more late night thoughts actually i often wish i was not human. like why should i be part of a species with so much division and bigotry and apathy. where people can die because they ran out of slices of trees and nobody could help out and give them food. where people can be denied a good life because of the way they were born or something that happened to them which they could not control. where people like me can be killed just because old tunnel-visioned assholes run the government and dont like us for who we are. and now people on my level are denying my rights and importance too.
i think to myself "man itd be so much better if i was that gato outside. or that gnat that wont leave my room. id have so many less worries in life". and then i stay up a little late and make an edit or listen to music or craft some shit with my cool star projector turned on and think "ykw maybe this isnt so bad after all" only to repeat the cycle over and over again, rediscovering the simple joys in life once or twice a week. i honestly dont know if i really enjoy being here but at the very least things like that make it worth sticking around to find out.
inspired by boop day, reblog this post if its ok for people to send you random asks and interact on your posts with no judgement. i want to talk to people.
I dont interact w many people on here besides u uhh lets see @56-miles-78 (best believe ur ass will be shot later/j) @dyesprout0ysphoria @sparks630 i dont think i know anyone else lmao
Can we do a picrew chain? please?
Take this uquiz
Do this picrew
this is pretty accurate except I dont have blue in my hair
(sorry if this is kinda hard to follow i was just trying to get all my thoughts down. also dont mind the random new sona drop ive ben meaning to make a ref for him recently)