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Lassie came out 14 years ago today!
Congratulations to my favorite fruity detective <3
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I FINALLY KNOW WHY I CAME BACK FROM SEASIDE SUMMER JOB AFTER ONLY 4 DAYS.
My heart could feel it, it just knew.
Netflix uploaded all 8 seasons of Psych. My mum and I were re-watching it on Prime 2 years ago and now can finally start again.
My heart knew I had to come back immediately.
#jk I'm slightly delusional rn#trying not to lie in bed crying#but this is so funny bc we've been waiting for this show to reapper for ages#psych#shawn spencer
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2nd May '24
I keep thinking I made a mistake. That I should have stayed in J. at least for a couple of weeks.
Rationally I know that I made the best decision for my long term career, because by staying in J. I'd have lost the chance to become a teacher next year, but I don't know. I think I mostly feel embarrassed and like a fuck up for coming back after only 4 days. I keep going back to the talk with HR, them saying I had wasted their time. I feel that's all I do. Waste time.
I just want a job that can get me to a place where I'm happy with my life. It doesn't need to be perfect, I just want to be happy.
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2nd May '24
I keep thinking I made a mistake. That I should have stayed in J. at least for a couple of weeks.
Rationally I know that I made the best decision for my long term career, because by staying in J. I'd have lost the chance to become a teacher next year, but I don't know. I think I mostly feel embarrassed and like a fuck up for coming back after only 4 days. I keep going back to the talk with HR, them saying I had wasted their time. I feel that's all I do. Waste time.
I just want a job that can get me to a place where I'm happy with my life. It doesn't need to be perfect, I just want to be happy.
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Summer '24 - I'm going back home.
I didn't exactly get the a warm reaction when I told HR but yes, I decided to quit.
I didn't want to get into a fight (and I'm deathly afraid of confrontation) but when he told me that I was unprofessional and I was leaving them in a bad position, at a bad time, I really wanted to tell him that if he'd been honest from the start, I probably wouldn't have accepted his offer and we'd all have avoided this mess. But I didn't, I just told him a version of the truth, which is more than what I owed him.
I feel bad, I feel guilty, I feel dumb, useless, defeated, tired... But I don't think staying here would have been good for me (mentally or physically, my stomach is always ready to punish me for what I eat and how I feel), and ultimately, I have to put myself first and definitely before the interests of a company that, let's be honest, will probably hire someone else by next week.
This year has been so bad, but hopefully it will finally get better, I'll get into uni and by September I'll be teaching and that will be it. At least I'll be set for a few years, maybe even until retirement.
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Summer '24 - day 3:
Things have been... interesting.
HR basically lied to me about my living situation. I was supposed to share an apartment with another girl about my age (25-30yo). Instead, I got here and found out I was going to share with 5 women in their 40/50s who work as maids. Now, I have absolutely nothing against them based on their job except for the fact that they wake up at 6am and then go to sleep at 9/10pm. We're currently sharing a small hotel room because the actual apartment doesn't have heating and it's too cold to live in.
I've complained to HR about the situation, got told that he couldn't have known where I was going to live when we spoke during the interview (but he couldn't have told me when we spoke last week?), but also got assigned to a new accomodation, a shared hotel room (2 people), with, I suppose, another 40-something lady.
Now, this solves maybe ¼ of my problems and these are the ones that are left:
In a hotel room I'd have no kitchen to prep my meals in and the "staff canteen" is, again, interesting. They only serve us leftovers from breakfast and frozen meat. Barely any vegetables and definitely no fruit. My stomach can't take a diet like this for 5 months. And, if you're wondering, yes, I did take that into consideration when I decided to take the job, but stupid me actually believed them when they said we had a canteen. I was expecting something a bit more structured, or at least a balanced meal. If I move to an hotel room, I have no way to cook for myself, which was my default plan B for the canteen.
Is my future new roomie going to be closer in age? Because I have absolutely nothing in common with the current ladies. I'm supposed to live here for 5 months and have nobody to go out with? Not even for an ice-cream?
HR has been lying (at least by omission). I don't trust him a lot.
The laundry situation is also non-existant. I have an office job, so no uniform, and I have nowhere except my sink to wash my clothes in. It's a bit unrealistic to keep that up for the entire summer.
While all of this is happening, they finally decided to open enrollment for the mandatory teaching courses. I gave up on them after 1.5 year of waiting and ofc that's when they decided it was time to open 😺 But that also means that I'd lose my chance of enrolling if I don't move back to my hometown (or somewhere else in Italy), because in-person attendance is mandatory for at least 70% of the lessons, and the closest university here is still undoable with my current working hours.
So, yeah, I think I'm going to move back on Saturday. It feels ridiculous, considering it's less than a week after moving here, but I also don't think it'd be worth it to continue working here.
If anybody has made this far and wants to leave advice/suggestions, feel free!
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Summer '24 - day 0:
First day at the seaside for my new (seasonal) job. I was supposed to get an apartment with a roomie and instead I'm sharing a hotel room with 3 other people for at least a couple of days, because our actual homes don't have heating and it's still too cold 😅
My roomies all work as cleaning ladies in the hotel and I work in management, which isn't bad, but we also have very different schedules and that's going to be a nightmare I think (?).
The worst part is that they don't get along and I'm a very non-confrontational person, so if we're still roomies by the end of the week this will be a very lonely summer :)
I'm hoping I'll switch to sharing with only one of them (or even better with the "colleague your age" they promised me) by the end of the week, but we'll see.
At least it only takes 4 hours by bus and train to get home, I can run away fairly easily.
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I'm about to re-watch the finale with my mum, a first-time watcher. Ofc, I made sure she has tissues.
Update 1: FUCK, I'M THE ONE WHO NEEDS TISSUES
Update 2: my mum didn't believe he was dead. But I'm a terrible person, so I convinced her he really died. And then she cried.
My job here is done. Another person has fallen victim to this show's finale.
#white collar#i loved re-watching this show#and I'd really love a sequel#but how could we like it without mozzie? 🥺
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Bridgerton logic at it's finest
Season 1: I really want kids and marry for love. So I'm gonna marry this man who says he can't have kids and probably doesn't love me!
Season 2: I think I love this girl. So I'm gonna propose to her sister!
Season 3: I wanna win my friend back. So I'm gonna teach her how to woo men (especially me) and get unhinged jealous when it starts to work.
The Bridgertons trully are sharing a single braincell and Violet is in charge of it most of the time, lol.
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Everyone: you’d really give up the crown for Simon?
Wilhelm: I’d give up the crown for two jellybeans and a butter sandwich, but sure blame Simon.
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I've been reading fanfic for almost 15 years and today I, once again, started an abandoned work (and fell in love with it).
This is what I mean when I say I'm a masochist.
#fanfiction#fanfiction.net#fanfic#ff#ao3#OFC IT WAS A SLOW BURN THAT GOT NOWHERE BEFORE BEING ABANDONED
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I love the concept of "Damsel" but the execution was... interesting
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Why are people on twitter fighting over Kathony and Polin, AGAIN?
#am i the only one who loves every single ship we've had so far?#ofc i have my favourite but i've enjoyed both season 1 and 2#and i think I'll like season 3 as well#it's not that deep#really#bridgerton
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Edvin really wanted to make us cry one last time
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The thing is that it’s not actually a happy ending – it’s a happy beginning to a time that will actually still be pretty difficult. None of their issues will have magically disappeared. The security threat and the need to keep a low profile are still there. Wille’s decision isn’t official yet, and when it is made official it’s likely to increase the level of publicity they get rather than reduce it, at least for a time.
It seems likely that Wille will have to wait until he’s 18 before he can officially renounce the crown. Otherwise the queen would have to remove him from the line of succession somehow and that would just look like her disinheriting her gay son so I don’t think they’d do that. And it might be good for Wille to sit with that decision for a while before it’s irreversible. The queen will probably hope he’ll change his mind, I but do think she’ll respect his wishes now and not pressure him into anything and let him spend that extra year in relative peace.
(Meanwhile August, instead of spending his weekends with Sara like he wanted to, will see his royal duties multiply, opening hospitals and attending state dinners and giving speeches and regretting his life choices.)
So Wille and Simon will probably have to wait before they actually get to be free together. And if Hillerska closes, which it should, they might see less of each other. And maybe that will be good for them. Wille will have the space to figure out who he wants to be besides Simon’s boyfriend, and they’ll slip out of the public consciousness a bit. They still need to learn to communicate properly on a day to day basis.
There are difficult times ahead still. But while Wille’s choice doesn’t solve all their problems, it makes them solvable. His decision to put his own happiness above the monarchy removes the brick wall they kept running into and gives them such a better chance to tackle the obstacles they’ll still have to face. And I have absolute faith that they can do it ❤
#this!#I've seen a lot of people saying the the ending is unrealistic#but that's because this isn't the end of Wille' and Simon's story.#There's so much more they'll need to go through#I'm sure there'll be more tears and fights in the future.#But they finally had 2 minutes of pure joy and that's not unrealistic at all.#young royals
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Any time I try and hold Wille to any sort of standard I imagine my 16 year old self and I shut the fuck up
#this!#at 16 i was binge watching tv shows 24/7 because that felt better than admitting i was unhappy#i was still telling myself i was straight#i did dumb shit all the time#including potentially dangerous stuff#i was kind of a dick to some people because i really wanted to fit in#i could go on for hours honestly#simme and wille are incredibly mature compared to the average teen#young royals
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