Opening Character Commissions

Hello, hello~! It’s a new year and I’m in need of a butt load of money by the end of the month. After paying $1500 for car repairs, I have almost no money in my savings, which was supposed to be used for relocating after graduation. But hey, shit happens, and it’s time to move on with a more determined attitude. Have a character you want me to draw? Email me at [email protected] for a commission or any questions.

COMMISSION INFO:

- Full body

- NSFW included (within limits, +18 only, no minors!!)

- Black and white sketch ($25)

- Flat color ($35)

Check out my new gallery HERE!

SAMPLES:

Heya, how's the web development going??

Dang! Sorry about the late reply. I’m not on here all that much. It’s going all right. Getting much harder. I can do the basics like html, css, and JavaScript, but more complex stuff like Python and Java is really difficult for me.

🌥Pocket ventures outside for #fursuitfriday !!🌥

Giving Redbubble another shot. Got a few clown-themed art uploaded. Check it out when you can. :)

TW: Clowns, coulorphobia

Hey folks, I know I’ve been a bit inactive, but I’ve found a new hobby/obsession. You guessed it, CLOWNS!!!!! I love them so much, especially the cute dolls. I’ve started collecting them for a couple of weeks. Once I get the spare room cleared out, it’ll be nothing but clowns in there😁

Also, I take phobias VERY seriously. I don’t care if you’re traumatized by pocket lint, you have my utmost respect. With that being said, if clowns are definitely not your thing, please unfollow, as I might be posting them here and there.

Forgot to post these sketches of Eggbert here.

Meet Egghead, er…I mean Eggbert.

hey can we still support you through kofi/comms/etc?

I got a Kofi, but at the moment I’m not doing commissions.

https://ko-fi.com/marcyp

I want to see something. What are your honest opinions on Hazbin Hotel and/or Helluva Boss? Anon is turned on so hold nothing back.

My Message to You...

I know I’ve been very quiet here, mostly because I don’t like talking about my social life. But I feel this needs to be said just to clear things up, and kind of apologize to those who’ve followed me so long for my art. HEAVY WARNING: The content I’m about to include will have some very dark subjects involving depression. Anyway here I go...

For the past two years, my depression has been getting worse and worse each day. I’ve talked with a couple of therapists and a psychiatrist but neither of those seemed to work with my mental health situation. A couple of days ago I talked to my primary doctor about my depression and later I was admitted to a crisis center for suicidal thoughts and urges. I’ve actually been struggling with suicidal thoughts for a while, but was always afraid and ashamed to open up about it. The last person I told about these dark thoughts told me that people with those thoughts were weak and stupid. Up until around 2019 I never spoke a word about it to anyone, especially not my family. While hanging out at the crisis center, I felt embarrassed for being there, but I was constantly praised for being brave, and was told that knowing you have a problem is the biggest step to solving it. 

Now for my apology. I’m terribly sorry for shutting everyone out. I was very scared, scared that I’d just let people down over and over. My comics failed, my dream of becoming an animator failed, it felt like the world was falling apart for me. I tried so hard to give up on art, to prevent further feelings of failure, but that actually made things worse for me. It’s hard to push art away, but it’s also been kind of hard to push my art out there. I still don’t think I’m all that great of an artist, or a storyteller, no matter how many times people say I’m good at it. This is where my mind is between a rock and a hard place. I want to keep people happy, but I constantly feel like a burden and that I have no purpose for living. 

I don’t exactly have a fleshed out plan to improve myself, but I will find some way. It’s still a possibility that those dark thoughts will return, but in case something bad happens to me, I just want to thank everyone for supporting me for almost ten years. I really want to change my life, but I’m still so scared to do so. But I can’t keep being in denial any longer.

Changed my mind on the stream. Sorry for the let down. I’m just feeling really bad. Everyday I feel worse.

Starting now. Clueless as ever.

Going to try to stream on YouTube for the first time tonight. I’ll be playing a couple of small short games, maybe take a break and spend most of the night playing sims 3.

https://youtube.com/user/CrudelyDrwnCharactrs

New name again.

Pretty much my life.

Hey, I made a cool video on another channel I’m running on YouTube. There’s not much, but I really wanted to show you guys this recent project I finished.

Warning: this video contains flashing lights.

Feel free to check out my other videos on the channel.

Now playing Final Fantasy 2.

Playing Pokémon Mystery Dungeon.

https://www.twitch.tv/worms4byrds