when i first started to understand i wasn't going to be going back to Hermitcraft when i got introjected i was prepared for how much i'd miss things like my friends, my partners, my body etc- what i did not expect was how much i miss eating metal right now. want to be chewing on ingots. as a weird netherborne demon of some sort, while i could eat regular food, my diet primarily consisted of gold and damn do i miss holding it in my hands until it started melting (i was very hotblooded) and the feeling of soft metal between my teeth. i guess you can never predict what you'll get emotional about in these situations, huh?

-an impulsesv fictive

it happens, unfortunately. i wanna eat metal too but it’s because i am odd & peculiar & not because it’s part of my diet lmao /silly

-mod ex

haii i hope it’s ok i do a sourcecall ^__^ i think ive sent some others a bit back and i just keep supposing maybe someday its gotta work!!!

ermm anyway i’m a bdubs introject and i just rly miss everyone :[ mostly etho like a whole whole lot but also impulse, cleo, and also literally everyone as well. i would love to talk to anyone about memories (even if ours don’t end up lining up) or just be friends as long as you are 18+ (i am bodily 21). i hope it is okay to sourcecall i always forget if it is im sorry if it isn’t. ohh also idc if you’re a fictive or kin!!! and if u woukd rather message me on discord im teamclocker over there.

thank u :3

!!!

Anyone else just have a kin-shift and wanna cry from wanting to be the same person again. I miss the times when people understood what I needed or wanted to say just from some non verbal signals, like tapping on shoulders to get on the attention waiting list, or biting a little bit to tell them I like them. Especially because I still have that dogman autistic swag. B) [behind the glasses -> :')]

- A silly, goofy s9!Rendog kinnie (#🗡️🐾👑)

mood yea..

-Mod hels

WHAJAGSHAHHAH

-mod ex

A happy almost over birthday to mod EX btw! Love you sm <3

-Mod hels

A happy almost over birthday to mod EX btw! Love you sm <3

-Mod hels

dude being a fictive is silly. I am holding a baby in my lap (insys)(LOOK AT MY CHILD!!!!) I’m dating some1 who is not Mcyt related at all, and my besties are a random assortment of hermits. Yippie

— a Grian fictive

yo! that is silly! it be like that! you're new so welcome to this little corner we're glad to have you here!

-Mod hels

the reason for my good self esteem isnt because i genuinely like and respect myself, its because of the many people on this silly webbed site saying fictional men look hot when theyre covered in blood /j

-a red king named pom [3L+]

oh if that isn't a mood i don't know what is/silly

-mod hels

Just coming to say, I've infiltrated, yall let me in like, 2, 3 times, now all my non fictionkin friends that are just getting into hermitcraft, think I'm one of yall. They think I'm a hermit.

-a Martyn littlewood where he's not supposed to be

y'know it be like that sometimes, assigned hermit by friends!!

-Mod hels

wish i could find other adult hermitcraft fictives. how do you all find each other

i can't answer this as I'm not a sys(that i know of.), nor is any of the other mods but perhaps a sys could chime in!

-mod hels

i dont hate you guys i swear i just have really shitty memory

bangs fist against the wall. i miss my gem and xb!!!!! i miss them real bad!! i wish they were here to come annoy and torment (/affectionate) me and keep me company when i was doing basework. i miss getting to do the same to them. i miss my girlfriend and partner!!!

-a very lonely hypno fcktive

yknow fair enough man, hops you find them one day! or at least find a version of them

-Mod hels

if i had a nickel for every kin ive had that were one of many alternate selves whos relationship with the original includes but is not limited to 'uncle/father figure' to 'brothers who mostly hate each other' id have four nickles, which isnt a lot but its weird that it happened four times

-a red king named pom [3L+] [the examples are from different sources]

sometimes it just be that way

-Mod hels

Being a Doc fictive in the body of someone who never watched Hermitcraft is… exhausting.

Not only do I never relate to my canon character, I don’t remember anyone aside from Grian (who was called Gray), Cleo (whose name I can’t recall), and Xisuma. They all had… entirely different roles in my source.

I recall being a scientist who was tasked with creating a private army for Xisuma with my lab assistant, an enderman named Xeemont. We were both previously experimental attempts at this private army, a creeper and an enderman respectively.

Our first pass made Cleo. She gave herself a name but I can’t remember what it was.

Our second pass made Gray. He was… difficult, to say the least. Rude, uncooperative, constantly trying to get me and Xeemont in trouble… I suppose I can’t blame him. He was just a kid trying to understand why the people who brought him into this world were hurting him.

I don’t remember much else, only that Xeemont killed Gray after Gray tried to kill me.

Sorry for info/traumadumping my whole source, but I felt like telling someone.

don't feel sorry, thats what this place is for, info/traumadumping! i understand how frustrating it can be to not interact with the thing you come from. as we have a few people like that, we're here for you man even if you don't really know us.

-Mod hels

Ramblin' cuz I be in my "missing being Rendog" hours.

I wanna bake my Nana's pie again. I've forgotten the taste and I don't trust that the bit of recipe I remember is enough to make one. But it was sweeter than all the pumpkin pie I've eaten in the last year.

I miss Doc. He was my best friend and cuddle buddy. We would talk for hours about redstone, take each other on little friendship dates every few months, and we would hangout with a bottle of sake and a pie every weekend we could.

I lived with my Nan for most of my childhood. I don't remember much of my childhood tho. She wasn't a wolf hybrid but she treated me like any normal person. Gods, I miss her and braiding her hair...

Anyways!! I loved the Crastle. It was so pretty! It had stained glass panels everywhere. I loved the one in the throne room the least. It felt like I didn't deserve the god-like status that Bdubs was trying to give me, and I was a prominent feature of that panel. I think there was an archway that had a simple design with yellow, white, and red glass that I passed by often. I like that one the best. The dark oak was so nice to look at. I don't miss being king. It was driving me mad the longer I stayed. I'm glad the hermits dethroned me in the source. I don't remember what happened to me in my cannon cuz my memories fade out around the time the vault was built. (I wish I could remember. I wanna know what happened to me sooo bad. I don't care if it makes me sad, I wanna knowww.)

- A silly, goofy s9!Rendog kinnie (#🗡️🐾👑)

fair enough man, i dunno what more to say i'm sorry

-Mod hels

It's literally so flippin' funny to me that one of my highest kins (s9!Ren) is a baker. I hate baking. (I lob pumpkin pie tho. Not for Ren reasons. I just like the taste of the pie filling.)

- a silly, goofy s9!Rendog kinnie (#🗡️🐾👑) (is that taken?)

that is pretty funny it just be that way! pumpkin pie is very good though yum yum and that anon tag is not taken! welcome!

-Mod hels

playing minecraft during a kinshift is CRAZY cause i have had 2 seperate occasions where i found a pet i had in my canon (pizza and jellie if ur curious), got very emotionally attached then proceeded to LOSE THEM and get very upset over pixel animals </3

- scar 🐈

pizza and jellie.... very fair and valid to get upset over pixel animals </3

-Mod Hels

hellooo!!! c!grian fictive here and im just here to say hi bc im so glad to find this blog /v pos

here’s a silly story: i formed before we even liked my source :p (we got into it because i’m here) and also a week later of missing my sister pearl we’ve been “reunited” (aka we have her in our sys too)

AND!!! i love love love our system family so much!!! it’s just me and my sister, and of course our 2nd host, a literal anthromorphic cat demon is our new found mother figure >:3…and of course, me and pearlo have a father figure from our partner sys too, who’s just a fictive of jason from dc. i think it’s really funny how systems have the most random family tropes but i love my sis and parental figures so so much!!!

can i claim to be 🍀💫 anon?? technically just our most common system collective proxy we use 😭

(deff coming back to fess more next time!!)

interesting! and ofc! nice to meet ya'll 🍀💫 Anon! we're happy to have you here!

- Mod Hels