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So, for a couple weeks out of the year around springtime, at a certain point in the morning the sun beams in through the windows above my desk and lands perfectly on my bed. I take advantage of this by laying there shirtless in nothing but my pj bottoms basking in the light like a small animal sunbathing.
It is almost time and I am laying here in anticipation 🐇☀️❤️🩹
So not that it's particularly surprising but I went to sleep horny as shit last night and then woke up horny as shit and here's the big shocker, I am STILL horny as shit. . . .
You know, in case you planned on taking advantage of me
I'm addicted to you, I hang off your words, I cant help it. So don't tease unless you aim to make good on it because you have my full attention. I know it's pathetic but I just can't break the hold you have on me.
Saw a post earlier about being able to laugh during sex and how it's a good thing. . . I 100% agree . . but it got me thinking, that kind of trust and comfort should be part of why you are intimate with someone. Like are some of you having sex with a person or people you don't feel comfortable around?
I can't even fathom it and I hope you all are comfortable with your partners. It makes things a billion times better trust me. I'm all for serious passionate lovemaking and hot steamy sex but come on yall sometimes you just have to smile and laugh and be silly.
Like she went from playing with me to a version of her riding my face but in the transition we were all over the place, laughing and awkwardly trying to reposition, she kneed my head and it was just funny. then we were back to it and eventually as I was eating her out I finishing on her chest while I played with myself for her viewing pleasure.
Is there anything you can tell us about your experience with your Dom?
Well, I dont think i can give away specific details, or more accurately, i probably shouldn't. But what i can tell you is that I needed it for sure, I can tell you that she is getting more comfortable being herself and acting on what she wants and I absolutely love it. She is getting better with her rope skills, and she did a couple of things that absolutely blew my mind in the heat of the moment.
In short, she was amazing during the intimate times and just as amazing when we were just hanging out. I just enjoy spending time with her. She's one of those people that, instead of draining my social battery, she builds me up, and I can never get enough of it.
This has been a long trip for sure, 2 weeks at a single place that's not home is rough but being able to see her made it 1000% worth it. She took the 3 hour drive to come stay the night with me in my hotel room and it was amazing to say the least.
I can still feel all the marks she left on me. I can still remember the feeling and sensations that took place the night and following morning but above all I remember just being able to lay with her, feeling her body's warmth mingling with mine.
What an amazing way to wake up. With her next to me, being able to just soak in the sight of her, hearing her breathing and the occasional light snore. Time stood still and at the same time went way to fast. I wish I could have had more of it, that closeness. But I am so overjoyed with what I had that I can't be mad or bitter. To be able to wake up and shift my body so close to hers, to be able to gently throw my arm over her and let it rest there.
I needed that, I needed it in a way that I will never be able to convey with words. For that one night and morning everything was right in my little world, I didn't care about any past transgressions or mistakes. The future full of possibilities was the furthest thing from my mind. All I cared about and all I understood was I had her infront of me, for just a little while my world was perfect and my mind was quiet.
Last song listened to: damn I love some watsky. No matter what mood I'm in he always pops up in my recents
Current favorite song: lol forgive me for this one but I was born and partially raised in the bay so it still has its claws in me so too short, cube, snoop and 40 one one track? Yikes but it does take me back
Song of my choice: Easily one of my most played songs ever, this was my jam when I was in highschool and I still love listening to it now along with that whole cd and yes not only do I have the cd still but it's in my jeeps cd player at this moment
Tagging: @prince-of-goths, @lovelydommommy, @freerangecryptids and @dreamgirleviil
I can't help but stroke and rub myself through my boxers, I'm all cooped up in this hotel room patiently waiting for you.
It feels so good but at the same time I'm craving so much more, it's making a mess but I know if my hand slips under the elastic of my boxers I won't be able to stop. . . I have to stop. . . just one more night and you'll be here. I want to save up everything for you. . . I want to give you all of me
Please hurry!!!
Update: crisis averted! After edging for an hour or two, my SOAKED boxers are off and a cage is on. Way to many close calls and I was getting away to into it to be trusted. She can decide when it comes off now
You ever get so excited to just see someone? Like not even do anything specific with them but just be around them for a bit? Like so excited you keep looking at your watch and you have to stop yourself from asking them 50 billion times how much longer they are going to take? And when will they leave? And when are they going to be here?
. . . . Yeah me too 🥰
Lol in completely unrelated news my favorite person is going to come spend the night/most of the following day with me in the hotel and I actually won't be able to sleep tonight I'm going to be so excited.