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there's a reason that so many people are intensely anxious about whether yellowjackets decides to keep classifying jackie and shauna a "vague teen-girl homoerotic-ish friendship" or to follow through and cement what that type of relationship actually is and actually means. and i've seen a lot of conversation about why it doesn't matter and if it doesn't matter to you, then i'm so happy for you (and jealous of you L O L) but if you're curious to understand WHY it matters fucking DEEPLY to so many people, gather around and buckle up while i attempt to explain it
first let me tell you why we're all acting like animals with lesbian-television induced zoochosis as we wait for 2.02: all signs point to this episode being the big one for jackie in particular (and for jackie and shauna as a relationship), so there's an assumption that the teased makeup scene is in this episode. that scene is what a lot hinges on.
(if you are on board with the narrative arc and already set on the make or break moment of that scene, you can skip ahead to NOW MY FINAL ACTUAL POINT a few paragraphs down)
there's been a distinct narrative arc ramping up to a big reveal (i already have very strange and mixed feelings about sexuality being used a reveal, but for a character like shauna, in a show intentionally meant to capture the tricks we play on ourselves in our minds, i would be absolutely on board with it) that said, the moment is now.
since the pilot, we've been on this journey of shauna's sexuality. sex is central to her character in a way that it isn't to any of the others. we meet her in 2021 masturbating on her daughter's bed, she goes on to have an affair with adam, we explore her boredom in her sex life with jeff, we see it improve post affair/murder. in 96 she has sex with jeff in the pilot, she grapples with the results of that sex for the rest of the season, she's quickly on board with the orgy/murder/shroom fest. (there's more to her and sexuality - rabbits representing her and jackie etc, but that's another post for another time.) suffice to say, sexuality is central to shauna.
in 2.01 shauna's sexuality is again central and even more explicitly sapphic/jackie central. "the thought of you with someone else always scared me. but it also turned me on. someone else's tongue in your mouth. their smell on you. I used to think that made me some kind of pervert." this show is smart. it's thoughtful. that's why we love it. giving us this line in 2.01, after showing shauna watch him with only one other person in the entire show (jackie in 1.01) is not an accident.
likewise, "say it" used in 2.01 by hallucination/ghost jackie, paralleling shauna's "say it" in 1.01 (asking jeff to say he loved her) is not accidental.
(gifs from 2.01 from @yellowjacketsgifs)
this show is very thoughtfully and intentionally weaving the jackie shauna romantic, sexual, obsessive love threads. i'm not going to go into exploring every moment between them that is sapphic (there are plenty of threads doing that, most people who follow me have seen it and understand it, i'm operating on the assumption that the people interested in this post understand that already).
2.01 gives us adult shauna referencing sexual arousal related to jackie. it then shows her being fucked by jeff in front of a painting of herself that is disfigured and decaying. and finally, we get the confirmation that shauna is cannibalizing jackie in 96 (leading to jackie's own disfiguration and decay). we've been led to understand shauna as a sexually driven and deviant character, and a lingering almost-reveal in 96 to jackie's corpse/hallucination/ghost hangs over us.
if this confession doesn't happen, if they walk back the gay, if they refuse to cement the realness of their romantic, sexual love in this moment, it's hard to understand why they'd build this perfect narrative arc just to ignore it and go on to cement it with something else later. anything is possible, but it really lends itself to a forever vague depiction. confession may be too narrow of a word, but what it encapsulates to me is something that you cannot ignore even if you want to - an i love you, a kiss, an i wanted you and i couldn't have you. (even the beginning of one of these, followed by an interruption that delays this heightened narrative arc would mean not losing hope.)
there have been constant interviews with the writers walking the gay back and forth, acknowledging and dismissing it in the same breath, and if that's happening to mask a reveal coming at the peak of this arc, then that makes sense. but if that's the language being used and no reveal is coming, it feels that this is the language we will always get for them.
NOW MY FINAL ACTUAL POINT- it fucking matters if they keep it vague. yes, that's how it goes in a lot of real life relationships like this. yes, it's common for young sapphics to have these relationships and never call them what they are. but that's the very fucking point i'm making.
these "friendships" do not happen to straight girls. i've seen some people say "i'm a lesbian, but even i had platonic friendships like this." and to that i say, i also didn't understand that straight girls don't do this shit for a long time. but they don't. there is no homoerotic tension in a friendship between two heterosexuals.
but women are told time and time again that there is. that everyone thinks girls are pretty. that all female friendship is just intense like that. that it's a part of growing up. and it's gaslighting. it's a thing we tell young girls to keep them in a box, to force them into comphet, to push their feelings down and away, to not rock the boat. it runs so deep we don't always realize we're doing it.
saying it's fine because there are cemented canon lesbians in the show is a cop out. and i understand the urge to say it - we're used to taking the scraps we can get from lesbian media and saying thank you. we don't bite the hand that feeds us, because not much food is coming. and i'm thrilled that i'm watching acknowledged lesbians on my screen, that i get to see their relationships. i love tai and van and tai and simone. but that doesn't fix this. saying be happy with what you got doesn't make sense here. this isn't a situation where jackie and shauna read as straight and viewers are trying to mash them together with no cause. if you think that, i really don't know what show you're watching. it's clear, it's intentional, it's direct.
and so many sapphic women have been constantly told, both in media and in their real lives, that what they had or have with women was less real because it was complicated. was less real because comphet or bisexuality or confusion existed along side it. was less real because they don't look or seem gay. because they never called it what it was. because they were young.
that, in media, it's enough to watch two girls engage in sapphic love without ever calling it that. without showing the audience what it was explicitly. masking it the same way society does and allowing for room to argue that it was platonic. that, in real life, it's enough to experiment. to think quietly about your attraction to women. to smother it, because every woman feels that way.
shauna is the pinnacle of comphet. everything about her screams it. and that's never an accident in creating a character. it includes nuanced and intense depictions. to pretend that it isn't possible for a show this smart to cement the reality of their relationship, while allowing shauna to retain the repression that comes with it as a characters is silly.
they can call it what it is in a million ways. and they are tight-roping the line so very carefully, leaving a small scrap of doubt. if they don't tip it over that line, it's intentionally holding shauna and jackie, both as individuals and together, in the purgatory hell that so many women who see themselves in these character have had to claw their way out of.
and the prospect of that from a show that you love, a show that knows how to depict lesbianism and sapphic love when it wants to, a show that is intentionally curating this entire dynamic in jackie and shauna, is painful.
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I've been watching spn since high school but for some reason it took me this long to make actual art for it.
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If there’s one thing I love it’s DR tea. I love hearing it. More people need to post their DR drama (ofc if they’re comfortable with it) because I eat that shit up every time. It’s always so juicy too like TELL ME MORE.
#once I shift I’m gonna post so much#if you’re comfortable pleaseeeeee share more stories and tea from your DR#it’s so motivating and fun to hear#reality shifting#shiftblr#shifting realities#reality shifter
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i havent watched yellowjackets yet but im very intrigued by the fandoms ability to ship every single one of those girls with one another and also provide irrefutable evidence for each pairing. like im convinced by every single gifset. ill be damned if those two girls arent in love. which two girls am i talking about? doesnt matter. god bless
#I just got here and yes it’s one of my favorite things#I can say any two characters and people will agree with me#it’s so fun#I finished yellowjackets like two days ago and I love it#yellowjackets
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average high school girl soccer team
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gender? who knows (not me)
sexuality? no thanks
romantic attraction? girls from time to time
Gender, Sexuality, Romantic Attraction Tagging Game
How do:
You put your gender, sexuality, and romantic attraction down with a line break between them—but, here's the catch, don't use any labels!
So, for example, this,
"Gender? Agender
Sexuality? Lesbian
Romantic Attraction? Demiromantic"
would be this:
"Gender? I hardly know 'er!
Sexuality? Girl-kisser
Romantic Attraction? My friends, I think"
So, here's mine!
Gender? Yours, fool
Sexuality? Yes
Romantic Attraction? Only if I know you well enough
TAGS (under the cut, and don't feel obligated to do it!) (and obviously those who I have not tagged can participate too)
@bassguitarinablackt-shirt @gloriousvermin @midnight-thedyke @littlebookworm69 @runwiththerain @cybercerealkiller @ishouldsleepbut @ssavinggrace @i-love-your-father @us-costco-official @scifikode @i-am-an-arson-enthusiast
#does this make any sense#I think I’m aroflux but also lesbian that’s why it’s like occasionally#tag game#pretend I tagged you if you want to do it#tagging other people makes me anxious even though I enjoy being tagged in stuff
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I’m already insane about the shows I watch, I can’t imagine how insane I’m gonna be about them once I actually Go There and like meet the characters… I was never normal but boy will I be very not normal after that
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I want to shift to my greys anatomy dr so badly and it’s not even that I really want to be a surgeon but I NEED Callie and Arizona to be my moms
#it’s not a want it’s a need#not biologically but more like mother-figures#I’m sure you know what I mean#I love them both so much#to be called honey by callie and kiddo by arizona#it might kill me#reality shifting#shiftblr#reality shifter#shifting realities#shifting to greys anatomy#shifting to greys
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I want to meet the people I’ve watched on my tv and show them how much I love them. I want to experience unconditional love in all its forms. I want to be able to do things that I can’t do in this reality and experience things that don’t exist here. I want more time to live and love and learn as much as I can
I love shifting so much, there are so many reasons to shift and it’s just such a beautiful thing 💕
@shiftingsora @blorbo-from-the-cosmos @charshifts (I don’t know who to tag, sorry if you’ve been tagged before or don’t want to participate)
starting a shifting chain cause im bored. So fellow shifters what your reasons for shifting.
me it’s so i can entirely be myself and have freedom
@xandershifts @theshifterbear @sshifting777
#these are the reasons I will never give up on shifting#shifting community#reality shifting#shiftblr#reality shifter#shifting realities#reality shifting motivation
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It seems that this is a common result but accurate! I don’t know who to tag I’m sorry 😭 if anyone wants to do it and hasn’t been tagged by anyone yet, consider this a tag!!
i thought this quiz was really cool so i’m starting a tag game :3
this uquiz! ⬆️
npt: @fakestziv@a-wondering-thought@sleepy-vix@jeanosthecatperson@annotated-catastrophe@arson-the-living-crime@imnotpayingforurtherapy@zinepunk@cloroxcasserole@secondbutonenothird@carrotsinnovember@maximum-tragedy anyone else who wants to join
(as always if you weren’t tagged and you want to be let me know and if you were tagged and don’t want to be also let me know)
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so, i keep getting asks in my inbox about whether shifting is real or not. hello? i mean it when i say it is real. shifting is real. idc how many posts people create in order to make you feel like it's not real or that it's just a teenage phase. it is real.
i have shifted plenty of times. i can fucking promise you that it's real. it will not be blurry or fuzzy or distorted or anything that might come close to a dream. it will not be astral projection, it will not be a psychotic episode or anything people (anti-shifters) say it is.
shifting is real, like so fucking real. and i completely understand how hard it is to trust strangers on internet. and not even strangers, TRUSTING AN IDEA THAT GOES BEYOND YOUR COMPREHENSION AND THIS REALITY. YOURE PUTTING YOUR FAITH INTO SOMETHING UNKNOWN.
BUT I PROMISE YOU I PROMISE YOU I PROMISE YOU SHIFTING IS REAL!!!!1
i have debunked and tried all those ways in order to find out if it's a lucid dreaming or whatever, i have tried them all. and they all proved to me that shifting is real.
i have healed myself of shit i couldn't have fucking imagined to ever leave me, shit that stained my soul. i have cried, laughed, snorted, breathed, screamed, talked, jumped, slept, touched.. i have lived. LIVED. and it was real, safe, and everything i've ever hoped for. I HAVE FINALLY LIVED FOR MYSELF.
i have met the man that i feel everything for, i touched his hands, i took pictures with him, i heard his voice and it was not something that could be disturbed by poor wifi. i even fucking know what shampoo brand he uses. i got to know him and he got to know ME as well. it is real. it is true. it is not impossible.
i felt it ALL. i promise you i did. ik my promises mean nothing since the whole idea of shifting is just crazy even if people tell you it's not. even if people say it's a religious practice and that it has existed for many years, it's still crazy and i get it. I HAVE BEEN THERE. but that doesn't make it not real.
it is real. those people are real. those experiences are real. everything is real. your scripts are real. shifting is real.
this is not a big inside joke nor is it a coping mechanism for covid or anyone that is mentally unwell. i know it demotivates you seeing tons of shifters trying for years with no progress. i know it demotivates you seeing people shit on shifting because we believe in something that is quite literally beyond everything we, as humans, have ever known. i know it demotivates you seeing tons of shifters saying that they were lying about their experiences and that shifting isn't real. but again, that doesn't mean shifting is not real.
i know these words are recycled and you've heard them plenty of times before, but there is nothing that i could do to make any of you believe me when i say shifting is real. i have had some experiences that me and my friends could vouch for, to prove that shifting is real BUT they could easily be rewritten as lies or me having 'telekinesis' or being set up or whatever. so i really don't wanna bother.
people will always ask for proof and will always try to debunk it, that's the way your brain works and i am not saying you're wrong for doing so or even asking for it. it's normal. but then again, even if i couldn't prove it to you or my attempts to prove it are 'debunked', it doesn't make shifting not real.
you can tell me shifting isn't real day and night, for eternity, but what i have experienced is not a lie. nor is it something that could ever come close to a lie. it is real life.
your belief or faith in shifting is unwavering because you haven't shifted, DUH??? THAT IS NORMAL!!!! but once you shift, come back to this very post and tell me how was it. was it something like a dream? or did you feel everything? consider it a dare.
i am not trying to make an anti-shifter believe, i couldn't care less. but if a shifter thinks about giving up and leaving their wildest dreams behind, please do not (i am going to kill you) do NOT. it is worth it. it is worth all of it and i bet my soul on it.
no matter how perfect your lucid dreams are, no matter how intense your maladaptive daydreams are, no matter WHAT. shifting is nothing of that sort. it is real. it is real. it is real.
i want you to just get out of wherever you are, stand in the wind, smell the air, pinch yourself, splash water on your shirt and feel how cold it gets, eat something sour, look at everything around you and notice the tiniest of details, look real close at a piece of wool and notice the tiny strings. see how you can experience all those in your cr? you can experience all those with shifting too, and infinitely more. shifting is THAT real.
it's okay to doubt, it's okay to need reassurance. it is 100% fine. but what's not okay is you constantly doubting your own power when you've been possessing it the moment you came into consciousness. you'll do wonders once you finally drop your doubts and just give it to yourself.
this is a recycled talk, i completely understand. but please just stop asking for confirmation, you ARE the confirmation.
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#tumblr is such a place#it’s very fun#I like how things are done here better than other sites a lot of the time
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if youve been having a hard time detatching like ive been
it may be because youre still stuck in assuming the life and identity of your CR self, as if your CR self will be “transported” to this “new land” and freak out when they finally do it.
your DR self is used to this. your DR self is you, without question, so tuning in to that self is the first step to detaching, five senses be damned.
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Fuck it. Gonna make one of these type of posts- I guess. So if this gets 10k notes, I will finally call up a doctor to get my periods stopped and try to set up a consultation with a doctor to get HRT
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another patented *interesting spn concept that comes up like five times in fifteen years but has enough potential to build an entire show around if you wanted to* is the whole celestial eugenics of what it takes to build an archangelic vessel - i.e., that if you want a human body durable enough to withstand the strain of that cosmic essence for long-term possessions, you have to breed it in over generations and then keep the line going just in case your archangel wants to stroll the earth at any point, so you’ve got these families who are essentially constructed by the celestial bureaucracy specifically so that the big four can have cars in the garage so to speak, and individuals who’ve been pulled into this include the main characters and their own parents, and the violation of autonomy and choice that that entails even before any of these people are even taken as vessels is astounding and the implications of it have what i’d definitely call narrative reverberations - and they have this explanation so that there was a good structural reason for why the main characters were doing main character stuff like hosting archangels and then THAT’S ALL SHE WROTE . and presumably this is going on for more than just lucifer and mike. raphael always manifests as black (but unlike his brothers, seems to have no preference between presenting male or presenting female) and one would assume that he is choosing people who are (even distantly) related - and gabriel, do we ever even acknowledge the fact that he presumably also must take a vessel? unless his particular gifts mean that he doesn’t need to do that, since he’s shapeshifting all the time anyway. it’s like...in s12 lucifer goes through swaths of humans until he finds a vessel with enough durability to walk around in for longer than a couple minutes, and when he was in cas it was brought up i think that it wasn’t a long-term solution and the body formerly housing jimmy novak would eventually burn up with cas still in it - but like............can we talk about that? can we write a whole saga about the four (or more) families who all seem to do fascinating, involved things in their histories but whose existence is (unbeknownst to most of them) explicitly to function as michael waves or whatever. spn’s biggest storytelling problem is that it brings up stuff that is objectively horrifying and it is a horror show but the stuff that’s truly most cosmically, psychologically scary it treats as no big deal
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S2E09, “Croatoan”
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Ultimate Shifting Affirmations List
Hello, this is my first post, and I have compiled an organized list of Reality Shifting affirmations. Enjoy!
Basic:
I am a reality shifter
Shifting is my natural ability
Shifting is as simple as breathing
Every breath I take brings me closer to my desired reality
I am a master shifter
Confidence/Belief:
I am pure consciousness, not limited by my physical mind or body
I am pure consciousness, not bound to any particular reality
I am confident in my ability to shift
My mind is a portal to everything I desire
My intentions shape my reality
I fully trust in my ability to shift
I choose to wake up in my desired reality
I will shift whenever I intend to
I am excited to wake up in my desired reality
I have made the choice to shift realities
I give myself permission to shift
I am immune from any blockages or negative mindsets
I am completely safe while shifting realities
I am completely in control of my shifting journey
I am focused on my desired reality
I can shift in any way I please
I know that I am in my desired reality
I am a successful reality shifter
Attitude:
I want to shift to my desired reality
I am motivated to shift to my desired reality
I am looking forward to experiencing my desired reality
I am open to the infinite possibilities of reality shifting
Shifting is a natural part of my existence
I am not afraid to shift
I attract what I desire
I am in control of my reality
I am comfortable with the concept of reality shifting
I am ready to shift whenever I intend to
I am not holding myself back from shifting
I allow my consciousness to explore any reality I please
I am grateful for my opportunity to shift realities
I am not controlled by any fears or doubts I might have
I deserve to shift
I deserve to experience my desired reality
Connecting:
I am one with my desired reality
I am my desired reality self
I feel a strong connection to my desired reality
I have memories and thoughts of my desired reality self
I am aligned with my desired reality self
I choose thoughts that connect me with my desired reality
I am consciously aware that I exist in my desired reality right now
I feel the emotions of my desired reality
I belong in my desired reality
I can feel the excitement of being in my desired reality
I am looking forward to reaching my desired reality
I am aware of my desired reality and who I am within it
Shifting methods/visualization:
I can easily visualize my desired reality
I can visualize being my desired reality self
I find it easy to visualize scenarios of my desired reality
I can effortlessly picture the emotions I feel in my desired reality
I can easily picture the sensory details (sights, sounds, etc) of my desired reality
I can effortlessly visualize any element of my desired reality
I can shift easily with any method I choose
I can easily use shifting methods
Good luck with your shifting journey!
#this is so helpful#I feel like I always use the same affirmations but maybe I should try switching it up#reality shifting#shifting realities#reality shifter#shiftblr#reality shifting affirmations
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