So embarrassing but who cares. But so embarrassing but who cares but it’s so embarrassing but also who cares but it really is embarrassing but really who cares BUT it’s so embarrassing though probably nobody cares but it’s embarrassing asf and nobody cares but

"Capitalism breeds innovation" girl there are only five websites left and they all look the same

dude ADHD sucks so bad, it's like one of those audience input twitch streams where people can add new parameters to the game to screw you over for fun. "puddingtruck49 just paid 8 dollars to make you forget your debit card pin in the checkout line"

Not all heroes wear capes

^ is this all my followers

A brief moment of rationality from the bird place.

due to inflation you must answer my riddles five

if you give “stupid” characters rural/southern accents i don’t like you and if you give “smart” characters rural/southern accents but it’s a punchline i don’t like you even more

me trying to convince myself that the whole spectrum of human emotions is a good and necessary thing to feel even if its not comfortable while im actively experiencing emotions that make me feel like my bones are being dissolved in acid

The start of something special

Everyone who’s been talking to me knows i’ve been working on this comic about wlws and cats for a while and i’m so so happy it’s finally here!!! :D

idea stolen from this post :’3

i had a dream where my friend who hasn't texted back since 2022 hugged me for long, and it actually wasn't a bad dream, but god it hurt to wake up. other parts of the dream were weird, but in a narrative fantasy worldbuilding kinda way. all i can think about is how real the hug felt. moments i worried i was holding for too long and started to pull away, and when he kept his grip tight i held him firm again. like he needed it as much as i did. fuck. this hurts so much.

and i don't know if he's even ignoring me, is the worst part. he's deleted social media at times, and my messages on insta are unread. i texted him to ask if he had deleted it, but my phone has no read receipts over text. i've considered using my old snapchat just to be absolutely sure, but that almost feels like too much. because the thing is: if he tells me he doesn't want me to talk to him again, i'll stop. but i genuinely don't know if it's just him being bad at long distance communication. he always has been, he really prefers talking irl. not knowing sucks so much. and i am fairly sure now that he deleted his instagram. i worried i had been blocked when i saw his account didn't show up in our msgs on insta, but i checked on another account and when i looked up his username there was nothing there (and if it showed up, bc i had been blocked on my main, i would've stopped there). if a boundary has been set, i'll follow it, but rn i'm just left looking for a ghost in a fog that might as well be endless.

No no you don't understand! I want to watch this show/movie, read this book, listen to this podcast, etc.! But I must be in the right mindset and the exact head space to begin, or I just can't!

There's a bunch of adhd advice out there that's like "people with adhd tend to work better under deadlines due to the anxiety so here are ways to artificially induce a stress response in order to get you to get work done" and it's like well what if I don't want to be stressed out all the time in order to function

No no you don't understand! I want to watch this show/movie, read this book, listen to this podcast, etc.! But I must be in the right mindset and the exact head space to begin, or I just can't!

Neil Gaiman’s Advice to Aspiring Artists