I lived, bitches.

Back from surgery and am slowly recovering with my nurse kitty.

Just giving a formal hiatus announcement due to my diagnosis. I’ve already made an appointment with the oncologist, so we will be discussing my upcoming surgery with him in about a week. Afterwards, we will have to schedule when I’m coming to the hospital and go over how long it looks like I might have to stay there. General estimated recovery will be 6 to 8 weeks (or more, seeing as it’s an invasive AND complicated surgery), so I’ll probably be out of commission for awhile…

I just want to thank everyone who sent me kind words earlier, your support IS greatly helping me process this turn of events.

I’m honestly scared.

I’ve never had a major surgery of this magnitude before, but I do have a history of having a high tolerance to strong opioid painkillers (like… I can DRIVE while under the influence of oxy or hydrocodone) and anesthesia.

I will warn them about that, so hopefully it won’t be another hurdle in an already difficult looking surgery plan.

I’ll keep you posted and thank you again for helping me through what’s proving to be a very difficult time of my life.

I got my workplace's HR involved with my worker's comp case, so they're finally seeing what a lazy sack of shit the dude handling my case is. It's only taken five fucking months.

I will (hopefully) be getting all 5 months of my unpaid wages soon, so I might take a little vacation.

People I want to get to know better!

last song i listened to: Familia (feat Anuel Aa & Bantu) by Nicki Minaj favorite color: purple, blueish greens, coral currently watching: Midnight Diner last movie / tv show i watched: American Fiction (loved it!) spicy / savory / sweet: Savory + Spicy relationship status: it's complicated last thing i googled: The Chair indie horror current obsession: JJK, The Summer Hikaru Died, Oh My Mother! by Connie Wang, Blue Eye Samurai

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I would like to wish all the Makis a very Happy Birthday-

FINALLY, some good fucking news!

I might be moving in with a good friend of mine as a temporary (or permanent, we'll see how it goes) roommate and she's also dating my cousin, so he'll eventually come down from Portland after his work contract is finished.

I'm looking forward to it since she and I get along really well and their dog is in love with me, so *CROSSES FINGERS*

A quick and easy plotting guide

Send me ✔ and I will bold my preferences for your muse!

My muse(s):

Do I know your muse(s):  yes | no | a little | tell me about your muse

Setting: our verse | my verse | your verse | modern | alternate universe | other

Pre-established relationships? yes | no | depends on the relationship

Possible relationships: friends | classmate | co-worker | roommate | family, real or adopted | dating or blind date | married | friends with benefits | unrequited love | lending a hand | teacher - student | rivals | allies | partner-in-crime | enemies | protecter - guarded | business partners | spy - infiltrated | manipulator - manipulated | star-crossed | first meeting | other 

I’m in the mood for: fluff | angst | horror | romance | humor | crime | hurt / comfort | action | supernatural | slice of life | crack | dark threads | light threads | any genre | multi-para | shorter para | one-line | any length | plotted threads | unplotted threads | other

Feel free to: message me ooc | message me ic | tell me your ideas | write a starter | answer one of my opens | send a meme | reblog this with your preferences - let’s find common interests!

Every time I start exercising again, my appetite disappears? I'm not sure why, but forcing myself to get something in my stomach other than water.

Jenny Hval, from Girls Against God

❝hiya miguel, remember me?❞ // i changed it a teeny bit but same idea. hello!!!

[HIEEEE, sorry for the late reply- Family has been driving my up the wall.]

"How could I forget," Miguel deadpans, still more than a little upset that not only had his fight with Gojo expended all of the Black Rope that had taken years to weave- But that he'd essentially run away with his tail between his legs.

Technically, he was only supposed to stall the man anyway, but it was the principle of the thing.

"Have you... eaten?" he asks earnestly, gesturing to a Portuguese colonial home painted in bright colors.

Miguel was guessing Gojo had a favor to ask, one that he personally didn't have room to refuse seeing as the other male had let him survive. They could talk business inside.

It's about devotion and obsession. It's ALWAYS about devotion and obsession. And hunger. It's love with teeth.

"kill you? that would be a waste. have i done so poorly at explaining myself? i have no desire to kill my fellow sorcerers, no matter how inconvenient some of you insist on being." he chuckled. "as for compatibility... i can ask you the same. how come you haven't left after all this time? still waiting on me to change my mind about my plan?"

It's similar to a dance. Slight adjustments of their footwork, flowing movements and artful posturing. Their focus is intimately honed on each other's responses- The push and pull of agile limbs, the bend of stretch of joints.

His fingers slide over black and gold silk, running the rough and calloused planes of combat worn hands over the rich expanse of sumptuously woven fabric.

"Death can mean countless things."

‘Attraction’ is a funny, oftentimes contrary thing. It seems the mind and eye are more aroused by what is hidden than what it can see. There was a time when, in Western culture, the sight of a well turned ankle was a most alluring sight to a gentleman. The Japanese had managed to ascribe a word that embodied attraction to the nape of a woman's neck- Those poets and Leo Tolstoy were really onto something.

The neck and back of the head are unique to the individual: birthmarks, the shape of the ears, characteristics of the skin that may be exposed or hidden by a certain hairstyle.

There is a sense of vulnerability.

"You haven't tried to convince me that I'd be wrong in doing so, would I be wrong to think no one has directly challenged your sophistry?"

It comes as no surprise that once he's pulled a gap between the underlayer of linen and the crisply folded collar of his kimono, he sees very little by the way of vulnerability. There is strength apparent in the broadness of his shoulders, the thicker shapes hidden but subtly hinted at due to the sharp angles of his clavicles. Wiry threads of tightly coiled muscle create a slope that seems to gracefully elongate his neck, bony landmarks giving way to pale ochre skin dotted with café-au-lait macules and the darker shading of birthmarks.

The pad of his thumb slides down the ridge of Suguru's breastbone, letting the rise of fall of his far too calm and steady breathing (did nothing faze this man?) push flesh against flesh, warmth bleeding into the core of his palm from his superior's body heat.

You want me, this is what you get.

❝ Crushed it. Literal mic drop. ❞ [ hiiii ! ]

[HEY- Sorry for the late reply, I've been dealing with family like all week.]

The West African sorcerer looks especially nonplussed by Geto's latest performance, during which he didn't even bother attempting to hide his disdain for the audience clapping so avidly with a mixture of respect and starstruck awe.

Giving a loud sigh of exasperation, he remains Suguru's shadow as they both stride down the side wings of the auditorium, pushing past audio visual crew members and cosmetic artists with their brushes and sponges at the ready.

"As much as it pains me to say it, you did make one hell of an impression... However, maybe don't kill quite as many of the masses supporting your role as their spiritual leader. You need to at least try to play nice, or else they'll cut off our funding."

what is your animal familiar?

~Fox~

Though often having a reputation as a trickster, the Fox familiar is actually a good mentor to their master. They are some of the best animals as guides through difficult situations, using wisdom, cunning, and intelligence to lead the way. Being very seclusive and quiet, you are very likely a more introverted individual, though that doesn't stop you from being kind and helping others. Like the fox, you are very aware of your environment and the people around you, and are hard to catch off-guard. A Fox familiar may act as a teacher or mentor to their master, helping them through difficult situations and keeping them aware of the world. ~~***~~ This familiar represents-Intelligence -Being secluded -Cleverness -Awareness -Quick-thinking -Wisdom

𝐬𝐩𝐞𝐥𝐥 𝐨𝐮𝐭 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐮𝐫𝐥 𝐮𝐬𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐬𝐨𝐧𝐠 𝐭𝐢𝐭𝐥𝐞𝐬!

G. - GO CRY GO by OxT R. - Raison d'etre by Eve I. - In the Back Room cover by Trickle C. - Calling by Metro Booming, Swae Lee, & NAV T. - Toes by Glass Animals

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In honor of SPOTIFY WRAPPED,  send me a number 1-100 and I’ll write you a starter based on the song.