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Ally was born October 4, 1998 at 12:37 am. This means that she has a Libra sun sign with a Pisces moon sign and Cancer in the ascendant. (Link to a full description of her natal chart is here). Not that she’s ever bothered to look up anything beyond the fact that she’s a Libra. But every year on her birthday, she would stay up until she could feel herself turn the next age at exactly the time she was born. As a child, it felt like a major accomplishment, and it was like a little gift to herself. The rest of the day would be about the way her mother wanted to celebrate her birthday in as flashy a style as possible, but that was just her. As she got older, it lost a lot of its specialness as she regularly stayed up until that time for school.

Ally has always wanted to learn how to play a musical instrument for herself. But one time she overheard her father talking about how people who learned instruments were wasting time that could be used doing something actually productive, so she put that dream aside and doesn’t allow herself to think about it.

When Ally first learned about her mother’s affair with Uncle Walt, she assumed that part of her father’s anger was at the betrayal of the affair itself. How could anyone break their marriage vows like that and turn their back on love? But as she became older, she noticed the revolving door of lovers that both her parents kept – servants, business partners, friends of each others, everyone was a potential candidate. That’s when it became clearer. The affairs weren’t the problem. It was the fact that her mother had an affair before she’d actually provided Emerson with an heir, and that she wasn’t careful enough about it to know who the father of the child was. And worse, that she hadn’t gotten pregnant since, so Ally was the only heir the family had. That was when she started to push harder and harder to show that she was the perfect heir for her father, no matter how she’d come into the world.

She lost her virginity in a situation of dubious consent. It was near the end of high school, early in the days of her experimenting with intoxication, so she didn’t know her limits yet and it was easy for her to find herself over them. And one night, one of the boys in her class took advantage of this. While she didn’t say no, she doesn’t recall saying yes either. After that, she was much smarter about where her limits are, and while she is constantly pushing them, she is careful not to go all the way to blacking out anymore. She knows she makes stupid decisions while intoxicated. But she wants them to be her decisions.

Ally mostly relies on other people to buy her alcohol for her, and in that way, being part of the Riot Club is really useful. But whenever she needs to get some of her own, she has a fake ID under the name Elizabeth Dice. It’s her own private joke to herself because it isn’t so close to Elizabeth Darcy as to make it obviously a fake name, but it’s a gamble every time she uses it since what she’s doing is technically illegal.

The real reason she got a fake ID was so she could get into 21+ clubs and concerts. A lot of her spare cash goes into concert tickets and club admission, and she’ll often go to small venues to hear completely new groups just because. It gives her exposure to new interesting groups she might not hear otherwise, which expands her constantly growing music collection. But more importantly, live music is one of the times where she feels the closest to whole. The louder the music, the more it drowns out her thoughts and insecurities, and the better she feels. She’ll hold onto that feeling no matter what.

Clubs are one of her favorite places to be. The music might not be live, but its just as loud so it works almost as well for drowning out her thoughts. And the main perk there is that it isn’t expected that you will dance, either by yourself and with other people. She’s pretty enough that it usually doesn’t take her long to find a dance partner, and she doesn’t mind making out with strangers and being distracted by them. In fact, since she’s usually drunk at the clubs, it feels like a wasted night if she doesn’t find someone to kiss. For that little time, she knows that someone wants her.

Her favorite books are Romeo and Juliet, Madame Bovary, Anna Karenina, Wuthering Heights, Pride and Prejudice, and Jane Eyre. Or at least, those are the favorites she’s willing to admit to. She also has a secret addiction to romance novels, historical fiction and mass market mysteries, but those are buried deep in her Kindle, and she never talks about it ever. But when school starts to become more stressful, she’ll revert to reading those more and more as a study break.

She was loosely raised in the Episcopalian faith. Not that her family were ardent church goers, but they have a church they donate to regularly, and they attend services on Christmas, Easter, and whenever her father wants to make the right impression or meet with specific people. She isn’t sure how she actually feels about religion, or whether there’s a God, but she likes the idea that some all encompassing loving being is out there watching over her. She just can’t really put her faith in the idea without some proof of care. There are too many other ‘absent people said to love her’ in her life to accept one more.

Trinity School’s emphasis on studying abroad and the importance of travel was part of what made the school idea for her and her family. They were very willing to work with her on individualized education plans or alternative projects whenever she traveled with her family to visit one of their many worldwide companies or visit the hotels that they helped to create. Sometimes when she had important exams at school, she would be left alone with the servants while her parents left on business. But Ally’s childhood was split almost evenly between their New York home and the various hotels around the world.

Ally has never really had any close friends. She had acquaintances in school, people she was friendly with because they were the right people to be friends with. Later, she had people she could trust to work on group projects with because they were just as driven to do well as she was, so she wouldn’t have to worry about carrying the weight of the grade herself. They were the ones who introduced her to the party scene with its alcoholic and drug enhancers, so in a way, there was a sort of trust. But it never built into any of the real close friendships she was craving, no one to share secrets with or really to miss at all. She’ll see some of them around Harvard occasionally, but it’s always just a wave or a quick chance to chat, never anything that either of them feel compelled to follow up on.

Many people Ally knows joke that she doesn’t have a taste in music, because that implies that she dislikes something. And there’s a certain amount of truth to that. Her iPod and her online playlists are an eclectic mix of everything she can find, because it’s all interesting to her and she enjoys it all. Pop, Metal, Rap, Rock, EDM, New Age, Classical, Film Soundtracks, Punk, Blues, Folk, Reggae, Jazz, Opera, Ska, Techno, Easy Listening, and all combinations there of appeal to her. Sometimes she’ll be in the mood for a particular style, sometimes she’ll want to listen to particularly intelligent technical music, but most of the time she enjoys the randomness that comes from the mixture. It’s like a constant surprise she knows she’ll enjoy.

When it comes to drinking, if she’s drinking for taste, she prefers wine, cider, or any sort of sweet cocktail. She has a very educated wine palette due to her parents, and she has always been a quick study, even here. She’ll drink beer if it’s the only thing available, and she has a preference for wheat beers and pale ales. Whiskies are all right occasionally, especially mixed, but they aren’t her first choice. However, when she’s drinking to get drunk, she’ll go straight to the vodka or tequila shots. It works much faster, and she’s not worried about taste in that case anyway. Her drug use isn’t as common as her alcohol use, although marijuana use and the use of prescription medications like Adderall is only slightly less common than drinking. She has also used ecstasy and LSD a few times and heroin once, although she’s a little bit more wary of the highly addictive nature of both heroin and cocaine. Still, it wouldn’t take much to push her into experimenting more heavily with both of those.

Ally has ophiophobia, or the fear of snakes. There’s never been any bad experience to explain this, but ever since she was a child, every time she was so much as in the same room as a snake or saw a to realistic picture, she would freeze and panic, struggling to breathe. As she’s gotten older, pictures have affected her less so she is able to hide this fear. And luckily, her parents are both deeply city people, so outside of zoos, she never has to deal with it. She likes it that way.

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Birth Chart

This birth chart report shows the positions of the planets for .

The Sun represents vitality, a sense of individuality and outward-shining creative energy.

Sun in Libra Libra natives are generally thought to be sociable, somewhat intellectual souls. They have an almost innocent way about them that makes them very approachable. Generally quite eager to cooperate, Librans spend a lot of their time trying not to rock the boat. In theory, Libras are peace-loving. In practice, they can quietly stir up all sorts of trouble with their ways. Because Libra enjoys balance in their lives, they seek the middle ground. In the process, they may end up trying to be everything to everyone. This is where their reputation for untruthfulness comes from. Generally, their untruths spring from a true desire for peace and fairness--although they may not be comfortable with direct and malicious trickery, they feel totally justified when they lie in order to avoid making waves. Peace at any price! In this sense, they seem harmless. But, what can result is quite a ruckus! People involved with Libras may crib about their lack of directness and their apparent inability to take a stand. Librans are experts at avoiding being the one to blame. When confronted, they'll (calmly and reasonably) say, "What, me? No, I just want peace." "On the fence", "middle ground", "middle road" -- these are all expressions that we can safely associate with Libra. Some more powerful signs may consider Libra a little on the weak side. This is all a matter of opinion, however! Without Libra, life simply wouldn't be as fair. Librans are known for comparing and thinking in relative terms, instead of in absolutes. This weekend is not just a good weekend, it's better than last weekend. These people are always looking for the "best" way or the "right" way to live. Harmony is the ultimate goal, but their idealism and high expectations can mean plenty of discontent. Since life presents all of us with an extraordinary amount of choices, if Libra doesn't learn to live in the moment at least some of the time, they'll be in a constant state of unrest. Society needs rules, and these rules attempt to bring justice, equality, and fairness. On an individual level, Libra represents these laws of civilization. Libra comes across as very civilized and rather refined. She has a great need to be part of a group. She likes to mix with people and looks for partnerships. She likes and respects justice. She approves of society's values. She is level-headed and assimilates quickly. Weaknesses: does not think enough, she is frivolous. A dilettante in love. She is easily swayed by group pressure.Sun in IV You invest much of your pride and energy into your personal and private life, your home, and your family. Privacy is important to you. You are naturally protective of your family, including your heritage, and of your personal life. Avoid being defensive as you work to build a secure foundation for yourself and the people you love.

131 Conjunction Sun - Mercury

Because your ego and your mind are aligned, you possess much mental energy. You are always in a position to think about what you want, and in many ways, this is an interruption of the will. You are highly intelligent with a great drive to communicate with other. You invest a lot of pride in your intellectual capacities. You may not always listen as well as you speak, however! You might be too busy thinking about what to say next. But you are very curious and although you enjoy expressing yourself, you usually don't dominate conversations completely. As far as studying or learning goes, you are better off reading the material than listening to a teacher. These traits come from a strong need to take an active role in communications. It is very hard for you to passively listen and absorb information. Your opinions are usually strong and you are an independent thinker. You tend to be proud of your opinions and thoughts, and might easily get a bruised ego if you are not "heard", if your opinions are pushed aside or ignored, or if your opinions are criticized. You are expressive and possibly a very animated speaker. You are also very witty and others enjoy your playful and sometimes mischievous sense of humor. 167 Conjunction Sun - Venus Social relationships are extremely important to you. You are generally charming with aneasy-going manner. It is generally quite important to you that you are personally popular, to come across in a pleasant way, and to be liked and appreciated. Sometimes, vanity is part of the package. Venus is a peace-making, harmony-loving planet, and those with Sun conjunct Venus do their best to seek peace and harmony. You are diplomatic and a veritable expert at smoothing over (and sometimes glossing over) problems. You are openhanded with others, tolerant and accepting. When expressed negatively, you can be superficial and two-faced, and you can be very much tied up with appearances--your own, and sometimes others'. You might be too agreeable, too pleasant (at the expense of honesty), and downright lazy at times. You have a fine eye for style and enjoy pleasing surroundings. You generally dress well and enjoy a certain amount of luxury. You are gracious, romantic, and sometimes romantically impulsive. You tend to rely on the power of attraction to bring people to you, rather than aggressively pursuing love interests. There is some vanity involved here--you are most attracted to people who express interest in you, or who respond well to your charms! You are not the type of person who overtly pursues people who appear to be indifferent to you. You are not competitive in the aggressive sense of the word, and you are not someone who loves a good chase. Instead, you work your charms and draw people to you. Your ability to attract others (Venus) is very much tied up with your ego (Sun). Because Venus rules all things feminine, both sexes with this aspect tend to be quite attractive. 75 Trine Sun - Uranus It is natural for you to question tradition. You are, above all things, an individualist. You naturally rebel against that which is established. It doesn't mean that you consistently break all the rules, but you definitely do question some of the rules, especially those that simply don't make much sense. You possess a huge distaste for routine. You work best when you have some say as to when and how you get things done. You possess much self-integrity. You avoid labeling people and are most offended when others attempt to label or stereotype you. You easily embrace new ways of doing things, you stick up for the underdog, and you express yourself in unique and inspiring ways. You don't have to try to stand out as unique--you are original, creative, and progressive without trying. You are far from pretentious. You value honesty and truth, and you avoid putting on airs. You believe in the equality of people, and easily relate to people from all walks of life. You possess an unmistakable enthusiasm about life, and generally your life is interesting because you invite unusual or adventurous experiences into your life. You are generally appreciated by others because you are open-minded, fair, and not judgmental. Nothing really seems to faze you! You take things in stride, and are rarely shocked or taken aback by human behavior. 5 Sextile Sun - Pluto You have much sexual vitality and passion. It is easy and natural for you to find a passion and pursue it, and to focus on a goal. You are not much scared of anything. You enjoy and embrace growth, especially of the psychological kind. You love a good mystery, and you are adept at solving it.You readily assign meaning to what others might consider "ordinary" events. You look for symbols, and read between the lines in most any situation. The physical vitality is generally strong, and the body is usually able to heal quickly. You are not afraid to get your hands dirty, and you are usually quick to help others--not only with mundane tasks, but also on a spiritual or psychological level. Your insight is sharp and sometimes awe-inspiring. You are perceptive and not easily rattled or surprised in life. You are not a do-gooder nor are you a law-breaker. However, you are not afraid of the "dark side" of human nature, and you will bend the rules from time to time if you feel the need to do so. You take particular pleasure in growth and life's lessons. You are not fond of superficiality, and are generally the first to spot pretense of any kind. You are passionate and can be intense. You have a hunger to experience more than just an "ordinary" life, and you can be quite ambitious. Some people with this aspect are perfectionists, demanding much from themselves and reasonable amounts of effort and honesty from others.

The Moon represents the emotional responses, unconscious pre-destination, and the self-image.

Moon in Pisces Lunar Pisceans are known to be dreamy and not always in touch with reality. However, though these people may not always show real-world savvy in day-to-day, practical affairs, they make up for this with remarkable intuition. They can put themselves in anybody's shoes with extreme ease. On the plus side, this endows them with remarkable compassion and love. The down side with this apparent ability to break down boundaries is that these people can easily lose themselves in the suffering of others. Their sense of humor is delightfully silly and a bit odd. These are perceptive souls who seem to be in touch with all the nuances and subtleties of human nature. Often this comes through in a strong sense of humor that is more of the receptive kind than the type of sense of humor that would make people the "life of the party". It's generally pretty easy to get them giggling. Moon in Pisces people may get tagged as spaced out, but there's a lot more to them than meets the eye. They feel things out, and rely on their intuition. It just doesn't feel right for them to do otherwise. Their dreaminess can mean plenty of moments of absent-mindedness. These times of oblivion can land them in all sorts of predicaments with others who can too easily misunderstand these complex souls. Without plenty of space and time to daydream, Pisces Moons easily get overloaded with life. Give them room to be alone with themselves, and they're generally able to take on the world--even if their style when they do so is not always conventional or understandable. Generally considered soft-hearted and sweet, Lunar Pisceans care about others and are easily touched by human suffering. This tendency gains them the reputation as suckers for sob stories. Although this may sometimes be true, many Lunar Pisceans learn, in their lifetimes, how to discern between sincerity and manipulation. Still, they definitely do have plenty of soft corners. In personal relationships, Lunar Pisceans are giving and yielding. They are generally open on a sexual level, in a quiet way. Their fantasies can be far-reaching, intricate, and rich with emotion. Love is closely tied in with their sexuality. Most Lunar Pisceans are shy; they need a trustworthy lover to bring them out. There's a delightful accepting side to Moon in Pisces that is sometimes mistaken for weakness. Pisces is the twelfth and last sign of the zodiac, and thus carries with it a little of each sign of the zodiac. As a result, they see themselves reflected in the behavior of others, giving them seemingly boundless compassion. Since the Moon represents our instinctive nature, Moon in Pisces seems to know how things feel without actual experience. For example, they may have never had sex, but seem to know all about it -- even, or especially, the subtleties of it. The ones that aren't too shy make awesome actors and actresses. This ability to empathize even in the absence of experience gives them an open mind and heart. Most long to express this through writing, music (both listening and making), poetry, and art -- in fact, the happiest people with this position do just that. Though some are doormats, most Pisces Moon people instinctively know when they're due for a much-needed recharge. It's at these times that they retreat from the world (and its harsh realities) if only to gather strength to face everything and everyone again. Solitude is important to them, but they also need people, so their retreats will usually be short-lived. Pisces Moon individuals believe; and, let's face it, the world needs Piscean leaps of faith. Short description: Imaginative, sharp insights. She is impressionable, with an abundant imagination. Gentle, warm, humorous, artistic. Weaknesses: troubles caused by too much sentimentality, worries, problems, unhealthy imagination, nervousness. Moon in IX Highly imaginative. Prolonged studies, is intuitive. Professionally successful abroad, or in import-export or as a diplomat. Contact with foreigners. Long journeys. Ability to learn foreign languages. This is a position that can indicate a deep longing for stimulation above and beyond the everyday, mundane routine. You are a philosophical sort, interested and curious about the world, other people, and perhaps different cultures. You can be extremely restless and discontented if you don't have a definite goal in mind. You might find yourself longing to be somewhere else when you are unhappy, imagining that if you were to move or travel, you would be much happier. However, this attitude can only keep you from enjoying and improving upon the situation you are now in, only serving to make you feel more unhappy in the present and with your current circumstances. Trying to avoid the attitude that "the grass is greener on the other side" will be important, while attending to your needs to get away from time to time will help scratch the seemingly incurable itch for something more. 577 Conjunction Moon - Jupiter She is generally pleasantly composed, due to an inner sense of harmony and emotional balance. She is optimistic--and realistically so, most of the time--which contributes to her overall "luck". She is able to get a real perspective on emotional matters that not only benefits her outlook, she is able to offer support to others when needed. Broad-mindedness is a wonderful characteristic. Quick to find humor in situations, she is generally warm and fun to be around. Deep down, she believes in the basic goodness of people and of life in general, and this basic and natural attitude helps her to attract positive circumstances and to make good connections. One of her best qualities is tolerance. Usually, she doesn't take life too seriously in the sense that she believes in having a bit of fun. her hunches are more often than not bang-on. She is frank, honest, optimistic and generous. She likes good cooking, her comforts. Her friendships are sincere. She is a worker and knows how to surround herself with the right people: She is appreciated at work. 4 Trine Moon - Ascendant She has a good influence on the family, which loves and helps the person. She likes travelling, movement, change. She likes contact and is open to other people.

Mercury represents communication, Cartesian and logical spirit.

Mercury in Libra Usually quite diplomatic and tactful, she evaluates and weighs things up endlessly, often to the point of indecisiveness. Of good judgment, she expresses herself clearly. Before coming to an opinion on a subject, she listens to the opinions offered by various people and can compare them before making up her own mind. Mental affinity in her relationships is paramount. She is good at compromising and always tries to put herself in others' shoes. Some mental laziness. Mercury in IV Good education, she is cultivated, likes literature, family life and family relationships. You are an extremely imaginative person who dreams up all sorts of unusual ideas and plans. Your thinking is quite subjective, and in some cases narrow or biased. Some of you might enjoy working at home or keeping a lively, intellectual atmosphere in your home. You tend to retain a lot of information, and are usually quite interested in history, psychology, or politics. You are not quick to embrace a new idea or plan, and can be quite traditional in your thinking.

Venus represents an interest for emotions and values, exchange and sharing with others.

Venus in Libra Venus in Libra people will try to impress you with their kindness, evenhandedness, and willingness to make your relationship work. They have a polished manner in love, which sometimes makes them appear insincere or superficial. They are gentle lovers who hate to be offended. They are threatened by bad manners and direct or abrasive expression of feelings. They not only prefer to choose the middle road, they seek the middle ground in their relationships. You can expect to be treated fairly, and you may be turned on by Venus in Libra's willingness to concede and adjust their lives to fully accommodate you. Venus in Libra men and women have idealized images of their relationships, even to the point where the relationship becomes bigger than life, taking on a life of its own. They can become quietly resentful if they feel they are being taken advantage of -- and they make it easy for more aggressive types to bully them around. Pleasing Venus in Libra involves treating them kindly and fairly. They love to share everything with you, so let them. Foreplay for them can be mental -- they love to communicate with you about the relationship. Sharing turns them on, and tactless or uncouth behavior is a turn-off. Although they seem to put up with a lot, be fair with them. Over time, imbalance in their relationship is sure to make them unhappy, and when it comes to this, they may try to even the score in subtle, roundabout ways. Don't let it come to that, and you will be rewarded with a lover who puts themselves in your shoes and treats you exactly how they would like to be treated. Venus in III Likes everything that is beautiful, likes decorum. Outstanding intelligence. She may work in a trade linked to beauty, fashion. Numerous select friends. You are verbally expressive, diplomatic, and aim to be tactful. You easily win others over with your words, whether it's because of a likeable facility with language, a beautiful voice, or a diplomatic use of words. You readily give out compliments. Some of you might use flattery to your own benefit at the risk of being ingenuine. You are generally a very good mediator, aiming to settle arguments quickly and restoring at least temporary peace. You have a mischievous side, however, and your desire to be tactful and polite with others doesn't always succeed. Some of you might engage in a lot of mind games, and others might eventually find out that you don't always mean what you say or say what you mean! You value mental stimulation and frequent changes of scenery in your love relationships. 88 Trine Venus - Uranus Independent in love. Her love life is rich, but possibly with passing love affairs. She tires quickly and is scared of losing her liberty. Traditional marriage may not be for her. She has that little something that attracts the opposite sex: she likes amorous adventures, she is romantic. She is the eternal lover and perhaps is unfaithful if she has a serious relationship. She likes art, anything new. The ability to get along with--and accept--people from all walks of life as friends is strong with this position. She can readily see through insincerity in others. In relationships, tolerance is the most important "ingredient" to her. Her sexual preferences are somewhat unconventional, and she won't be happy with a partner who tries to limit her sexual expression. She is usually quite capable of maintaining relationships that require a great deal of freedom and tolerance, such as long-distance romances or set-ups in which partners are unable to see each other consistently. Her style in love is somewhat free and breezy, and noncommittal. She quite naturally accepts the idea that her partner might need some personal space and freedom. 57 Trine Venus - Neptune Her professional life is unstable. She has a taste for the Arts, is a dreamer, is easily influenced and romantic. She is emotional and very sensitive. Romantic, creative, gentle, and adaptable, you naturally express the finer qualities of mysterious and dreamy Neptune in your love relationships. Your imagination is rich and your fantasy world well-developed. You are turned off by rudeness and crudeness, and are drawn to beauty in its many forms. You are very giving and generous, but may be a little on the submissive side, or sometimes downright lazy, failing to take the initiative when situations call for it. 147 Sextile Venus - Pluto Her emotional and sex life is powerful and rich. She lives out truly passionate love affairs.

Mars represents the desire for action and physical energy.

Mars in Leo This is one of the more sexual positions of Mars. While they are rather easy to arouse, their passion is long-standing. Mars in Leo natives enjoy sex more than most, as long as heavy doses of love and romance are part of the package. In partnership, they demand loyalty and admiration. Impatient with small-mindedness and disloyalty, Mars in Leo natives generally have a strong idealistic streak. They easily get fired up when they feel they've been humiliated, and they defend their high principles with ardor. Mars in Leo natives act with their heart. Their ego is tied up with their actions, so that most anything they do becomes a source of great pride. Though some are self-righteous and quarrelsome, the more sophisticated people with this position are kindly leaders. Mars in II She undertakes daring and dangerous enterprises. She has lots of initiative. She works hard for her money, of which she earns a lot. She is a spendthrift, money comes and goes. She is always ready to start from scratch in the event of a setback. Great willingness and enthusiasm. You are likely to be a hard worker, although you appreciate the process and might be slower than some as you focus on the method and tend to each step deliberately and carefully. You love to produce things of practical value. You are ambitious when it comes to making money and acquiring possessions, but you might be impatient or impulsive when it comes to spending. You can be quite possessive, both of material things and of people. You like a physical challenge, and your physical abilities and energy make up a strong part of your sense of self-worth. You like to work independently, or you value things most when you have achieved something on your own. The world of the five senses is most important to you on sensual and sexual levels. You have a hearty appetite with strong stamina. You defend your values fervently. 54 Trine Mars - Saturn She is energetic and determined. She has strength and resistance, ability and patience: she is tough, and sometimes insensitive, and puts all her energy and talents into overcoming all the obstacles to her success. She is obstinate, calculating, does not take on anything without having thought of all the possible consequences, she can take all the time in the world and never loses patience to achieve her objectives. She is not particularly popular in her circle, but is feared and respected.

Jupiter represents expansion and grace.

Jupiter in Pisces She attracts the most good fortune when she is charitable, tender, devoted, compassionate, looks out for the underdog, and is giving. Values compassion and charity, and is motivated by a universal vision. Peaceful personal philosophy. Faith in the goodness of life brings rewards. Jupiter in IX Deeply intelligent, she is tolerant and sincere. Professional success can happen abroad or in connection with foreign countries. Faraway voyages are profitable. 33 Trine Jupiter - Ascendant She likes meeting friends, around a good meal and in a cordial atmosphere. She is pleasant, jovial and engaging.

Saturn represents contraction and effort.

Saturn in Taurus Doesn't like to see greed or waste in others. Must not shun materialism and possessiveness completely, and learn to build up a sense of being "deserving" of some pleasures in life. Saturn in X Her up-bringing is rigorous, severe. Her professional life is all-important. She is serious, methodical, persevering. She wants to have power, to succeed and has all the necessary qualities to achieve this objective, by taking one step at a time. -38 Square Saturn - Neptune Living conditions are difficult for Uranus represents individual liberty, egoistic liberty. Uranus in Aquarius Gets over-excited at the start of a task that interests her. Her debonair personality gives others a banal impression. Uranus in VII Her independence does not tolerate traditional marriage very well. If she does marry, she has little chance of finishing her days with the spouse, unless the partner gives her complete freedom. You need a lot of freedom in your partnerships and do best in unconventional or nontraditional set-ups. You are likely to attract unusual, erratic people into your life, particularly in close relationships. 15 Conjunction Uranus - Neptune 50 Sextile Uranus - Pluto She fights to improve her daily life, she is persevering. Neptune represents transcendental liberty, non-egoistic liberty. Neptune in Capricorn She is discerning, wise and sensible. Neptune in VII Marries for love, to show the depth of her passion, but may have a troubled conjugal life. -22 Opposition Neptune - Ascendant She is very easily influenced and fragile. She suffers disappointments. Pluto represents transformations, mutations and elimination. Pluto in Sagittarius Great aspirations: sexuality and love are idealized.

House I is the area of self identity. The ascendant is a symbol of how one acts in life. It is the image of the personality as seen by others, and the attitude that one has towards life.

Ascendant in Cancer These people come across as gentle creatures. There's something familiar about them -- they're the guy or gal next door. When they enter a room, they don't walk in with a splash. Instead, they move to the sides and weave their way inwards. These people have a familiar feel to them. Because they are rather sensitive to their environment, they can get flustered easily, especially in public. Their first instinct, when threatened or on unfamiliar ground, is to protect themselves. When new situations present themselves, they can immediately withdraw or act shy. Generally, these people come across as caring people. They seem quite sweet -- even innocent. Usually, these people appear unassuming enough to be quite approachable. Some Cancer Ascendants, however, have retreated into themselves so much as to be quite the opposite. Since Capricorn is on the Descendant, Cancer Ascendant people are looking for structure and security in their partner and their relationship. These people function best when their partner displays strength, financial and emotional stability, and know-how. In fact, many Cancer Ascendants prefer it when their relationship has well-defined rules. Security is the basic need, and they are generally more than willing to give up some personal freedom in order to get it. In some cases, Cancer Ascendant people can surprise their partners. Why? Because they come across as rather unassuming, family-oriented people. When it comes to marriage, they have a rather matter-of-fact, practical approach.

House II is the area of material security and values. It rules money and personal finances, sense of self-worth and basic values, personal possessions.

House II in Leo Financial success will be very easy thanks to the support of influential people. Tendency to spend more than what is earned. Financial progress is slow but steady. Generous with loved ones and children. Sign and house placement of the Sun may show money-making channels.

House III is the area of social and intellectual learning.

House III in Virgo She pulls everything to pieces, analyzes, criticizes. Over-thinking and over-analyzing is probable. A busy early environment. She is proactive, tends to details and takes care of things in an efficient manner. Doesn't take on anything without examining the pros and the cons. She is very careful, sometimes to a manic extent, taking everything into account even to the slightest detail.

House IV is the area of home, family, roots, and deep emotions/sense of self-worth.

House IV in Libra The simple life, the small home isn't for her. If the job doesn't pay well or she doesn't marry well financially speaking, she will probably be unhappy. Likes luxury goods to make life comfortable, going out, cocktail parties. Goes round only with refined people, perhaps sometimes a little too affected, and with good jobs.

House V is the area of creative self-expression, romance, entertainment, children, and gambling.

House V in Scorpio Gets blinded by and drunk with love: everything revolves around her love. Her passions are angry, exclusive and domestic quarrels are in prospect as a result. Fertile love life.

House VI is the area of learning by material transaction.

House VI in Sagittarius Likes jobs that involve travel, moving about a lot. Weak point: the circulation of the blood.

House VII is the area of one-to-one relationships such as marriage and partnership, and of social and intellectual action.

House VII in Capricorn A love-and-friendship marriage. Unproblematic, quiet relationship. A few hiccups, but nothing really serious. Faithfulness.

House VIII is the area of emotional security and of security of the soul.

House VIII in Aquarius An unexpected inheritance.

House IX is the area of learning that shapes the identity.

House IX in Pisces Likes sea cruises. Sometimes has brilliant ideas that come from nowhere.

House X is the area of material action. The Mid-heaven represents the work one will do in his life, the place one will take in the world of society. It becomes more important as one grows older

House X in Aries All the leadership qualities are there: authority, energy, initiative, leadership, lots of gung-ho and of course intelligence.

House XI is the area of search for social and intellectual security.

House XI in Taurus Likes to be surrounded by frank and good-hearted friends. These friendships don't stand on ceremony. Carries out everything she undertakes surely, composedly, calmly until successful.

House XII is the area of education and of emotion.

House XII in GeminiAnxiety, preoccupation concerning a dear one.

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