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thinking about how when you experience a lot of shame in your formative years (indirectly, directly, as abuse or just as an extant part of your environment) it becomes really difficult to be perceived by other people in general. the mere concept of someone watching me do anything, whether it's a totally normal activity or something unfamiliar of embarrassing, whether I'm working in an excel spreadsheet or being horny on main, it just makes my skin crawl and my brain turn to static because I cannot convince myself that it's okay to be seen and experienced. because to exist is to be ashamed and embarrassed of myself, whether I'm failing at something or not, because my instinctive reaction to anyone commenting on ANYTHING I'm doing is to crawl into a hole and die. it's such a bizarre and dehumanizing feeling to just not be able to exist without constantly thinking about how you are being Perceived. ceaseless watcher give me a god damn break.
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The devil works hard, I WORK HARDER BITCH.
TLOU FANFIC WRITERS: @BILLIESBABY ON WATTPAD IS STEALING WORK AROUND THE ABBY/ELLIE WORKS BE CAREFUL!!!
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dont be a loser. instead of doomscrolling and sending texts to your idiot situationship who ghosted you last july or arguing over whether or not one of the karjenner clan is secretly knocked up by your internet boyfriend, get off tumblr or instagram or whatever social media site you just wasted five hours of your life on and do your arab.org click. people are still dying and they need your help so use your proclivity towards rotting in bed and browsing the internet all day for good and repost every post about palestine you see, including ones that spread our joy and happiness as well as our pain. want to show solidarity? order a keffiyeh or go to a local protest. feeling extra generous this month? great. take that feeling and make a donation to the palestinian children’s relief fund, unrwa or a reputable gofundme- don’t fall for the paypal scams or someone sketchy in your asks claiming to be palestinian. use your critical thinking skills. even $1 helps so if you can spare anything, please do. remember that your internet addiction can be utilised into a tool for good and that when a genocide is so widely reported on and known about your silence can and should be taken for complicity. speak up.
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ᡣ𐭩 loser!ellie brainrot :(((
suggestive/nsfw below, mdni !!
hanging out with loser!ellie early on in the relationship and sitting on her lap. she was nervous at first so you got her talking about her interests and it seemed to relax her pretty fast. she's been rambling about dinosaurs nonstop for the past thirty minutes, talking and talking as if you're gonna fade away – she has to fill awkward silence :(
and the poor girl hasn't realised you aren't even listening to her rambles. no, you're too focused on the way her hand is stroking your inner thigh. calloused from years of plucking strings and creating fine art, her fingers brush against your soft skin and she fails to notice how dangerously close she's getting to right where you want her. it feels so mean, this teasing, and you can't help the slight pouting of your lips, but ellie isn't doing it intentionally and you know that. even with the subtle shifting of your hips, ellie's lost in her own words.
despite the use of all kinds of hints, she still won't realise what she's done to you. she's too oblivious, and if you were to straight up ask, she'd be scared away. so you just accept that the sticky, warm feeling that's burning in your underwear isn't going to be relieved tonight.
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!thkn abt my pretty girl wearing skirts and dresses!
🎀 modern day!ellie who would totally embrace her femininity through all sorts of simplistic yet comfortable skirts and dresses. ellie loves how easy an outfit with the said garments come together, she cant help but spin in delight in front of her mirror at the breeze she could feel on her legs. its a regular routine at this point. she never fails to pair the skirt or dress with something a little more gender neutral to tie it all together, something a little more ellie. it always creates a balance that sits perfectly on her. i definitely think she finishes the look with an intentionally slightly messy black eyeshadow covering the perimeter of her eyes!!! her stare is so intense but her legs are so pretty!! ellie in a skirt/dress, ill do anything you say….
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thank you @spoonylupin for bringing this to my attention!
there is someone going around AO3 and apparently taking peoples work? it’s been done to me with my blurb about giving loser ellie head and the characters were changed (to characters who i believe were originally minors?? so don’t?? do that??)
unfortunately, because i do not use AO3 and am not familiar with its format, AND because the account is anonymous, i don’t know how to report it
it should go without saying but don’t do that.
“all credit goes to them” is unacceptable. i wouldn’t have known about this had someone not been kind enough to tell me. and this is not “purely self indulgent” because you are reposting my work. if you want to do this, change whatever characters and keep it to yourself, don’t post it on a platform i don’t use.
if you are thinking, for some reason, about doing this, this is my EXPLICIT statement saying i am not comfortable with that. don’t repost my work.
apologies for the cross posting on tags but i hope other writers can be aware of this potentially happening to them too, and if anyone notices another writers work taken, PLEASE say something to them.
i don’t even write for tlou anymore. however, that doesn’t mean my work is not still mine. thank you
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I am so glad I get to live in a time where there are lesbian celebrities other than ellen degeneres
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Now I'm far away, these memories still remain
Art prints & posters HERE :)
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*religion by lana del rey playing*
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baby girl🎀 (but she’s actually an exceptional k!ller)
reblog to support a small artist :)
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Hey, I noticed that @billliesbaby on wattpad copied your fic. Its the latest chapter in her billie imagines book. Just thought I'd let yk unless you write on wattpad too
WARNING TO CREATORS: @billliesbaby ON WATTPAD IS STEALING CONTENT
Anon thank you soooo much. I’m not even sure what to do about this. The way this is word for word I’m fucking infuriated.
If you can please go report this account. Be mean idgaf
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currently thinking about edging sub!ellie...so...whoops
"hnnn- fuckfuckfuck baby, please." she'd whine into your ear, clawing wherever she could reach on you, scratching up your shoulder blades, digging into your waist. as soon as you feel the familiar flutters of her pussy around your skillful fingers, you'd pull away with a smirk, watching her gleefully.
you slow your movements until there's only a stationary pad of your finger resting on her pulsing clit. you stare down at her as she's gasping and bordering on tearing up, face all red and hair disheveled. auburn strands a stark contrast from the white pillow she's laid upon.
she'd try to squirm around to make you continue touching her, but you don't comply. frustrated huffs and grunts fall from her lips as her bare chest heaves up and down with desperation.
"hmmm?" you'd coo at her, voice sweet on the surface, but laced with a patronizing taunt.
she'd sigh, muster up her remaining energy and throw a deathly glare at you, sharp enough to kill a man painlessly. unfortunately for her it only amuses you further, and you bite back a sneer.
eyebrows scrunched together with her gaze not leaving yours, she sputters through a clenched jaw, "i'm gonna kill you." you can't help but chuckle at the threat. you know she doesn't mean it, it was always funny when she got feisty.
"oh you don't wanna do that, no one fucks you as good as i do, baby." you finish your rebuttal by re-inserting two fingers into her weeping pussy once more, curling skyward until you hit the spot that breaks her.
within moments her back is arching into you and eyes squeezing shut, a symphony of melodic moans and whimpers flooding the room.
"yeah, that's what you wanted?" you tease, but it's ignored. you'll allow it this time. pumping in and out of her, you can tell she's getting close again, and the thought to rip it away from her yet again crosses your mind, but you've lost count at this point.
she's gripping onto your other arm as if her life depended on it, holding on so hard you swear you'll lose feeling in it.
never letting up your pace her whines increase in volume and frequency, her pussy swallowing up your digits with ease.
you're entranced by her, she's done so well you'll let her cum, finally. she's earned it.
"pleaseplease, yes, ah-" incoherent strings of pleas and delicious begs escape her, you watch as her toned abs flex and cave in as the feeling begins to build for her.
"that's it, c'mon." you mumble a praise, which acts as the gateway for her to let go and succumb to the release enveloping her.
steadily working her through it, thumb rolling over her clit and fingers milking the orgasm out of her until it becomes too much.
she's breathing deeply once it's passed and seems finally at peace after so long, so much denial. you lay on top of her, peppering open-mouthed kisses against the side of her neck, running your hands over her waist.
"you're so mean." she mumbles, her voice taken on a drowsy aura from the exertion.
"i know. but you love it."
"i do."
um HELLO the fuck idk what came over me needed to get this outta my system ig LMAO literally typed this in like 10 minutes in the app bye
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