ay kapwa umiibig sa isa't-isa.

Dito ata pumapasok ang sinasabi nilang LOVE IS BLIND. Lahat naman tayo may itinatagong kasamaan ng ugali. Lahat tayo ay may kakulangan sa buhay kaya nga kailangan natin ng isang tao o mga tao na pupuno ng ano mang pagkukulang natin. "Two is better than one" 'ika nga.

LOVE IS KIND. Kahit gaano pa kahirap ng sitwasyon, kinakaya mo lahat dahil sa pag-ibig. Kahit sobrang nakakagalit at nakakainis na, nagagawa mo pa rin kumalma at umunawa.

Dahil kahit ano pa man ang mangyari, LOVE IS ALL THAT MATTERS sabi pa sa kanta.

LOVE COMES IN AN UNEXPECTED WAY. Expect the unexpected ba. 'Yong hindi mo inaasahan na mangyayari 'yon. Para kang tinamaan ng kidlat. Ang tindi lang talaga pumana ni kupido.

LOVE IS ENDLESS. Bakit meron mga naghihiwalay? Kadalasan sinasabi na "Fall out of love" sila. Hindi ko alam sa kanila kasi para sa akin ang LOVE ay hindi naman talaga natatapos. Ang relasyon natatapos pero ang love nananatili. Marahil defense mechanism na lang nila kaya nasasabi nila 'yon para hindi sila mahirapan mag move on.

Ito ay isa lamang pananaw. Pero ang totoo, inaantok lang talaga ako at gusto kong matulog. Hahahahahahaha!!!

Clear your mind here

Bakas Ng Nakalipas

Napaiyak ako habang binabasa ko mga naisulat ko noon. 'Yong kahit lumabas ng bahay ay ayaw mong gawin. Bilang lang ang mga salitang nabibigkas mo sa loob ng isang linggo. Ang tanging itinuturin mong matalik na kaibigan ay ang panulat, papel at gitara dahil sa kanila mo nasasabi lahat ng mga gusto mong sabihin. Sila lang ang nakakasama mo sa kalungkutang nadarama mo. Hindi ka nila iniiwan sa mga panahong kulay abo ang buong paligid at silang tatlo lamang ang tanging nakakaramdam ng totoo mong nararamdaman. Tapos, nang sinubukan mong umalis sa mundong iyong binuo, makita ang iba't-ibang kulay ng buong paligid, makisalamuha sa iba't-ibang uri ng mga likha, sasaktan ka rin pala. Nililinlang ka lang ng mga kulay na iyong nakikita dahil bago pa man lumubog ang araw, mas nanaisin mo na lang uli bumalik sa mundong minsan mong nabuo kasama ang tatlong matatalik mong kaibigan. Hanggang sa mapagtanto mo na wala silang karapatan na saktan ka dahil hindi nila alam kung ano ang mga pinagdaanan mo para maabutan mong sumisikat ang KathNiel, AlDub, LizQuen, JaDine at ang sequel ng One More Chance.