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“The more I get of you, the stranger it feels.”
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Mods are asleep post forbidden tits
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Fuck my "friend" who calls me a fucking weeb and always makes fun of my interests and saying it's cringy as shit but "CrInGe CuLtUrE iS dEaD sO LiKe BuT nEvEr TaLk AbOuT iT wHeN wE'rE tOgEtHeR," while they PLAY FUCKING DANANRONPA
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while the design of joan is not at all a bad one, i wanted to try my hand at a look that reflected what i’ve always wanted in her design. my thoughts:

joan of arc is historically known for dressing in men’s clothing, specifically armor. her design in the show is alternative-influenced for sure, but not really… masculine? or at the least gender neutral. i wanted to go for something that didn’t compromise her silhouette but got more at her desire to dress for utility and comfort, as well as was in line with fashion in the early aughts. i also gave her shorter hair to make her appear a bit more masc.

to keep the goth influence, i gave her some piercings. in particular a cross, because it fits with the aesthetic and also nods to her clone mother’s religious motivations and significance.

i wanted something on her shirt that also hinted at who she was. keeping in mind 1) restrictions of animation and the graphical style of the show and 2) how the writing intentionally made the historical jokes incredibly obvious to reach a wider audience, i just straight up put an arc on it.
everything below her shirt is the same because it’s perfect. her pants and shoes don’t need any modification or additions.

i wanted to give joan a look that separated her a bit more from cleo as well, with cleo as the nearly hyperfeminine type of woman abe is more attracted to and joan is shown to despise as a result. abe doesn’t consider joan a romantic prospect because they’re friends, sure, but it’s also shown it’s in part because he doesn’t consider her attractive enough in her preferred presentation. in addition to that, it makes jfk’s words to her at the end all the more impactful, in my mind.
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In my time working for the state government, my job sent me to 46 cities in 11 years. I lived in villages with eight people, rural farming communities, college towns. I was sent to every corner of Indiana. And then I came here. And I realized that, this whole time, I was just wandering around, everywhere, just looking for you. I love you and I like you.
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Iconic things that has happen in my fourth week of high school
Half of the class snorting in English because the text we analyzed said pork.
Spainish three the most quiet kid described the preterite for an example was, "pure gold plated nostalgia," and the imperfect as, "a dark space."
In English I found a book called Gamer Girl and I've meet two new friends from that
Speaking of which, after English I have Physical Activity and the teacher allowed me to read Gamer Girl while I walked around
The gym teacher did a line dance to Sweet Home Alabama while we did the mile
Before I transferred to a different math class, a guy in my class wore all neon clothes and said it was his, "goth outfit"
At one point, all the minority kids(including me) were sitting all together and we brought highlighters and called it the colored corner.
My desk in math is decorated in Lisa Frank stickers
My partners in math rated peoples shoes from "rat" to "pig"
Somebody came up to me to hug me and it was so surprising that I interpreted it as a high five
The vending machine in the commons/lunch area gets the Doritos stuck so somebody shook it so hard that three were freed and people took video
In English this group of boys huddled and said that it was bro time
A friend of dodged my hug by doing the woe
The avid teacher has a strict "no tik-toks" rule but the girls never listen
Freshmen year is wack
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Coleslaw when I'm sad: "can you not? Just like, smile."
Coleslaw when he's sad: "mannnnn it's so wildddd you're trying to do something but nahhhh."
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let me introduce u 2….JAM the best JSRF ship on the planet
sorry for not cleaning it up, i have so many finals ‘:0 + im lazy
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I want 2 believe
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descriptions based off your fav jsrf song
That's Enough: repressed sexuality; likes asmr videos
Concept of Love: probably does crossfit; loves UNDERSTAND memes
Fly Like a Butterfly: has weird samples set as text tones; says they dont like harsh noise but deep down know they do
Humming the Baseline: thinks jsr was better; still operates a dreamcast
Shape the Future: a fan of asylum horror movies; well acquainted with their life/career path
Bokfresh: finds satisfaction in the mechanic and machine-operated; same as That's Enough
Me Likey the Poom Poom: likes it for the name; gets really into laser tag
Like it Like this Like that: loves the 50s (especially tv); picky eater
The Answer: likes sewer/deep underwater parts of video games; techno geek
Grace and Glory: edgy af; likes religious aus
Baby-T: anime nerd; has 18 different blogs
Koto-Stomp: dissociates often; listens to the late night radio stations
Let Mom Sleep: given the chance, they would break dance; long-time jsr&jsrf player
Teknopathetic: resting bitch-face; wears sunglasses to look cool
Oldies but Happies: gets a high off of feeling good; easily moved
Sneakman: huge sonic fan; wanted to be a spy as a kid
Statement of Intent: punk rock; swoons over british musicians
Rock it On: big fan of the neon/glowy at night aesthetic; likes the newer sonic games
I Love Love You: runs a pastel blog; wants to be a lolita
Funky Dealer: face is molded into a permanent smirk; funk engine
Sweet Soul Brother: likes it bc it gets stuck in your head so often; can appreciate a good choir
Latch Brother's Bounce: loves bollywood; chill af
The Scrappy: knows all the synchronized dance songs; plays parappa
Aisle 10: has experience in retail; likes the early 2000's
I'm not a Model: falls in love with villains; the grapefruit technique
Birthday Cake: "that guy"; easily frustrated
Rockin' The Mic: analytical of lyrics, badass
Count Latchula: wants to live in the tron world, probably works in a call center
What About the Future: still hounding sega for another installment, thinks about the apocalypse a lot
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sy/syr pan makoto kino
(flag was made by @tuskact5!)
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Gotta use bae’s hammer to save the planet
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Marilyn Manson raped and tortured Evan Rachel Wood
 In 2019 Evan Rachel Wood created the Phoenix Act to extend the statute of limitation in sexual abuse cases in California from 3 years to 10 years. She believes it’s important to give survivors time to come forward.
Evan testified in front of the senate on behalf of the Phoenix Act, detailing her own rape and abuse at the hands of a former boyfriend. Watch the extremely harrowing video here. (Obvious TW.)
In the video Evan says:
That she met the man in question at 18 years old. (Evan and Manson began dating when she was 18.)
That she looked up to him “in many ways.” (Common in relationships with a large age gap. There is 18 years between Evan and Manson.)
The man was charismatic and powerful. (As a fan of Manson’s music and a former fan of the man himself, I can attest to that he used to be incredibly charismatic early on in his career. The “Bowling For Columbine” interview is the obvious example.)
The relationship followed the normal grooming process with the man treating Evan like a princess at first and urging her to move in with him almost immediately. Evan then discovered the abuser had hidden a “terrible drug and alcohol problem” from her. (No sources needed for Manson’s drug and alcohol abuse but it seems like it may have been particularly bad at that point in time. Trent Reznor said in an interview in 2009: “He is a malicious guy and will step on anybody’s face to succeed and cross any line of decency. Seeing him now, drugs and alcohol now rule his life and he’s become a dopey clown.” He also said Manson used to fake being fucked up on alcohol and drugs but now there was no need to pretend.)
The abuser wanted Evan to look a certain way or else he would call her names and make fun of her. (Evan changed her look drastically when she started dating Manson. I followed their relationship back in the day and there were countless articles on gossip websites speculating Manson was forcing Evan to emulate his ex-wife, Dita Von Teese. Here’s a link to one of the articles, the first one I found after a snappy Google search.)
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He cut Evan off from her friends and family by exhibiting rage around them in some way or form. He wanted Evan completely isolated and was extremely jealous. He’d wreck their joint home in jealous rages.
The abuser threatened and bullied people with violence and legal action. He’d brag about being able to have people killed and having friends in gangs. He illegally collected data on people to blackmail them.
He gifted Evan a cellphone that she found out he was monitoring. He downloaded spyware onto her laptop and hacked her e-mails and social media accounts.
He broke Evan down through sleep depravation, starvation and threats against her life. Sometimes he would threaten her with deadly weapons.
Sometimes he wouldn’t allow Evan to sleep until she participated in acts of “fear, pain, torture and humiliation.”
The abuser videotaped doing these things.
In some of the videotapes he can be heard threatening to kill Evan.
He also threatened her friends and family in these videos.
He threatened to leak parts of the footage and compromising photos he’d taken of her as blackmail.
Evan left him several times but he would call her house incessantly and threaten to to kill himself. (Quote by Marilyn Manson himself from Spin Magazine: “My lowest point was Christmas Day 2008, because I didn’t speak to my family. My walls were covered in scrawlings of the lyrics and cocaine bags nailed to the wall. And I did have an experience where I was struggling to deal with being alone and being forsaken and being betrayed by putting your trust in one person, and making the mistake of that being the wrong person. And that’s a mistake that everyone can relate to. I made the mistake of trying to, desperately, grasp on and save that and own it. And every time I called her that day — I called 158 times — I took a razorblade and I cut myself on my face or on my hands. I look back and it was a really stupid thing to do. This was intentional, this was a scarification, and this was like a tattoo. I wanted to show her the pain she put me through. It was like, “I want you to physically see what you’ve done.”)
On one occasion Evan returned to their home to try and diffuse the situation. The abuser tied her up, beat her and shocked sensitive parts of Evan’s body with a torture device called a violet wand. (Here’s a video of Manson stunning himself with his violet wand.)
After the violet wand occasion, Evan was so scared that she played along with whatever her abuser wanted. She endured constant daily abuse and occasional rape. 
Eventually, Evan managed to escape safely. 
She was diagnosed with Stockholm Syndrom and complex PTSD. It took her years of intense therapy to accept that she was abused. 
After realizing she wasn’t the only woman tortured at the hands of Marilyn Manson, Evan took her hard evidence - photographs and video - to press charges. The evidence, however, was useless as the statute of limitation had passed on Evan’s case…
And that’s why Evan fought for the Phoenix Act. To give survivors more time to process their abuse so they can seek justice without the BS 3 year statute of limitation letting abusers walk.
Evan also shared this photo via Twitter:
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Marilyn Manson in 2009 about Evan Rachel Wood: “I have fantasies every day about smashing her skull in with a sledgehammer.”
He pretty much completely got away with that comment apart from the wonderful Patricia Arquette calling him out on Twitter years later. x x
Manson’s “The High End of Low” era, the album after Evan and him broke up, features a music video for the song “Running to the Edge of the World” where he beats the crap out of and murders a woman. It’s pretty much accepted that the murdered woman is supposed to represent Evan.
So, the statute of limitations fucked Evan over. But why hasn’t she publicly named her abuser? Simple. 
Marilyn Manson threatened to kill Evan Rachel Wood.
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I never personally believed Manson was Evan’s abuser until I took a deep dive and found all the undeniable evidence listed above. I liked his music, I liked his personality in interviews, I liked Rose McGowans cutesy stories about him from her book “Brave.” It seemed too obvious. But you can’t deny the facts. There is no way it could be someone else. The timelines simply don’t add up unless it’s Marilyn Manson.
Marilyn Manson raped and tortured Evan Rachel Wood for years. She can’t name him but we can do it for her. 
Reblog this to spread the word. Time’s up. Being an openly misogynistic POS no longer gives you a get out of jail free card. Marilyn Manson is a rapist.
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