𝗜𝗡 𝗧𝗛𝗢𝗨𝗦𝗔𝗡𝗗𝗦 𝗢𝗙 𝗔𝗚𝗢𝗡𝗜𝗘𝗦— I EXIST. An independent, selective and mutuals only writing blog for 𝙰𝚂𝚃𝙰𝚁𝙸𝙾𝙽 𝙰𝙽𝙲𝚄𝙽𝙸𝙽 of Larian Studio's 𝙱𝙰𝙻𝙳𝚄𝚁'𝚂 𝙶𝙰𝚃𝙴 𝙸𝙸𝙸. Established in December 2022, revived in May 2023 and officially rebranded itself in March 2024. I am a very serious roleplay account, I just haven't written anything in months and would love to share my hatred.

@theoblation i’ve moved astarion to a new blog. very selective, havent done his pin yet 🤍 the rules are the same except don’t interact with me if you have no intentions in interacting. i’m back and better. WILL be getting his pin set up tomorrow.

@theoblation i’ve moved astarion to a new blog. very selective, havent done his pin yet 🤍 the rules are the same except don’t interact with me if you have no intentions in interacting. i’m back and better. WILL be getting his pin set up tomorrow.

I awake familiarly numb. (㇏(•̀ᵥᵥ•́)ノ) An independent and selective writing blog for Astarion Ancunín of Baldur's Gate III. Established in December 2022 and remade in March 2024. Written by the one and only Vampyre, 21+ and your average freak of a she/they. It's important to READ MY RULES.

@theoblation i’ve moved astarion to a new blog. very selective, havent done his pin yet 🤍 the rules are the same except don’t interact with me if you have no intentions in interacting. i’m back and better. WILL be getting his pin set up tomorrow.

hello <3 remaking astarion and making him private. will let you know <3 when he's done

you're right this song is VERY astarion coded and i'm making it my personality.

there's something romantic about this

and if i told you that astarion wears perfume that is lightly scented with vanilla with a small mixture of something citrus would you believe me.

i'll be here to actually write in a little while i've got a lot on my mind and then it's been centuries since i last opened up bg3....

saw a post about how ast*rion says cazador's name, how the spawns were probably not allowed to call their master by name. when they do they look timid. away from his grip, it's just nice to hear the disgust, the hissing and the tasting of ones name that you hate so much escape from your lips. it's like a vial being broken. loud to another but satisfying to the one who threw it in a fit of rage.

going to go back to using she/they prns. feeling girly pop lately. but also i’m gonna be on a semi hiatus since im having fun elsewhere.

Anaïs Nin, from The Voice

cringe and free and it's me offering my hand out to u and my interest in writing worick arcangelo, rin okumura and

pals are writing and thinking about characters from their beloved anime but when i tell you i wanted to write this LITTLE GUY.

❥     𝐊𝐈𝐍𝐆𝐃𝐎𝐌 𝐇𝐄𝐀𝐑𝐓𝐒 𝟑𝟓𝟖/𝟐 𝐃𝐀𝐘𝐒 ( 𝟏.𝟓 𝐑𝐄𝐌𝐈𝐗 )   (   𝟐𝟎𝟏𝟑   )    [   𝚂𝙴𝙽𝚃𝙴𝙽𝙲𝙴 𝚂𝚃𝙰𝚁𝚃𝙴𝚁𝚂    ]   .

change gendered language   &   add context to your needs . happy roleplaying !!  ♡

“   are you really sure that you don’t have a heart ??   ” “   i can give you purpose .   ” “   man ,   i miss the old times .   ” “   bet you don’t know why the sun sets red .   ” “   like i asked ,   know - it - all .   ” “   you worried about the new kid ??   ” “   you said the same exact thing the other day .   ” “   i don’t even know what a heart is .   ” “   i have to keep fighting the darkness .   so i can be whole .   ” “   c’mon ,   let’s get some ice cream .   ” “   i’m gonna be away for a while ,   starting tomorrow .   ” “   i wish somebody told me these things .   ” “   find them ,   &   dispose of them .   ” “   this place is so much nicer without the loudmouths .   ” “   you earned the icing on the cake .   ” “   this is such a great spot   . . .   how’d you find it ??   ” “   we’re not even supposed to   ‘  be  ’   in the first place .   ” “   he looks a lot like you .   ” “   my name is of no importance .   ” “   i hope that you can join me next time .   ” “   what’s the matter ??   you look like you’ve seen a ghost .   ” “   you had me worried .   ” “   i guess i just needed a little time to sort out my feelings ,   you know ??   ” “   what ,   not even   one little word   of appreciation ??    ” “   good to see you made it back safe .   ” “   i moved things along just the way you wanted .   ” “   he must’ve rubbed off on me .   ” “   friends need to lean on each other every now   &   then .   ” “   just eat your ice cream .   ” “   best friends are different from plain friends ,   right ??   ” “   let us remember why we are here   &   what we hope to achieve .   ” “   all this fighting   . . .   i wonder what it’s for .   ” “   i just don’t see why having a heart is that important .   ” “   i think i’ve always been pretty much the same .   ” “   i wonder what kind of guy i was before   . . .   ” “   i thought you said you were tough .   ” “   buy me one   &   we’ll call it even .   ” “   i hope we can always be just like this forever .   ” “   well   . . .   nothing lasts forever ,   you know ??   ” “   wow ,   that was   so   not you .   ” “   ever heard of knocking ??   what do you want   ??   ” “   i can handle all the dirty work .   ” “   i knew you’d be here .   ” “   i hope we get another vacation soon .   ” “   i’m not going to tell you   all   my dark secrets .   ” “   you’re letting yourself get too attached .   ” “   you know   . . .   you’ve changed .   ” “   just give me another chance .   ”

“   you were a mistake i never should have made .   ” “   is there anything you couldn’t bear to lose ??   ” “   it’s scary to think of what it would be like without you .   ” “   you can’t fight fire with sparks .   ” “   find a new crowd .   trust me ,   those guys are bad news .   ” “   sorry   . . .   my mind’s on other things .   ” “   do you ever think about why we’re doing all of this ??   ” “   just be straight with me for once ,   will you ??   ” “   did you bring me these seashells ??   ” “   keep your mouth shut .   ” “   does the past mean nothing to you ??   ” “   don’t scare me like that anymore .   ” “   maybe you’re not completely well yet .   ” “   it almost sounds as though you know .   ” “   who am i ??   what am i here for ??   ” “   you made me a promise .   ” “   i’m sorry   . . .   i’m not sure i’ve kept my promise very well .   ” “   am i not supposed to exist ??   ” “   what would it take for me to be like you ??   ” “   to be honest ,   i’m not even sure today really happened .   ” “   since when do you ever worry about me ??   ” “   it’s just not the same without all three of us .   ” “   i’m nothing more than a puppet .   ” “   do you hate me for taking your friend away from you ??   ” “   how will i know where i belong ,   truly ??   ” “   the answer you come up with can’t just be right for   you .   ” “   well ,   we’ve had our share of drama lately .   ” “   i know we’ve seen a lot of sunsets ,   but today’s puts them all to shame .   ” “   if we ran ,   i bet we could always be together .   ” “   i think you know what needs to be done .   ” “   stop pretending .   ” “   why is it that you always have to glare at me like that ??   ” “   i’m asking you   why   you did that ,   &   you know it .   ” “   you’re not making any sense .   ” “   if only the whispers at the top carried to the bottom .   ” “   can you at least try not to harm her ??   ” “   could it be that you’ve known this whole time   &   not told me anything ??   ” “   i’ve been searching for a way to conquer the darkness within me .   ” “   you don’t have to worry about me .   ” “   best friends are supposed to be   honest   with each other !!   ” “   finding out the truth doesn’t always work out for the best .   ” “   if i can’t get answers here ,   i’ll get them somewhere else .   ” “   no one would miss me .   ” “   everybody thinks they’re right   . . .   ” “   you think you can do whatever you want   . . .   well ,   i’m   sick   of it .   ” “   i’ll always be there to bring you back .   ” “   why you gotta cause me so much trouble   . . . ??   ” “   am i the one who did this to you ??   ” “   why are you trying to stop me ??   ” “   i can’t let you go do anything crazy .   ”

astarion would never peel an orange for others because he doesn't believe it is an act of love. what he will do is treat your wounds, fix your clothing without ever a fuss to be given and let his hands linger where pinkies will hook themselves without a single thought