#93

the day is so close and im so scared, I don’t want it to happen again, I don’t want to be here when it comes, I don’t want to face the reality of that day, when it comes i cannot keep thinking he will come back, everything will be real, “the only one that cares about you is de..”

I still can’t even write it, I will not be here in that day

#92

قد السماء والارض والنجوم والبحار

#91

Unlucky

#90

here we are

#89

promise

#88

less than a month and it would be that day again, abnormal how fast time goes, but that is all that goes by, only time, the feelings stay, the hurt stays, the sadness really stays, but just time goes, time and people.

#87

you’re more than enough

#86

History repeats itself

#85

its coming

#84

im so proud of you

#83

يتعافى المرء

#82

الحمدلله حتى يبلغ الحمد منتهاه

#81

what makes you think i’m so special?

#80

today made me realise that this is the first September in a long time where I finally spend it in peace and love

#79

anytime i see them all i feel is the anger still burning, the thoughts of breaking them into multiple pieces and using their darkest days against them just like she did me, i am glad all the other feelings dissipated but when will the anger go away, i will never act on it as i can never be as moraless and lowly as a person who resorts to hurting when they are angry, so how will it ever go away?

anger is a disgusting loathsome feeling, but even it is far more then what they deserve.

#78

why do i write here only when im sad, i promised her ill write whenever i feel strongly, is sadness my strongest feeling, or is the happiness so overwhelming that i forget to write it, no matter the reason, i promised ill write at least one hundred times, so here i am still writing

#77

i am 25 now, an adult, why do i feel like a lost kid still