guilty pleasure ⏤  no one can see us now

hanafmd:

hana didn’t have many limits when it came to fanservice outside of what she was clearly forbidden to do by her management. she was known for being touchy with her members on-camera and their fans had just come to accept it as her personality by now. her interactions with aeryn seemed to be latched onto more than the others, though, and hana assumed it has everything to do with their little unspoken game of pushing the limits of what they could get away with. hana had no qualms flirting with pretty people, and aeryn undeniably fit that moniker. it bothered hana a little that they weren’t the same in private–she liked having the other girl’s attention and affection focused on her–but when there weren’t so many limits to push, they weren’t so attached at the hip.

so when the door to hana’s room opened, she was surprised to see aeryn was the one entering. she’d been occupied with the journal she kept to get her thoughts out (it’d be a great resource for her autobiography one day), but she gave the other girl her attention. “hi,” she greeted cheerily, returning a soft smile. “sure. come here.” she set her pen down in the crease of her journal and crossed her long legs to pat the spot on the bed next to her. “don’t know what to do with yourself when we have a whole day off?”

No matter how close Aeryn felt to her members, on and off screen, there was always doubt in her mind that she was exaggerating their closeness. So opportunities like this in the dorms always felt like they would reveal more of her doubt than sooth them. So -- expected her member to question her presence, she was actually quite shocked that Hana invited her in without too much reasoning. Her lips curled even more, a somewhat timid smirk forming as she began to fully make her way inside. Despite only being a month younger than Hana, the childish shyness was a natural part of how she acted.

Finally making it in, she carefully placed herself onto the bed. A nod of her head leaning her into her words while her body adjusted to lean comfortably. “Mmm, exactly. I feel like I’ve opened the same apps on my phone twenty times-- but nothing new or entertaining is happening.” Sighing, Aeryn turned her eyes towards the journal Hana had just set down. Her eyebrows practically nodding towards the item in order to gesture towards it. “What were you writing? An escape plan?” The teasing remark immediately caused herself to smile, giving the other female a look as her eyebrows comically bounced.

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huang nianzhen aeryn aesthetic (1/??)

fmdxallen:

( to: 黃念真 ) — i’m glad to hear! ( to: 黃念真 ) — “that fast” do you even know how hard volleyball is? ( to: 黃念真 ) — on the beach? ( to: 黃念真 ) — also i might just have been bad at it but shh. kei-ssi and i did our best. ( to: 黃念真 ) — i’m kinda glad you weren’t there. saves me some dignity. ( to: 黃念真 ) — though i’m sure if you ask the internet, you’ll find something. ( to: 黃念真 ) — yeah i remember last time, don’t worry… ( to: 黃念真 ) — dumplings!!! good, that’s on the list already. ( to: 黃念真 ) — since when am i your delivery service? ( to: 黃念真 ) — also where are you and what kind of dumplings?

✉ 哥哥 ↺ volleyball can’t be much harder than tennis! lol ✉ 哥哥 ↺ I’m sure you guys did do your best though--  ✉ 哥哥 ↺ let’s just say .... i’ve already watched a few videos. ✉ 哥哥 ↺ gege delivery! gege delivery! gege delivery!! ✉ 哥哥 ↺ ^_^ i’m at bc’s studio  ✉ 哥哥 ↺ i’ll let you in, just bring me cold pork dumplings~ ✉ 哥哥 ↺ and .... sweet bread ....    ｡･:*:･ﾟ★,｡･:*:･ﾟ☆

slacker ⏤  i’m not one to judge but...

location: bc’s practice studio time: present characters: @fmdxkiyoung & @fmdaeryn status: closed

With Wish’s comeback set, Aeryn really didn’t need to be in the studio at all that day. If anything, she needed a lot more practice with the group’s dance than her own lines. However, she’d already spent the last couple weeks practicing the dance and began to worry about her vocal lines within the song. Being a rapper for her group was easy -- but when the company gave her singing lines she always seemed to freak out at the last minute, knowing well the reputation who group was given on vocal. 

Making it into the practice studio, she wasn’t too surprised to see that the place was already packed. Not much of a surprise either was the people it was packed with. Charm had a comeback coming up as well, exactly a week after Wish, but it was odd to only see one of the members inside the studio along with the regular recording team. Rather than making her appearance known to everyone, or throwing a fit because she would have to wait her turn, Aeryn quietly and patiently took a seat on one of the couches. Had the singer been anyone else, she probably would have turned to her phone for entertainment, but the Charm member in the studio was Kiyoung. Despite being under the same company, the two hadn’t really hit it off completely. In fact, the only knowledge Aeryn had of him was public knowledge -- and that wasn’t exactly the best thing. So she kept her eyes and ears pointed towards his singing, watching over like she was all knowing, her eyes crinkling at off tuned note, head shaking subconsciously when the team told him it was good, etc.

felines ⏤  an animal what?

fmdjicheol:

If you were just looked at Jicheol, based solely on his appearance you would never think that he was someone who enjoyed the company of animals, especially small and cute ones, such as cats. Something that many people didn’t know about him was that he had a deep love and appreciation for all cute animals, cats and dogs in particular. He had already adopted a dog when he moved out of Alien’s dorm, and had been considering adopting another one, or maybe even a cat. So when given the opportunity to volunteer at the cat shelter, he jumped at it, and extended the invitation to other people he was familiar with. He looked down at his phone when he felt it vibrate, his eyebrows scrunching together.

✉ aeryn ↺ Which corner? I’m here and I don’t see you.

Feeling her phone vibrate with a response almost immediately after, Aeryn read over the message before peaking her head around for the other. Once her eyes locked on his appearance, a smirk engulfed her face -- slowly sneaking her way up to Jicheol. She kept completely silent until she got close enough to teasingly pinch at his side. The loudest high pitched sound came out of her, and ended just as fast as it had came out of her mouth. “OPPA!” Immediately chuckling at the reaction, she calmed her laughter to a minimum in order to begin scolding him. “Are you blind or have you forgotten what I look like already? Hmpf.” The extra effort put into the act almost mocked the entire cutesy premise of her words, nudging the elder’s upper arm as she let off a disgusted smirk at herself.

guilty pleasure ⏤  no one can see us now

location: wish’s apartment complex time: present characters: @hanafmd & @fmdaeryn status: closed

Time and time again, it seemed like more often than not, Aeryn’s fan-signs were filled with talk of her relationship with Hana. Whether out of their appearances, personalities, or the way they treated each other, fans always connected them to each other in one way or another. It wasn’t that it bother Aeryn, in fact, she kind of enjoyed it a little too much. Fan-fiction or fan-art, she had seen it all. You could say she had a little bit of a guilty pleasure when it came to the idea of Hana being more than just her friend. However, while in front of the camera the two were inseparable, behind the screen was only a bit different. Blame it on the lack of free time or the distance between their rooms, they never really spent much time together at home. 

Until, of course, Aeryn tried to change that. The day was surprisingly free from schedules, and she knew well that Hana’s roommate had left for the day. Without any extra thoughts, she made her way towards the bedroom; giving the door a few knocks before slowly creeping the door open. Her voice calling out for her elder member as her head made an appearance through the cracked door. “Unni?” Speaking in almost a squeaking tone, her lips creased up into a curving smile as her eyes met with the other female’s. “Can I hang out in here with you for a while?”

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fmdxallen:

( to: 黃念真 ) — oh! who? i’m not as up to date as i should be… i hope you two got along! ( to: 黃念真 ) — glad to hear the kids did well! sounds like you had fun! ( to: 黃念真 ) — ahaha about that… we lost in the first round, actually. ( to: 黃念真 ) — it was fun though!! ( to: 黃念真 ) — and dinner is still happening. just not with volleyball money. ( to: 黃念真 ) — so please go easy on my wallet haha… ( to: 黃念真 ) — speaking of food! ( to: 黃念真 ) — any thoughts on & recommendations for the one at the festival? ( to: 黃念真 ) — i wanted to go have a last look at the food stalls but there’s just… ( to: 黃念真 ) — so many… it’s hard to find a place to start

✉ 哥哥 ↺ sun unnie! she was super nice. ✉ 哥哥 ↺ ahhhh... you lost that fast?  ✉ 哥哥 ↺ 呵呵 呵呵 呵呵 😋 ✉ 哥哥 ↺ Sorry -- it’s just funny to imagine you playing volleyball, I should have been there... ✉ 哥哥 ↺ Do you know who I am? if there is food and you’re buying, you better be stacked up   ✉ 哥哥 ↺ oh! I had the dumplings the other day, they were pretty good. ✉ 哥哥 ↺ bring me some too... that heat has me locked up.    

✉ eletri ↺ it doesn’t matter that they aren’t real! ✉ eletri ↺ it’s the rush it gives you that matters  😠 ✉ eletri ↺ do you have no imagination, oppa?

[ ✉️ → ??? ] pft lmao 🤣 [ ✉️ → ??? ] who stays up all night from reading creepypastas? [ ✉️ → ??? ] they’re not even real

the cursed ex  ⏤  you thinking what i’m thinking?

location: yejun’s apartment time: present characters: @fmdyejun & @fmdaeryn status: closed

Aeryn wasn’t one to be known as a bad friend. In fact, it was the quite opposite. She was always trying her damned best to be the most caring member of her group. Easier said than done -- although that wouldn’t let her escape the guilt. Of course thinking about kissing, dating, and sleeping with your group mate’s ex-boyfriend is nothing compared to actually doing it, right? Well that’s what she tried to tell herself for the past three/four years of keeping in contact with Yejun. Constantly playing the two faced sympathizer with him and her group members was an odd feeling, but he was still her friend -- and even if the hidden attraction didn’t exist she would have kept in contact with him. It felt like two completely seperate lives; one with her members where she acted like Yejun was just a good contact to keep, and the other with Yejun where she felt like romantic tension was growing by the minute.

The day had finally came that she grew the courage to do something about it all. Maybe her inner devil was finally coming out, but the move she made wasn’t in favor of her member’s feelings. The night was still early and the two had already planned on meeting up for the first time in quite a while. However, instead of a public meeting, Aeryn had taken it upon herself to ask if they could meet up at Yejun’s place. One thing led to another and she found herself weaving her way through security and up to Yejun’s apartment door, giving the door a couple of quiet knocks. She barely had time to really look anything above average though, practically strutting around the streets in her pajama shorts, a hoodie, and sunglasses to hide her identity.

the devil himself ⏤  “too fast” he said

location: unknown/hidden time: early june characters: @fmdjoohwan & @fmdaeryn status: closed

The two of them hadn’t been seeing each other for too long. In fact, it only took an exchange of numbers and a couple of text conversations to lead them into their small dates. If that’s even what you could call it-- driving to unknown locations, parking in the middle of no where and talking until they eventually lead into making out. It was child’s play to sat the least, but for Aeryn it was everything. Infatuation so strong she had already planned on a timeline of giving herself to Joohwan. While she didn’t know it at the time, step one of her confession happened on their final last date.

It started as usual though, nothing out of the ordinary. They drove to another remote parking location, triple checking for anyone that could possibly recognize them, and began talking about anything they could possibly think of. The conversation had made its way into their social history -- and well, maybe Aeryn was the only sharing anything about her past but she couldn’t help but ramble into her own agenda. “Ya know, honestly-- I don’t think I’ve ever been in love before.” Her hands kept to her own lap, rubbing over her own thighs as her eyes hid behind her eyelids. A timid tone taking over her voice as she continued on her statement. “But I’d really like to think this is what it feels like to be in love.” Aeryn’s eyes peaked her eyes to middle of the car sectioning them apart from each other as she waited for a response. Had she been able to see herself, acting like some pre-teen girl trying to confess to her elementary crush, she probably would have redone everything -- but at the moment it was all she could muster.

✉ 哥哥 ↺ it went well! ✉ 哥哥 ↺ I worked with a rapper from your company ツ ✉ 哥哥 ↺ they weren’t terrible “kids” though! fast learners-- ✉ 哥哥 ↺ did you win the volleyball match though? that’s the important topic! ✉ 哥哥 ↺ did you win me enough money for a big dinner? :P

sent on: 13th of july 2018

( to: 黃念真 ) — how did the masterclass go, huang xiao jie? ( to: 黃念真 ) — i’d meant to message you earlier but after yesterday’s volleyball match i forgot ( to: 黃念真 ) — sorry about that! ( to: 黃念真 ) — did you have fun working with the ( to: 黃念真 ) — realized i probably shouldn’t call them kids. with the teens?

rap mentors ⏤  choice activity

sunfmd:

This was a chance she hadn’t anticipated having. She tried to keep herself open to fans as much as possible, spending a lot of time on social media, but a chance to actually teach up and coming rappers was on a level of its own. While she knew some might well not be a fan of Diary at all, encouraging people was in general a favorite concept of hers. The girl she’d be teaching with was nothing to scoff at, either. While Wish got a bit of flack for just about everything they did, Sun found Aeryn talented, despite Wish’s discography not always giving her a chance to showcase her skill.

“Hm. Well, we have two hours,” Sun mused, toying with a pen she had no intention of using. She wasn’t against helping, but her own handwriting was borderline unreadable to anyone unfamiliar, so she would just let Aeryn do the writing. “How many people do we have, again? It’s a high school class, so it shouldn’t be too many, right? I think we could teach the basics, have them each write a minute-long rap over a beat, and maybe compile them ourselves later as a surprise and mix their verses into… I don’t know, five minute songs? It’d give them something to remember the class by, and I don’t mind doing the compiling, but it might take a while.” it seemed rather out there as she spoke, sure, but Sun was, for the most part spit-balling at the moment. “I feel like inviting just a few to join with us might make others feel excluded, you know?”

As if the words were entering into her ears and compiling in her mind, Aeryn lifted her head slightly as the elder spoke. Not necessarily looking straight at her, but rather looking blankly in her direction to clear her own ideas. Eventually though, she took the pen out from between her teeth and scribbled the idea down as quickly as she could. A smile smirk bubbling up onto her lips before she inhaled to speak. “That actually sounds really cool-- even if it’s just something for the class, you know?” Her eyes shifted for a second to give Sun a small look while the smirk still lasted on her lips.

Taking down small bullet points underneath the ideas, her scribbles noted the basics of the plan: teach, write, practice, and preform. Even her own bullet points scattered into separate categories, and as she finished off the teaching portion Aeryn began to think out loud again to her partner. “What if we had them do like... three to five lines, and give them an overall theme to stick with?” Her head rose again, legs twisting underneath the table as she sat up straight in her seat. “That way we’d have less to cut out and the overall product would make sense.”

rap mentors ⏤  choice activity

location: busan summer festival date: friday, july 13th characters: @sunfmd & @fmdaeryn status: closed

Stage fright wasn’t exactly common for an idol in a big name group, especially after debuting already three years ago. However, Aeryn still felt it in her gut as she prepared the masterclass with her partner. Even the feeling of being back in a school was like running through tortured memories she didn’t even think she had, not to mention the anxiety that came with working with an idol she looked up to. As the two worked in the classroom hours before their actual class, Aeryn took notes of everything they had planned to discus and go through with the class. “Do you think there will be too many people to have them individually rap for us?” She fiddled with her pen for a second, looking over the scheduled plan. 

Obviously the two of them needed to teach the class the majors of rapping, but the class was only two hours long. Having them each write out their own rap from what they learned and preform it in front of strangers and idols seemed too much. “Or maybe we could rap and have a select few join in with us free style?” Aeryn’s eyes didn’t leave her notebook for even a split second as she spoke out loud to her elder partner, eventually even returning to a habit of chewing on the end of her pen cap allowing her mind to blank out and focus on her thoughts.

felines ⏤  open starter!

location: busan summer festival date: thursday, july 12th characters: you & @fmdaeryn status: open!

Maybe it was her fluency in Korean or just plain ignorance, but when Aeryn got invited to the cat cafe opening she was just excited to be invited somewhere with someone. Hell, it wasn’t everyday that she was able to hang out with so many different idols outside of her own group -- so even if she had known that cats would be surrounding her she still probably would have agreed. Although her allergies aren’t deadly, her skin and face are bound to break out around any furry animal. As she arrived at the meeting location, she sent a quick text to the person she was meeting while taking a seat on one of the benches to wait patiently.

✉ name ↺ hey! I’m at the corner. Don’t bail out on me now :P

the show live ⏤  open starter!

location: busan summer festival date: tuseday, july 10th characters: you & @fmdaeryn status: open!

Despite her group being the last performance the day before, Aeryn was still really excited for the rest of the event. Not getting back to her bed until 3 in the morning put a damper on everything, but by time she was able to actually wake up she was prepared to push through her exhaustion. Dressing the best she possible could for the heat and lack of energy, she made her way back to the event. ‘five pm?’ -- She struggled to even understand how it took her that long to wake up and get dressed. Internally beating herself up for missing the make over event, even though she had no interest in make up. There was still the rest of the day though, and just like that her excitement was back.

However, finally making it down she checked the event schedule; deciding there was plenty of time to grab a bite to eat first. Ice cream and cold dumplings were her food of choice. Rather than standing around the crowded lines of customers and fans, Aeryn made her way to sit in one of the hidden tables. Wasting no time to scarf down the dumplings as she felt save from the public’s view. It didn’t take too long for her to realize that wasn’t true though. As she shoved the last dumpling into her wide mouth, a pair of eyes pierced her face from the other side of the food truck. A few seconds passed as she sat there -- cheeks full of food -- staring at the person. Only after chewing through the awkwardness did she call out to them. “At least take a seat if you’re going to continue staring!” Her words weren’t malicious at all, in fact, the harsh sarcasm only came from her slight familiarity with the person’s face.