I want to drift
So far away from you
That you’ll never have the privilege
Of destroying me ever again
I want to disappear
Without a trace
That same exact way
You vanished from me
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How strange is it that
In taking pieces of me with you,
You left behind so much of yourself
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I haven’t seen the softness of your green eyes,
Or felt the warmth of your breath on my neck
In what feels like an eternity
I wake up homesick for you,
A personal hell I cannot escape
Everything has turned to shit,
Since you left
It won’t stop raining outside,
Or inside of me
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Fair to mind is far to heart,
and I’m digging myself deeper.
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My mind is in Places I am Begging it Not to be And it is these Memories That will be The death of me
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Forgive and Forget
I forgive you
I forgive you, because
Not forgiving you
Means that you win
So I’ll fold you up
And tuck you away
Into the deepest
Corners of my mind
Because now that
I have forgiven you
I will finally be able
To forget you
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It’s nights like these
Where I wish you
Were here to talk
Me down from all
Of the absurd mess
Stirring in my head
I am yearning for
Your soft spoken
Words and those
Gentle green eyes
That used to soothe
My soul to sleep
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Swoon
Not even an entire
Year could explain
All of the things
You have shown me
Nor what I have felt
You have given me
The world on a string,
Light in a tangible form,
You brought out the
Taste of what is bland
My heart will swoon
For you always
And I will spend
The rest of my life
Proving that to you
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For all of the
Petty things
That are so
Important to you
It would be nice
To know that
I was that
Important too
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I drove by your house
Hoping to find
What I lost
So many years ago
But all I found
Was everything
I never wanted
To know
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Most days I think
If I were to die
No one would
Miss me any
I can’t blame
Them because
That is inevitably
My own fault
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I see you
In my dreams
And long for what
Could have been
But you were
Way too selfish
And I was
Just so empty
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Some people spend forever
Trying to fill their hearts
And yet here I am
With overflowing walls
Let me just say
I love you
I need you
I will never let this die
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I keep trying to catch
You on my line
I’m searching at the
Bottom of the ocean
But the only thing
I manage to pull up
Are the lies you told
And all of the wasted time
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If I could manipulate
This mind to comply
With your thoughts
Then I would
But I am not
A magician
And you are
Far too fragile
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For You
I envy the sun,
and how sweetly it kisses your skin.
I envy your eyes,
because they capture the world in your perspective.
I'm jealous of your mind,
and how it vividly paints every wonderful thought you compose.
I'm jealous of your skin,
and the way it so beautifully hugs every inch of your body.
Each curve has me
l
o
n
g
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n
g
for more.
I envy your lips,
and how they touch the words you speak.
I envy your ribcage,
because it's home to your heart.
I'm jealous of your bedsheets,
and how entangled you become in them.
I'm jealous of the rain,
and how it crashes into you.
You always take the time to soak it up.
I could run for days and still find myself surround by your love,
Surrounded by everything wonderful that you are.
Anytime I look for you, you are standing by my side,
You provide me with strength and wisdom.
You never lack in love or affection,
And I know I can always count on you.
Your judgement is honest and true,
Your love is patient and kind.
You are like a sunrise after a lifetime of darkness,
Your light s t r e t c h i n g to all corners of my world.
Your presence is a breath of fresh air,
And after suffocating for far too long--
I can finally breathe.
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I'll Just Leave This Here
My bed is unslept in,
The sheets stained with your sweet prose
With much disdain,
My mind is running in circles
you drew with ink
running through the course of my veins
Subjected to lay with the earliest and the latest,
I wait and I organize
I construct and demolish,
Then rebuild all before I reach
the back of my eyelids
I speak in tongues and often
end up tied tighter than before
Maybe I don’t make much sense anymore
Maybe I never did
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