jean moreau is nineteen. he is nineteen. he is just a boy he is hardly alive!! imagine you’re an exy coach for USC and this nineteen year old boy hands you his racket and practically asks you to beat him with it. imagine you’re a nineteen year old boy and you’ve been waterboarded ten times and made to break three of your own fingers and tortured so extensively for the past five years of your life that you’re begging others to let you die. imagine you’re kevin day and you have to make this nineteen year old boy promise that he won’t kill himself. imagine you’re a nineteen year old boy and you’ve just learned your sister is dead and you’ve destroyed and betrayed yourself and it was all for nothing. imagine you’re a nineteen year old boy and you kill yourself in every universe but this one.

The comparison between Zane (Jean's temporary partner) not protecting Jean from Grayson when it was needed the most versus Neil (Jean’s “misplaced forever partner”) immediately getting rid of Grayson the second he finds out he hurt Jean.

seeing people on tiktok freak out about jean comparing grayson to drake and saying shit like “i can’t believe jean would make that comparison” bruh. what. jean compared grayson to drake because they are both rapists and jean wasn’t able to bring him to say it out loud. he was saying the only thing he could bring himself to say in order to make neil understand. and neil DID understand! i personally think neil saying the whole “you had to say his name” thing (i don’t remember the exact thing he said) was more shock on his part, not implying that jean was out of line in saying it

seeing people on tiktok freak out about jean comparing grayson to drake and saying shit like “i can’t believe jean would make that comparison” bruh. what. jean compared grayson to drake because they are both rapists and jean wasn’t able to bring himself to say it out loud. he was saying the only thing he could bring himself to say in order to make neil understand. and neil DID understand! i personally think neil saying the whole “you had to say his name” thing (i don’t remember the exact thing he said) was more shock on his part, not implying that jean was out of line in saying it

i find it so interesting that some people are saying that they didn’t care about jean at all before starting tsc. because i’ve been obsessed with that stupid bastard since the moment i met him and i cannot fathom other people not feeling the same way

Jean Moreau be like Neil Josten was supposed to be my best friend and I consider that loss to be one of the worst things that ever happened to me. He's one of the select few who I trust to take me and my problems seriously and make good on his promises to me. Unfortunately he is also the fucking antichrist and everything he does is calibrated to spike my blood pressure.

something about jean dying in all the other drafts really gets me like wdym no one would ever have known how soft and caring he was underneath it all or how he had a sister or how he put away the leftovers without asking and cared enough to ask about the safety of someone he barely knew and how he was desperate to love and be loved all along. ofcourse kevin and renee and neil wouldn't have forgotten him but they did not know all the pieces of who he was and what he survived and what he was trying to be, in his heart of hearts. jeremy will know, eventually. but what if he never did? what if no one ever ended up truly knowing him and loving him and saving him? would they piece the deepest parts of his heart by the postcards and magnets and memories of a too soft boy in a too cruel world?

i need a scene in tsc2 where neil and jean meet up to discuss their fake “childhood best friends” memories so they can keep their story straight if pressed about it

pleeeeeeease not jeremy acting all interested when he sees that jean has a photo of renee on his desk and saying ''oh! she's cute!'' when he actually dgaf just for jean to look at him and say "you like men. 🤨" and jeremy responding with "yeah, and you do too tf 🫵"

I am Jean Moreau. I will endure.

Just wanted to thank @korakos for sharing The Sunshine Court with us. It is everything I didn’t know I needed. ❤️‍🩹

thinking about riko's "endless daddy issues"... like neil made that up but after reading tsc, riko probably thought kevin snitched on him about that letter

The Sunshine Court Spoilers

Look Neil and Jean lied to the Feds about being old friends and current besties so imagine they have to keep up the lie and go from Fake best friends to real best friends

Let's make this fun twist on fake dating trope a thing, Fake Friends to Real Friends with Neil and Jean

The Feds track their social media so they have to send each other memes daily and call each other at least once a week, etc.

The twist was that they were meant to be bestfriends all along

Also,,,, Neil and Jean telling the FBI that they intentionally and willingly switched Neil's looks back over winter break bc "what's the worst that could happen? 🤪" like it was a boys will be boys moment sent me

Neil "You can never play Exy again" Josten and Jean "Exy is the sole purpose of your existence" Moreau

Neil "I have no choice but to run" Josten and Jean "I have no choice but to stay" Moreau

Neil "I have to be alone" Josten and Jean "Do not leave me alone" Moreau

Neil "~10% of my internal monologue centers around hiding my scars" Josten and Jean "what?" Moreau

Neil "I don't swing" Josten and Jean "the cruelty behind these nonstop temptations" Moreau

Neil "no one can know how fucked up I am" Josten and Jean "everyone keeps saying I'm fucked up?" Moreau

Neil was being chased all his life but Jean had already been caught :/ :/

Foils of all time

tsc costing 1 dolar is so cool, i would have given my first born for it but one dollar is fine too

jean’s so funny these are like twenty pages apart