might start being more active. makin more bad decisions recently yk

The hypomania experience is everyone thinking you're on drugs because of your behaviour

Being manic/hypomanic is like being drunk sometimes. The amount of shit that sounds like a good idea or reasonable solution to a nonexistent problem I swear.

im so exhausted

we argue like every night please put me out of my misery i need sleep again

me and my mom r gonna start working out tg 🫶🏾

not my proudest moment

Wanting to be skinny to look good during sex >>

it really does get to that point.

reached that point where even sh is to much effort. the thoughts stay but the energy to do anything just evaporates. i just want to do nothing, rot away into nothing

i love when a food is so good you forget you have an ed

idk who needs to hear this but your manic episodes are valid even if you don’t think you’re actions were “crazy” enough

going to my dads

BPD math: they said I can come "if I want" instead of "you should come" so that means they hate me and they wish I was dead.

hold on tight to this time, this place

cause everything you know will be erased .

i hate my goddamn life

wanna sl/t my fucking wrists so bad .

I hate myself. I don't even know who I am anymore.