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Aftermath, a BigGri story

"I cant- I just, I need to be alone, I'm sorry I need to be alone!"

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Bigbst4tz felt like he could finally take a satisfying breath. After their fight and unhelpful 'therapy' session, Ren logged off and who knew when he would be back. Bigb wasn't... ecstatic that Ren was this heartbroken, but he definitely felt happy for himself.

Something nagged at him after Ren's outfit change. Something Martyn-y, and he didn't like it. Besides, he wasn't the initiator in this secret admirer business, he just... accepted it. He couldn't help it if he was attractive!

Not to mention he had basically been right, what with Ren admitting he left and made an alliance with Martyn! And Pearl! And had the audacity to call it the 'Broken Hearts Club'. Maybe he did deserve to break Ren's heart since the dog was so determined to have it broken.

Maybe he should break it more.

"Grian can you come to Box?" Bigb whispered to his admirer. He didn't know or care what Scar was up to as long as he didn't follow Grian to Box. As long as Ren was logged-off, and Scar did whatever Scar's do when they need to be distracted, he and Grian could at least have a real conversation.

Grian whispered: 'omw'

The three little characters made his heart flutter as he dashed to his beloved Box and his real soulmate.

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"Love what you've done with the face," a cocky bird piped up from the main entrance.

"Gri! Up here, third floor!" Bigb called back, giving his handiwork a once-over before hiding the pendant behind his back.

Grian crested the top of the ladder and smiled at his secret soulmate. "Why'd Ren log off? Giving us some privacy?" He asked suggestively, wiggling his eyebrow, but the light blush betrayed the true excitement underneath.

"Oh you know, trouble in paradise, he went to the broken hearts club beacuse I told him I met with some 'secret admirer' he doesn't know," Bigb tried to laugh it off, but waved it away. "What's Scar up to?"

"Ughhhhh," Grian groaned, "If I die here I promise not to kill you, but he's trying to sell sand to the Relation Ship. He should be busy for awhile." His eyes suggested he wanted to do something more interesting than talk about their soulbonds with the limited time they had.

"Well, I should give you this now so you don't loose it," B held out his hand, a nervous smile across his face. "Don't laugh,"

Grian pulled himself up the ladder and opened his hands. Bigbst4tz placed the wooden charm in the bird's awaiting palm and Grian gasped as he realized what it was.

A wooden cookie, shaped like a heart- a stereotypical cartoon heart, but still had a hole, made of oak with dark oak chocolate chunks. There was a small iron hook attached to a necklace of leather.

"I love it," he whispered awestruck at the quality. How it was so smooth he had no idea, but a a chunk was so soft as he thumbed over it, he almost wanted to rub his whole face on it.

"And I have the matching part!" Bigb pulled out his own necklace, the same leather strap and iron hook, but holding onto a strange piece of wood. He silently stepped closer and held the cookie heart, fitting his pendant into the hole of Grian's pendant perfectly.

Grian could have cried, but instead rushed forward, capturing Bigb's mouth in a passionate kiss, wrapping his arms around the taller man's neck.

Grian pulled back, "I love it," He smiled widely, handing B's piece back before slipping on the necklace. He let out a high-pitched noise of glee as he tucked it into the collar of his turtleneck, before recapturing Bigb in another chaste kiss.

Bigb melted into the kiss and embrace, letting his thoughts float away from his hectic evening and focus on the parrot hybrid in front of him. He carefully placed his hands on Grian's hip and shoulder, feeling Grian smile against him before he pulled them closer, nudging himself between Bigb's legs and forcing B to sit on the edge of a double chest.

Bigb smiled and let the man guide him, completely willing to follow whatever lead Grian wanted to take him as long as they didn't stop making out. He gasped when Grian brushed against his semi hard, his hands starting to wander from B's neck.

One hand slipped just under the hem of his sweatshirt, while the other held onto soft hair at the base of his skull. They deepened their kisses, Grian's tounge slipping into his mouth and dragging against his own, tilting his head and slowly dragging his hand up B's side.

Bigb gasped and groaned at the smaller man's actions, breathing out a laugh as he pulled away just enough to press their forheads together. They glanced into each other's eyes, seeing the want and lack of regret reciprocated, they instantly went back to kissing passionately, B holding onto Grian's jaw before the bird pulled back once again, only to continue kissing the larger man down his chin, his throat, to his collarbone.

Bigb turned his head and exposed his throat, and as much as he didn't want to say anything, or even care at this point, he couldn't stop himself. He had to be honest. "No marks,"

Grian nodded, but more used the motion as an excuse to nuzzle the column of B's throat, leaving soft quick kissed that wouldn't leave a mark. Unless...

"What if it's where neither of you can see it?" Grian asked deviously, tilting his head up and tapping the flat space under his chin.

Bigb laughed, shaking his head, "I think that'd only work if I wasn't taller than most of the server," He kissed Grian's unamused face, "Good try though."

Grian rolled his eyes, but resumed kissing the other, letting his hands wander, finding his way to both sides of Bigb's chest and groping the firm muscles underneath the sky blue sweater.

Bigb wrapped his arms around Grian's shoulders this time, along with using one leg to pull the shorter man closer. Grian let out a shuddering breath as their groins grazed, before he canted forward and wrapped his arm around B's waist.

once again they deepened the kiss, tounges dancing and grinding against each other. Fingers tangled in soft golden hair as a hand found and brushed against a clothed nipple. Grian took the tightened grip to his hair as a 'go ahead' and pressed firmly onto Bigb's chest, thumb purposely searching for the sensitive nub and the other hiked the cute blue sweater up.

He could feel Bigb moving to accommodate taking off his sweater when the man suddenly gasped like he just broke from a 30ft free dive, just as their comms dings at the same time.

"Ren's back," they said at the same time. One said the words with disappointment while the other just sounded frustrated.

Sure enough, 'Renthedog Is Online' was sent to everyone and sadly, Grian forced himself away from Box, away from his secret soulmate, and back to the Red Velver Keep, with his unwanted soulbond and his frustration at being interrupted by a soulbound once again.

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end/ hope you enjoyed my little drabble! kissing is hard to write its so embarrassing 😳

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