I'm late, I'm late!

Ik, but I honestly was to happy to post anything about the fact that DAZAI IS ALIVE-

Skk lives! I'm not even done with the anime and yet I know everything about the show already-

My birthday is today! I'm so happyyy

Too bad I'm way too tired to actually show it, I should go to sleep as I have school tomorrow. But I come basically here to ask for praise, just bc it's my birthday..I am not shameful about that fact..

Guess how old I'm turning!🥱

Night, night darlings

TW - talk of death and other stuff I forgot about

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Death is such a weird thing to think about, I cannot say I am not afraid, nor can I say I will welcome it with open arms; because no one knows what death is, yes. We have a name, and what it implies; but what happens to a human soul when it is taken away from our body? Will we be reborn? Will we go somewhere else? What will happen to us? This question is asked by many, but no one has an answer. Someone who was brought from death will not be able to tell us, I have a theory that one cannot tell us because our minds cannot understand or comprehend what happened to it, most would be like "I almost died! oh I almost died.." in shock and probably afraid. But natural to humans is it not? From the very start of time, death has been a thing, the dinosaurs experienced death. creatures from the ice age have experienced death, humans then and now have experienced death, animals have experienced death; we cannot escape it (reasons why I feel disgust and disappointed when a character has claimed to be immortal, unable to die; because everyone can die, perhaps their meeting with death have been extended, but they will never escape it).

Our culture, our history and beliefs have its own version of death, like the Greek, Roman and Norse beliefs and history have its own way and form of it, Christians have their own way of it, every culture has it but yet its still unknown? Why?? I don't want to be a scientist but I need to know; why, How, and when, what & where?

No one can answer it, nor can we figure it out. So I will wait, patiently and not; to have my very own meeting with death. But I do hope I die with the memory of a full life, of joy and suffering, of companionship and love; I wish to die while dreaming my last dream, to be able to smile, bc I know I will not have to worry about anything as I sleep and dream my last of which. I just hope my wish is able to come true, but fate can be a cruel thing; perhaps they will take my wish and grant it, perhaps they will not. But I won't let such thoughts tie me down; I will continue to push forward, even when I have tears streaming down my face, even when I feel life gets too overwhelming. I will push forward, toward my loved ones and companions; because to me, life is nothing without friends and love: nothing without anything. So let's take what we got for granted people, and say fuck you to everything that has wronged our person. Rather it be family or friends, perhaps life in general; say fuck you to it and push forward, because that is the only thing us humans can do with our complicated emotions and words, every event makes us stronger until we are stone and jewel's; one can choose to have a meeting with death sooner or later; and if they do, I hope they have a pleasant conversation.

I must thank you for listening to this young, and maybe naive lady, as she ( I ) have much to learn in this life. So thank you and have a wonderful time, good night/afternoon/morning to you my darling kits,

- hisslop,

You don’t have to mean it,

my dear.

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Her eyes sparkled with mirth as she laughed in delight, to what, you may ask; he does not know, even though sometimes he does wonder what is going on inside that big crazy mindscope of hers, but he doesn't really care enough to ask, nor is he really that interested on her thoughts either, or so to say.

He, in his own opinion, is rather forcefully brought back and away from his thoughts by her voice and the words that she is saying, "I love you" she breathes in glee, while the boy tunes back in, It's something about the thrill of the words 'i love you' even if it is a complete lie that makes her want to sing and dance; to jump and scream, yell and cry out to the world her thoughts on how useless words can be.

"Hm..?" The boy, or gentleman perhaps? hums thoughtfully, "where did this come from Mystique?" He finally questions her, expecting her not to reply with a decent answer as usual. The girl blinks once, twice before curling her lips in a pout and whines in an overly sweet fashion "not even 'I love you' back?" she says in a hurtful tone, but is anything but; more-so amused than anything.

He just stares at Mystique for a moment or two before promptly and bluntly saying to the girl, who he personally regards as intelligent but also very, very stupid "No, why would I say 'i love you' when you disgust me?". He questions with a sneer, sometimes he wonders why he even tolerates her presence while not even sparing her a single glance, choosing to ignore the pest at hand and instead looks up at the stars, his favorite pastime during late sleepless nights; idly noticing on how they shine oh so bright tonight.

"Oh come on Ace dear! Not even a little? You don't have to mean it~" she giggles; likely fake, she moves closer to Ace until she is leaning against his arm. She knows how much he hates when she puts on a fake smile or laugh, even though he won't show it; but she just knows that he hates it when she puts on fake petty acts to get attention from those around her.

…it's quiet for a bit before mystique starts to shift, fidget and whine at the sametime, "I'm cold, Ace" She whispers in the night, her pout coming back full force after finally accepting that he wasn't going to reply anytime soon to her previous statement, and well, it's also because she is freezing. "You should've brought a coat" Ace lightly scolded while taking off his jacket and wrapping it around Mystique shoulders, He is everything but a cruel man; it's the right thing to do to give a lady your jacket when they are in need, even though you hate said 'lady', but his mother taught him better than that to let someone suffer, especially in the cold.

"But I wanted to look cute, and none of my coats or jackets would match my skirt" Mystique whined while wrapping her arms around his, trying to soak up all the warmth she could get from him, "thank you though.." Mystique whispers ever so quietly, Ace hums to show that he heard her.

Mystique sometimes asks herself what their weird dynamic is. Ace hates her, she can tell but he never pushes her away and helps her when in need. It's one of the things that she loves about the boy...no man, yes. He is a man that is so nice and kind that she just can't help but keep coming back to him no matter how much she herself hates his character and person.

They both sit in the quietness of the night, both enjoying each other's warmth and are either busy watching and studying the stars and, or is thinking, but after a minute or maybe three Ace breaks the comforting amateur they made and speaks so quietly that the wind basically carries it away, "hey, Mystique?" "Hum..?" The girl on his arm hums, signaling that she's listening "I love you to" he continued while still looking up at the stars, seemly not noticing..maybe ignoring the girl on his arm in favor of the stars or just doesn't care much of what his words did; meanwhile Mystique looks up at him with wide eyes, trying to find a joke somewhere on his face, but does not find one. She didn’t expect him to say it back or take her words seriously but neither less she smiles, an true honest smile that makes her face hurt, one that would make you blush and look away but to Ace, it just made him feel disgusted even more of Mystique; yet he couldn't get rid of her like the others, he hated her, feels distaste and disgust by her mere presence even but he can't ignore her like he does the others; he doesn't know why but he is fine with that, he doesn't need a reason for his disgust or hatred for the girl and he believes she feels the same about him. But right now, he is happy to watch how the stars shine brightly, little twinkling things that are oh, so beautiful and enjoy the quiet that the night brings.

The KOSA safety act is a danger and it makes me so upset that I want to scream!

How dare these power hungry fools command this bill to move forward?! how DARE they try and restrict me?! I will personally slap them if they try and take my comfort away from me!

They claim they want to protect the children, but what is there to protect?!

I'm a "child" to them and all they see is someone who possibly couldn't understand what's going on in this shitty world, but the last straw is trying to take away what is MY comfort, minors have voices, so let us do what we want! That's how we grow and become our own person, they'll break a lot of people if they take down fanfiction website and apps/sites where people go to be themselves. Why won't they ask the minors what we want? We know what we want and what we don't want! Bc half of the games and sites we be on will be gone, TikTok, Tumblr, maybe even Twitter and Instagram, YouTube will have restriction and fanfiction won't have places to be uploaded anymore, this is going to make everyone unhappy just because adults can't or they probably don't want to understand that we minors need this, it's good to understand gander and the LGBTQ+ norms, it's not hurting anyone, yeah? As long as it is not sexual then it's fine. But again; MINORS HAVE THEIR OWN VOICE, we know what we want and we can be stubborn as hell when it comes to it; don't piss of kids and teenagers by suddenly restricting what they go on and what they see, they are going to hate it and we will rebel, act out and more, we have become depended on these apps and websites for entertainment, listen to us and see what happens in this world

Fuck KOSA, this bill should not even exist and if it does pass froward then I'm done and lost all hope of humility, they are going to make me so damn bored that I'll die, I don't do anything but read fanfiction all day and they want to take that away from me, KOSA can just fuck off

But to the adults that also hate this, you have my respect; let's fight about what we want; yeah?

Sometimes..

Sometimes you just gotta hate your life-

BC WTF?! BSD, CHAPTER 109 JUST BROKE MY HOPES AND DREAMS-

Dazai, my darling-

My love! Pls live somehow or else I'm fucking DONE-

If this anime ends with everyone being a vampire or dead then I'm gonna cry my eyes out, YHSYBEHNSYSH

Hello lovely people!

So, to what many people know; ao3 was down for about a day & a couple of hours! And because of this, someone decided to have a beautiful idea to make a Google classroom where people of all fandoms can post and request fics that others downloaded!

Many people joined the Google classrooms and we all were getting along greatly; so I decided. "Why not make this into a chaotic server on discord?" I asked around and everyone seemed to be fine and agreed with it so we all joined a server and got to making!

That's how the server, an ao3 and fandom themed server came to be on discord. It can be said to have some flaws as both children and adults who were awake all night and day to make it (I, myself stayed up until 7 in the morning to make sure my job was done), but it doesn't have to be perfect, and it is as chaotic as the actual thing; and I believe I can speak for everyone who had a role to play in it that we wish it doesn't go died and that many people can join; so I'll leave the link here and anyone who will follow the rules and listen to the leaders can join!

The fact that I didn't think I wouldn't fall in love with an idol group-

But hey! enhypen music is good and the members are cute, I just wanna squish em!

Ok so like..I'm in love with fanfics that are funny or is interesting!

Like Percy Jackson characters meet mortals? Yes please

And bsd stories where chaos just happens? Please-

I'm a sucker for those types of things! I need it like a fish outta water lol

So with this being said; please! I beg of you, anyone who sees this that feels up to it-

Can you make a fanfiction where bungou stray dogs characters (mainly pm and ada) play among us? Please, I beg of you T^T

I love how Jason can't remember a thing about his past besides remembering he got a sister, while Percy remembers a name, and bits and pieces come up to the surface like when he says blue food makes him happy! He even got a thought about annabeth during the library part; and ofc, the fact that he hates Mars/Ares

Lol; I once read a fic where his will power alone made him remember his mother!

(picture ain't mine, sweets ;) )