There are things I want in life that I’m tired of waiting for. That I’m done making excuses.
The things I want I wonder if my lifestyle is what stops me from having them? What if I got rid of my fan accounts, and all evidence I ever made adult content? What if I just shut down that part of me?
Or do I just believe someone will love all these parts of me?
I know it’s so cool and feminist to say I don’t need love and marriage. But I want that. And I know I’m my own problem on why I don’t have it.