Yesterday, Today , Tomorrow , BTS
At age 5, I grew accustomed to yelling. I somehow never did anything right.I learned to not cry infront of others. I was told that I was suppose to get high grades. Nothing less.I began to shape myself into what seemed to be the perfect kid. What I did, wasn't enough. I learned what it felt like to be compared to others.
At age 11, I was told that I needed to start learning how to pay bills and start taking on responsibilties. Suddenly, I'm not doing what I'm suppose to if I forget to. Sorry I wasn't enough.
At age 12, I was told that I was looking fat. I restricted my meals and workout as much as I could. Mother ended up laughing and always told a new family member about it. I just wanted you to accept me.
At age 13, I was told I only love my dad for his money so I could get what I want.I'm sorry if thats how you feel. Maybe I shouldn't have been here.
At age 14, I was told I needed to be more ladylike. I cant remember what my natural laugh was like. I was often told that my laugh was "ghetto" so I changed it. I'm sorry im not ideal enough. I'll work on it. I promise.
At age 17, I broke. But not once was my name called. Yet I made sure everyone else's was heard. My mask was breaking. But my pleas were not heard.I just wanted to be asked if I was okay.
At age 18, I didn't know who I was. I'm tired. Maybe I should sleep a little longer. This mask is too cracked but I need it.Maybe tomorrow won't be better but atleast your happy.
At age 19, I lost a dear friend of mine to cancer. Please come back. I miss you. I'm lost without you.I have no purpose here now.I have no motivation.
At age 20, I am thankful for coming across you in 2013.I am thankful that you pushed through.I harbor my fears and faults within me.But so do you. I am little stronger. A little braver. I am still me.My story may not be much, but my story is me. And today, I stand a little happier.I embrace me as much as I can. And I will continue to do so.Like you do.At age 20, I was able to pull through and so can you.
You became my voice when I didn't have mine. Because of you, I found it. I cherise it. I love it. Because of you, I was able and still am able to genuinely smile. Thank you for being there, when no one else was. You brought the stars back into dark nights. From the bottom of my heart, I purple you. Forever and always.
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