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following-stupid-goals · 15 hours

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Hi! Doing this again because I lost all my moots :3

I genuinely wanna get to know y’all and interact with y’all

So if you’re an active ⭐️ving blog as of June 2024, like this post and let’s follow each other! 💕✨

(Keeping this one up for a little bit since I don’t wanna blow up and get t - worded 😬)

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following-stupid-goals · 16 hours

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good night leg check 🧛🏻‍♀️

#ed but not ed sheeran #ed ednotsheeran restriction #ed relapse #light as a feather #low cal restriction #pro for me not for thee #st4rv3 #starv1ng #thinspø #tw ed but not sheeran #🦋#🦋tw #🦋goals #🦋spo #⭐️ve #⭐️rving #⭐️vation goals

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following-stupid-goals · 20 hours

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be safe. i’m hoping you’ll stick around on this earth.

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following-stupid-goals · 20 hours

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omg just had the biggest scare of being t wordxd can’t do this shit anymore

#ed but not ed sheeran #ed ednotsheeran restriction #ed relapse #light as a feather #low cal restriction #pro for me not for thee #st4rv3 #starv1ng #thinspø #tw ed but not sheeran #🦋tw

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following-stupid-goals · 3 days

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weighing 117 lbs / 53 kg 🤭

it’s okay but I am not at my lowest and it makes me so fucking mad

#ed but not ed sheeran #ed ednotsheeran restriction #ed relapse #light as a feather #low cal restriction #pro for me not for thee #st4rv3 #starv1ng #thinspø #tw ed but not sheeran #🦋diary #🦋tw #🦋spo #🦋rant #🦋goals

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following-stupid-goals · 3 days

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following-stupid-goals · 6 days

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i hate being hungry but i hate the feeling of being full even more.

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following-stupid-goals · 6 days

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today another patient picked me up and was amazed by how light I am

i am doing it for moments like this.

#ed but not ed sheeran #ed ednotsheeran restriction #ed relapse #light as a feather #low cal restriction #pro for me not for thee #st4rv3 #starv1ng #thinspø #tw ed but not sheeran #🦋tw #🦋spo #🦋diary

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following-stupid-goals · 14 days

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had about 550 cals today! i am in control.

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following-stupid-goals · 15 days

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im officially now the skinniest of my ward and it makes me so proud ngl🦋🦋

#ed ednotsheeran restriction #ed but not ed sheeran #starv1ng #tw ed but not sheeran #thinspø #ed relapse #pro for me not for thee #st4rv3 #low cal restriction #light as a feather #just ed shit #🦋tw #🦋spo #🦋goals

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following-stupid-goals · 17 days

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I am not pro!! i am just trying to cope! pls dni if in recovery

so I thought I’d drop my current stats and goals? I’m bored lol

🩶🖤 s t a t s 🖤🩶

cw : 116 lbs | 53kg

hw: 139 lbs | 63kg

lw: 110 lbs | 50kg

🩶🖤 g o a l s 🖤🩶

gw: 108 lbs | 49kg

ugw: 99 lbs | 45kg

i am inpatient rn but not for my ed. I am trying my best but it’s hard bc of the nurses and other patients..

But I don’t care!! I’m going to do it >.<

#ed ednotsheeran restriction #ed but not ed sheeran #starv1ng #tw ed but not sheeran #thinspø #ed relapse #pro for me not for thee #st4rv3 #low cal restriction #light as a feather #just ed shit #tw ed

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following-stupid-goals · 17 days

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another meme for y’all

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following-stupid-goals · 20 days

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yall im going to relapse so hard nobody is going to stop me

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following-stupid-goals · 20 days

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things i do instead of e4ting 💕

(warning im delusional)

-drink coffee (kills me)

-look at sp0 obvi

-watch true crime documentary (ruins my appet1te and distracts me for a while)

-brush my teeth

-tell myself “no we arent doing that” in my head. to make it a boundary i cant cross

-tarot readings

-listen to the most gut wrenching songs

-give into a craving, but a small portion of it on a plate or napkin (ex: 3 oreos on a napkin and eat it outside the kitchen vs eating oreos straight from the container)

-chew some gum

-pick up extra shifts at work

-if its late at night i just take my sleep meds

-sometimes i just smell oreos and chug water

-substitute junk cravings for a healthy snack

-chug water and watch a mukbang of what im craving until he water tastes like the food

-go on a drive, if i see a fast food place, i stop and get a diet soda only (sk1nny girl move)

-online shop for clothes

-draw out tattoos i want

-smoke a cigarette (im of age)

-clean my house

-read

-take an everything shower (takes like 2 hours lol)

-write short stories

-get tr1ggered and cry until i cant breathe

-call my dad (this ruins my app3ti1e also)

-change my press on nails

-imagine my bf leaving me (also ruins my app3t1te)

-play with my moms dog

-imagine myself in 2 months when im my ugw

-play animal crossing (tedious game i spend too long on)

-commit to a series like harry potter or planet of apes for hours

-^^ or i watch as many disney princess movies as i can/as many studio ghibli movies as i can

-chug water until i thr0w up

-look out the window and pretend im mysterious

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following-stupid-goals · 2 months

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Coming back to anablr is like resting your head on someone’s shoulder.

Ana won’t leave me when I fail. I can always come back

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following-stupid-goals · 2 months

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hi bitches!!! guess who’s back and back in the ward 🤭

so rn I’m here for stabilising but are planning on putting me in ed treatment 🤠 rn I’m bmi 17ish and ofc it’s my goal to lose as much as possible until then so I’ll actually let myself recover.

Here’s a bc from like 2 weeks ago :3

#th!n$piration #me4nsp0 #st4rving #meanspø #tw ana things #tw ana #🦋tw #🦋spo #🦋log #🦋check

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following-stupid-goals · 4 months

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girlie that's not a random headache u are dehydrated malnourished over caffeinated over stressed and sleep deprived

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