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THE TORTURED POETS DEPARTMENT 📜
And so I enter into evidence my tarnished coat of arms. My muses, acquired like bruises. My talismans and charms. The tick, tick, tick of love bombs. My veins of pitch black ink. All’s fair in love and poetry.
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EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
will to live restored that just made my day i can’t post photos but know that i am cheesing so bad kicking my feet punching the wall screaming 😌😌😌
can’t wait to see what you have in store for us, have a lovely weekend! 🥹🫶
have a lovely weekend too, dear! 😌😌😌
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hello on a sunday morning this time 🥹
i’m rewatching the eras tour movie and remembering how you said if i bleed is lover and cruel summer coded and can’t help but wonder… are we possibly getting a “i love you ain’t that the worst thing you ever heard” moment 🥹🥹🥹
— thursdays anon
Happy Sunday!
I was almost tempted not to answer this ask because of you highlighting that line from the song lol. Because I've made up a scene already in my mind that revolves around that bit.. so the short answer is.. yes.
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I love everything you've written so far and look forward to Wednesdays like everyone else. Can you please tell us what we should expect for next week's chapter? More angst?
Hi!!! Sorry for the delayed reply, I've been busy meeting friends and running all weekend :P
I barely write any angst for If I bleed, though hmmm
There will be a lot of introspection the day after Leigh spent the night at R's. But for now that's all I can say :)
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Let's all say this is what happened to y/n and she didnt ACTUALLY get stood up
Thank goodness R only had a soda lol =))
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Ride
Pairing: Wanda Maximoff x Reader
Request: 28, 37 & 64 with Wan? R is in love with Wanda but Wanda is between R and Vision and every time R tries to talk to her about it Wanda just gives excuses and R feels like Wanda just like her for the sex but Wan realizes she's in love too.
Word Count: 2815
28. “I don’t want to hear your excuses anymore.”
37. “You’re n-not ,um, w-wearing anything under that, are you..?”
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Vision is - a good guy. He’s the kind of guy that any woman could date and be certain that he’d never hurt them. He’s reliable and polite, and nice to talk to. He’s a good friend, and even a better partner to have in the field.
He’s been in love with Wanda for the entirety of his existence. You don’t think he even knew what love was when he fell for her, and still.
They make a good looking couple, and Wanda seems to fit in his arms. Especially when they’re dancing like they’re currently doing.
There’s a part of you that wants to desperately go over there and ask him to remove his hands from Wanda’s waist, but she’s not your girlfriend and you’re not generally a jealous person.
Still, jealousy beats underneath your skin and you don’t like it. You don’t like it at all.
Before Wanda, and before you got tangled in this situation, you used to despise jealous people and the feeling as a whole. You didn’t quite understand it either, and you often thought that jealousy was just a response to insecurity.
There is no room for insecurities with Wanda, you know exactly where you’re standing with her. You two are not in a relationship, and you hate to feel possessive of her but you also can’t help it. Just looking at Vision touching her, as innocent as he does now -as he always does-, is enough to drive you mad.
You turn in your seat, trying to spare yourself from the visuals any longer.
Usually you’d be enjoying a night like tonight. You like to dress up, put on some make up, do you hair and pick a nice outfit to wear. You should be mingling, trying to befriend whatever new person Tony is trying to impress, because that’s what these little parties serve for after all.
Tonight you sit by the bar by yourself, nursing a drink and although dressed to the nines, you don’t feel like talking to anyone.
“Can I get some water?” You haven’t even noticed the music changing, even less so Wanda approaching the bar.
She looks radiant, of course. Her cheeks are flushed the slightest bit, you guess from all that dancing, and she’s smiling widely when she meets your eyes and you’re pulled into her orb immediately.
“Hi.” You smile and her smile twists into something else, something more meaningful and private.
“Hi.” She husks out, her voice dropping lower as she walks closer to you and takes the glass of whiskey from your hands to take a drink, her eyes never leaving yours.
“Thirsty?” You ask as she gently gives the glass back and takes a discrete step backwards.
She very openly checks you out, her eyes traveling from your face and taking every inch of you where you sit before she meets your stare again. You don’t shy away from her, but you do have - other reactions.
“Very.” She nods with a sly grin that does inexplicable things to you.
You breathe in deeply, perhaps in a weak attempt to get a grip of yourself, and you take the opportunity to really look at her too.
She’s wearing a casual loose black mini dress that looks ridiculously good on her, and that does nothing to conceal the curves you know are under it. Her high heels make her legs look longer than usual, and her hair is down in soft meticulous waves that mixed with that smile, give her an angelic yet sensual appearance altogether.
“You look amazing.” You smile when you meet her eyes, and she raises an eyebrow in amusement.
“I feel like you’re talking to my legs.” She says with humor, and you become incredibly desperate to kiss that smile off her lips.
“Well, obviously.” You reach out as she laughs and you take her hand to pull her closer to you. She wraps one arm around your shoulders and even kisses your cheek, all normal things that can be taken as two friends interacting and nothing more.
“You look really hot with this.” She whispers, close to your ear, and her hand running down the front of your blazer.
You swallow with difficulty as she steps backwards again, this time to take the water the waiter has finally brought her.
She drinks her water and you become entranced with the movement of her throat, and the way her lips stay wet after she puts the glass down.
Your stomach begins to ache when you can’t control the desire you feel for her, and all that ache slowly travels southwards and you don’t think you can wait another minute to have her.
“Come on.” You take her hand and you don’t wait to hear an answer, although she’s laughing as she practically jogs behind you to keep up as you pull her out of the suite and towards the elevators.
The moment the doors of the elevator slide closed you’re kissing her. She’s about to tell you something when you do, and you catch her open mouth in a delicious and drowning kiss.
She moans softly as she wraps her arms around your shoulders, and you push her against the metal wall.
You kiss her fully, your hands on her waist as the taste of her cherry lip gloss invades your senses. Even more so when you let your hands travel further down her body and you don’t feel any other fabric under her dress.
“You’re n-not ,um, w-wearing anything under this, are you..?” You ask against her lips, your throat now dry while you think about her walking and dancing all night long like this.
“Why don’t you find out.” She husks, her lips gracing yours as she speaks and you feel your knees go weak.
You swallow with difficulty as your brain short circuits. Your stomach is tied in knots and you’re pretty sure that you’ve never felt as turned on as you feel right now.
“We need to get to my room.” You tell her with urgency, and she smiles provocatively.
“You’re taking me to bed?” She asks with an innocent smile that doesn’t fool you at all.
“Who said anything about a bed?” You retort as you run your hands down her legs, scratching her skin lightly as she combs your hair back with her fingers and you kiss her again.
You kiss her until the doors slide open, and she’s pushing you lightly with a beautiful smile on her raw kissed lips.
…
You remove her dress as soon as your bedroom door falls shut behind you, and she laughs at your impatience. You, on the other hand, are not laughing at all because she hasn’t been wearing a thing beneath that dress and the realization makes your skin prickle.
“You’re such a bad girl.” You tell her as you guide her towards your bed.
“Only because I know you love it.” She teases you, licking your lips and your jaw before she steps backwards and lays on your bed willingly. “Well? Are you gonna make me beg?”
You stare at her and you can’t believe her audacity. A few minutes ago she was dancing with a man who she knows is in love with her, and now she’s here, wet and ready for you to do whatever you want with her.
You don’t make her beg. You could never. No, you live to give her whatever she wants. You yearn to make her cum as many times as she can resist.
Your face between her legs and your lips wrapped around her clit, you have the pleasure of making her cum and hearing her moan your name, over and over again.
While she catches her breath you get rid of your clothes, and then you immediately lay on top of her, wanting to feel her body against yours and desperate for a little release yourself.
“Baby.” She whispers against your ear as she wraps you in her arms, and accommodates your thigh between her legs while pushing hers against your wet heat. “You’re so wet. I love it.”
Her easy laughter makes your chest flutter, and you kiss her cheek as you try to find a rhythm with your hips.
“Of course you do.” You smile and she gasps when you push your hips particularly hard.
“I want to taste you.” She rolls on top of you, and kisses you needly before she kisses down your body wantonly.
She doesn’t make you beg either, and the visual of her between your thighs, eyes locked with yours as she eats you out without holding back in the slightest, is enough to push you towards the edge.
You’re laughing when you come back to your senses, and she’s already peppering your face with sweet kisses and a wide grin on her lips.
“Wanna put on the strap for me?” She asks mischievously, biting her bottom lip as she waits for an answer.
“What are you thinking?” You ask as you roll the two of you in bed again. Your lips kissing her cheeks, her jaw, her lips.
“I’m thinking - ” she cups your face, a devilish smile on her lips. “You look really well under me and I really want to ride you.”
You swallow thickly, and the next second you’re promptly getting the strap.
The process of getting it on catches you both in a fit of laughter, but is comfortable and familiar, and you’re caught thinking that you’ve never had this feeling of belonging with anyone before.
“Lay down and do nothing.” She instructs you when you’re ready, and you swiftly follow her orders.
You watch her take the toy in her hands as she sits on her heels beside you, that smile never leaving her lips as she strokes the fake dick and sends shots of pleasure directly to your clit each time she moves.
“You want me to suck you?” She asks and you laugh as she moves to sit on your thighs, her hands never stilling.
“I kinda do.” You nod and she leans forward to plant a sweet kiss on your lips before she crawls down the bed.
To say that watching her give you a blowjob is the most bizarre thing you’ve ever seen, would be a poor understatement. Not that you don’t use the strap often, you do, whenever you feel like it. But she’s never offered to suck you before, and you think you might have been missing out.
There’s something about her and her lips as she bobs her head up and down, her eyes never leaving yours as she struggles to breathe and stubbornly wanting to take the whole thing in her mouth at once.
But there’s a moment when she comes out for air and she looks at you, and you think you can’t wait another second before you’re inside of her, and she seems to have the same thought.
Grabbing her hand you pull her up and kiss her messily, and almost desperately. She moves to straddle you and you both work on lining the toy with her entrance before she sinks down on it with a heavy sigh and trembling body.
For a few seconds she just sits there, and you try to stay still. Her head is thrown back, her hands squeezing your thighs behind her as she swallows and breathes in and out.
You watch her and you know you want her. You want her for good, for yourself and you need to tell her that.
When she finally moves her hips and her eyes meet yours again, you know you love her and you think she might love you too.
She wasn’t kidding when she said she wanted to ride you. She does that enthusiastically for a little while, and when you grab her and roll on top of her, she moans out your name in the most delightful way.
Her nails are digging on your back as you thrust your hips and fuck her against your mattress as hard as you possible can.
And when she cums, a tidal wave of pleasure showers you as well, and you cum along with her.
“I want you.” You tell her as you look up, the toy still buried in her.
“Again?” She asks breathlessly and amusedly.
“I want you, Wanda. I want to be with you, and I want to be the only person in your life.” You tell her and her smile drops.
“Let’s not do this tonight, please.” She seems to beg, her hands on your face now, trying to placate you like she’s done many times before.
“I love you, and I want more than this. I deserve more than this.”
She looks away, still trying to catch her breath and pushes you off of her to be able to get out of bed.
For a moment all you can feel is rejection, but you take a deep breath as she hurries to grab her dress from the floor and you get up too.
You throw the damn strap away and you pick up a long shirt and put it on, if only to maintain some sort of dignity in the upcoming exchange.
“Don’t you dare to leave like this.” You tell her when you see her grabbing her heels and heading for the door.
“What do you want me to say?” She asks you and you walk closer to her. Her hair is a mess, her makeup is smudged and if she walks out right now you have no doubt that anyone who sees her will know what she was just doing.
“Anything.” You shrug and you see tears gathering in her eyes. “But you can’t just walk away after I told you I love you for the very first time.”
“I really don’t want to ruin this.” She tells you, and her words confuse you.
“How would you ruin this?”
“I always ruin what I love.” She says and you take her hands, letting her heels fall on the ground.
There it is.
“That won’t happen with us.” You assure her gently. “You’re my favorite person, and I love you.”
She chuckles when you say that and you go back to feel light, in a way.
“And I want to be with you. For real this time. Don’t get me wrong, I love the sex. We’re very good at having it, but I want more and something tells me that you do too.”
She doesn’t say anything for a beat, and that’s how you know you’ve hit a point.
“We will fight.” She argues weakly, and you peck her lips. “We will yell.”
“And then we’ll have make up sex. That’s like, the best sex out there.” You counter, and she laughs. “You love me?”
“I do.” She nods, her voice soft and honest. She kisses you this time and even presses herself closer to you, so much so that you can feel her heart beating against your own chest.
“Then no more excuses. We can do this.” You smile and kiss her again. She smiles, her hands on your face as she nods.
“I’ll have to talk to Vision.” She realizes and you kiss her again.
“So that’s that?” You ask with a smile. “We’re together now?”
“We are.” She nods and you pick her up and twirl her twice. You’re both laughing when her feet touch the ground again, and things seem to fall back into place. You’re you again.
“Let him down gently.” You suggest and she takes a deep breath before taking off her dress one more time, and heading straight to your closet and then your bed.
She’s familiar with your room, she knows where everything is, and she’s stopped asking to borrow your clothes a while ago. You watch her put on some shorts before she looks at you again.
“I will. He’s such a nice guy.” She says as she throws your comforter to the ground, and you take a clean one from the closet.
“He really is.” You agree, as you both get under the new comforter.
“Are we bad people?”
“Maybe.”
You’ll think about that in the morning, right now you want nothing more than to cuddle your new girlfriend and have a good night’s sleep.
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When I read a fanfic I like, the author becomes a mini celebrity to me. So when an author with a work I like kudos’ or comments on my own fanfic I just-
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also, omg hi 👉👈
moots na tayo hehe
hi moots 👋
I do try to follow my commenters and rebloggers, i just forget sometimes ✌️🤭
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Haven’t been on tumblr as much as i wanted to these days cause of finals. With all the comments i’ve seen, I’m excited to read ur new slow burn 😤. This new story is one of my reasons to hold out until it’s all over ❤️
Oh hey! Long time!
Good luck on your finals! I'd definitely recommend you wait til it's over so you can concentrate on your studies :) Hope to hear from you about the story soon :)
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Love the update! When they were talking about how Leigh found out about y/n and matt, i was hoping for her to find out about Danny's involvement. I CAN'T WAIT for that to happen, honestly, Danny just irks me so much.
And kudos for y/n on not taking advantage of leigh.
Hello! Thank youuuu :3
Yeah, I wanted R to respect Leigh's space despite her being right there for the taking lol.
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Hey, I hope this isn't too bad to ask. Is your fiction gives more of a dom Wanda? Not just with smut but in everything because I don't usually read stuff when the reader is the dom one, smut or not. I've heard your fics are wonderful but I don't wanna read stuff I don't wanna waste time to read fics I am not into and figure it out while reading it. I hope this isn't bad to ask I mean I hope used the right terms or something, I hope I won't offend you or your other audiences. Thank you so much!
It's not, don't worry :)
Sorry to say that most of my works involve a dom reader, especially in ILGOSS because the dynamic is Wanda is the one trying to earn R's forgiveness, so there's the tendency to be submissive. But anyway, there's a lot of dom Wanda on this site, so im sure you're gonna get your fill. Try themidnightcrimson :)
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https://www.tumblr.com/ginnsbaker/748644707683434496/hi-ate-just-dropping-by-bago-mag-review-na?source=share
🤔 so it's like describing a dream (i also can be stupid welp) thank u sa pag sagot wkwkwk. I did go offline after HAHAHAHA pinoprocess ko pa latest update sa IF I BLEED. May 2mb na lang natira. It's like fluff and angst at the same time but it isn't actually that? Ughhh I'm such a sucker for your fics ate. I feel like this song kind of match the chapter.
hi bb! hope you did well sa exams :) thanks for reading the latest chapter, and I'm glad you enjoyed it!
will listen to the song :) though im not big on opm, there are some songs i enjoy like Selos. JOKE!
mwah!
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I gave my friend the usual "THIS HAPPENED IN THE CHAPTER, AND THAT, AND THIS"
But please i was too excited about AFFECTIONATE LEIGH AND FORGOT TO TALK ABOUT MOST OF THE COOL DETAILS
Or less cool.. Like the asshole who didnt show up at the date
Why does it hurt so much, i dont even like men but it feels so bad to be stood up, but hey at least leigh saved us from the embarrassment of leaving alone
BUT why am i so embarrassed about leigh seeing us be stood up
IT'S RUINING OUR COOL IMAGE
(also i cant stand danny anymore 👹)
lol, the thing is, we're not that cool. but we're pretty and have that pair of brown eyes that's just irresistible to Leigh.
being rejected is hard. by anyone. and im quite sure leigh was a little happy our date didn't show up because she was so eager to take us out on not-a-date date :P
thank you so much for reading the latest chapter. im so entertained by your thoughts :P
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i loved how our emotions surfaced in this chapter, both y/n and leigh were less and less subtle... specially drunk leigh 👀
also, bravo for y/n, i bet it was hard to keep from kissing leigh, but she knew that it was not okay since leigh was not sober. 10/10.
oh man, how i wish when we said goodnight, we'd given her a forehead kiss 🥺
ps: can't wait for leigh to know what a rat danny is
There will be plenty of forehead kisses (and much more) in the future :) Thank you so much for reading the update and sharing your thoughts. I should've added "fluff" to the tags for the last update lol :P
p.s. it will be soon!
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You’re one of my favorite Wanda writers and I just finished reading this short Wanda/R fic that had me dying of literal laughter 😭😭
It’s called “New Resolutions” by fortuosity, please share a little feedback because my god it was hilarious and I wanted to share it with you
I know fortuosity! I think I liked their fic Never Gonna Happen, but it's been long since the last update :( I don't think I've read New Resolutions, so I'll give it a go once im done with Part 10 of if I bleed :)
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https://www.tumblr.com/ginnsbaker/748691177301278720/helloooo-with-the-rising-of-thursdays-sun-i-have
yes! i love how she said it so casually too like it was a little microsecond when she let her guard down around r 🥹
i also love how since it’s so slow for leigh, it really would eventually grow into adoration like she’s not falling head first or running into it, but it’s something that’s creeping up on her. like r slowly carving her way to reach the hole in leigh’s heart ☹️ in this way they also feel (and hopefully soon are) very ‘you are in love’ coded 🥹
i listened to that song and it’s so cute 😭💔 i like how the singer described it as expressing your love without saying ‘i love you’ 🥹
— thursdays anon
ikr, it's like she was simply stating a fact :P
it really took time for her to realize, but once she does, how do you think she'll react? we'll address that in the next chapter :)
thanks for listening to the song, it's one of my faves :)
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I am in awe of your amazing writing, how do you manage to consistently update?? Asking for tips or writing advice, you’re just so creative but realistic with your plots and gahhh 🥺❤️ words alone cannot express my appreciation for the words you create.
Firstly, thank you for the kind words! :)
Regarding my creative process, I have numerous ideas, but I prefer to let them simmer in my mind for a while. I assess whether an idea is viable and if I can envision a structure to build around it. For instance, when I started working on ILGOSS, I initially outlined about half of the story. It then took another week to fully map out the remainder. Writing the initial chapters was crucial as it helped shape the direction of the story.
Consistency is key for me; I aim to write daily. It can be anywhere from 300 to 2k words (depending on my mood). I chose to update my work weekly to avoid the pressure of frequent deadlines, yet this schedule still compels me to adhere to a regular writing routine.
So, yeah, hope you learned something from my process :)
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