German armor from the 16th century

Rotten Fantom

crawling out of august covered in blood

came home drunk last night and got way too excited to see my cat

I viewed the world through such a dark mindset today.. I unfortunately still have so much to confront and heal. I'm always so disappointed by my intrusive thoughts. I have a deep consciousness but I wish it were more beautiful. 😔

Pearl (2022) dir. Ti West

“You don’t ask people with knives in their stomachs what would make them happy; happiness is no longer the point. It’s all about survival; it’s all about whether you pull the knife out and bleed to death or keep it in.”

— Nick Hornby, How to Be Good

“I’m filled with a desire for clarity and meaning within a world and condition that offers neither.”

—

Albert Camus

The Myth of Sisyphus

I’m like a haunted house but i’m a girl

♡ 

I sometimes wish I had someone, to travel with me in the dark.

~ Helaena C Moon

I have so so much love to give. I was put on this earth to love and care for others, not whatever this shit is.

the thing that gets me about about barbie is that barbie land wasn’t even purposefully a matriarchy, barbie land came about because of the way little girls were playing with their barbies, it wasn’t created by mattel it was created by the people using the toys, so the fact that the barbies ignored the ken’s and had girls night every night wasn’t because they had some bias against him, it was just an accurate depiction of how kids play with barbies. I had some ken dolls as a child and they were essential to the plot in the sense that of course my barbie has a boyfriend because that represented the world i saw around me, but also he didn’t have any purpose in my dream world because i was only interested in what the girls were doing because they represented me and how i wanted to be, I wanted girls night every night I wanted the girls to be president and austronauts and not because of some inherent feminist idea but because I was a girl and I wasn’t thinking about boys, ken was an accessory. this movie wasn’t made to change the world but it showed a different perspective than what we usually see which I thought was fun. Men don’t have to be the centre of all our stories and its not even because we hate them, sometimes we’re just not thinking about them