//VENT, NSFW, BRIGHT IMAGES TW: mentioning of CSAM/SA/CSA

Idk, It's like I'm incapable of blocking bad thoughts, and I kinda understand why but that doesn't really help Yeah I draw all the squishy mushy cute stuff but when it comes to NSFW shit gets really dirty

Guess seeing CSAM when I was like 11 fucked up my attitude to sex in a way that I don't see it as an act of love, but rather an act of dominance or cruelty And like, I genuinely don't get off if it doesn't have some element of force or taboo in it Of course it doesn't go beyond fiction or roleplays, yet I can't help but feel all dirty and I know a lot of people would call me that too Just dealing with hypersexuallity, intrusive thoughts and anxiety that comes with it.... so fucking tiering and tormenting and nauseating

All this SA and CSA thing hits very close to home to me And on one hand it got me invested in the psychology and now I understand myself and others better, but at the other shit still fucks

I don't know where I'm going with this post I guess don't engage with NSFW stuff if you're a minor, especially if you're as young as I was when I saw that shit And that doesn't apply only to porn, don't watch gore or self-harm content either Trust me, that shit will hunt you for a looong time

kin list

I hope this trend isn’t dead yet, it’s so silly

This was in Sioux Falls South Dakota! The green sky is caused by large hail stones within the storm refracting back green light to the observer.

wish I drew more full art

personal hc

I think I like dwk 3 the most, cuz it's kinda in between the silly children adventure in the first two movies and whatever shit is happening in the 4th and the 5th movies

Well and because Fabi

Catradorification of Natessa

Plein Airpril Days 17-20

Let's go home

cartoon shitpost russian au for zeke’s pad and le petit nicolas kiddos firecrackers memes idk enjoy???

Is there any piece of my art that you want me to redraw?

Angsty deon to Tatu songs

I always find it funny how the third film ends on the note where it seems like Leon and Fabi get along again and more adventures await them, meanwhile Fabi for the rest of the series is just this: